Hey guys! This is one of my favorite episode of Vampire Knight Guilty. Episode 6 of Vampire Knight Guilty. Please enjoy this chapter.
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Chapter 19
The Fake Lover
"What do you mean I can't return home?!" I shouted at Karou and Mimi in the headmaster's bathroom. Karou and Mimi were in their child's form. Mimi looking down at the ground sadly in front of me, while Karou was leaning against the wall.
"We mean you can't because of the rule." Karou replied calmly. I looked at him with wide eyes confused.
"Rule?" I looked down at Mimi.
"If a pureblood chooses a lover, despite it being from another world, than the lover can't leave were the pureblood is." Mimi replied sadly.
"For short, you're Kaname's lover." Karou stand up straight looking at me. "Meaning you can't leave him." My eyes widen even more. "We had to follow that rule for centuries because we are the Pureblood followers." Karou walked up to me. "I'm sorry Victoria, but that's the way it is."
I step back to see Mother's, Father's, and Sarah's face in my mind. "I...I'll never see them again?" Mimi and Karou looked down giving me the answer. I step back even more to run out of the bathroom.
"Victoria-chan/Victoria!" I hear Karou and Mimi call from behind me. I kept running and running avoiding my name.
I'll never see them again...My family...I won't see them again...
I closed my eyes continue to run having images of my parents, my sister, and I smiling at each other. I can feel the tears in the corner of my eye as I continue to run as fast as I can. I couldn't believe that I was hurt this badly from him just calling me his lover. Why do I feel so happy yet feel so sad at the same time? I continue to running to hear...
"Hey! Watch out!" I open my eyes to see grey t-shirt as we both fell down. "Would you be careful?" My eyes widen as I looked up at the person underneath me.
"Ichiru..."
Ichiru looked at me narrowing his eyes as I stand up stretching my hand out to him. He was stretching his hand out to me when I noticed something in his other hand. I narrowed my eyes automatically thinking of Rido's blood. The door open besides us to see the Headmaster with worried expression. He looked at me with a smile.
"Victoria, are you okay? Do you need anything?!" Headmaster asked worried clear in his voice and happiness. I looked down at my hands to see him holding them then looked up at him.
"I need to ask..." My eyes widen when I noticed someone from behind him. "Kaname-senpai..." Kaname smiled at me nodding his head towards me. I nodded to him as Headmaster pulled me in his office. "Hey, wait! Ichiru..." I turned around to see that Ichiru was gone. Headmaster closed the door to smile at me. He walked pass me then walked to his desk siting down.
"Now, what did you want to ask me?" I looked at the door then turned to look at Headmaster and Kaname. I took a deep breathe finding the words I need to say.
"How long do you plan on making Yuuki wait?" Headmaster's and Kaname's smile turned to a frown having a serious aura around them. "She needs to wake up soon. If you make her wait any longer than..."
"Victoria." Headmaster spoke "I intend to carry out her wishes, no matter what." My eyes widen as I walked forward to the desk.
"By 'her'? Do you mean Juri Kuran?" Headmaster looked up at me not surprised then looked down nodding his head. My hands were in fist as I bang my hand on the desk. "Don't you protect Yuuki!" Headmaster's eyes were wide from my sudden shout. "Isn't that what Juri, Haruka,..." I turned to look at Kaname. "and you want! If you don't wake her up soon than it will be too late!" Kaname looked up at me serious.
"Too late for what?" Kaname asked.
"Don't act like you don't know Kaname-senpai." I turned completely to him. "You know he is coming here after Yuuki. The thing that I don't know is why you asked me to be your lover instead of Yuuki." I looked at him calmly. "It almost makes no sense at all." I looked down at the ground. "It was suppose to be Yuuki to be your lover. I would ask you about my missing memories and return home." Kaname kept staring at me the whole time.
"Is it so wrong for me wanting to protect you?" Kaname asked slightly hurt. I looked up at him with wide eyes seeing his hurt eyes. "I just want to protect you." Kaname put his hand on my cheek and I looked down closing my eyes.
"Okay..." I spoke softly. As always, I always, always fall into his spell.
"Will you become lover?"
My hands were in fist remembering those words until...
"Once we grow up, Father and Mother say that we will be come like them."
Yuuki...
