A/N: Hi everyone sorry for the delay. I lost my inspiration for a while because of somethings that happened. As for my story I write as an outlet. I write what I want to write. I hate to say if but if you don't like it you don't have to read it. I will take suggestions but that's about it. I enjoy criticism good or bad because it lets me know what I need to improve on…..Thank you to my followers!

This chapter is short just to get us where we are going in the story.

Anastasia's POV

I woke very early this morning to just cool my nerves because I feel everywhere. I have my Pandora music going and the song that plays should be my life anthem.

Lately it seems, I've lost inspiration

It feels like it's miles away

I sleep through the day

And cry through the night time

I'm caught in an empty space

Takes effort to find

I don't have the strength

I'm holding on to what's still left of me

When the life you had planned

Slowly slips through your hands

When it feels like you just slept through all the best years of you're life

When you can't find your way

When each day ends the same

When you've lost the fight inside of you

Is there anything worth holding on to

It's hard to be strong

When weakness is stronger

I'm a prisoner in my own skin

I'm not good on my own

I need to be careful

Someone to help these days begin

There are dreams I've let die

That I just pushed aside

I need to find out how to turn this dark back into light

When the warmth disappears

When it's been one of those years

When you're running from the truth because your scared of what you might find

When your heart's beyond repair

When you wake and no ones there

When your home consists of only you

Is there anything worth holding on to

Maybe tomorrow my heart will reawaken

And I can find what I've been searching for

But today I'm tired and I'm running out of strength

All I know is I can't live like this anymore

When you're so far from home

When you've lost all signs of hope

When you're searching for salvation

But it feels so far away

When the words have disappear

And the melody's unclear

When there's nothing left inside of you

Is there anything worth holding on to

Cause I will still be holding on, to anything worth holding on to

As I listen I feel Christian wrap his arms around my waist. I was so into listening that I didn't even hear him come in. He just holds me because he know it's going to be a long day.

"So I'm guessing this is how you are feeling? Well if it is I am with you every step of the way. Always remember that."

So here I sit waiting for my dad's jet to arrive with him and my sister. To say my nerves are all over the place is an understatement. My leg keeps bouncing and I'm chipping away at my manicure.

"You know if you keep bouncing like that I will fall asleep right." This coming from Christian who had to know the detail of everything before he agreed for me to officially meet them. He is more nervous than I am.

When I'm about to respond a jet stops in front of us. Now my nerve are at an all-time high. My biological dad doesn't even know he is coming to see me so I have no idea how he is going to respond. The stairs start to come down and I don't realize I'm holding my breath until Christian says breathe.

Christian's POV

I have to be with her every step of the way for this. Her nerves are everywhere so I have to be the calm one now. Marissa wanted to come but I told her wait back at the apartment. I help her out the car to wait for them to descend. The first person off is a basically an older Ana with a bad girl style. She's dressed in a leather jacket and a huge scarf with a beanie. Let's not forget the spiked boots and the blacked sunglasses. She is not what I expected but the dad is the shocker though. He has on jeans with a brown blazer but he can't be older than 40 with his looks. I need to learn his secrets because he looks so young. The craziest part is I can tell that's its Ana dad just by looking at his eyes. Ana's are an exact replica of his. The first to speak is Frank.

"Umm Giselle what's going on?" He looks confused but more shocked. He is staring at Ana with tears in his eyes.

"Dad I know you have wanted this for the longest time and I saw her in the news yesterday. She was being attacked by the news and decided she needed our support. I gave her a call and she agreed to meet us. I know you wanted to wait until the time was right but this was the right time. She needs us dad and you can't hold what Carla did against her. Look at her she is your daughter. Stop being in denial about what Carla told you. Those are your eyes that she has." Well I guess we know why he never really reached out to her. Just another victim of Carla Lambert Steele Morton. It's like that's all Ana needed to hear to be able to speak.

"If I may object I didn't know that either of you existed until recently. Carla said that you died and that you didn't have any other family. So as you can see we both have been played by her. She was a horrible mother and even worse person. If I had known about your sooner I would have searched for you. I'm still in shock about you guys because I went from my biological dad being alive with an older sister. It's a lot to take in but I want to get to know you guys. So let's start fresh. I'm Anastasia Steele. Nice to meet you guys." She said it so fast that I almost didn't hear everything she said. She is so nervous and I can't blame her. I wish I had the time to fly down and see Carla right now. I have so much that I want to say to her but I can't right now so I need to calm down.

I can see Ana's dad is having an inner debate with himself when he walks up to us because he keeps opening his mouth and closing it. When he finally reaches Ana is pulls her into and they both start crying. Then he starts talking and crying.

"You don't knowww how long I have waitteeddd for this moment. I I I thought I would die before I met you." Well damn I wasn't expecting that. They continue holding each other then Giselle joins in and they just hold each other.

A/N:

Song= Anything Worth Holding On To by Cynthia Erivo

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