A/N: Hey guys! Sorry I haven't updated in awhile, but i'm back! I hope y'all like this chapter!

Skye looked at Emily in shock, not wanting to believe a word of it. If looks could kill, Emily would've been killed thirty times with the look that Skye was giving her.

"You knew? Since when?" Skye asked, her eyes going back and forth between Emily and the road.

Emily shrugged, "I found out when HYDRA kidnapped me, I guess. They were speaking in German, and I heard Grants name." She said, avoiding Skye's gaze.

"Why didn't you tell me?" She asked, her voice surprisingly calm as Emily shrugged.

"I thought you had already known at first, but then I confronted Grant. I told him if he didn't tell you by this point, then I would tell you. And Maria."

Emily clearly remembered that day.

Emily had been searching for Grant for over an hour and knew that she had to find him while Maria was still passed out. She knew the two of them didn't like each other, and Maria always had a habit of over hearing conversations.

She finally found him in the training room.

"So HYDRA huh?" She asked, crossing her arms and leaning against the wall, "Does Skye know?"

Grant stopped punching the punching bag and sighed, "No. She doesn't."

"Well, she's going to have to find out eventually. I'd tell her now before she finds out from someone else."

Grant just glared at her before he slowly approached, closing the distance between them.

"Are you threatening me?"

"It's not a threat. A promise of sorts. The longer you wait to tell her, the more hurt she'll be."

Grant sighed, "I know. I'm just trying to find out when." He said, taking a step back.

"Well listen to me and listen well. If you don't tell Skye by September, I will."

Skye sighed, "What did they say in German? About Grant?"

"They were saying that he was a traitor. They said that they would make him pay for leaving them. I can't remember exact wording. Grant really does love you, Skye."

"I know. And I love him, but_"

"But he lied. I can understand that, I mean, I wouldn't want to be around him either. Maria and I both had a feeling that something was off with him, and she and the Avengers won't be happy when they find out. Trust me. They'll find out one way or another. But we both know that he has good intentions...most of the time. Yes he killed people, but that's his past. He didn't judge you for your past, now you don't get to judge him for his."

Skye sighed, Emily did have a point. "You're right. Thank you...so, what was that Amelia chick bugging you about?"

Emily sighed, "She's been bullying me since I moved here in third or fourth grade. In sixth grade she overheard me telling Peter, MJ, and Gwen about my past and she twisted the story to make me sound like a whore. Turned the whole school against me. I slept around which you know about, but I've stopped, and had a still birth. She spread rumors that I drank and that caused it. Late term abortion was another rumor."

"What an awful girl!"

Emily sighed, "I know. She's the reason that I've attempted suicide three times. Would have succeeded last year if it weren't for AJ."

"What happened? You never told me."

Emily leaned her head back, "Last year, around February, it was the anniversary of when I got raped. It was a week after the anniversary of my mothers death. Everything came back to me and I was having, I don't know, a panic attack I guess and my brain kept telling me that everything was my fault. So, I placed all the notes I had written on my desk, grabbed a chair and a rope, and I hung myself. I dropped Alexa and Lilith off with Peter just an hour earlier and I texted him. He arrived not too long later and tried to revive me. Then Natasha and Clint arrived because he had called them and they were trying to keep the kids out of the room. Alexa came in and kneeled down beside my head, this is just from what Peter told me, and placed her hand on my head and traced a path down to my heart. Then I started breathing, albeit my pulse was faint and I was still put on life support in the hospital."

Skye couldn't believe what Emily was telling her, "And where was Maria when this happened?"

"She and Steve were on their honey moon. I did it at that time because they watched me like a hawk over the month leading up to it. I was supposed to be at work watching AJ and Lili, but I bailed. It was only three days before they were supposed to come back from their honey moon anyway. Not really a big deal."

"Not a big deal? Emily! You almost died...you did die! And you're telling me it's not a big deal?"

"Save me the lecture. I was in the hospital on life support for three days, but it was five days before I woke up. Then I was in the psychiatric ward for another week and a half. Fun times. Made new friends, food was terrible, couldn't have any of my personal belongings, family wasn't aloud to visit, oh and they watch you like a hawk."

Skye shot her a look, "As they should! Wait...why couldn't family visit? The personal belongings like your clothes I can understand, but no visitors? Seriously?"

"They were afraid that it'd make things worse. Oh and they had to sedate me a couple times because I kept freaking out."

The rest of the car ride was silent, only the sound of their breathing was barely audible.

A/N: Let me know what y'all think! Please review!

Oh and the stuff I put in about the hospital is true. I have...issues, i'll admit that, but someone I know got hospitalized and thats exactly what she went through. *cringe*