"I'll make you mine."
My eyes snapped open putting my hands to my ears but able to hear a scream. I released that the scream was...me. I knell down onto the floor with fear in my eyes. "Victoria!" Headmaster shouted running to me. He knell down to my level looking at me worried. My heart was beating loud and I can hear the drums in my head.
"I...I don't understand." I closed my eyes for Yuuki's fear eyes to enter my head. I open my eyes to look at the Headmaster doors. "Yuuki..." Headmaster and Kaname looked at me confused as I stand up. "Yuuki..." My eyes widen as I quickly ran straight out of the room running to my room.
Those visions...Yuuki...Yuuki could see it...She...
I open the door to my room to see Yuuki having her hands on her head knell down to her knees looking at me with fear in her eyes.
She...is getting her memories.
I walk over to Yuuki seeing her watch my every move. I sit on her bed to put my arms around her the shaking Yuuki. She looked at me with wide eyes until she finally put her arms around me.
"Victoria, my head...hurts." I rubbed her head trying to comfort her.
"It's going to be okay. Everything...is going to be okay." I rubbed her head while tightening my hold on her. Yori was the on the other side of the bed looking at me as I nodded my head telling her everything is going to be okay.
"I'll make you mine."
My eyes narrowed as I watch Yuuki's trembling form.
Rido...
Morning
Yuuki, Yori and I were walking down stairs. I was in front of them as I stole glances behind me to see a tired Yuuki and a worried Yori looking at her.
"Are you sure you're all right?" Yori asked worried. "You didn't even eat anything for breakfast."
"Yeah." Yuuki replied as we walk down completely down stairs.
"If you're not feeling well, why don't you take the day off?" Yori suggested. I turned to look at Yuuki pulling on her wrist surprising her.
"What?" I pulled Yuuki's wrist for her to stand next to me.
"After one stupid nightmare like that, you become like this." Yuuki's eyes were wide as I turn to look at her. "You're stronger than that, Yuuki." Yuuki looked at me with wide eyes as I continue walking to look straight. I stopped to see someone that I didn't want to see right now.
"Ah, Zero-kun." Yori spoke smiling at him. "Good morning." Yuuki greeted. Zero walked towards me.
"Yeah." It was quiet for Yuuki to greet him and making things awkward for me and Zero. It was quiet for a few minutes as I let go of Yuuki's wrist to put my hands in my hair.
"I really hate this awkward atmosphere between us." I looked up Zero annoyed and he looked at me like that.
"How do you think I feel?" Zero asked as we stare at us.
"Hey! Your the one that started an awkward atmosphere around you! I didn't know it became like this!" I argue with him as we were battle with each other.
"How is that my fault? Any guy would feel awkward when they just found yesterday that you're going to be that guys lover." Zero spoke calmly glaring at me.
"If it's fair I didn't know that I was going to be his lover anyways!"
"Neither did I!" Zero shouted at me.
"Then I guess we both have bad luck!" Zero and I stared at each other making it quiet until... "Pfft..." I started to chuckle. I raised my hand up to the now enraged Zero. "G-Gomen. I c-c-can't k-k-keep a st-straight f-face like this w-with y-y-o..." I couldn't finish as I started to feel the atmosphere with laughter. "G-Gomen! Gomen! Hahaha!" I heard Zero click his tongue running his hand through his hair.
"This is so like you. Laughing at a serious conversation like this." My laughter became to short giggles as I looked up at Zero. Zero was smirking at me as I smirked at him back.
"Well...that's who I am." I stated as a matter-of-fact. Zero's smirk grew wider as he rustle my hair.
"That I can't argue with." Zero replied. The awkward atmosphere between us disappeared turning back to normal. I open the doors to be welcome with the warm light and...4 night class student.
"Huh?" My eyes widen as I looked at them.
"We are here under orders from Dorm President Kuran." Akatsuki explains. I can hear the Day Class students whispering and gossiping to each other. "We were told to stay by your side and protecting." They put their hands to their hearts bowing to me from the waist up. "Victoria-sama. Yuuki-sama." Yuuki and I looked at each other as we stared back at them.
"...Huh?" I titled my head until someone pulled on my wrist to move forward.
"Come on." Zero spoke up pulling on my wrist.
