I had a pretty good view the next morning. It was of my very hot, very shirtless fiancé smiling at me. He was propped up on his elbow looking at me. I was still tired so I didn't appreciate it as much as I could have but after five minutes of having my eyes closed I could begin to smile at the sight of finally being with him again. He didn't say anything just pressed his lips against mine slowly moving them. I threw my leg over his hips pushing him back against the mattress. His hands went to my cheeks and his thumb drew circles into my skin. After a long lingering kiss I pulled back smiling at him. I had my palms on the side of his face and my hair formed a curtain around our faces.
"Hi." I said smiling shyly at him. I didn't want to get too excited.
"Hey baby. Good morning." It was a very good morning so far.
"What are you doing here? Why didn't you tell me you were coming? I would have gone to the airport to pick you up." I've missed him like crazy.
"It was a last minute decision. I knew nothing significant would happen at home this weekend so I took the first flight here. To Chicago then New York but it doesn't matter. I'm here now." He pulls my head down to kiss me again. I can't even kiss him properly because I'm smiling so much. He moves my hair to one side as I sit back. I feel his morning wood against my ass but I can't have sex while Evan's in the room that feels... Wrong.
"So tell me how's everything going?" He asks me.
"We talk every night. I tell you then. Or were you not paying attention." I raise my eyebrow at him.
"I was but it's different when we're in person. Talk to me Baby." I peck his lips just before climbing off him and lying down next to him. He gets on his side using his hand to prop up his head so he can look at me. I give him a run through of our week as he listens intently asking questions and playing with the ring on my finger. Soon enough I run out of things to say and his face becomes serious. "Do you like the ring? I can get a different one if that's what you want?" He says after minutes of moving it around.
"No I love it. It's perfect. At first I thought it was too much but I love it. "What is it?" He's thinking about some thing. I don't think it's bad but he keeps staring at my ring.
"Marry me?" He asks looking away from the ring into my eyes. I give him a questioning look. We are already engaged I don't know why he's asking this.
"Marry me? Today?" He says looking at me. Today? What brought this on. I can't even speak. I'm not sure what to think of this. He licks his lips and shifts even closer to me. "I was talking with Luke and something happened, it made me realize that we go on pretending to be married. I love you and we say that we are married. I talk about you as if you're my wife, you talk about me to people saying I'm your husband. In my head when I think about who you are, I see my wife. I'm tired of playing house with you. I want to be married to you. Lina we have family. Two amazing as fuck kids-" I reach up to kiss him so he can shut up. He's sounding hysterical. I pull back and look at him, with my best poker face I nod. I can't help but smile at him.
"Yes. Yes I'll marry you." I say. I'm tired of waiting too. I want him. Completely, fully, entirely, selfishly, all to myself. Mine. My husband. I reach for him pulling him on top of me. He doesn't expect it so his full body weight falls on me but I don't mind. Or I do mind but only because it's not close enough. I need more. I want him, last name and all.
"Wait really?" He says breaking the kiss.
"Shut up yes. Kiss me." I demand pulling him to me again.
"Lina. Really?" He says still shocked.
"Yes. I don't want to wait anymore either. I want you all to myself. Well to share with our kids but mine." I'm such a girl I'm getting teary eyed.
"God Lina do you know how much I love you." I don't know how long we stayed in bed kissing and smiling but it was long enough that we stopped when Evan woke up. We got dressed while burping or feeding him but all I could think about was being married to this crazy man in front of me.
As much as I enjoyed the moment of realization, the reality of things hit me. We were in a different state away from our house.
"What's wrong?" Elliot asked when my smile disappeared.
"Elliot we need our documents to get married."
"I'm pretty sure we have our IDs baby."
"Well we need that and our birth certificate." Some how our celebration ended. "Can't you call someone to bring them. Tell Scott I'm sure he'd do it." I suggest. "He and Virginia can witness."
"Yea. Why not just Christian?" He asks.
