A/N I'm over the moon with all the reviews. I want to thanks everyone who reviewed, followed and favorited my story. To the guest reviewers who stated that she put out to early. Maybe she did or maybe she didn't life is too short for regrets. Live a little on the wild side. Don't forget my pintrest page kia08mc/fifty-shades-overcoming-struggles/ I started off the this chapter with the end of Chapter 3. I always find myself rereading the end of the previous chapter just to have a complete flow of the story. Maybe I'm just weird but maybe somebody else feels that way.

"Baby I hope your on birth control since I had no time to put on a condom." He just pounds on and on and on and "Awwwwwwww Chrrrriiissstrrriiiiaaaannnnnnnnnnn riiiighhhhhttttttttt thhhhhheerrrrrreeeeee!"

Anastasia's POV

"Wait Christian stop. Please stop because we can't do this. I'm not this type of girl." He pauses and he's looking at me through the mirror. I can tell he's torn. Yet he respected that I said stop but he's still inside.

"Baby talk to me. I'm pulling out now but you have to talk to me." Do I really want him to stop or do I want to keep working my body. Before I can finishing thinking he has pulled out. He's setting me down on the floor.

"Ana talk to me please. I never say please so I must be concerned. So again please tell me." He's starting to look worried and it's worrying me more. Should I tell him the truth or lie through my teeth. I choose lying.

"Christian we should get to know each other first. Trust me I feel bad because I tempted you but I thought we would have self control. I guess neither if us have it. I have to know this isn't just a fuck for us." Did I just say that out loud. I'm sounding like the clingy pregnant one night stand chick.

"Ana I wouldn't have met your sister, gone to a high school game, and came back to your place if I just wanted to fuck you. Not to sound like asshole but if I just wanted to fuck I could have took you to a hotel. Do you feel better now seeing that your buzzer is going off. You get freshened up and I will answer the door." He understood and didn't freak out. Then he wasn't mad or angry. He just understood. So I get redressed in my grey thicken tracksuit and search for my phone.

*headed home Kira mom got the flu-Rissa

*plz respond so I know your dressed-Rissa

*plz don't be naked or having sex in my view-Rissa

*im pressing the buzzer so you know it's me-Rissa

Thank god that we stopped and I guess that was Rissa and not Thai.

Christian's POV

So that didn't go how I envisioned it. I had to just set my pace when she freaked out. Why did I have to ambush her like that? I guess that's what I get for being so damn horny. When I answer the door I find her little sister holding our Thai food.

"She wasn't answering the phone so I pressed the buzzer. The Thai guy was there so I just paid for you guys." So now I'm happy we actually stopped because her room door was wide open. Her sister would have witnessed just how flexible her sister could be.

"Well thank you and she was just giving me a tour. She's changing now and should be out soon." As soon as I say it Ana comes out completely covered. I guess that's for the best since I can't stop looking or touching her. She's still beautiful even in a tracksuit.

"Sweetie I'm sorry my phone was still on silent from the game. Does Sarah need anything like maybe Kira staying here so she doesn't get sick." says Ana with so much empathy.

"Kira didn't want to cause any trouble after the skirt so she just stayed home. She fine though just bed rest and fluids." Now I'm just sitting here watching them interact. I can tell they are very close to be siblings. I wonder if she is close to her other sister. She didn't have any pictures beside her and Rissa. I want to ask but it not be weird. I got to be honest with her or she won't trust me. Just how do I tell her tho. I must have been daydreaming too much since we are finished eating. Marissa has even left the room. Damn where did the time fly too.

"So Chrisitian do you still want to talk about what happened in there?" She is so adorable when she's nervous. She's fiddling her hands and shaking her legs. I should put her out her misery.

"Ana I'm going to honest with you. I'm confused about what happened you don't owe me anything. Also I had a background check did on you years ago and then got a updated one earlier today. I just wanted to let you." Glad I got that off my chest now so I can breathe easier.

"I will eventually tell you but I need to get to know you better. As for the background check the old one is cool but the new one. Why would you do that and what does it say about me?" she asks too quietly.

"Well your mom is married in Vegas. You adopted Rissa after her dad died. Your dad and older sister live in New York. You own property in Montesano. That's about it babe." She's looking at me very confused.

"You must have some wrong information because me real dad is dead. My stepfather is also dead. I don't have a older sister. The only sister I have just left out this room and I'm positive that she is younger than me." Welch is the best so that information can't be wrong. Unless her parents lied to her. Now I'm confused. I open my blackberry to the email and show it to her.

"This can't be right because it says my dad lives in NY not dead. This has to be wrong. Plus I don't know any Giselle. This has to be wrong are you punking me. Like is Ashton going to jump out and surprise me. This information is very wrong Christian."

"No Anastasia my guy Welch is the best in the business. He is never wrong and I doubt he is."

"It just can't be though. My dad would never lie to me. Your information is wrong and I think you should leave." Is she throwing me out after I just told her some significant news.

