Chapter 2
Liliana went straight home after school. She saw Jay's car out front and knew that he was home. Once she entered the house she could smell the weed that Jay was smoking.
"Jay, I'm here.", she spoke in a small voice. Jay looked up and continued to smoke. She sighed and took the joint away from him. Lily put it in the ash tray and then crawled onto his lap. "I'm sorry, Jay."
Jay wrapped his arms around Lily's small waist. She snuggled into him more and he rubbed her back. Liliana leaned up to kiss him. She straddled his lap and wrapped her arms around his neck. Once she pulled away to take a breath, she grabbed the ends of her shirt to pull it off. "Woah, Liliana what are you doing?"
Lily ignored him and kissed him again and grabbed his hands and put them on her butt. "Liliana, stop it." Jay pushed her back gently and sat her on the couch. "What's going on with you?"
"No, I get it. You don't want me. I'll never be good at it like Alex.", Liliana said tearing up. She fixed her shirt and stood up.
Lily walked into the room and put on some comfortable clothes. "Liliana, come here."
Jay was still on the couch and he felt bad for making Liliana cry. He knew she wasn't ready to have sex and he wasn't going to force her into anything. She was just his sweet, innocent Liliana. Lily walked out the room and into the living room. She stood in front of Jay with tears in her eyes.
If anyone saw her like that, they'd think she was being overdramatic or that she was overreacting. But Lily was just overly sensitive. After her mom abused her everyday, she became very quiet and insecure. "Liliana, what's going on with you?"
"It's because you told me you're with Alex because you need sex but if I can give that to you, you don't need her.", she said quietly.
Jay grabbed onto her waist and pulled her forward. "Boo, you don't have to."
She pushed his arms away and pouted. "But then you'll still be with Alex."
"You know why."
Lily let a few tears fall out before sitting on his lap. "It's not fair. You want her for sex but, if I can give you that then you won't need her. And that way you can come home earlier and you won't spend all night somewhere else."
"Listen, you're not ready. I need Alex so that she can satisfy me. I have you so we can cuddle, and laugh and cry. With you I can have little random kisses and I know we'll be together for a long time."
Jay lightly smacked her butt. She giggled and kissed his cheek. "But Jay, what if I want to? You can teach me. We can go slowly. Please."
He looked at her and then tickled her. "Whatever you want, baby."
Lily leaned forward and kissed him. Jay instantly wrapped his arms around her waist and started placing little kisses on her neck. She giggled and once he reached a certain spot, she let out a quiet moan.
Soon enough all you heard from the living room were soft moans and giggles. Lily went to pull up her shirt but Jay stopped her. "Not yet baby."
Liliana smiled and began to do exactly what Jay was doing. She kissed his neck and lightly sucked on random spots. "Don't leave a hickey. Alex will get mad."
"Fine. But I think there's something on my neck. It feels like a bruise." She flipped her hair to the side.
Jay laughed and picked her up. "Let's go eat somewhere."
Lily played with Jay's hair and laid her head on his chest. "Can we go to The Dot?"
"Nope. I think we should go to someplace out of town.", he said while squeezing her butt. "Do you think that maybe we can invite Jade? Please."
Jay avoided looking at her blue eyes because they could get him to do anything. She lifted his chin up to look at her and she gave him her best puppy dog eyes. "Fine. But she has to be ready in 15 minutes. And you have to be ready in 5 minutes."
Liliana smiled and then hopped out of his arms. She ran to the phone and dialed Jade's number. "What Lily?"
"Be ready in 15 minutes and ask Spinner to come."
"For what?"
"Just be ready, Jade."
She hung up the phone and quickly looked for an outfit. Liliana found a black schoolgirl skirt and a pink crewneck knit sweater. She grabbed her pink shoes and headed to the kitchen where Jay stood drinking a beer. "Can we go now?"
Lily walked up to him and wrapped her arms around his waist. She leaned up to kiss him but instead pulled out his keys from his pocket. "Jay, come one. Please."
Jay snatched the keys from her and picked her up. He put her in the car and drove towards Jade's house. Jade was sitting on the stairs outside her house and saw Spinner sitting right next to her. Jay looked at her and whispered in her ear, "What's he doing here?"
"They're kinda, sorta, dating."
Jade and Spinner got into the car and Spinner gave Jade a look. "Ok, Spinner, I know you probably have many questions but you asked me to keep you and Jade a secret from Paige. So I need you to keep me and Jay a secret from everyone. Please.", Liliana pleaded. Spinner looked at her big blue puppy dog eyes and knew he couldn't say no.
"Fine. But you seriously can't tell anyone about me and Jade."
"My lips are sealed.", she giggled and then realized something. "OMG, we're the Secret Relationship Club."
Once they heard her, they all started laughing. "What? We are."
"Wait, Jay. Isn't Alex you're girlfriend?", Spinner asked. Jade and Jay internally slapped themselves for the question that he just asked.
Liliana put on the best mad face she could and gave the most attitude she could."I was his first."
After driving for almost 2 hours, they made it to a small restaurant and all four teens got out the car. Once they got inside both 'couples' got separate tables and agreed on a time to leave.
Jay and Liliana sat at their table and ordered drinks. "Jay, I like it when you take me on dates. It makes me feel like you really love me."
"I do love you, baby. You're my everything."