"Because he'll tell your parents and they'll call Mia. Who will call Andy who will call my parents. Then they'll all work together and make us not do it but I want to do it. Scott and Virginia can keep a secret though."
"Smart girl. See this is why I want to marry you." He gets his phone to call Scott. And after watching the one sided conversation he finally hangs up. "He says that he will head to our house in a few minutes. The next flight leaves in less than two hours so he'll be here by then. He'll call in a bit so we can tell him where they are. Yours is in my office right? I think you gave it to me when we talked to the social worker for the adoption."
"Yea it's there. Elliot!" I sheik shaking his shoulders. He smiles just before he kisses me again. We get dressed then go to the kitchen with Evan to make our pre-wedding breakfast. He brings in my computer to see if we need anything else for our marriage license.
"What's for breakfast ?" Asks Virginia walking in. "Oh hello there random man in the fridge." She says to Elliot. "When did... When did he get here?" She asks confused. She was home late so she didn't even see him.
"Sometime last night?" I really want to tell her.
"So you guys are good now? You don't hate each other anymore?" I shake my head biting my lip. I'm secretly waiting for her to ask something so that I can tell her. I know she's going to freak out, in a good way but I need someone to be excited with me. Elliot's excited but I need girl over the top freaking out excited. "Did you finally have sex?" I eye her carefully.
"What?" Elliot asks spilling his water.
"Is that why you're all smiley? Because it's kind of creepy. It's okay like have sex, awesome. I would love more nieces and nephews." She holds her hands out in surrender. "You're munchkin is up?" I hand her Evan so I can get Isabelle up.
"Morning baby. How'd you sleep?"
"Good. Can I eat pancakes mommy?" She says groggy. With much difficulty I pick her up and she rests her head on my shoulder.
"Sure anything you want. I have a surprise for you."
"Maybe later. I'm so sleepy." She says yawning and closing her eyes.
"You'll like this surprise. Look." I set her on the counter and try to pry her off me so she can see her dad. She rubs her eyes but smiles when she sees Elliot in the kitchen.
"Daddy. Oh daddy." She says as he picks her up. I can see she's holding on to him for dear life and it's so cute to see how much she loves him. "I miss you."
"I missed you too baby. Hey don't cry I'm right here." I smile at him then get started on breakfast. Breakfast is quiet with no opportunity to tell Virginia. I wish she would ask not that she would know what to ask for but this is miserable.
"So what are you guys doing today?" She asks as she sits on the counter while I clean up.
"Scott's coming so there's that." I say casually. Isabelle leaves to clean her room. "And we um... We are getting married today.." I says smiling at her. He jaw visibly drops for a second before she starts jumping on me like a banshee.
"What? Oh my freaking god! Really? Why didn't you tell me before?" She says hugging me so my face is pressed on her chest to where I can't breathe.
"We just decided this morning. So will you be my witness?" I ask her.
"Lina. Of course. I'm so happy for you." And now she's crying. "Sorry, I'm just so happy for you. When are momma and daddy coming?"
"You know them Vee. They'll try to make me feel guilty about it."
"That's okay. Don't tell them then. God Ann's going to be pissed I'm here and she isn't. That's what she gets for being married." I roll my eyes at her.
"So Scott just left he house he has our birth certificates and will be taking off in an hour. He's going to meet us at the court-house because they close within a two-hour window of him getting here." Crap.
"No call him back!" I grab his phone before her can say anything.
"I'm on my way man relax." Says Scott in an annoyed tone.
"No it's me. I need you to get something else. In the garage there is a black box that has my papers in it I need something from there." I tell him half panicking. I give him instructions on how to find it and open it.
"Ok what do you need that you can't seem to live with out?" Elliot and Virginia are watching me intently which makes me nervous.
"There is a folder its bright orange like a neon color. It has Damien's name on it. From inside I need the death certificate. It should be one of the first pages." He says he found it and is bringing it over as well. We hang up and Virginia leaves us alone.
"Lina, are you okay?"
