Hello!

It's umm been a while I guess since I've updated this story, it's not that I have run out of ideas (I have way to many of those). It's more towards the fact that when I first made this story I was not in a goood place. To be honest, most (M O S T) people who write stories including depression, self harm, anorexia etc have at least felt that way like doing that. It's not healthy and if you feel at all like Elsa then please contact someone, tell someone because life is so good but complex yakno? I promise its so...refreshing and amazing to look at life in a positive view, its seriously great and uplifting.

Besides the point, I havent updated because I have been trying so hard to recover, like way too hard (to the point where it makes me sad for some stupid reason) and since Elsa is based off mainly myself I have been staying away from writing about it or just even thinking about it. So I'm very sorry.

No, I'm not giving up on this story, infact I intend to have to finished by the end of May at least, hopefully before then but I have school, triple science and extra college courses to attend. But I feel am I finally in a place where I can write about Elsa's internal and exteral struggles without feeling too triggere or too upset. To be honest when I wrote the first chapter of this book it was because I was crying and wanted to just scream my feelings into words.

Hopefully I will update a new chapter by tonight, I miss reading the reviews as they were always so nice too read, especially the ones with constructive critisism, it really helped edge the story forward.

So, in conclusion, I have been in a recovering state of mind and thats why no updates came, I am very very sorry for not updating, truely. Hopefully the future chapters will also be written properly and less...shit.

Sincere Apologies

Also, if you are feeling down or contemplating killing yourself like Elsa then please plase tell someone, parents, a teacher, or hell even one of these hotlines. You deserve to be alive and you are so much more important than you think.

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