"Ana I will have him double check but what makes you think your dad lied. Your mom could have lied to all of you. When I get the new report I will call you ok. Just don't push me away. I know I dropped a lot on you tonight. So goodnight sweetheart." I get up and kiss her on the cheek and take my leave. As soon as I step in the elevator calling Welch.

"Forget the information I told you to gather earlier. I need information on Carla Morton and Frank Lambert. She just told me her dad was dead but clearly he isn't I think her mom lied to her." I'm practically yelling at Welch.

"Yes sir I can dig up everything by tomorrow morning," with that I end the call. How could a mother lie to child about her dad being dead all these years? I need to get my mind off this subject. I don't need my dead mommy when I'm awake in my mind right now. Just then my blackberry goes off.

Anastasia's POV

I can't deal right now. My real dad is six feet under. He just can't be alive. Ray would never lie to me so that just leaves my mom. She has lied all these years. When I saw everything was exactly right on that background check but my dad and apparently older sister I knew she lied. For 25 years she has been lying. Not just to me but to my dad and Rissa. I wonder does that druggie she lives with even knows. I need to call her but I just can't face this shit right now. I just grab a big glass of wine and tell Rissa goodnight.

I'm now in my bed thinking about he told me the truth. He never lied not once yet I kicked him out. I need to apologize to him.

*I know she lied. I'm sorry for freaking out on you. -A

*I understand but you shouldn't be sorry. If you need anything just let me know-CTG

*I wish I didn't kick you out. Rissa is sleep and Jose is out partying somewhere. I don't want to be alone with my wayward thoughts.-A

*Open your door I'm headed down-CTG

Just like that I feel better. We just lay in my bed getting to know each other. The bed way to end a horrible night.

The two weeks has flew by really fast. Christian and I have been spending a lot of time together. He has been the greatest. We still haven't had sex after what happened last time. We have have some steamy kisses and groping. He has been trying to convince me to call my mom but I refuse. I have to take care of Rissa and I can't have a mental breakdown. He has even been helping Rissa with her AP calculus. I never understood the crap so to have someone here is a huge help. I'm so grateful for that. On top of everything tonight is Halloween and that stupid carnival. Of course I invited Christian but he invited his parents. I have been a nervous wreck all day. I took off early because of all the nervousness. Now I have to help Rissa get ready. Then I have to get ready too. It's going to be a long afternoon. We decided to do a couples costume. Well Rissa and Jose decided this because we are just too cute together. These are their words not mines. So we are going as Bonnie and Clyde. Rissa is going as Anna from Frozen. I think his parents are coming as the Frankensteins. I'm severely nervous still but nothing that a shot of patron won't fix.

I'm sitting here at the freaking ferris wheel taking tickets because of fucking Katherine. She gave me this damn job because she hates me. The feeling is mutual but I do so much for his school and this is the job I get. She has to be jealous of me. In fact I remember when Rissa first started here she was all over me. Then when Rissa became captain last year she went off the rails. She expected the girls to donate half of heir car wash fundraiser money to the PTA. I told her she was crazy if I would permit the girls to do that. They didn't work for her and didn't owe them anything. Every since then she has disliked me. My moping is broken by tight toned arms. I must say I did a damn good job finding that suit. It's Grey and makes his eyes pop.

"How is my favorite girl?" He gets me every time with that. I'm like putty in his hands when he touches me.

"Miserable just straight miserable. I have been here for an hour. I'm almost done and I'm all yours."

"Well that's the wrong answer because I want you to meet my parents."

Chrtistian's POV

These last few weeks with Anastasia have just been amazing. She is bubbly, attractive, easygoing, smart, and responsible as hell. She took on her sister after just graduating from college. I'm so caught up in her spell. Then her sister is just as sweet. She's in all AP classes. I wasn't even helping her I was just checking her and she's brilliant. I'm thinking of offering her an internship. When she develops her skills she will be a force to reckon with. She has the talent that I want working for me. Not to mention a internship with GEH would look excellent on her college applications. They would be fighting to get her. I'm proud to know her. When she's not working on school, she going over cheerleading crap and then it's riding her sister about us. Last week she asked me could she choose characters for me and Ana to wear to the festival. She squeaked so loud when she said yes that Ana came running out the kitchen. Her enthusiasm makes me want to come home to a family everyday. Even when she told me I was going as Clyde with Ana as my Bonnie all I could do was shake me head yes. I'm ecstatic to have then both in my life. When Taylor pulls into my parents house I can't help by wonder how this is going to play out. My parent are very caring and loving people still I wonder if they will like Ana. They get in like they are nervous and scared. I have never introduced a female to parents so that just be the issue.

"So Christian sweetie tell me more about this Ana,"states his mother.

"I couldn't agree more with your mom. We know nothing about her and then we are meeting her at a high school carnival. Is she a teacher or something son." His dad sounds very anxious.

"You will get to know her when you meet her. She is a personal shopper at Nieman. I will tell you that her stepdad died and she took custody of her sister Rissa whose carnival we are attending. That's all I'm saying." Can't my parents just wait until they meet her.

"Are you talking about Mia's Ana?" My mom is really smart. She will love them better yet be happy for me.

"The very same mom and she isn't Mia's she's mine."