"It's over. That doesn't mean it's not weird for me to have someone's death certificate. And the state of New York requires it." Some part of me knows that I'll never truly be free of Damien. He'll always be a memory that will be in my mind. I'll always love him but I can't think about it now.
"Are you sure?" He takes a step toward me.
"I love you. Let's not worry about that now. Just us." I wrap my arms around his neck so he can forget about it. I don't want to talk about Damien. I kiss his lips just as something comes to me. "Virginia can you watch the kids for a bit?" She agrees so I gab Elliot's hand leading him walking backwards to our room. Once he sees what we are doing he smiles at me. He pushes me toward the bed but I don't want sex there. "Shower sex." I tell him as I remove my clothes.
There was something about this shower that when I first saw it I wanted to have sex with him here. And it was good. I mean sex with Elliot is always good but for some reason I felt so much more connected with him today. It felt as if he was doing it for us. Not just to please me or please himself.
"Aren't you getting dressed?" I asked when he was sitting watching me as I brushed my overly long hair.
"Yes. So I was in a hurry to get here so I forgot my clothes. I was about to miss he flight." He says sheepishly. So while we waited for Scott to land we were running around getting things done. We bought Elliot enough clothes for four days and a suit for the actual wedding. And I bought a simple, short ivory dress. It was a beautiful dress. Scott and Virginia took the kids out while Elliot and I went to apply for our marriage license. We were the last couple seen and it was only because the woman was nice enough to see us.
"There is a 24 hour waiting period and then the license will be valid for 60 days." She says as she hands us back our things. I couldn't stop smiling on our way to the restaurant to meet them.
"I guess we didn't get married today." I say pouting as we wait to be seated.
"No but tomorrow for sure." Elliot says as he takes Evan to follow the host. Scott is talking with Isabelle so I just follow Elliot. Who refuses to let go of my hand. He holds the chair out for me and pushes Scott when he tries to sit next to me. He's so affectionate today. Well he always is but he's doing it in a way that's appropriate for public. One we have the kids settled on either side of us he places his hand on the back of my chair. During dinner we can't seem to lose some sort of touching. It's not a sexual thing but I just want to be next to him. Even when I had to get up to take Isabelle to the bathroom I had to kiss him repeatedly before walking away.
Later in bed that day I turned to look at him.
"Elliot I still want a wedding."
"I knew this was going to happen. You would end up resenting me for this. Lina we don't have to do this. I don't want to force you." I know he was upset but I smiled at him anyways.
"I want to be your wife. I'm going to be your wife tomorrow, or later today since it's late. But later, when all this shit it over, we should have a formal wedding. Or just a party. But I'm not changing my mind. Please. Just so my parents can be there. And yours. Grace is going to hate us. Not more than Mia but still a lot." I kiss him parting my lips to give his tongue access in my mouth. "And don't ask me if I'm sure. I already said I am."
When I woke up a few hours later I walked in the kitchen to where Scott had already arrived and was talking to my sister.
"There's the bride. Aw she's the blushing bride." Scott says teasing me as my face turns red.
"Today's the day. The biggest day of your life." Virginia says giving me a cup of coffee. "At six you'll be Mrs. Elliot Grey. Are you excited?" She says jumping up and down.
"I'm very excited. We have to be at the court house at five. That's 24 hours and an hour before they close. So no bachelor parties Scott. I'm serious. And no strippers!" I point a finger at him.
"So I can't drive to Albany and see our last strip show?"
"No seriously Scott. I'm asking nicely here." Scott is like that sibling you have that never quite grows up so you have to set rules for. Over the last few months we've gotten along well, I see why Elliot loves him so much. He's a good guy to have. Not any friend would just fly across the country to give us a few pieces of paper.
"Fine mother, I will contain myself and not see naked woman dancing around a pole. No matter how much I want to." He's a bit of a player, like Elliot was. The difference is that Scott's a bit of a douche when it comes to women. Elliot was kind and at least have the decency to say he wasn't interested. Scott would just ignore someone. Blow them off, block them what ever he had to do so they would leave him alone. He was pretty loyal though. To Elliot and by default to me. I don't know if he likes me or not but he's good for Elliot he looks out for his friend's girl, which is me. I love Scott, to an extent. But if he so much as drives Elliot away more than ten miles from the court house after three I will castrate him.
