Staring with angry eyes I watched as Uni picked up my body, paralysis spell, should've known. Looks like I'm becoming weak to my own specialty. Giving a heavy breath I watched as my perspective changed, I'm on the floor now, what're they gonna do? Sacrifice me? I gave a puff as a substitute for a laugh. "What're you laughing at? Hm…. seem awful happy for someone who's about to get their magic sealed away?" Livore grinned as she bent over me. Her lilac hair shrouding her face, hiding its malice from everyone else in the room. "Livore!" Uni shouted, his voice dark. Lifting her head up she looked over at him. "What do you not want her to know the truth? You fancy people and your secrecy; you're ruining her life and expect me not to tell her? Pathetic." her voice ricocheted throughout the room, cutting through the silence like a hot knife on butter.

My magic, they're sealing it? Oh hell no. with all my might I tried to move, but alas my body still weigh more than the moon. Tears welded to my eyes as I frustratedly screamed, my voice only sounding like a shrill squeak. "Why is she screaming?" Uni asked his voice holding a curious tone. "Because she knows what's happening." I listened as heavy footsteps walked out of the room, the door slamming shut. Why is he sealing my magic if it pains him to do so? Why? I just don't understand. Blowing another breath of air I stared at the ceiling, focusing on the way the swirls making shapes on the ceiling. Suddenly Livore started to speak, her voice dark and looming. "Sealing barrier: soul division" the words grated against her teeth as she spoke.

Suddenly a searing pain ripped through my chest as a dark gray light seemed to swallow me whole. Why does this hurt so much?! Quickly my breathing picked up as the pain only seemed to grow, their voices becoming muted against the pain that's currently drumming against my ears. Choking on my breath, I sucked in, the air's not coming fast enough. On the path my life seems to be going I'm not going to make it past 13. Sputtering, my hand instantly shot up to my chest, clawing at my apparently naked chest. Since when did it come off? Along with the new movement of my hands, my mouth ripped open, a loud and tenacious scream echoing throughout the house. Panting heavily I curled into a ball, tears pouring down my face, I think I'm gonna be sick. "Well, you handled that quite well seeing as what kind of magic you have…" Livore spoke in a sassy tone that made me want to give her a fiery throat punch. Ignoring her words I continued to lightly grasp at my neck, my poofy upper sleeves covering my chest. "It hurts!" I screamed in panic as body became void of something that was more than just a few parts of me. My wailing voice seems to be the only noise throughout the house, as for the rest of it is silent, as if it knew of the atrocity that has just occurred.

After a while, the two remaining women had left, and there I was left alone, slowly the pain had faded. Leaving me with inconsistent tears and wrenching emptiness that sits at the very bottom of my being. "What is this feeling? Thi… this emptiness…" my words lacked their normal luster at the coldness that had now become a new friend of mine. Shivering, I blew into my hands as I tried to pull myself into a tighter ball, but somehow I got colder… and colder. With an undefined loudness, my teeth rattled, the whole house shaking at the sound of my loud teeth. *clip clop clip* I listened as the approaching sound of low heels became apparent. Glancing down at my fingers my eyes widened as I noticed my decrease in hearing. Heavily breathing I looked around, my breaths becoming too hard to control, why does everything feel so off? I looked up as leather-clad feet bent down, my saving grace, Morí. With her soft eyes, she looked down, concern lacing her blue eyes. "Oh my, what have they done to you? " she spoke in a worried tone as she buttoned the front of my corset back up. With sad eyes, I tried to speak, but now that I have to speak to an actual person it seems all to hard and far too much work. My words tumbling out of my mouth like a baby trying to walk. "C-c-c-o-o-l-d-d." I somehow managed to shiver out, my vision becoming blurry as I was suddenly lifted up by the averaged size woman. I listened as she grunted, clearly straining to walk due to my weight, "alright… let's go…" her voiced strained out as she started to walk up the stairs, her feet loudly bashing against the stairs as she made her embarque.

Staring at the ceiling I noticed that the paint texture changes, and also the way my eyesight decreased, and how my hearing has suddenly begun to lack. I feel so… goddamnit, I can't even figure out my out emotions! Letting out a loud growl as I tried to shift my body, I've never been so weak! Abruptly my body dropped as Mori's legs gave out, reaching out I bit my lip as we landed in a heap of bodies. "Oh my god! Are you alright? Forgive me," she bowed on her knees as she looked down at me. "Mori… it's fine, please just drag me to my room" I strained out as I laid in an awkward position on the floor, lightly twitching my fingers. "What? You surely don't mean?" her face contorted into miff as she gaped at me. Biting back the pain, I smiled, "it's ok, just drag me by the arm or something." I spoke nonchalantly if the world was peachy keen and I could still use my magic freely. "If you insist." with apologetic eyes she stood up and walked behind me, reaching down she gripped my hands and pulled. Biting on my lip again I held back the scream as pain rocketed up my arms. How can a simple spell cause so much pain?! I grunted as the wood floors burned my feet, making it the first time I've ever felt heat in a way that hurt.

Soft tears dripped down my face as I was dragged into my quiet room, "almost there…" Mori's ragged breaths and my sniffles seemed to fill the room with a deafening noise. The sound of a lost battle. Sure there may not have been fists thrown or words spat but something more, what, I'm not quite sure yet. I hope I figure it out one day. "Ready?" her words rang out Echoing in the silent room and before she could give me the chance to reply she lifted me over her shoulder like a bag of potatoes. Her knees almost buckling at the sudden addition of weight, but along with the lift came with a surging amount of pain that more so is jumping around my body. I can't pinpoint it; is it the throbbing in my head, the needles in my feet, legs, and hands, the nausea that quite frankly to far up for me to stop? Everywhere hurts. Suddenly I was weightless, my body painfully crashing on the bed a low sob ejecting from the pit of my stomach as I curled into a ball. Why does this hurt so much? "It hurts!" I screamed, squeezing my eyes tight as tried to stay still. It seemed like hours till a voice made itself apparent, "I'm back" Mori's voice broke the silence. Feeling a hand on my head I opened my eyes, my vision blurry from the tears, I hope.

Staring at her face, I noticed how it started to morph, golden hair being replaced for short, dark brown curls. "Mama…" I drawled out, the pain still throbbing in my head. "It's alright, Rhemmy." her hand gently came down on my cheek, lightly caressing my forehead, "just go to sleep" she melodically spoke, an accent that she had done well at hiding coming through. Taking in a deep breath, I closed my eyes again desperately trying hard to hide the shivers that keep racking my body.

"Let the river bleed

So one day I may be free

If it is I who disagree

Let me take my sorrow

So I can have another tomorrow

If I may, I'll take the arrow

So you and I can be free

Along with no misery..."

slowly I became void to the world as Mori's soft tune became all I knew, and for a second I forgot about my life and all the horrible things it brought with it.

AN**

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