Hey guys! So, there were some questions I got that involves the ending. I'm not giving much away because that will kind of spoil the story in the end.
The answer is that in the end of the story, it will be a happy ending. Victoria/Zero and Victoria/Kaname will still be together, but in a different way. In the end their will be extra that will explain everything about her relationship with the two main leads.
I hope you guys will be patient for the end of the story. I hope that I was able to answer that question well, because I don't want to give the ending away.
Please enjoy this story. I do not own Vampire Knight.
Chapter 32
Have you ever felt like your trap no matter what you do? That the world seem to faze in and out every time. While feeling that cold, wet blood that is place on your neck. You breathe so heavy trying to control yourself from the intense thirst, and feeling anger by acting like this.
That is exactly how I feel. Anger, guilt, regret, sadness, and much more than you can ever imagine. I lay on Kaname's bed with my blood all over my neck and on the sheet of his bed. My hands were in fist as I tighten my hold on the chest refusing to give into this. I look to the side of the bed to feel Kaname's hand on my cheek.
"You didn't drink his blood..." Kaname says harshly, yet softly, "On that single thing, you did great..."
He lean down to have his fangs pierce my neck harshly and again trying, and I mean trying, gently.
It was that same feeling again, every time he drinks my blood. I feel trap. I feel that I can't do anything. I can't stop him. Knowing this, angers me so much that my eyes turn red and the floor starts to have cracks.
Kaname release his fangs from my neck whispering in my ear, "Stop, Victoria. You need to calm down. Don't forget, it was you said it was okay for me to punish you."
My eyes widen as I knew he was right. I soften my breathing calming down as my eyes turn back to its original color.
Kaname sit up to look down at me whipping my blood from his lips. I glare at him but not harshly as he narrows his own eyes.
"The feeling of powerlessness... makes one feel mortifyingly angry at themselves, doesn't it...?" Kaname asked.
I couldn't help but nod knowing his right. I closed my eyes as I felt his hand grab onto my arm.
"Why...? Why would you still give me Hope...? I don't understand..." I spoke tiredly as I felt his lips on my wrist, and his hand on my forehead soothing.
"All I want is for you to see that I was serious... Victoria... I just... thought you should realize one thing though... The fact that there are things for which no matter how hard someone tries, it always comes down to nothing," Kaname replies. He puts his hand on my cheek, "I left Hope with you so that you would realize that..." He pierced my wrist but I didn't flinch.
"Princess of destruction..." I spoke softly to feel him flinch, "Isaya-sama told me. Yukimura was... known as the princess of destruction. She killed herself... for you." Kaname didn't glance at me as he continue to drink, "Why does... she have to do with me? Kaname... just what are you afraid of?"
"I'm so afraid, so dreadfully afraid that one day... you might throw yourself into a lost cause and sacrifice your life in the attempt... or you would kill yourself to sacrifice the people you love. ...I don't want... I don't want to live that a second time... or have you do it again..."
My eyes widen in confusion as I stare at him asking, "Again?" I put my hand on his cheek as I watch his eyes suddenly change to the old Kaname, "I don't understand. It was Yukimura who killed herself to protect you, not me. Why would I do it-"
My eyes widen as I slowly put my hand down but he grasp in his hands.
"Victoria..." He spoke my name softly as I continue to look at him confused and disbelief.
"Your lying Kaname. That doesn't make sense. What are you trying to say? That I'm..." Kaname lift me up to put his arms around me.
"Victoria, the girl who sacrifice herself. The girl you keep having visions of in your dream. It shows something about you than you can ever understand," Kaname says next to me ear.
He picks me up bridal style as I continue to stare at him unsure. He continues to walk down the hallway I saw before. The smell of Kaname, the birth of my reincarnation becoming my brother, the thing that started everything.
Kaname moved forward putting me on his coffin as I look up at him.
"Why? Why are you showing me this? Kaname just what are you-"
"It's time you know truth," Kaname cut me off as I look at him with wide eyes. He stares at leaning down pulling my head to his neck, "You need to finally know... everything of who you are. ...My memories... will show you what you need to know... Drink as much as you need."
I look at him from the corner of my eyes as he nods his head. I grip his shoulders as pierce my fangs to his neck. I closed my as I'm suddenly surrounded of other images that I have never seen before. Images after images seem to surround me as I see the woman over and over again.
"Kaname, I think I can finally tell you my true name," The woman spoke smiling.
Kaname put his arms around the woman's waist as she put her head against his chest, "What is it?"
"Naomi," Kaname looks down at the woman with wide eyes, "My name is Naomi Yukimura."
...Naomi Yukimura...
I continue falling down as I continue stare at the woman. I suddenly felt my back hit something and a soft chuckle against my ear.
"So, you're the reincarnation."
My eyes widen as I quickly stand up to turn around see a woman with light brown hair that goes to her middles knees, and soft, gentle, chocolate brown eyes.
"Your..." I point at her to hear her chuckle softly.
"Yes, I'm Naomi Yukimura. You're my reincarnation, Victoria Kuran," Naomi continue to chuckle seeing my surprised expression, "You might want to close your mouth."
