Hey guys! I'm so sorry about this being a really, really long update, but you know, school gets in the way on the fun stuff you want to do. I also got really sick so I had to stay in a bed and rest. I hope you guys understand and thank you so much for being very patient.

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Chapter 41

"What? Those tablets were actually Sara-sama's blood," Shiki says surprise.

We were in my room as I was siting on my bed, Shiki was laying down next to me, and Rima was on the chair readying.

I nodded my head brushing my hair.

"The reason why Ichijou was acting so weird was because he was ordered by Sara to give you those pills. Even though you were his important friend, he still fought himself on doing so. He's still the same Ichijou you know, Senri..." I glanced at Senri to see him look at me.

"..." Senri looked at me asking, "What happens if you take the tablets too much?"

I was quiet to finally answer, "You will go into insanity."

"Victoria!" Kaoru shouted running towards my room with heavy breathing and sweat down his forehead. "Yu...Yuuki got bitten!"

Senri's and Rima's eyes were wide standing up while I just sit up looking calmly at Kaoru.

"Where the vampires that bit her part of the night class?" I ask calmly.

Kaoru looked at me angry walking up to me replying, "Yes. They bit her arms out of no where."

"I see," I replied back calmly.

Kaoru narrowed his eyes even more to shout, "Do you not care that your only sister has gotten injured?! Are you even human?!"

"Kaoru..."

"No!" Kaoru cut me off, "I still understand what you are trying to do! You act like emotionless doll that doesn't care about anyone! Just what are you-"

"Kaoru!" I shouted making him calm down and finally look at me, "Is Yuuki okay now?"

Kaoru's eyes widen as he finally notice my slight angry eyes that wasn't for him. He calmed down to look down sadly.

"I don't know," Kaoru replied making the window behind me crack.

Senri, Rima, and Kaoru looked at me with wide eyes as I stand up grabbing my coat getting tired of waiting.

"Strike three Sara," I whispered quietly, "Now, it's time to end you."

I walked out of my room to be greeted with the maids and Mimi. I looked at Mimi to see her smile at me then looked at Kaoru.

"Kaoru, you stay here," I say calmly.

Kaoru looked at me with wide eyes and his jaw drop to look at me and Mimi who just laughs.

"Oi! What's with you wanting me to always stay here?! I can help you, you know?!" Kaoru's shouts as I glance at him.

"You are really idiot," Kaoru's eyes narrowed as I pointed at Mimi, "The person you need to help is Mimi."

Kaoru's eyes were wide and finally soften to nod his head looking down at the ground. I walked to the door with Rima and Senri behind me to have my raven's surround us. I closed my eyes to feel the wind on my face and hear noises.

"Zero..." Yuuki's soft voice entered my ears.

"That girl... Kuran Victoria..." Zero says softly then turned to anger, "Every time, always... I can never hate her! I tried so hard to hate her for what she was doing! But... I can't! I can never hate her! I still..." His voice was horse and in whisper, "I love her."

I open my eyes to see Zero pushed Yuuki to a wall as I look down sadly from his confession, again. I put my hands in a fist as I know that he will never get over me and I'm just hurting the people I care about.

"...Victoria..." I hear a voice from behind me to see.

"Kaname..." I spoke quietly to glance and see Zero and Yuuki stare at me.

"Victoria..." Yuuki whispers ready to walk over to me.

Zero grabs her arm but she struggles with him.

"Yuuki... Kaname... onee-san, onii-san..." I closed my eyes to open them once more, "you both have been an hindrance to my plan."

Kaname's and Yuuki's eyes were wide as I used my Raven's to send Rima and Senri to their mission.

"Victoria... did you plan all this from the start?" Zero asked with anger in his voice.

"No," I replied calmly to look down at my hands closing my eyes, "In the beginning, I wished for Kaname, Yuuki, and Zero to be happy. I was none existent to this world. I had no place...but... when I got more involved with Zero's vampire self, Yuuki struggling with her memories, and Kaname being gentle to me. I told myself that I need to stop interfering, because if I do..." I put my hand on my left eye to open them, "I won't be able to go back."

Without me knowing, my Raven's spin around me to send me away to hear the three people who are important to me, shouting at my name.

"Victoria/Victoria-chan!"

I open my eyes to see Rima and Senri looking at me with worried eyes as I found myself in Sara's room with Ichijou.

"Victoria," Ichijou says with wide eyes as I grabbed Hope to put the blade on his neck.

"I'll allow Senri to battle with you," I whispered for Sara to hug him behind to vanish.

"I found you," I hear two voice say at the same time.

I turned around to see Kaname and Yuuki holding their weapons ready to fight me.

"I'm pissed," Yuuki says looking at me with anger in her eyes, "This scene is so serene with the beating of your heart."

I smirked as I replied,"I'm a cruel person Yuuki. I am abandoned you..."

"You didn't abandoned me!" Yuuki shouts with my eyes slightly widen.

"Victoria," Kaname says reading his sword, "Do you remember saying that you would rather die than kill me?"

I nodded my head as he pointed his sword at me.

"Would you kill me if it means to survive?" Kaname says as my smirk widen.

I reached my hand towards them, "Those weapons are to used to strike down vampires..." Yuuki swings artemis at me as I dodge, "Evil," Kaname strikes me with his sword, "Manipulative vampires," They both strike the same time, "Like me!"

I swung Hope having an echo sound from the contact. There eyes widen as I showed them my red eyes.

"Can you truly kill me?" I ask as my expression suddenly change.

My expression was to the little girl that they hold their memories with a big smile. Their eyes widen even more as I suddenly became a little girl before their eyes.

"Onee-sama! Onii-sama!" I ran towards them with open arms, "Onee-sama! Onii-sama!"

...

"Why did you do that, Ruka?" I turn my head from the zombie like Yuuki and Kaname.

"I thought it will be better for them to see you as a little girl, since... I want to talk to you," Ruka confess with Akatsuki behind her.

"Stop Ruka," I commanded, "Your getting too tired. Your straining yourself."

I walk over to Kaname and Yuuki as I put both of my hands on their cheeks. They still were in a zombie trance as sadness washed over me.

"Please stop, Ruka." I ask in a weak voice this time.

"Why?" Ruka ask with anger in her voice, "Why are you saying stop?! Don't you want them to see the little girl they still hope will come ba-"

"I don't want them to have that hope!" I shouted back at her. I turn to her with red eyes, "Why can't anybody understand?! I'm not the same girl that everything still believe will come back! I'm not coming back! Ever! So stop giving them the hope that I will come back! Because I'm not coming back!"

Ruka looked at me with wide eyes as she snapped her fingers for Kaname and Yuuki to stop that zombie-like state. I was staring at them with blank expression to turn around having my back against them.

"Give up on the girl you believe will come back, Kaname, Yuuki. She will never come back," I raised my arm for fire to separate me and my siblings.

I glance at them to have Kaname have his arms around Yuuki protecting her.

That's is how is should have been. Kaname and Yuuki together.

I changed into Raven to face a building with Senri and Rima in front of it.

"What are you two doing here?" I ask suspiciously.

"Shiki followed Zero, Sara, and Ichijou enter here," Rima replies.

I narrowed my eyes as I smell Sara's blood.

"Disgusting," My eyes turn red as I put my hand on the door, "Sara is giving Zero her dirty blood."

Blood that no one should have, not even my dirty blood.

I hope you enjoy this chapter and I apologize for being gone so long. I hope you guys understand and please be patient for the next chapter. Thank you guys so much. Please be excited for the big fight in the following chapters. See you soon.

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