Logan's P.O.V.

I am finding it hard to believe how much money I've spent on my son in the past three days. I've never been this way. I never thought it was a good idea to shower him with expensive gifts, and toys. I didn't want my only child to grow up spoiled. But I also knew if he had more distractions…more things to keep his mind off Chris, maybe I wouldn't have to tell him, on his 8th birthday, his father was dead. I was going to tell him…eventually, but not on a happy occasion. I don't even I would tell him I went to Chris's funeral on Sunday with James. I was still on the fence on if that was a good idea but didn't want to think about. Not as I wrapped gifts for my sweet, growing boy.

Ever since Kendall went back to work on Tuesday, I've been shopping and preparing for Gabe's birthday on Saturday. Kendall helped a lot. Whether he pulled money out for me to use, even though I hated the idea, or he was going shopping with me to get toys and gifts and stuff for his party, he was a huge help. Kendall ordered a huge Batman cake, and promised he'd wake up early on Saturday to set up food tables, start making food, and prepare for the huge party we were having. Before Kendall went to work this morning, he showed me all his extra outdoor furniture and toys and accessories he had in his…our huge garage. Once he left, I went right to work pulling extra chairs out, and cleaning off all the seat covers. Gabe woke up and was too excited for his birthday tomorrow to care about anything else, so I took him down the boardwalk and we had breakfast together before walking along the beach and picking up shells. When we got back to the house, it was almost 11 in the morning and while I finished up setting up seating and cute decorations around the pool and on the deck, Gabe went swimming. That was how we spent the majority of our day, today. And now, as I sat on our huge bed in our room, wrapping gift after gift, I felt like I was starting to feel normal. I ignored that with Gabe turning 8, meant I was getting older, and so was he. He still liked to cuddle and called me daddy. He was my little boy. Probably always would be. "Daddy!" I looked up fast to my halfway shut door and heard him run to it. "Can I have a snack?" I quickly looked at the alarm clock on the nightstand and sighed out. It was a quarter to 6 which, from my last text from Kendall, meant he was going to be home very soon with dinner.

"You can have a couple of crackers or chips. Nothing too heavy. Kendall is bringing dinner home."

"Okay!" I heard him run away from the door fast and went back down to my wrap job. I was on the last present and felt relieved. This last gift was something Kendall picked out specifically. He didn't care that I was wrapping all of them, because he said he sucked at it. I was just going to let him write his own message in the card we got him and help me do the rest of the decorations tomorrow. The whole week, he seemed more excited about Gabe's birthday than Gabe himself. It was actually really adorable. Every night he came home from work, Kendall would ask Gabe about how excited he was for his birthday party, and they would sit and talk for a good hour about it. I felt like I told myself this every day, but I was seriously in love with Kendall, and all because of how he treated my son. "Kendall!" I smiled as I quickly tapped the last part of the wrapping paper down and quickly flipped the remote-controlled robot dinosaur Kendall paid a pretty penny to get and quickly stuck a dark green bow at the top corner. "Daddy! Kendall is home!" I laughed as I gently put the last present on the end of the bed, with the at least 15 other presents, all wrapped up and ready to be opened.

"Is it safe to come in?" I turned to the door as I slid off the bed and smirked watching Kendall walk in, Gabe on his shoulders. Kendall had to squat down immensely to not let Gabe smack his head on the doorway. As I stood by the bed and grabbed my almost empty iced tea I watched Gabe's mouth fall open wide.

"Are all those for me?!" I nodded as I took a quick sip, but Kendall laughed and quickly flipped Gabe off his shoulders and let him slide down his body, as he shook his head.

"Nope only one." Gabe stared up at Kendall who grinned big. "The rest are for me."

"Not uh!" I laughed as I put my glass back down and walked to Gabe ruffling his hair. "Can I open them right now?" I shook my head walking to our huge master bath and quickly got in front of the sink, turning it on. "Can I open them when I wake up in the morning?" I laughed looking up in the mirror, watching Kendall walk in, unbuttoning his black dress shirt. I loved, to the moon and back, that with Kendall working at the C.I.A. he had to wear a lot of suits. He looked so good in them. Just as good as he did in nothing. And when he got behind me, staring right at me in the mirror, as I washed my hands, I felt him push into me softly. There was a hard poke to my butt that made me blush and look out to our room. Gabe was on our bed, sneakily picking up presents. I looked back to Kendall who had the shirt unbuttoned and now had his hands on my hips.

"Gabe why don't you go start eating dinner." I blushed as Gabe looked up and Kendall looked out to him. "I got you some nacho's and a burrito." Gabe yelled loudly and jumped off the bed, running out fast. I quickly shut off the water grabbed a white hand towel and spun facing him. He lowered his hands to the counter outside my body and leaned down, pressing his lips into mine. When he pulled back, just a little, he smirked. "Because you go back to work Sunday, I convinced James to let me have tomorrow and Sunday off. Which means tonight, and tomorrow night, we are fucking like animals." I chuckled throwing the towel back to the counter behind me and set my hands on his neck.