"Morning." Elliot says walking in to the kitchen. He plants a soft wet kiss on my neck after wrapping him arms lovingly from behind. "You got up without me." He says nibbling on my skin.
"I thought you would sleep longer." I move my head so he has better access as he continue to place butterfly kisses along my neck then shoulders.
"Well we have a gift for you. From me and vagina. I mean Virginia." Scott says handing me a note.
"Shut up ass. A wedding present from the best man and maid of honor." Virginia punches his arm then winks at me. I guess this does make her my new MOH. I don't mind. Mia will be upset but she can be it when we have the big wedding.
I open the note to see a sentence.
"Guys you don't have to do that. We wouldn't ask this of you. You've already done so much by being here really." I say handing it off to Elliot.
"She's right we can't I mean thanks but that isn't your job."
"Give me my money." Virginia says extending her hand to Scott. He proceeds to hand her two hundred dollars. "I told him you would say that and loser pays two hundred bucks and changes Evan's diaper in the night. I win."
"Anyways. Come on it's only two nights but take it as a honeymoon thing. We can take the kids for two days. You'll be in the city so you can see them we can all go out but just leave them for the night with us. Enjoy your wedding. Work on number three." No, no number three.
"I'm more worried about my kids to be honest." Elliot says making me chuckle. I know he's joking. We trust these two with our lives which in turn are our kids.
"Think of it as my apology for last time." Scott says taking my coffee before I was able to drink it.
I look to Elliot for confirmation. It would be nice to have the night to ourselves. He nods so I guess that's okay. "Thanks Vee." I hug my sister trying to not get to emotional. I can't help it though. I'm excited. I'm also very grateful that's she's so supportive with this.
"I'm going to get Isabelle so we can get going. We can eat out for breakfast." I say turning around, wrapping my arms around Elliot's waist.
"What? We just ate breakfast?" Scott says annoyed.
"You can come too just get something small if you're not hungry. It's an open invitation." I tell him. He's such a baby.
"What are you three years old? Don't cry because they don't want to take you, you loser." These two have been bickering for hours. And they continue to do so when we go to breakfast. We manage to find an IHOP which is Isabelle's favorite a few minutes outside the city. They argue over who sits where,who carries what child. Where they sit in the car. Then we seat them together and he starts pulling her hair.
"Do you like my sister is that why you keep bugging her?" I ask when Virginia takes Isabelle to the bathroom.
"What? No! What, that's crazy she like tall and awkward. No!" He says scoffing.
"You act like that boy in Isabelle's class who pulls her hair because he has a crush on her."
"She's hot but she's not my type."
"Whore is his type." Elliot says matter of fact beside me.
"I like woman who are rated one through five only." He says smirking at Elliot from a private joke.
"Isn't that when a woman is not attractive?" I ask confused.
"She's probably a nine." Elliot says ignoring my question. I look between them. I hate when they have secret conversations in front of me.
"Daddy's so mean." I say talking to Evan who I have on my lap. He's chewing very focused on his teething ring. I turn him so he's facing me and kiss his chubby cheeks. He's so cute. I wipe the excess drool off his face but it's no use he starts again. "Not like you. You're so cute baby. Yes you are." I say making faces at him. He smiles but goes back to his little ring. I hand him to Elliot so Isabelle can sit with me for a while. She manages to eat all of her food which is good because she's too small I think so.
"Daddy is not mean." Elliot says lifting the baby in the air.
"Tell me Elliot." I grab his thigh squeezing.
"Scott and I used to rate girls one to ten. One being an easy lay. Ten being virgin till marriage. So your sister being a nine is a complement." He shrugs.
"She's more of a seven actually. But don't sleep with my sister. She's something else." Virginia despite being outgoing is one of those girls who doesn't take shit from anyone. Scott would be no exception.
