A/N Hi my ole faithful followers. I am back with no excuses. Life happens but with encouragement from my spouse I have seen the light back into writing. I did reread my story like a million times and it gave me a lot of insight that I'm looking for a beta basically. If you know of any good ones please let me know. Btw I have a few chapters already written and I have written chapters for another story(I plan on posting before Sept so be on the lookout for it). SO I'M BACK WITH A VENGEANCE PEOPLE! Don't forget my pintrest page kia08mc/fifty-shades-overcoming-struggles/ Story recommendation is continuation of the Dr. Steele series by BronzeGoddess which is Becoming Dr. Grey is the third story. All of them are great so a must read.
Anastasia's POV
Have you ever just felt that the universe has a personal vendetta against you or something? Well my life has felt like a personal vendetta. Well this weekend has been crap with all the drama that's happened. Then today started off like shit and ended like shit. The Seattle Nooz bashing my life, then dear old mommy demanding money and on top of that my dead birth father isn't really dead. Like how do you recover from this on top of the actual crazy life you already have? I can't do anything but lie in my bed and ponder the why me? I actually skipped my prenatal yoga class and just drunk myself silly. Well I tried to drink myself silly but failed miserably. Apparently no one thought it would be a good idea considering everything I had been through. So I decided to just go home pity myself hence where I am now. Christian has been calling but I just need some time to myself. I don't even want to talk to Rissa and that says a lot. I'm interrupted yet again from my realm of despair by a text message.
*Hi Giselle here. We will be landing at Seattle-Tacoma International Airport at 10 am in dad's private jet. Dad thinks we are headed out there to see if we want to branch our business there. So it a bit of a surprise for him.-Giselle
Well that's just freaking great. I'm about to meet a man who has wanted to meet me for years but doesn't actually knows he coming to meet me. One top of that he obviously has money if he has his own jet. This just keeps getting better and better. Talk about an even longer day for me tomorrow. So now I need to decide where I want to meet them at on top of everything. Why don't I just delegate this task on to Christian? He would love to help me some kind of way. After I text Giselle back with a conformation of seeing her tomorrow I decided that I was going to make this best of this situation. One of the last things my dad said to me before he died was, "When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile." He always had the right things to say at the right times. It's like he is still here with me sometimes however I need to face this head on. I get a pad and pen and come up with a plan.
I need to find a way to address this media situation. They disrespected me in a way that no one should have. Maybe I can give a statement or something like that maybe. Note to self to talk to Christian about that.
I need to forget that Carla even exists because she is full of empty threats all the time. What is Stephen old cripple drunken tard ass going to do to me? I am not the same girl that I was years ago so let him come for all I care. She never once cared about her kids so why should I care about her right?
I need to get use to the fact that my biological father is alive. He's alive and wants to meet me. I can't change the fact that I didn't know about him but I am going to be open to what happens. If I don't take this chance I will I might end up regretting this.
I'm going to work on how I communicate with people better. I have shut Christian out so much that he should just give up on me. That's not what I want so I need to be open more. He is everything to me plus I owe myself some happiness.
After I finish my problem list I head to the living room to find everyone talking in hushed tones. By everyone I mean Rissa, Christian, Jose, and Grace. When did Grace get here and why are they whispering?
"Hey guys why are you acting all suspicious?" Everyone turns around so fast that someone is going to have whiplash. Rissa is the first to speak.
"Well you were ignoring everybody so we just came here until you decided to join the land of the sane people." She can't ever just answer a question like a normal person would.
"Anyway I just needed some quiet time and I'm better now. Christian can I have a word with you babe?" Let's see if I can't start this whole communicating better thing now then.
Christian's POV
I follow Ana into her bedroom wondering just exactly what is going to be said. When she turns around she looks so nervous and scared.
"I'm so sorry for not being that great girlfriend that you deserve. I know sorry is just a word but you needed to hear it. I am not the easiest person to get along with because of my issues. I don't open up or communicate well with you but I'm going to try being better for you baby. I have always taken care of Rissa and put my needs on the backburner. That's all about to change as of now. I love you so much and I only hope you want to continue this journey with me though. I have so much going on but I need you more than anything right now. I have newscasters calling me a whore, a crazy delusional mother with a half-crocked distillery as a husband who thinks a real man hits children, and my paternal biological family will be here at 10 tomorrow morning." Is she truly serious right now? Why on earth would I not want her? I am a sappy dog that's following her around in love. I would do anything for her. Why can't she understand that? I have put my feelings out there so many times but I guess she finally got the message. I put both my hands on the side of her face and stare into her beautiful eyes as I speak.
"Of course I still want you baby. You had me when I saw you talking to Mia. As for everything else I am here with you every step of the way. Those newscasters don't report news because my life is not news. They should report about things that actually affect the world so pay them no mind darling. Your mom is actually crazy if she let that sad excuse for a man treat you and Rissa that way. There has to be something wrong because you two are two of the best things that have ever happened to me. I think about you if you gone for too long and even when your right next to me. So clearly
I'm obsessed with everything Anastasia. Rissa is another sister to me. In fact she is quieter form of Mia with quick comebacks that Mia doesn't have. As for your father you can't fault him for not being around. Carla lied to you and hid him away by saying he was dead. Be open to everything he says because he gave me you. Without him there would be no Anastasia. Ray raised you into a loving, caring, understanding, fun, adventurous, nonjudgmental, always wanting to build a freaking snowman woman who would hear what her biological father has to say. I will be with you all the way baby. I love you so much." When I finish she is in between laughing and crying. Which triggers for me to kiss her all over her face. Man I love this woman so much!
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