Heeeyyyy. Long time no write huh?
Guys I'm going to be fully honest with you: I do not want to continue this story. Why? I was in a bad place when I wrote this and now I'm getting to a better one. I went through a lot when I left this story and it's made me a different person so I can't write the same. When I first started this story I was naive, thinking that even though my life wasn't perfect I would be fine with the way it was. Now looking back I know my life wasn't healthy, mental or physically. I had losses in my family: one died, one left and I refuse to contact them, and the rest I cut contact with because they were self-centered, manipulative, and complete assholes. I had two major surgeries 8 months apart because I had an undiscovered brain tumour for over 15 years that would have killed me. So I had one to get it out and another to help with my lasting symptoms. I had cousins living with my family that were complete nightmares and basically tried to be as fucked up as possible to do the most damage.
If you ask me what happened these years all I can say is that I survived. I survived through loss, unspeakable hell, and even the possibility of death. And there were times when I thought death would be a mercy compared to what I lived but I couldn't leave my family because I love them too much. My family changed our connections with each other but in my opinion, we are closer than before. And I'm glad for that.
I'm sorry I waited five years to let you guys know that this story isn't going to be updated or on hiatus any more. If someone wants to adopt this or just use something from then pm me and I'll give you what I have.
I bid you all adieu from this story for the last time. Take care of yourselves and be happy. ~Kat