"Now that you say that makes me want to screw her even more."
"Even more? So you wanted to?" I say adding to him embarrassment.
"There she is my future wife. The mother of my unborn children." He says as she comes back. He puts his arm around her but she tries to move away. They would be good together. They're very similar.
"So what's going on with the guy you're looking for?" We are waiting for it to be time to get the wedding bands before heading to the court house. We still have a few hours so we were sitting int Central Park watching Scott pick up girls with the baby. He was doing pretty well actually. But then again he always does.
Elliot clears his throat before telling us what happened. I bet Christian feels like shit. I know I would. But it wasn't his fault. She got addicted to pain meds and it started from there. There was nothing he did that triggered it. Plus it's not like she couldn't find a different job. She just got too addicted too quickly for anyone to notice. She also didn't have anyone to stop her. Then Rick came along and he didn't help her, just made it worst. Got her in that business adding insult to injury.
"So now you have a lead?" I ask him.
"Yeah." He doesn't elaborate much and he can't because Isabelle walks back. This isn't a subject we talk about with her. And to be honest all I needed to know was that there was some hope that we would be going back to him soon. This was all I could hope for. Well I could hope for a lot more but I figured I shouldn't be so demanding.
As soon as it starts getting cold we go back to the house so I can get ready. We are going to the court house then we will go out to dinner, then come back so Elliot and I can get our things so we can stay at a hotel for the night. He isn't going back to Seattle until Monday night so he can be at work Tuesday morning. Not the ideal honeymoon but still gives us time for us.
"Are you nervous?" Virginia asks while she straightens my hair.
"No. I'm excited actually." I say looking at my phone. Virginia was taking pictures of us when we were looking at wedding bands today.
"I'd be scared." She says quietly.
"Because of Damien?" I ask looking at her through the mirror.
"Yea. When I pictured you getting over or moving on from Damien I didn't think you would marry the first guy." She says shrugging.
"I dated in Nebraska and a few others after that but I didn't connect with anyone. They were so open and happy. I didn't want that. I wasn't looking really when I met Elliot. It just happened." She chuckles lightly. "What?"
"Nothing it's just you are... Intense." She smirks at me. "You have extremes. You either don't like someone at all or you fall completely in love with them. It's nice to see how much you can love."
"Well that's what I've wanted. Something all consuming. I can't love half way. You either love someone or you don't. With Elliot it was easy to love him. He's a great guy. Handsome, successful, kind, intelligent all the works but there's something about the way he is with me that really gets to me. It makes me feel like loving him the way I do is okay because I know he loves me the same way." I try to explain to her. As long as I can remember Virginia has never been in love. She had a few boyfriends but nothing worth it, or so she says.
"He's a lucky guy. You are too. I'm happy for you Lina." She finishes with my hair and helps me into the ivory lace dress I bought yesterday while waiting for Scott to arrive. It's short and stops mid thigh. I put on my matching heels as she finishes the endless buttons on the back. I'm sure Elliot's going to hate having to undo them later but it's a beautiful dress. She hands me a box before I put in my earrings. I open it to reveal her favorite pair of earring my grandmother gave to her before she passed away years ago. "It's something blue, something old, something borrowed." She says winking so I know she'll want them back. There's a knock in the door. Elliot walks in with his suit, no tie. He's not a tie kind of guy and this isn't formal. We are a bit more casual.
"Something new." He says handing me a box. I open it revealing a vine styled cuff that matches the lace on my dress perfectly. No doubt he spoke to my sister about it.
"Thank you it's perfect." I reach up to kiss his lips briefly before pulling back. I help him with the cufflinks I gave him earlier today.
"You're beautiful." He says softly looking at me while I fasten them.
I can't help but blush when he's looking at me the way he is. "Yea well, Virginia worked really hard to make me like this so thank her."
"I said you are beautiful. Not you look beautiful. I mean you do look beautiful but something about you right now."
"It's called wedding glow baby." I try to pass it off. He's about to say something but Isabelle walks in fully dressed looking damn adorable in her dress and rights. It's too cold for just the dress.