"Hey, Zero. Wait." I shouted at his back. Zero let go of me for me to walk on my own and Yuuki and Yori to walk beside me. Zero was in front of me, Yuuki behind me, Yori behind Yuuki, and the Night class behind us. Yuuki and Yori were looking at them feeling a sense of security.
"They're following..." Yuuki states telling me. I looked behind me to see Rima. I quickly walked over to Rima whispering in her ear.
"Have you heard anything from Senri?" Rima looked down sadly answering my question. I looked down sadly as well. "I see." I patted her shoulder trying to cheer her up. I forward to pass Yuuki, Yori, and Zero until I turned around to look at all of them. "Gomen. But I have to do something early. So..." I had a smirk like a devil thinking of an idea. "See ya."
I quickly ran as fast as I can. I noticed the looks that I was receiving from the Day Class girls. I ignored to hide in one of the pillars looking around. I breathed in and out feeling relief that they were gone.
Thank goodness...
I moved towards my class to feel someone's hand on my arm to turn and see...I looked down defeated. "That's so unfair, Rima-chan." I glared at her as she pulled me to class.
"You should know better than to run away from us, Victoria-chan." Rima turned around to flick my forehead. "Kaname-sama as treated you special and since Yuuki is your sister. We also have to protect her as well." Rima explained pulling on my arm to walk to the doors. She let go of my arm to stare into my eyes. "I still don't know about Shiki, but I'm sure he is going to be okay." Rima opened the doors pushing me in the class leaving those thoughts in my head.
Is he...?
Through the whole class all I can think about was this plan of Kaname's.
"I just want to protect you."
I looked down at my paper feeling irritated.
I don't need protecting. I'm not a helpless little girl anymore. Why can't he understand that?
"Become my lover..."
I wonder why...
I looked at Yuuki to see her looking at her paper studying. "Kaname-senpai's...Lover..." I whispered shortly.
"Become my..."
My eyes widen from that bloody vision again. I was starting to shake and feel myself getting dizzy. Everything was in slow motion, as the last thing I saw and heard was me on the floor with Yuuki shouting my name.
Infirmary
I squinted my eyes from the light and soft blanket that is on top of me. I look around the room to see that I was in the infirmary. My gaze went to Zero and Yuuki who looked at me worried.
"Zero...Yuuki..." I spoke a little weak. My head was hurting as I put my hand on my head. Yuuki quickly was at my side.
"Don't try to sit up. You fell on the floor. It was a nasty fall you took." Yuuki explained. I nodded my head relaxing a little.
"Are you alright?" Zero asked. I looked from Yuuki to Zero nodding my head.
"Yeah. Sorry Zero. I guess I had too many things going in my head." I replied looking at the ceiling. "Maybe, I should rest for a little." Zero sit down on the bed next to me watching me.
"Being someone close to him will eventually lead to something like this today." Zero spoke making me look at him. "Are you really prepared to follow him?" My mouth was open until I smiled looking at him.
"I don't know." Zero's eyes were wide. I looked up at the ceiling feeling my eyes get heavy. "I...might..." My eyes were completely shut surrendering to the darkness. Zero continue to stare at me as Yuuki and him walked out of infirmary leaving me alone.
I was tossing and turning hearing things and seeing things that I didn't want to hear. I slowly open my eyes to see that the door was opening so I shut my eyes again. I heard the footsteps walking closer to me hearing a bell ring.
Shizuka? No...Ichiru!
I can hear his clothes rustling, bending over as I open my eyes to look at him. Ichiru stopped to look at me with wide eyes. I looked in his hands to grab the vile.
"What?" Ichiru spoke surprised. I open the vile to look at him.
"What does Rido want with me?" Ichiru didn't answer as he look down. "I see. Not going to answer than." I look down at the open vile to bring close to me. "Then...maybe this will help." Ichiru's eyes were wide as he watches me slowly take the vile to my lip-
"No!" Ichiru shouted taking the vile and closing it. I fell back on the bed as he was hovering over me. He was shaking as he covered his eyes from me. "Why...Why are you doing this?" His voice sounded weak, almost as if he was going to cry.
"Because even if I did it." Ichiru showed me his eyes to see me smiling at him. "You're too kind hearted to be cruel like Rido." Ichiru's eyes were wide as he look down at the ground.