I did as she said as I walked over to her, "Why did you suddenly start appearing?"
She tilted her head as he eyes narrowed darkly, "Because... something is about to repeat itself, and it involves you."
"Me?" I asked.
Naomi smiled putting her hand on my head softly rubbing it, "Instead of you and me asking and answering questions. How about I show you?"
In that second, everything around me just turned black. I reached for Naomi, even though I can't see or feel her presence anymore.
"Naomi... Naomi... Nao-"
"Yukimura," A familiar voice spoke up cutting into my calling for her name.
I turned around to see the hooded woman that looks... a lot like...
"Zero!" I shouted looking at the hooded woman.
The hooded woman walked over to Naomi with a short smiling while having her horse beside her, "Yukimura, what are you doing here by yourself? Shouldn't be with the others?"
Naomi stared at her childhood friend then look back at the river that showed the moon.
"I... I want to see the water. You know how rarely I see a river like this and..." Naomi replied looking at the house to see everyone smiling and having a nice time, "I'm not a big fan of this," Naomi looked back at the river.
She sighed facing her back Naomi, "If that is what you want. Good luck-"
She stop talking to see her house move over to Naomi siting down next to her. Naomi smiled patting the horse's back. The childhood friend sighed once more but smile walking back to the house.
Naomi looked at her childhood friend then looked back at the river. She mostly watching the moon's reflection on the water.
"Pretty..." Naomi spoke quietly with a smile on her face.
"It is," Another one spoke.
Naomi was startled as she turned around to see the man that she accidentally met before.
"Your..." Yukimura stand up with a blank expression.
The man walked to Yukimura siting on the other side with her. Naomi stare at him for a few seconds then sit back down.
"It's... Kaname, right?" Naomi asked unsure.
Kaname stare at her then look back at the water, "It is," He replied, "Your childhood friend pick that name for me."
Naomi stare at him then put her hands in the water, "She saved you, didn't she?" Kaname stared at Naomi as she stand up facing him her back, "She will save anyone, even if it means that she would destroy herself. She's such an idiot at times," Naomi looked at the horse, "Isn't that right?"
The horse made a noise agreeing with her. Naomi smile rubbing the horse's back again as she stared back at Kaname.
"Protect my childhood friend. She's the only one that I have left that is family to me," Naomi says sadly.
Kaname stares at Naomi with wide eyes as she face him her back again. She waved her hand to him shouting bye-bye as the horse standing up following her.
"Say," Kaname called out to Naomi.
Naomi turned to look at Kaname as he stretched his hand out towards her, "Would it be bad if I asked for a dance?"
Naomi stared at him confused as she looked at his hand and him. It was quiet for a few minutes just listening to the music that was in the house. Naomi didn't know what came over her as she put her hand over his.
Kaname pulled her in his arms as they started to dance. Naomi look down the ground confused.
"Um..." Naomi spoke up.
"There are other people that can be part of your family too," Kaname cut her off. Naomi stared at him with wide-eyes as he continue, "You need to meet other people and they can soon be part of your family just like her. For instance," Kaname stare down at Naomi as her heart suddenly starts beating, "I can be part of it."
Naomi's eyes widen as she step back from Kaname holding onto her heart.
"Yukimura?" Kaname question.
Naomi stare at him for a few seconds before turning on her heel running with the horse to the stables. As she reached the stables and set the horse in her home, she sighed trying to calm down her heart.
"What... What was that all about?" Naomi spoke to herself.
I stare at Naomi as the sudden image starts to change. There were so many images of her and her childhood friend together having a great time, and times were she was with Kaname. She looked pain at times, blushing, smiling, and other emotions that makes her look like she was in love.
I blink to see the Kaname that I know under me as I stare at him. We continue to stare at each other as the images starts to over come me.
"I'm the reincarnation of your past lover..." I spoke slowly.
Kaname nodded his head as I continue to stare at him. I narrowed my eyes as I lean down towards him.
"I might be her reincarnation, but I'm not her," I spoke softly having Kaname's face in my hands. Kaname didn't say anything as I lean closer to look at his neck, "But... that doesn't mean I don't want to have me old memories."
I pierce his neck once more before he can say anything. I open my eyes to see the images one more again. There was one memory where Yukimura refused to drink her childhood friends blood.
"Idiot," Naomi rubbed her friends hair, "I won't ever, ever drink your blood. As long as I'm alive, I won't drink from you."
Naomi walked pass her as her childhood friend's hand started to turn into a fist. Naomi look up to see Kaname saw the whole thing put just patted his shoulder walking pass him.
"Yukimura..." Kaname spoke her name.
Naomi put her finger to her lips to shush him, "It's okay. Don't worry, Kaname."
...Naomi...
Outside of her dream...
"Victoria... I already know what decision you are about to make... and what you will do... You were born right beside me... and your little hands held onto mind so strongly and kindly... that smile that brightens my day... That mus be enough... Victoria has done so much for me already..." Kaname says to hear the doors open.
He turns to see Karou, Mimi, Yuki, and...
"Aidou..."
Inside the memories...