"Hey princess you ready?" He looks at the watch I got him a few months ago.
"Where we going?" She says leaning her head on my side.
"Well," I take her hand leading her to the bed so Elliot and I can talk to her. "Daddy and I are getting married today." I tell her sitting her on my lap. "We are going to this place where we will say we love each other and we want to be married. After we sign a few papers and daddy kisses me then we are going to be married."
"What about a party?" Elliot fastens the buckle on her shoes.
"We are going to have a party in a few months when we get back to Seattle. But for now, we are going to get married then we are going to a really fancy dinner." She knew we were doing something today but she didn't know what.
"Can I come too?"
Elliot answers her, "Yes you can. We are all going. We can't get married without you there." She seems content with that so she smiles.
"Okay. Is that why you are wearing a dress?"
"Yea, doesn't mommy look pretty?" She nods at Elliot then leans on my chest closing her eyes. She isn't tired though.
"It's four fifteen are you guys ready?" Scott says barging inside. I smile at Elliot then Isabelle who gets off my lap and into her room. I turn off all the lights in the house then get my black coat on over my dress. Elliot holds Evan in his car seat while I hold his other hand and Isabelle's. As we are about to step outside I place Isabelle's hat on so her head doesn't get cold. Marion opens the car door so we all get inside and head to city hall.
We wait fifteen minutes before we are called up to the officiant.
"You're doing your own vows correct?" We nod. Elliot and I decided that we would use traditional vows but pick them out ourselves so they would be somewhat original but not entirely. My creativity doesn't work that fast.
The first words he says are very traditional. "We are gathered here today to witness the matrimony of Elliot Grey and Carolina Reid." Soon enough we get to where we have to say our vows and I'm pretty sure I'm about to cry as I look at Elliot.
"Lina, today I become your husband. I will strive to give you the best of myself, while accepting you the way you are. I promise to respect you as a whole person with your own interests, desires, and needs, and to realize that those are sometimes different, but no less important than my own. I promise to keep myself open to you, to let you in to my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams. I promise to grow along with you, to be willing to face change as we both change, keeping our relationship alive and exciting. And finally, with this ring I promise to love you in good times and in bad, with all I have to give and all that I am, in the only way I know how, completely and forever, as your love and best friend." He says looking down at my hand slipping on the thin wedding band on my finger. Without letting go of his hand I take his ring from Isabelle who's holding the box and vow to him.
"Elliot, today I take you for my husband. I promise to love you without reservation, comfort you in times of distress, encourage you to achieve all of your goals, laugh with you and cry with you, grow with you in mind, and spirit, always be open and honest with you, and cherish you. With this ring, together we will create a home, becoming a part of one another. I vow to help create a life that we can cherish, inspiring your love for me and mine for you. I vow to be honest, caring and truthful, to love you as you are and not as I want you to be, and to grow old by your side as your love and best friend." I place the ring on his finger before looking up at his smiling face. We look back at the officiant so he can continue.
"By the power vested in me by the great state of New York, I now pronounce you husband and wife." Without waiting for permission Elliot has his hands on my face and pulls me so he can kiss me. Mine.
"My wife." He whispers against my lips. Yes, his. I'm his and he's mine, finally.
"I love you." I tell him as he wipes away my watery eyes. My husband.
"Mrs. Grey."
"Officially." I say half laughing. Our little audience of three, and a half, clap which brings us out of the little bubble we were just in. Isabelle is looking at us smiling ready to jump on either of us so we can hold her. That girl loves the attention almost as much as we love giving it to her. I take my little boy so that Virginia can sign then Scott signs. We are given out temporary marriage certificate but the real one will arrive in a few weeks. We take a few pictures most of them are of our little family which I'll treasure forever. This ceremony was small but it was all about us. We didn't worry about the guests or the food anything really just us and the act of getting married.
We had dinner at one of the best restaurants in the city. But as much as I loved this time I wanted to be alone with my husband. They always say you're not married until you act married. Meaning until after sex.