"What are you doing?!" We heard the door open to see frustrated Aidou walking towards us. He grabbed Ichiru's collar to get him off of me and glared at me. "You're Kaname-sama's lover! Why the hell are you doing this?!" He points to me and Ichiru.
I had a calm expression on my face looking to my left. "We just happen to be in that kind of situation. He wasn't going to do anything to me." Aidou grabbed on the vile from Ichiru's hand looking at me angry.
"You're such an idiot!" Aidou shouted at me then looked at Ichiru. "I'm going to report to this Kaname-sama." I looked at him with calm expression raising my hand.
"Can you tell him that I don't need to protection?"
"No!" Aidou replied fast looking at me angry. I clicked my tongue watching Aidou and Ichiru walking out of the room. I sighed swinging my legs over the bed.
Why was Ichiru giving me that vile? What does Rido want with me?
I sit up to straight my skirt and white t-shirt to grab my jacket.
Why is Kaname-senpai making me his lover? ...So many questions...and in the end...not answers. As usual.
I put my jacket buttoning it to hear the door open again. The door revealed Zero looking at me. "Lessons are over." Yuuki showed herself behind Zero walking over to me.
"I hope you slept well." Yuuki smiled at me as I nod my head.
"Do you wish to eat anything-"
"Dorm Leader Kuran is looking for you." Aidou cut off Zero walking past him rudely making me mad.
"Aidou-senpai." Aidou looked at me confused. "Next time you do that, I'm not going to do listen to you." Aidou's eyes were wide as he looked back at Zero then to me.
"I understand." Aidou responded as I put my arm around Yuuki's neck and walked towards Zero.
"Let's go." I pulled on Zero for Aidou to walk ahead of us. I let go of Yuuki to stand beside her and Zero walk behind us.
"Cross Victoria. Cross Yuuki." Aidou started talking. "You both don't have any memories of the past, do you?"
"Thanks for stating out the obvious." I spoke out noticing the anger mark on Aidou. He ignored my slight comment to continue.
"I've checked up on it." Yuuki was having a shock expression while I was having a calm one.
"Eh?! You checked into our past, even though we never asked you to?" Yuuki questions growing suspicious. "Does that mean...?"
"That's not it!" Aidou yelled trying hard to convince Yuuki about that. "I wouldn't chek up on your past even if you asked me to." I sighed running my hand through my hair.
"Let me guess. You did for Kaname-senpai." I pointed at him. Aidou looked down nodding his head, being in deep thought.
"You should know that Kaname-sama's parents have already passed away. I've looked into how they died." My eyes widen as it became narrowed. "Even though I've found clues, they've been burnt and destroyed. Everything has been covered up." Yuuki's eyes were wide as she looked at me. I had my hands in his fist as I looked up at Aidou angry.
"What the hell, Aidou-senpai?!" I shouted at him. Aidou looked at me with wide eyes seeing me get angry. "I understand that you want to protect Kaname-senpai and get know more about him! But there are some secrets that even he has to keep! Stop butting it to places that you don't belong to!" I paused to look down clicking my tongue. I walked pass Yuuki and Aidou but glanced at him angry.
What the hell?! Doesn't he understand the word privacy!
I continue to walk forward to stop seeing trees and the end of the hallway. Aidou left leaving us alone. I looked around to see that Kaname-senpai was on a blanket reading a book. Without a second thought I moved forward to stand next to the tree. Kaname moved his head to glance at me.
"Victoria." He smiled at me and I couldn't help but smile back at him. "Finally we can see each other peacefully." I don't want anything to be awkward between us so I lighten the mood to sit down next to him.
"I see you made picnic." I grabbed one of the treats to be surprised with Kaname put his arm around my shoulders pulling me to him. "Kaname-senpai!" I shouted startled.
"Sorry, but...I would like to stay like this for a few moments." I looked up at him then looked down at the cookie in my hand. I bit a piece tasting the vanilla and chocolate blend together. "You don't seem to hold your distant." I chocked on the cookie now realizing that too. "Victoria."
"I'm fine. I'm fine." I looked up at him with small smile. "I just hate an awkward atmosphere even though their is no reason that need to have one." I looked up at the trees feeling Kaname's arm around me disappear. I saw the seriousness in his eyes as he stared at me.
