Elena POV
As soon as Katherine disappeared, I had to take a very cold shower. I was so wet and it wasn't from the shower.
Why is she back? It's been so long..I thought she was gone for good, but I should have known better. Especially after the way we left things.
My heart keeps telling me to go look for her, Stefan be damned. I couldn't do that..I can't hurt Stefan. I really couldn't believe how things have changed. You would think it would be Damon I was having feelings for, but no..it's Katherine. My evil doppelgänger. Only she's not so evil when she's with me. Could I be the reason she's changed? Or is it a game to her? I have so many unanswered questions and she's the only one who can answer them. I feel like my world is closing in on me, my breathing is starting to get heavy just thinking about my carbon copy.
I need to clear my head. Her unexpected bedroom visit has just left me completely rattled and, for some unknown reason, I felt the sickening feeling of guilt.
KPOV
I made it back to my hotel room closest to Elena's home. I didn't want her to actually know where I was staying. I would reveal that information when the time was right.
I couldn't stop thinking about Elena. I wish I could go back to her house and make her see that I'm the one for her, that her feelings for me are real. I can't do that to her, I'm not the same heartless bitch I was when I first came back to Mystic Falls. I've changed and the person responsible for that is her.
I remove my clothes to take a bath. Putting a stopper in the tub and setting the water just right, I let it fill up until it's nearly overflown. It's not like I'm actually paying for this room anyway. I may have changed but I still want to enjoy my freedom.
Getting in the bathtub, I sigh as I feel the temperature warming my ice cold skin. It feels nice. My thoughts drift to my visit to Elena once more.
I can still feel her olive smooth skin on mine, the way she moaned softly in my ear as if it were a secret no one could know, my thigh presses up against her center just right that I could feel the heat radiating off of her. She wanted me to continue that was certain. I wouldn't give in that easily, no. Not after what she did to me. No matter what, I will always love her though. I need her more than anything.
Memories of my perfect night with Elena, the night she gave herself to me, fill my head. The way she arched her back off of the bed in intense and overwhelming pleasure as I brought her to climax.
I can feel wetness in between my legs and I know it's not just because I'm sitting in the tub. I slowly slide my finger over my nipple, closing my eyes to picture the girl I love and imagining it's her wet moist mouth sucking my nipple. A small moan escapes my mouth at the vivid image. Using one hand to twist and tug at my nipple, I use my other to make my way down to my clit. It's enlarged and so ready. I slowly start to rub my bundle of nerves in a circle, thinking it's Elena's tongue. I could almost feel her tongue swirling around it and flicking every so often. I was moaning loudly at this point. Luckily I was alone, having compelled everyone to stay from my room unless I personally called them.
I continued to tug at my nipple and slid the hand that was working my clit down to my entrance. I entered myself slowly with two fingers, visualizing that they were Elena's. I could see it in my head. The way her small fingers pumped in and out, making me moan uncontrollably. Feeling myself getting closer to the edge, I curled my fingers to hit my G-spot. I screamed with my eyes still shut tightly as my inner walls clenched and clamped onto my fingers and I went over the edge, with Elena's name on my lips. My body was shaking in pleasure as I rode out my orgasm.
After a few minutes, I slowly removed my fingers, breathing heavily. I washed up and finished taking my bath. I really needed that release. Putting on some night clothes, I got in "my" bed, under the soft Egyptian cotton covers. I fell asleep instantly, feeling spent from my little session in the bathtub, with dreams of Elena Gilbert.
AN: well how was it? This one took a while to actually do. I guess I'm afraid I might now meet it live up to all my readers expectations and it throws me off. I hope I did well, please let me know in a review!
xx Psawyer1 xx