"How is work going? Still trying to find America's next top partner for James?" He laughed pushing into me hard, rubbing our groins together.

"That's a clever name." I nodded pecking at his lips closing my eyes. "They are all great agents…the four we have it dwindled down too. But…" I opened my eyes and put my head back a little watching his eyes shift between mine. "I've worked with him for four years. It's hard to think anyone else could do a better job at protecting him, than me. He's one of my best friends. I have some trust issues."

"Can I ask why he needs a partner if he's deputy director?" He nodded pulling away from me and quickly pulled his shirt off his body.

"He's not deputy director." I frowned as he stepped in front of me and looked at the line of stiches on his stomach. "He only got that position if he went out to D.C. Here, he's just in charge of our building. Which means he still goes out to the field." I nodded slowly looking up at his face as he threw his shirt to the hamper. "I'm not sure how Dave was able to be deputy director in Los Angeles but don't care enough to question it." He walked out of the bathroom pulling his belt off from around his waist. I followed quick, very interested in watching him undress and while he went to the dresser, I went to the bed and picked up a few wrapped gifts. "Something has occurred to me, while I work with these agents though." I nodded walking to the walk-in closet and pulled it open going to the back of the closet, setting the few gifts down. I stood up straight and turned watching Kendall come in, also holding gifts smiling at me. "How pissed would you be, if I decided to go back to work, full time?" He set the gifts around/behind me and stood up fast looking right in my eyes. I raised an eyebrow and watched him shrug. "I've always thought, if I'm such a great agent, like I tell myself every day, why don't I do something useful with it, and become a trainer?" I smiled big and reached out putting my hands on his bare sides stepping forward. "I fell like James is going to be doing mostly desk work. Besides the one case we have now. Which means, the rare times he does go out to the field, I could still just go with him, but mostly, well almost all the time, I will be at the office, training. Not risking my life." I pushed into him hard and kissed him with everything I had in me. He pushed me back fast putting his hands on the side of my face, shaking his head. "I thought you moved in with me, with your kid because I was going to be retired?" I laughed wrapping my arms around his back and put my lips on his bare chest. I kissed around his skin for a few times before pulling back and looking up at him. "Loges?" I laughed again and sighed out.

"I didn't pack up my apartment, move my kid yet again and completely put all my trust in you because you quit your job Kendall." He frowned rubbing his thumbs under my eyes gently rocking us. "I moved in with you because you very willingly made that sacrifice. Not only for your own health and safety. But for mine and Gabe's." He looked down fast and I shrugged. "I haven't been with a man like you in a long time. I've actually never been with a man who literally put his life to the side, to focus on mine. Or my kids. That's big for me. So, to answer your first question…I'm not going to be pissed at all. In fact, your job, when I found out you worked for the C.I.A. and not the bank…" He laughed leaning in and kissed my forehead. "Was a huge turn on for me. All the danger and sexy black clothes, and nice suites…kind of gets me hard." I quickly bit down onto his right collar bone making him hiss out. He bent slightly and picked me up, from behind my legs. I gasped out putting my hands on his shoulders, letting him force my legs around his body. "You're going to be a great trainer." He smirked walking us out of the closet looking right up at me. "And I think because you've stayed alive this long, you're not going to leave me anytime soon because of your job." He laughed gently placing me on the bed, next to the last few gifts of Gabe's.

"Is it too early to say I love you and mean it?" I smirked lowering my legs from his body and tucked my fingers into his black slacks.

"We moved in with each other after a week of dating." I glanced back up to his face as I tugged down on the pants, still buttoned and zippered. "What do you think?" He laughed pushing down into me fast, one hand behind my bed. He pushed our lips together and kissed me hard making me fall back on the bed. When I laid down completely flat I dropped my hands form him and let him lean over me putting his hands outside my head. "What did you get me for dinner?"

"My dick." I closed my eyes shaking my head feeling him kiss onto my stomach over my black shirt. "But there is also a burrito out there for you." I opened my eyes back up feeling him pull away and watched him walk to our shared dresser. I put one hand behind my head as he pulled his pants off, after kicking out of his shoes, and opened up his top drawer. I stared at his butt in his black boxer briefs and sighed out sitting myself up. "I saw a little bit of the backyard. It looks great out there." I turned quick to look out our patio doors and nodded swinging my legs.

"Gabe helped sort of. I let him swim while I did it. It actually was the first time I let him go in the water, without me, or anyone else in it with him." I turned back to him to see him pulling a dark blue shirt on, his grey sweats already on his legs. "I even went in the house a couple times, and the garage…and let him stay in the water." When his shirt came down off his face he was smiling small. I slid off the bed and turned quick grabbing four more presents. "I think I'm going to let him start swimming by himself."

"I think that's a good idea." I smirked walking past him as he went to the bed. Once I placed the present on the floor and turned his hands were full and he was walking to me, carrying the last of them. I moved out of the way and put a hand on his back as he set them down gently. He stood back up fast, took my hand and pulled me out of the room, shutting off every light in our room.