"Okay be good for your aunt okay baby. I'll see you in the morning. Make sure you take care of Evan because he might get sad too." I tell Isabelle as they drop us off in the hotel. I've already given them a lecture and a tutorial on how to care for my kids but that doesn't mean I don't worry. It's my god given right to worry about my children as a mother. It's been a long day. After dinner we went the top of the Empire State Building because I've never been and Elliot said that I had to.
"Ok bye bye mommy. See you tomorrow." She says waving at me. I thought, hoped, she would be more upset to be away from me but I guess not.
I dont know what happened in the elevator with Elliot and I but it felt... Tense. I wasn't sexual or anything. We leaned on opposite walls just looking at each other the entire ride up. Once we got to our floor he extended his hand toward me. I willingly placed my hand in his so he could guide me to our room. He carries me over the threshold kissing my lips but once we pull apart I ask him to set me down. Its an apartment really because this room was huge. We didn't need all these things for two nights.
"Do you want something to eat? Or drink?" He said.
"Just you."
"You have me baby." Gosh why am I so nervous. We have done this a million times.
"Make love to me." I ask him without hesitation putting my fears aside. It's amazing how things happen. How even though I've been waiting for this moment, when he loves me as his wife, for months how I'm nervous. I'm excited too. Horny as always but it felt different. Once we went to the room I pushed off his jacket and began to unbutton his shirt. I pushed that off his shoulders as well. He kisses my lips exploring my mouth with his tongue meanwhile his hands moved from my hips to my back, my ass them up to tangle themselves in my hair. I unbuckled his pant belt and it slid off smoothly. That landed on the floor with a thud. He tried undoing the buttons on my dress but there were at least thirty from my neck down to my lower back.
"Turn around. I need you out of this dress." He said his breath harsh almost panting. I turn holding my hair up so it won't be in the way. After every few buttons he kisses my bare back. My lips go lower and lower each time until he has reached the final button. He pulls the straps down off my shoulders with my back to him. Once it's completely off her reaches down so I can step out off it. He takes off my shoes in the process. He stays kneeling.
"Turn around." I listen to him. He kisses and nibbles on the skin of my stomach moving higher past my belly button to between my breast my neck and finally kisses my lips again. All I can think about is how he's dressed and I'm fully naked in from of him. I undress him in the same slow process that he used with me. I need him. I can see his need for me is standing ready to take me. But we take our time. This is my husband after all I want to know him, every inch of him intimately. In ways I haven't yet. We enjoy the feel and taste of our skin. He kisses my arms and legs before tasting my most private body part but doesn't make me come. I don't want that either yet. I want the first orgasm I have as his wife when he's inside me.
So you can only image the intensity, and sensitivity I feel as he takes my hands intertwining my finger with his a pulling them above my head, while he enter me. I sigh from the delicious relief I feel. "Oh Elliot. You're all I need baby. Just like that." I say softly as he pulls out and inside my body. I move my hips so that I can match his thrusts. It's so good. So full and deep. Slow but just amazing. I can't help but bite on his lip when he's close to me. He let's one of my hands go finally and it moves to his head tugging at his hair. "God Lina. Mine. All mine." His. How can I not be his when he's like this with me all slow and breathing on my neck. His hand moves to massage my aching breast. I can feel his defines muscles allot through his back I move my hand down his back to his ass then back up applying pressure so he can be closer to me. He's going to come. I can feel it. I pull his hair so he can see that I'm ready for him to come. His blue eyes look into mine as my legs tighten on his back just before he says my name.
"Yours. Make me yours." And he does as he thrusts one more time harshly into me filling me. He groans as he's coming and I keep looking at him as my body gives out the control I had left letting go into the feeling of being worshiped by this man. My man. My husband.
"I love you Lina Grey." he says a few hours later before going to sleep. I smiled into his chest knowing that I'll spend the rest of my life loving this man.
Hope you all liked it. Please review. And thanks for reading. And the Rick thing will be coming to an end sooner than you think. ;)