I open my eyes to see Naomi was smiling at the horse that her childhood friend rides. I was happy to see that smile on Naomi's face to see her stare at the horse.
"I met amazing people," Naomi starts talking to the horse, "I met my childhood friend again. I met a man that I fell in love with. I... I also knew who destroy my village."
My eyes widen as I saw tear going down her cheeks.
"How could I be so blind? How could I not realize that it was me?" Naomi ask herself as more tears start falling down her cheeks, "I... killed them. I killed everyone."
"Naomi!"
Naomi turned around to see her childhood friend starting at her with wide eyes. Her eyes widen seeing Naomi's tear stained cheeks.
"I... I heard what happened," Naomi step back as she continue to move forward, "It wasn't your fault to set that fire," Naomi continue to step back, "It wasn't your fault, Naomi. Naomi..."
"It is my fault!" Naomi shouted, "I killed them all! I'm a murder-"
Arms wrapped around her stopping her from talking or moving, "Your not! It was the vampire you. It was not you. I know you, Naomi. You are my best friend. My sister. And I know you didn't kill them."
Naomi wrapped her arms around her best friend as she continue to cry. She started to remember the fire of the village, the death of her parents, her big brother, she remembers everything.
"I'm sorry," Naomi spoke quietly, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry... I'm sorry."
She smooth down Naomi's hair as she continue to apologize to no one but her memories. As Naomi continues to apologize she sooner or later started to fall asleep.
"I see you calm her down."
The hooded woman turn to see Kaname staring at Naomi. She noticed a certain type of look that she never seen before that only shows to Naomi.
"Yes..." She replied to Kaname.
Kaname walked over to her stretching his arms out for Naomi asking, "Let me carry her."
The hooded woman stare at him but allowed him to carry her. The hooded woman stand up staring at Kaname's back.
"Kaname..." The hooded woman called.
"Yes," Kaname replied.
"Are you in love with Yukimura?" She asked.
It was was quiet for Kaname to face her with a smile that says it all. The hooded woman's eyes were wide but smile with relief.
I stare at them as they continue to walk. I notice a presence besides me to see Naomi staring at her old memories.
"I... I didn't know you had a brother," I asked.
Naomi smiled looking down, "He's my half brother. He's a feather."
My eyes widen as I stare at her with wide eyes. Naomi glanced at me with that same soft smile.
"I soon found out that he didn't die in the fire. I unfortunately took only the pure blood vampire blood that was in the feathers blood system. My brother was lucky since he was born a feather. He's known as a Shapeshifter. He can turn into anyone, or anything for instance..." Her smile widen when suddenly Aidou at the Hunter's place came into my mind, "How did he get there so fast in the first place?"
My eyes widen even more as I continue to stare at her unsure. She started at me more turning her body towards me.
"Kaname and I were lovers for a short time. It didn't last that long but..." Naomi closed her eyes with a pain expression, "I... I almost hurt him with my powers," I continue to stare at her as her story echos in my mind, "He told me he was alright. That he wasn't hurt and everything was going to be okay. I desperately wanted to believe him, but I knew that I just couldn't stand and watch him or her get hurt to help me with myself. So, I decided the best way to save them... was from myself."
"Suicide..." I spoke slowly.
She turn to look at me as her eyes sadden.
"Yes, but I did remember one thing before I decided to kill myself. The one thing that no other pure blood has," Naomi says looking at the scene of her and Kaname together.
I stare at it as well asking, "And that would be...?"
"...Seeing the future..." Naomi replied.
I was shocked. I was surprised. I had no idea what I was feeling but somehow, someway, I knew she was going to say that. I just didn't know how, or why but I felt like everything made sense.
"I saw you, Victoria," Naomi continue as we stare at the images that comes in my head, "I remembered one day he asked if I ever had a daughter what would I name her? Instead of me saying it, I wrote it on my death note."
"Dear Kaname,
If you are reading this note, then this is saying that I killed myself. I just didn't want you to get hurt anymore. I didn't want you to feel the burden of the powers that I carry. I love you to much to hurt you. I know it will take time for you to realize that I'm gone and so will my best friend.
I'm sorry if you think that I left you. I'm sorry if you are crying right now and I can't be there for you. I know what I have done will never be forgiven. I understand that, but it doesn't mean we will never met again.
We will see each other again, Kaname. Until then, can you wait for me? I still want you to fall in love with other people and having your own children, but... I will never forget you Kaname.
I remember you asked me a question, If I had a daughter, what would I name her? I know it seems strange and new but for some reason... a name comes to mind at the last moment. I would name her..."
"Victoria..." Naomi spoke from telling me the letter.
I stare at her as she smiled. She pat my head as tears come down her cheeks.
"I'm sorry that you now have to take the burden of our powers. Please take care of yourself, Victoria. My reincarnation. For I will help you, I know your plan and I will help you to the very end," Naomi kissed my cheek as she suddenly disappeared.
I was suddenly in a room that a lot of broken glass and in front of me was... Kaname.
...Kaname...
Finally! I finish this chapter. I hope that this chapter wasn't so short and explains a few things about Yukimura. If you guys have any other questions that like to ask me. Then please review or PM.
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