When Kendall and I sat out at the dining room table with Gabe, it was like I was in a place, where I was supposed to be, my whole life. I watched with happy, proud eyes as Gabe ate his dinner and talked loud with Kendall about all the things he was going to do with his friends tomorrow. Even when Kendall and I were done eating, Gabe still working on his too big burrito, we sat at the table with him and let him talk our ears off. Most of it was about the animals he got to see on TV today. Kendall gave me a weird look, and I quietly told him Animal Planet was on all day. When Gabe said he was finished, Kendall quickly cleaned up all of our empty wrappers and put the other half of Gabe's burrito in the fridge. I took Gabe out to the living room and asked him to pick a movie. By the time Kendall got out to us, with a drink for each of us in his hands, Gabe had picked Finding Dory. I curled up under Kendall's arm as Gabe stood in front of the coffee table talking up to the characters on the huge flat screen. I wrapped tight around Kendall as I watched Gabe run back and forth picking up different toys and listened to him tell his toys about the plot of the movie. I swear, I blinked one time, and I was fast asleep.

I woke up to the feeling of being moved. I opened my eyes, before lifting my head and saw I was in Kendall's arms as he walked me through our very dark house. I yawned loudly and slowly raised my head looking up at his face. He smirked looking down at me and raised his eyebrows. "You missed both movies." I laughed quietly snuggling back into his neck and closed my eyes again. "Half way through The Lego Movie, Gabe passed out under my under arm and I enjoyed the movie by myself." I laughed again pushing harder into him.

"Do I need to go put Gabe to bed?"

"Nope." I was tossed gently to our soft big bed and huffed out lying flat on my back. I went still as he crawled over top of me, leaning into my face. "I got him upstairs, got his teeth brushed and then put him in bed. I hope it's alright, but he wanted to watch some SpongeBob, so I put it on, on his TV in his room." I nodded raised my hands to his head and rubbed over it.

"Chris used to fall asleep out in the living room with Gabe, with the TV on. He got used to the sound and the light. It helps him sleep." He nodded as he kissed my nose, and I closed my eyes. I felt him push off me, while simultaneously turning me to face him as he laid down on his side. He pulled me into hard and kissed the top of my head as one of his hands rubbed under my back. I kept my eyes closed as I shoved one leg of mine, in-between his and snuggled against him. I don't think it was ideal for him, that I fell asleep again, because I know he said something about fucking like wild animals, but I was exhausted. And honestly, it was his fault. He was rubbing my back and every so often kissed into my hair. I was out like a light.

I was aware I was flat on my back. I knew once I opened my eyes I would be blinded by sunlight. I wasn't quite ready for that. But the sound of someone furiously typing on a keyboard got my curiosity peaked. I cracked open my eyes slowly and had to smile. Sitting up in bed next to me, typing on a slim, sleek looking laptop was Kendall. His eyes were focused on the screen as his fingers moved faster than I could watch. I reached out quick, but gently and rubbed his bare back, yawning. I closed my eyes and covered my mouth with my other hand. "What time is it?" I said it between my yawn and my soft groan making him laugh.

"About 7:30. I was just about to wake you up." I lowered my hand form my mouth and opened my eyes. I slowly pushed myself up and rubbed my eyes hearing him shut the laptop and toss it to the bed softly. Before I lowered my hands from my face Kendall placed little kisses to the back of my neck and rubbed a hand on my thigh, and a hand on my back. "You wanna go wake Gabe up?" I raised my head fast and looked over to Kendall, smiling. I nodded and jumped off the bed at the same time he did. I went to our closet however and grabbed a present, I knew was from me and rushed back out to him, taking his hand.

We walked up to Gabe's room fast and I felt so excited. We got to his bedroom and I stepped in fast ready to yell and start wishing him a happy birthday, but I was stopped fast. Gabe's bed was empty. I frowned and quickly walked to his TV, turning it off. I turned back around and saw Kendall also frowned, walking slowly to Gabe's bed. "Gabriel?" I said it loudly and very impatiently opened my mouth to say it again. But something caught my ear. A giggle. I tilted my head slowly and Kendall turned to me, slowly, smiling. He pointed out of the room and I nodded, walking out fast. I felt him behind me and cleared my throat. "Where is the birthday boy, I wonder?" I heard another giggle from the room I had redone to make as my office and walked to the closed door slowly. "I guess, if we can't find him Kendall, we'll have to give all these gifts to another little boy." The giggle came out louder as I put my hand on the knob and looked back to Kendall who nodded once. I quickly shoved the door open hard and stepped in, smiling wide. But I froze. Gabe was standing on my desk and when we walked in, he put up his hands and growled, like he was a tiger or lion. And then he jumped. "No Gabe!" I lurched forward to grab him before he fell down to the ground, but he smacked hard onto the floor, catching himself with one arm, immediately crying out. It didn't matter that his cries came quick and loud. I still heard the snap and break of something. A tiny little bone, in my baby boys arm.