A/N Sorry for a late update. Also I was told I should have put a warning on my last chapter. It didn't dawn on me that I should have so I apologize for that. I can be very explicit in what happen to Ana, Christian and Rissa so I will warn next time. So I went mild on this chapter. This story has some drug use in it so you are forewarned.

I didn't put the story of the week up for last week but I have this week's one. It's called Behind Called Doors by Steele Bound. Remember to check out my Pinterest the link is in my bio.

Anastasia's POV

My mind is so racing right now about so much. I'm still stuck on Grace going all mother bear. I'm sure that blondie will need a lot of work done to fix her face. It will be terribly bruised and all different colors. This has me reflecting on my mom but that needs to go to the back burner until I dissect everything that Christian has said. I can believe someone would hurt such a small child. He was used by his mom pimp and his mom. She should be killed for that. At least my mom pretended not to care. Then she allowed all those people to touch and abuse him. She actually did him a fair by dying. Yes my conscience I know that sounds bad but it's the truth. I can only imagine that if she stayed alive what would have happened to him. Would he have made it to five or better yet would he still be alive? It's all so much but then he became a submissive at 15. I knew that lady or thing was pure evil. She whipped and beat him. Then on top of everything she has done she still pretended to be Grace's friend. I'm so mad right now at her. I'm holding back my tears but when he says that all his submissives were pale and brunette. That's when the dam breaks and I let it all out. I'm so relieved that he said he stopped before he met me. I don't think after everything that I have been through that I can let him do that to me. I will keep an open mind about the whole situation but I don't know. While I'm drowning in my tears he is in front of me expressing his love. He compared me to Eve with the rib from Adam. Then that I am his soul mate. I use to think my ex Allen was my soul mate and my life. We met when I got my tattoo. In fact he did my tattoo and help me move on with my life. I don't need to think about this now though. I have Christian and he is my soul mate now. I just don't think we can move forward with all this drama surrounding us. I need to calculate a plan to move on. First I need to confront my mom about my dad. Then I need to start therapy myself. I can make this all work so I have a future with Christian because he obviously wants one with me.

"I do love you Christian but can we truly make it work. I know I need to fix things but do you truly believe that we are forever?" After everything I was thinking my mouth released all of that. I feel so stupid.

"Baby we are forever. Please believe me." I know all of this yet I'm so scared. I never felt this way completely with Allen at all. So what's holding me back besides myself?

"We can work it out Christian. I'm not going to run this time. Well I'm going to try not to run this time. By the way I love you too."

I have never seen Christian so happy. He picks me up and is swinging me around. After everything that has happened I know I'm exactly where I belong now. In his arms we can do anything. We stay like this for like everrrr.

"Sis I hate to breakup your little love fest but we should get a move on it remember." Damn Rissa and her horrible timing. She is right though that we need to get a move on it but I don't want to leave though. Maybe he could come by later.

"Rissa's right babe we have to get going but you can come by later on."

"I can make that work babe." We say our goodbyes then off we go. When we arrive home I think I should address everything that's going on with Rissa.

"Rissa I am sorry that you had to cancel your plans last night. You shouldn't have to come take care of me. I'm your caregiver sweetie not the other way around. I didn't tell Christian your story yet but thanks for giving me permission to do so. Also I have decided to start therapy soon." Wow I just dumped all that out at once.

"I understand what you are saying but I will always be there for you too. You shouldn't have to carry all the weight because something happened to both of us. Yes yours was physically worse while my mentally worse but we are in this together. If that means you love Christian and want to tell him I'm ok with that. He is a good man with a messed up past like us both. I can't believe that he was touched by that lady. She spooked me out the moment she got there so that's why I kinda lied about homework. Just know that I love you no matter what you decide in life. Except for if you threaten your own life like last time then I'm killing your ass." Rissa with her way with words is something else. I'm happy every day that we got out of that situation though.

"Rissa again watch your language. Secondly I love you too sweetie. Then you didn't have to lie to me you could have asked to speak to me. You know I would understand it because honestly she made me freak out too. Now I have to go make a phone call but I will come back to watch TV with you. We can catch up on Jane the Virgin and Project Runway All-stars. We can find out after they leave the bridal shop and who goes home this week. Promise to be back in no more than 30 minutes." With that I'm off because I know Rissa will start without me. We love watching our shows together. No matter what we make a date over the weekend to catch up on the shows that we didn't watch during the week. I'm so dreading this call I have to make. I want to know the truth but how many Frank Lamberts are there out there that are from New York though. There might be many but I just know my mom is lying. She lied basically our whole childhood. She lied to dad about everything. Then she lied about cheating even though she got caught. Then she chooses then evil man over her own flesh and blood. She was in labor with me for 14 hours and 7 hours with Rissa yet she didn't choose us. Yes I am angry but I need answers and she is going to give it to me. I pick up my phone and push her contact.

