Hellooo! This was heavily inspired by JustABunchOfNonsense's new story which is awesome so faaar (Emo Logan yes 10/10) SOOO more teenage Walkers in your face. Cause they are beauty, they are grace, they will throw a knife in your face -especially Logan- and there's no Alex in there...so yeeeh.

PS: When I say heavily inspired I mean I just got inspired by it while reading

another ps: started writing this long ago sooo- I should be getting back to writing now

Hesh had to admit, despite being disappointed by it, that his brother was quite...depressive. Sure, at dinners he would smile, but the older brother saw through Logan's bullshitting smile. He knew something had to be wrong when the door was locked half of the time. From his perspective, Logan had nothing to be worried about -apart from the absolute douche kids who dared to raise their voices against his little brother- but still, David sometimes had difficulties putting himself in the shoes of others. He never bothered to ask him what was the problem. Maybe the training exhausted him, maybe the bullies, despite being chased away from Hesh everytime, were a bit too extreme or maybe Logan was dealing with something he didn't tell anyone. He knew from the start that Logan wasn't the happiest person in the world but never he'd think he would go that far. And by that far it means trying to end something that is really important to the existance of a human being called life. Because of that event, Elias and David had been keeping tabs on Logan's state. No matter how much Hesh could scream at the top of his lungs that Logan wasn't a total waste of oxygen, his brother couldn't quite catch the meaning. But one thing Logan seemed to like was to draw houses. No, not the 2D houses that have a window and a door, Logan liked to draw literal plans of houses. The 3D ones with details and such. Hesh didn't make much of it, but by the time his little brother had catched up to him, meaning Logan was supossibly finishing high school at sixteen, he soon realized the younger Walker was hellbent into getting in college and getting some sort of degree in architecture or whatever he mumbled about. But unfortunatly, the war just had to fuck it up. The benefits from it; Logan started talking and was less closed onto himself. The disadvantages; his life was turned upside down and Logan had even more reasons to be depressed. Yes, David did notice the small scars on his brother's arms. Yes, David did know some bad thoughts were running through Logan's mind. And no, he never intervined. He had tried once, but the only response was a choked sentence and a pillow in his face. His first thoughts were "typical teenager attitude" but now, he knows maybe Logan wasn't the "you're my brother I'll tell you everything" kind of guy. Nowadays he does. Sometimes the brothers would wake up at night and sit on the roof, talking about anything. While Hesh talked about some goals he had reach in his military career, Logan usually talked about stuff he would've done if the war didn't happen. The word that mostly stood out was engineer. Logan wanted to be an engineer or anything with architecture or technology. But with all the shit these two have been through, Logan had to admit that his life was probably better in the military than back at home.

This is short isn't it? So as I said, I'm back to writing! So for tonight this is your little gift, hope you enjoy it? Thanks for waiting and for being FUC awesome!