The awkward tension was back and I was struggling on how to lighten the mood. My eyes widen when a thought came into mind. It might be a stupid idea but it might also help with my memories. I smirked as I turned my whole body towards him cupping his cheek. Kaname looked at me surprised as I put my forehead to his.
"Kaname...onii-sama!" Kaname's eyes were wider as he looked at my smile and gentle eyes. "Don't forget to tell Victoria-chan about her missing past?" I kept smiling until I started shake feeling the tension lighten but the funniest thing of me calling him that.
"Hahaha! Gomen! I just wanted to know what it feels like saying that to you since you are an older brother! Gomen! Hahaha!" I stopped laughing to see Kaname's eyes soften. I looked at feeling his distant with me shortening. I leaned forward to him. "Say, do you remember that promise?"
Kaname's eyes were wide but also confused as I looked at him with a blank stare. "The promise of protecting your little sister." Kaname's eyes were realizing what I mean. I heard him chuckling with his hand in a fist to his lips.
"That promise." He spoke between his chuckling. "I remembered that promise for long time hoping to see you again." My eyes widen as he put his hand on my cheek looking at me. "It was that time that I fell in love with you. That day until now, I've always been in love with you."
My eyes widen to be surprised by something that happen when he was so little remembering that now. He smiled as he come closer to me as I reached out to put my hand on his hair stopping him.
"Don't think you can get away without mentioning about my past." I crossed my arms looking at him intensely. "I know how you play Kaname-senpai. Don't think that I don't know. I'm smart enough to know you are trying to hid it." Kaname sighed leaning against his seat running his hand through his hair.
"I'll tell you this." My eyes widen and my heart started beating. "Your past is involves with us Kurans and its filled with lots of bloodshed." Kaname looked up at the trees. I looked at him with wide eyes.
"Does that mean...this world is my original hometown?" Kaname glanced at me then looked up at the trees.
"Yes." He whispered softly to me.
"Then..." Kaname put his finger on my lip stopping me from asking any further question.
"This is all I will tell you. You're strong girl, Victoria. I'm sure that you won't get hurt easily unlike Yuuki will." Kaname and I turned to see Yuuki standing next Zero looking down at the ground sadly. I looked at her then looked back at Kaname.
"I'm going to protect your..." I looked at Zero and Yuuki to whisper. "...little sister." Kaname's eyes narrowed softly having gentleness in his eyes. I stand up to look down at him smiling. "I'm not saying that I won't get scared while fighting my hardest to protect her. But..." My smile widen as I give him closed eyes smile having the sun shine on me. "I'm going to try my hardest for the person that helped me feel not lonely anymore. It was thanks to you, Yuuki, and Zero that I didn't feel like that anymore."
Kaname's eyes were wide as I faced my back on him. "See you again. Oh..." I turned to look at him once more. "I'm hoping that I get to know more of my past." Kaname stand up running his hand through my hair standing in front of me. He leaned down to put his lips on my on my forehead smiling down at me.
"Be more patient." I nodded my head noticing the sun set as I walk over to Yuuki and Zero. I smiled at them taking Yuuki's hand in mine as we walked to the Headmaster's building. We continue walking for me to have thoughts in my head.
If I'm somehow involved with the Kurans, then...does that mean I'm actually a pureblood too? Could my parents be vampire hunters or something? I'm somehow involved with them, but...questions I want to ask are still not answered.
"Are you alright?" Zero snapped me back into reality. I looked at him calmly nodding my head.
"Yeah. Like before, I have thoughts in my head as always." I replied trying to lift up a smile on my face. It was quiet for a few moments until I noticed Zero speeding up his pace. "Zero?"
"I want you to remember something." Zero stopped to turn and look at me. "Even if that guy wishes it, I'll definitely..." My eyes widen as a thought comes into mind.
"I wonder if I can be stronger and sort out of my feelings if I become a vampire?"
Zero...
"I won't let you become something like that."
I looked down at the ground freeing Yuuki's hand. I walked over to Zero pat his shoulder.
"I understand." I look down not facing him.
It seems all I do...is hurt him...I won't ever do that again...
The door open to see the cheerful Headmaster welcoming us. We noticed someone behind the Headmaster to see Ichiru leaning against the wall crossing his arms. Headmaster explains that it was him that invited him and Yuuki was trying to lift the mood.
