Little warning : in this chapter, a character is referred to as God ; I am not trying to influence or offend anyone. Anyway, enjoy !


When they call my name

The demon comes

But am I to blame ?


She was lost. She was as lost as someone could possibly be. She had no idea where she was or how many days had passed since her breakdown. She had no idea of who she was or was supposed to be anymore.

Sadness crushed her again, but she didn't have any tears left to shed.

She looked up, her eyes searching for a sign. Anything from anyone. Anything was fine. She just wanted something to tell her it was going to be okay.

But no sign appeared, and nobody came.

She sighed and stretched her wings. Forming one pair with the three she had in her back, she took off gracefully, letting a few dark feathers behind her.

"Samael !"

With some complicated aerial acrobatics, Samael landed with cool and style.

"And she sticks the landing !"

She bowed to a blue-haired man.

"Wonderful Samael, would you mind coming now ?"

"I totally would. This was supposed to be my day-off, well sort of. Can Michael do anything without me ?"

Stretching twelve white wings, she looked down on her fellow angel. Significantly smaller than her, light blue hair and purple eyes, he couldn't look less confident at the moment. Serious and a bit scary at first, Samael quickly got her soft and usual smile back.

"I'm not actually scaring you right now, am I ? … Sariel ?"

"Uh, well-I… kind of…"

She broke the tension by wrapping an arm around Sariel's shoulders.

"Sorry for that, kid. What did you need me for ?"

Sariel was very young in this memory, even if him becoming a few hundred years old didn't stop her from calling him a kid.

She flew higher. And the higher she flew, the more lost she became. Lost in her thoughts, lost in her memory, and lost with herself.

"Saaaaam…"

"What ?"

Annoyed Samael answered the voice in her head with an annoyed tone.

"m' bored…"

"You're always bored."

"Can't you come ?"

She internally sighed.

"No, I can't. You know I can't just leave whenever I want to."

"I know…"

His disappointed voice made it hard for her to keep a straight face.

"But you've been more… 'not here' lately."

"Well, I gotta stand by Guy all day every day and do absolutely nothing except staring into space soullessly, that's quite time consuming."

His laughter filled her mind, and her heart and soul suddenly felt lighter.

"I'll come staring into space with you as soon as I can." she said softly.

"Alright, you know where to find me !"

And his presence left her mind.

She flew for hours, and ended up landing on a large branch in a large tree. It didn't help her to find herself back though, it made it even worse.

They had lost. The very first war had been lost by the very first insurgents. The seed of doubt the archangel Lucifer had spent centuries planting in angel's minds didn't bloom.

The next thing that was going to happen was punishment, and the seraphim Samael knew exactly how it was going to happen, and with the Big Guy being here, it couldn't get any worse.

"Those who seek forgiveness shall be given forgiveness, for I can not blame pure and innocent beings for believing the very first lie they have ever heard."

One third of the angels of Heaven were kneeling, hands tied behind their backs the two other third were surrounding them, swords drawn in case they tried to take over again.

"But…"

A Power grabbed an angel and hauled him up. He looked young, had four white wings, silver hair and deep purple eyes. Blood covered his face, but he stood proudly and held God's gaze.

"Lucifer. You started this war on your own accord and you were perfectly aware of the consequences."

In the middle of the kneeling angels, Samael stayed completely still, red eyes hidden under silver hair and fixed on Lucifer.

"You shall be cast out of your home, and the sky shall never be yours again."

His eyes widened slightly, but hatred quickly lit them up.

"Do what you will, my goal will not change. I will ascend to the heavens I will raise my throne above the stars of God I will ascend above the tops of the clouds I will make myself like the Most High !"

A wide grin appeared on his lips.

Blood flooded on the ground when the Power ripped two wings from his back. He barely flinched, and his grin didn't leave his lips. The Power threw him behind, right into Heaven's Gates.

"NO !"

Quicker than anyone would have expected, Samael violently spread her twelve white wings, sending the angels surrounding her on the ground. Breaking the ropes around her wrists, she jumped into the Gates, trying to get to the falling angel.

She flew as fast as she could, flying even faster when she started seeing something below. Ente Isla.

And he fell, and kept falling for what felt like an eternity. He saw his sister flying toward him, and he extended his arm as she got closer, reaching for her with all his might.

She grabbed his hand, hugged him close, and wrapped her wings around him. She twisted in her fall, so that her back would face the ground.

"I love you."

She hit the ground and jerked awake, breathing heavily. Tree, she thought, I fell from the tree.

She brought her knees to her chest and buried her head in her arms, six dark wings wrapping around her.

And she cried.

Again.


Thank you for reading ! Don't worry, we're almost done with the flashbacks ^^ Once again, please review ! I know that this story has readers, but I'd like to hear from you guys ! What do you think of this story and of Samael so far ? What can I improve ? Or just if you want to say hi, I try to answer to reviews as best as I can. It's already the third chapter and we still got 12 more to go, but if no one really cares then there's no point in finishing this story ^^

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