"Baby where you at?"Nathan yelled looking for his fiance "Meredith?" He approached their leaving room and saw a note on the table

Dear Nathan,

I am guessing by now you already have an idea about what is going on. I left. I packed my things and left please dont follow me or try to find me and PLEASE do not think this is something you did wrong this is my fault and only mine I love you and I always will but you need to find someone who cangive you what you want.. a wife and a child I am neither of those I cant be a wife and I am not a mother either not anymore anyways... Yes I was pregnate but I couldn't keep it Nathan it was too soon and the thruth is I couldnt lie to you and I couldnt tell you so there is the truth..

"Owen!"Nathan called his best friend and Best man

"Nathan wha is it?"

"She left"

"Who left?"

"Meredith..SHE LEFT!"


That is what Nathan beens thinking all morning as he was watching the rain falling from the attendings lounge

"You look all thoughtful" Addison teased him

"Yeah I am"Nathan said and took a ship of his coffee

"Bad breakup?" Addison asked and sat on the sofa behind Nathan who was looking out the window with his back to Addison

"Long time ago... But still hurts the same..."Nathan said

"Yeah I know that feeling you know Derek and I we are still fighting for this to get back to where we were"Addison and that won Nathan attention

"You and Shep have problems?"Nathan asked and turned around

*After 20 minutes*

"Wow that explains a lot"Nathan said

"What do you mean?"Addison asked

"Well he is being giving me a look"Addison still clueless to his past "Ok you told me your story time to tell you mine"

"Ok"Addison said and settled in

"I fell in love with an incredible girl she was amazing that I forgot I was a man and she was a girl not knowing what love is and wanting all or nothing I mean she was a Med school seniour We were together for 2 years and I proposed to her she said yes and a week before the wedding I came home to find a note saying she left because she was pregnate and had an abortion"Nathan said and looked over Addison

"Wow yours is worst"

"Worst part I didnt want a child not yet anyways also her name is Meredith Grey"Nathan said and sunk in the sofa


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