The morning was still young and Adrien now walked to a place that hurt him a lot, he had lost his chat noir transformation a few minutes ago after he left the Eiffel tower, with his guitar on his back and Plagg in his pocket eating a little piece of camembert, he knew the place he was going quite well, after all he spend a lot of time in there as a child… well at least before his father locked him away, but now he needed to find a little more peace in his mind in order to continue with his life and to reach that he needed to enter the place that now was in front of him… the Père Lachaise Cemetery
He entered the gates of the cemetery knowing pretty well were to find her…
-Repeat to my why are we here kid? - asked Plagg leaving Adrien's pocket after finishing his camembert
-Unfinished business Plagg- said Adrien
-Yeah but, what kind of business do you have in a cemetery in the morning? Are you going to bring the dead back to life? – asked Plagg to joke with his partner
-Plagg you know pretty well why we are here, to visit her- said Adrien with a melancholically face
Plagg then looked with genuine concern for his partner-Kid…are you sure you're ready for this? - asked Plagg
-… no … but I have to do it- said Adrien finally reaching the place that he was looking for…
It was a tombstone with a lot of flowers in it "Father" thought Adrien, the tombstone read
Here lies Emilie Agreste
Loving wife, mother and friend
She will be forever missed
-… Hi mom… I know that it has been a long time since I did this… and a lot of things have happened in that time, father got colder and he never talks to me, he blocked me in the house… but now I got a little freedom, I finally got a few friends, I even have a crush on a very beautiful girl with pretty blue eyes… and I finally could finish that song… the one I was going to sing to you- Adrien then kneeled to make his face touch the top of the tombstone and he continued- The girl I told you a few moments ago helped me with that… and it made me happy, I think I can finally open to somebody, I think that maybe I can be happy again… but I need to do one more thing to finally consider my mind at peace… I wrote a letter to father and you when I was little, a few weeks before your rest… and I have keep it since, I want to give it to you now and read it, maybe you cannot listen but … in the bottom of my heart I believe that you are going to listen… mom I love you, and this is the letter that you and Father never got to read- After he said that he reached a pocket on his pants and took out a letter that looked like it was in a few dark and wet places, because it was stained
Then Adrien started to read
Mom and Dad
I want to ask you so many things, things that I never asked, things that I already ask but I love to hear the answer, I want to spend time with you but I know that I will eventually go on with my life it's something that is going to happen either want it or not, and I'm scared of one day not hearing of both of you anymore, that maybe I'm not everything you wish of me as a son, that maybe I didn't spend much time to be with both of you, that I disappoint you, yeah, I'm scared that maybe one day I will go visit you and instead of some warmth arms welcoming me, all I see is a cold stone, yeah that idea makes me want to cry because you tried so hard to make my life good that I'm terrified that I don't know how to pay you or that everything I tried is a mistake, I'm scared because maybe in the outside I'm a man, but in the inside I'm still a kid that loves you and that all he wants is for you to hug him, and tell him that nothing has changed, but time goes on and you get old so as I, mom and dad I'm terrified that I don't know how to pay everything you made for me and I'm terrified that maybe one day you will go, and I know that I'm not ready for it, I know I never will but all I want you to know is that I love you and in the end you made me the man I am, I'm hoping that you're proud of me because that is all I want for you
With his heart
Your son, who loves both of you
Adrien then with a few tears in his eyes put the letter on the tombstone and with a few flower he hide it, he just looked at the letter with sadness in his face, Plagg looked at his partner and buddy and with all of his kind he hugged his friend in the cheek, Adrien then said- Thanks Plagg- then Plagg leave his cheek and sit in his shoulder, Adrien knew that it was time to get home, so he finally said- I love you mom, and I hope that your proud of me…- Adrien then got up and walked to the exit feeling that a giant boulder leave his back
-Thanks for the hug Plagg- said Adrien smiling to his friend
-Don't get use to them kid, come on transform that way we can get faster to your house and rest-said Plagg with a little smile on his face "I hope you can finally have a little happiness Adrien, you deserve it" think Plagg to himself
-I will transform in a few blocks Plagg, now I want to think in how the hell I'm going to tell Marinette that I know she's Ladybug and tell her that I want to be with her- Said Adrien with a huge smile on his face and a little blush