"Isn't it great? Once in a while..." I sweat-drop knowing that was a terrible idea. She walked to Zero's back pushing him. "Especially when you're twins, right?" I sighed reaching my hand to the surprised Zero.
"It's just one meal. Its not like it's the end of the world." I took his hand pulling him in the building.
Dinner table
I brought four drinks on the table giving it to Zero and Ichiru. It was a little awkward, and as me. I hate an awkward atmosphere. It's so unnecessary to have an awkward atmosphere when you cant just talk or something.
I sigh turning my back on them. "Jeez, you brothers haven't seen each other in four years and this is the only words you can say. I was able to speak to Ichiru on the first day of his school and in the infirmary-" I shut my mouth scolding myself over and over again. I turned to see Zero standing up glaring at Ichiru.
"What did you intend to do to, Victoria?!" Zero shouted. I gripped on his arm to narrowing my eyes at him.
"Zero, he hasn't done anything to me!" I try to convince him but that he's so stubborn that he won't listen to reason. Headmaster entered the room with three bowls on a tray in his cheerful mode.
"I'm leaving." Ichiru spoke up standing up.
"Dinner..." Ichiru walked pass Headmaster not looking back at us.
"It's no use. To speak of different ways of living at this stage..." Ichiru whispered to Headmaster walking out of the room. I looked at Ichiru's disappearing vision to look at Zero anger bonking on his head.
"Ouch! What the hell-"
"Why did you have to me so rude to your only brother?!" I yelled at him. Zero's eyes were wide seeing the rage in my eyes. "He's the only family you have left Zero." I turned around to push Zero's back as he glanced at the soup on the Headmaster's tray. "Now, go out there and make up with him. Before it's too late you idiot!" I pushed him until he was close to leaving the room. Zero looked at me as I pointed at him. "He's your kid brother. Listen to someone who knows what is going to happen in this story. If you don't do say what you want to say than your going to regret definitely."
Zero's eyes were wide as he looked at me then looked out of the room. He turned his gaze at me looking down. "Thank you..." He whispered softly running out of the building.
I stretched looking back at them. "I'll eat in a little awhile. I have something I need to do."
I walked out of the room to exit out of the building when suddenly that bloody woman came into my mind. My eyes widen as I put my hands on my head feeling my heart pound fast.
"Damn..." I stand up straight to walk over to the Moon Dorms. I walked pass the old guy greeting him like our usual routine. I walk to the doors opening them to see Rima laying on the couch exhausted. "I guess Kaname-senpai is working you to the bone."
Rima sit up startled noticing me. "Victoria-chan." I walked further into the building noticing Rima stand up straight. "You shouldn't be here idiot." I put my hands on my hips leaning towards her.
"And who's going to stop me?" Rima smirked having her arm around me shoulder making a mess of my hair. She was laughing making me feel happy. "Rima! Don't do that!" The door open to the Moon Dorms to welcome a blond head and red head.
"Ichijou-senpai..." Rima let go of me to stand up straight. Ichijou looked at me then looked down sadly. The other person came in the room feeling light on my shoulder. "Senri-" I looked at his eyes to see them...mismatched. "No way." My eyes widen feeling my head starting to hurt. "Ouch." I started to knell down on the ground hearing my heart pound.
"Victoria-chan!" Rima shouts startled knelling down to my level. I hear footsteps walking towards me to look up and see...
"Victoria-chan, it's been a long time." My eyes widen seeing the blue and red eyes. My hands were in a fist as I glared at him.
"What have you done?" I spoke with rage in my voice. He smirked down at me knelling to my level.
"Well see." He pulls on my arm making me stand up but someone pulls me away from him. I noticed that Rima's voice was gone as I turned to see...Karou holding onto a sleeping Rima.
"I won't let you touch her." My eyes widen even more as I saw the enraged Kaname holding me in his arms. "Uncle Rido." I looked at Senri to see him smirking looking down at me.
No...
I hope you guys like this chapter. I wanted to have a chapter that was long with Kaname because it's mostly with Zero in these chapters. I was thinking that isn't fair because Kaname is only in a short amount with Victoria. I hope you like it, and please be patient for the next chapter.
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