Hey guys, its update time! This story was inspired by The Dragons Clutches by DiamondHeart31 who I have permission from to write my own version of their story but please check them out. Please don't forget to read and review and I hope you all enjoy, flames will be deleted so please don't waste your time writing them. Anyway, Karai can you please do the disclaimer.
Karai: Sparky doesn't own TMNT or any of the characters used.
Me: I hope you all enjoy
Casey's POV
I woke up with a jolt, catching myself before I fell of the sofa. I looked around trying to get those images out of my mind. The room was quiet, only the faint sound of the tv rolling the credits to Crognard could be herd. I pulled my phone out my pocket, it was 7pm, the others would be out patrolling and Splinter would be meditating in his room. I made my way into the dojo, closing the door I started to punch up Raph's already battered punching bag.
I began punching the bag, slowly going into a routine of punches and kicks. But than his smug face flashed into my mind and I faltered mid swing. How could I have fallen for his stupid plan...I really was pathetic, getting all worked up over this. Just because he cornered me, so what!...his hands carressing my body making me feel vulnerable and trapped...that hungry and predatory look in his eye, his lips...I felt bile rise in my throat as I fell to my knees trying and failing to not release whatever remained in my stomach.
I wiped my mouth and looked down. I was supposed to be Casey Jones, the u,breakable guy who can do anything, I was supposed to be strong and a ladies man. But this act...I cant even fake it, can I? Im just too weak, the others were just pulling my weight. I got a mop and cleaned up my vomit since it was the least I could do. I decided to take a shower, maybe that would help, to no avail, no matter how hard I scrubbed his touch was fresh on me. I felt disgusting when I should've been squeaky clean.
I threw on a grey hoodie with a skull, black jeans and my trainers as well as my bandanna. Sitting down the sofa with the others not here ment my mind was able to wander freely, I hadnt realised how long I had zoned for until half an hour had passed, the sounds of the others excited chatter of tonights patrol seemed to echo through the sewers. I watched them walk in. They were happy and complete, I wasn't even supposed to know about them.
I couldn't help the bitter and sad thoughts I was thinking off. April was talking about how she had managed to use her psychic abilities to bust some Kraang, had she gotten so strong? Where was the little girl who hung back and watched, not this powerful women who looked so confident and happy. "And did you see those purple dragons? Ha! They weren't even a threat!" Said Raph using his sai's to mime stiking them, the group laughed in agreement. I looked down, I couldn't even fight back against one purple dragon...Was I really such a liability?
"Hey Casey!" Waved Mikey noticing my presence. I waved back my hood and mask were up but no one commented on why. "So, you guys have fun?" I asked and they spilled there fun stories, all the while I grinned and acted like I usually did. I vowed to myself, I wouldn't be such a burden anymore.
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