"Well lookie here who's calling dear oh mommy." I swear I hate this lady.

"Well I can't say that you are my mommy but you did give birth to me. I'm calling because I received some news a couple of weeks ago that you lied to me my entire life. Do you have anything you want to tell me Carla?" She better not lie or I'm going to Vegas and kicking her ass.

"Oh Ana I don't know what you talking about. I have always been honest with you or at least tried to be honest with you. You on the other hand have lied since the day we left Ray. So I have no clue what you are talking about." Whosahhhhhhhhh

"Listen hear MOTHER I know you lied to me about Frank Lambert. He isn't dead he is living life in New York. Then to your snarky little comment about me lying we both know you are lying. I never once lied about anything that your so called husband did to us. He did things to me that should be illegal to even adults. I'm sure if he did it to me he damn well did it too you. I don't know if you have Stockholm's or what but you are freaking delusional. Then what he did to Rissa was downright disgusting. He hurt both of your daughters while you sat there and was fucking high off your ass. You never once helped up in fact I have a distinct memory of you making Rissa snort cocaine with you. I came home from school late because the bus overheated. Then I walked in on you saying, "I wanted your baby girl to enjoy life like she forever young over and over and over again." That was the night that you made your own flesh so high that she was out for 3 days. Do you think that a good mother would have done that to her kids?" I'm fuming at this moment right now.

"Ana I never lied to you I just omitted the truth. You didn't need Fran kin your life. He was a controlling man that wanted me to be this high society woman. That wasn't me and he wasn't going to change me. So yes Anastasia Rose Lambert your father is still alive. I protected you from him. Then to the other deal I did no such thing." Finally she tells the truth.

"Bye Carla and have a nice life."

I can't believe that she lied to me my entire life. She told me my dad died defending our country. How dare she lie to all of us though? She is so manipulative. How did we miss this all these years? I should be paying for her to get mental help. She saying she doesn't remember all that stuff. I need a drink and some fun after all this. Fuck Carla and all the shit she carries. I go back out to Rissa to find her and guest sitting around laughing. She's with Jose, Camden, Elliott and Christian. What are they doing here?

"What are you guys doing here?"

"Well I and Camden are here for some good cooking. You haven't made us a meal in awhile. So get in there and get cooking. Why these two hunks are here you would have to ask them sweetie." Jose is just using me for my cooking skills.

"Well Rissa invited us for some as she says it is drinks, food and fun. Even though she can't drive at all but then I just wanted to see my girl." Christian's voice is dripping lust and seduction. How have we refrained from having sex for so long? Get your mind out the gutter girl.

"So you are all here basically because you want me to cook for you?" I get a round of yelps from everybody.

"Rissa and I was about to catch up on shows and order out. Now I have to cook?" These people choose the wrong time to ask me to cook. I just want my favorite German beer Erdinger and my shows. Why oh why are they here now? Just when I really start mopping Christian walk up and starts kissing me. Wow this man can kiss. I guess I can cook for my man and sister. The other people are just here I guess.

"Ok Ok I will cook people. Can I speak to you for a minute Christian?" He nods yes and we walk to the kitchen to get some sort of privacy. I start to take out the things I need to cook. I decided they were begging me to cook that I would make meatball subs on a stick, cucumber tomato bites, prosciutto wrapped asparagus, and Hawaiian ham and cheese sandwiches. That's not why I needed Christian though. I need him to find out information on my father. I want to meet him someday.

"I finally called my mom. She told me she lied about my dad. Some bogus bullshit about this and that. I need my gorgeous boyfriend to find out information about my dad. I want to meet him someday but I need info first." His faces light ups when I say gorgeous but even more when he realizes that I am dragging my fingers up and down his arm.

"Of course babe I can get my guy right on that. You better stop with the flirting with fire babe." He winks before he pulls out his phone to send off a message. I start cooking and tell Rissa to turn on the shows. Elliott and Christian are all moaning and groaning about turning it. They should have known I was going to make them watch it.

After we finish eating I start cleaning up. I feel Christian come up behind me and wrap his arm around me. I know that it's time we got busy. It has been weeks since our failed romance. So I'm giving in tonight. I turn around in his arms and whisper in his ear.

"I ready for you to make love to me tonight Christian."

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