"I was just commenting son. Calm down Christian before you have a heart attack. You must really feel something for her to be all on edge. You only ever like that with GEH and Mia." My mom is really really really smart.

"I don't know what your talking mom. Plus we are here now." I still can't believe my parents are dressed as the Frankensteins. Aren't they toooooo old to dress up for Halloween. I spot Ana in her pale yellow shirt and brown tweed skirt. She always looked perfect. She stayed over last week and panicked when she realize how much shorter she was without heels. She was like short people and tall people don't work out. She was going on about Magic Johnson and his wife. They didn't work out because he was gigantic and she was a mouse. I tried to tell her they broke up because he cheated but she wasn't listening. It took me over 20 minutes to calm her down. I was touched she wants us to work out. I'm snapped back when my they are all laughing looking my way.

"Christian are you ok babe. Your wearing a chestershire smile." Got to love Ana and the words she use. English major my ass with the words she use.

"I'm ok sweetie. I will tell you later." I kiss her on the cheek and then my mom squeaks. We both look over and she's full blown crying and sniffling. I guess I should have warned Ana that I have never brought anyone home. Ana looking between my mom and me in sucks confusion. I whisper on her ear, "I have never introduced them to anyone not work related. I didn't mention it seeing that your were already nervous babe." She just shrugs her shoulders and finished speaking to my mom. Exactly when Ana's shift is over Katherine slithers over to us. My mom smile turned into a vicious killing look.

"So why is she here," mutters my mom.

"She is the head of the PTA here. I know you guys must dislike her after everything that happened." Ana has no clue that her words are very correct.

"No I don't dislike her. I can't stand her. She wasted 2 years of Elliott's life. Then she turns up pregnant right after the break up. I'm sorry Ana she just gets me going, sighed my mom.

"Well isn't this lovely to see you all here. I hope you are enjoying all the festivities" purrs Katherine. Has she forgot how my mom scolded her last time.

"We were having a great time until you came up. We just want to have a nice time with my son and his girlfriends family. That doesn't include wanna be high class snarky females. If you would excuse me I need to meet Rissa." With that my mom walls away leaving us all stunned. Well Ana is smirking and giving the crate of tickets to Katherine.

"Ana I needed you to do tickets at another station." Is she really trying to upset me now. I'm about to speak when Ana takes charge.

"Katherine I VOLUNTEERED for 1 hour. There are over 200 parent volunteers here so no. You just got your feelings hurt but don't come dishing it out to me. One more word and I will gather all the cheerleaders to stop helping. You know I will and then half your activities are over. Now bye." Katherine didn't see that one coming either. She left her standing there looking stupid.

"That felt amazing didn't it babe." She just shakes her head yes. The rest of the night goes off without a hitch. I can tell she was upset with Katherine's antics. She didn't speak all the way back to Escala. She was heavy in thought. I need to find a way to cheer her up but I'm coming up blank. Rissa is staying at Kira's so it's just me and her tonight. I'm not pushing her to have sex again for her to stop mid way. I don't think my dick could take that again. So what can I do I'm out if my element. Fuck it I'm texting Rissa.

*Your sister has shutdown. What do you do to get her from thinking too much. -CTG

*Lmao you really do care for her. It's sooooo adorbs by need to get her to laugh. Like belly flopping tears coming laughing. Well one way. The other way is something new and flashy. She's materialistic sometimes. Don't tell her I said it.-Rissa

*Got it-CTG

So my girl like flashy. I can do flashy. I pull out my blackberry and call my go to guy. He said he can have my request in 1 hour. Of course they were closed but he opened up for me. I'm getting my wording together when Ana walks up behind me. She was just sitting in the tv room watching reruns of Scandal. I see she got tired of watching it.

Anastasia's POV

I can't believe that bitch thought she was getting over on me. Christian's mom wouldn't let it happen so she tried me. She must forgot I don't play games. All I could think was how his mom protected her children. Carla didn't give a damn about us. She lied for the sorry excuse for a man at every chance she could get. I still can't understand why she didn't protect us. She birthed both of us. It took her 18 hrs with me and 10 with Rissa. Yet she doesn't care. What mother would do that to a child? Dad tried to do everything he could to to keep custody of us but she wouldn't let that happen. She would fake bruises or try to lie to the court. They never believed her but she threatened Ray that she wouldn't quit until he was locked up. It took me almost a week to convince him that we would rather see him in person than behind bars. He finally listened but he really shouldn't have. What we went through no child should see. I can't help but think it was my fault. I convinced Ray to settle down and not fight for us. It was all my fault. I need to find Christian now. I can't let this go on. I have too many issues. He's standing in the kitchen looking at his phone.

"I need to talk to you. I want to tell you everything but I'm scared. I have so many issues and I don't want you to have to deal with them. I'm sorry Christian by we were making a mistake." I kiss his cheek and head for the elevator. Not before he grabs my wrist.

"Christian let me go I have too much drama for you." With that he lets me walk out. The tears start as soon as the elevator closes. I just tell my self this is the best for us because when he finds out he truth he will leave.

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