Chapter 13: The Calm Before The Storm

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.

- Buddha


Morning has come, with bright sunlight emitting through the windows, and birds singing to celebrate the dawning of a new day. The morning sun radiated through the window, and casted its warm loving touch on the two lovers, who slumbered peacefully in bed. The songbirds and the sun's brightness and warmth slowly woke up Laura, who opened her eyes before Marina, whose head rested on her chest.

„Marina," whispered Laura affectionately, patiently waiting for a response.

„Laura," mumbled Marina affectionately, but also sounding tired.

„Sorry, didn't mean to wake you," whispered Laura feeling guilty for disturbing Marina's peaceful slumber.

„Oh Laura don't, I want to wake up, knowing that you're in bed with me," said Marina ardently,

„Sleep longer if you want, we have all the time in the world," said Laura softly while rubbing Marina's scruffy hair.

„Laura," groaned Marina as she turned herself onto her belly and rested her chin on Laura, „We're not going to waste every minute of the day in bed, time is precious."

„Marina, you look so tired, you sure you don't want to sleep a little longer?" asked Laura looking concerned for Marina looking into her tired looking eyes.

„Laura seriously, I'm fine… besides I only sleep when you sleep. We do everything together, we're like sisters," effused Marina.

„Sisters or lovers?" teased Laura with a frown.

„How about both?" responded Marina.

„Do sisters ever kiss?" quipped Laura.

„These sisters do," flirted Marina, moving forward to kiss Laura. „That was some sweet love we made last night," smiled Marina with Laura stroking and neatening her hair with her hand.

„Well after making sweet love and a good night's sleep, I think it's time to make some sweet breakfast," remarked Laura.

„I can hear your stomach," jested Marina with her ear on Laura, „You're hungry lets go." The two laughed recalling Laura's quip from last night about getting munchies after lovemaking. They shot out of bed and swiftly slipped on their silk gowns, tied the cord and pranced downstairs to the kitchen.


In the kitchen, breakfast was being prepared as the two happy vigorous girls had giggles while cooking together. A frying pan was placed on the stove with some vegetarian sausages cooking, which Marina was occupied with while Laura put on the coffee. As the sausages begun to sizzle the frying pan then burst into flames, which made Marina panic and freeze with fright.

Laura turned to see what was happening, and saw Marina was in trouble, and at risk of being burnt. She dashed over to Marina and took the frying pan out of her hand and placed it on the unlit stove. As the flames shrunk down and burned out, there was an explosion of oil and hot oil spat onto Laura's hand, which made her jump and yelp in pain.

„Laura you're hurt," cried Marina with her heart jumping in her chest, still shook up about nearly burning herself, and that Laura suffered a mild burn.

„It's okay Marina, it's only a little burn," hushed Laura, looking into Marina's eyes, which were about to leak tears.

„This is all my fault, you got hurt because of me, and I ruined our wonderful breakfast," lamented Marina, as tears were about to leak out of her eyes.

„No no Marina, it's okay, seriously. It's going to be okay, we can make it again," soothed Laura holding Marina's face with her thumbs dabbing her eyes.

„Are we going to make mum breakfast?" asked Marina, hoping to defuse the situation and brighten the mood.

„We sure will, we'll make her a special breakfast together," whispered Laura.

„What does she like?" asked Marina with a smile.

„She likes eggs over easy, with sausages and toast, and to drink; she likes coffee, very black and with one little thing to make our perfect breakfast," disclosed Laura, leaving a little hint for Marina to guess what it is.

„You mean love?" guessed Marina.

„Exactly," whispered Laura with a smile, stroking Marina's temples with her fingernails before they kissed slowly and dearly on the lips.

„I saw that!" snapped a voice, which made Laura and Marina jump, smack their lips apart and see Caroline stand by the entrance of the kitchen smiling mischievously.

„Mum, this is no peep show," joked Laura feeling embarrassed.

„What? I saw photos of you kissing, I just wanted to see it in person. Besides, I'll be seeing you two kiss on your wedding day, so you better get used to me seeing you two kiss," taunted Caroline playfully, as she sat at the table. While Laura made her mum coffee, Marina fantasized about the idea of getting married to Laura, despite knowing that their relationship was barely two months old.

Caroline took two aspirin capsules, and swallowed them with black coffee, and her headache from the hangover mitigated after a matter of minutes. „I can tell something has been cooking," noticed Caroline, gazing at the frying pan on the stove, smelling the cooked oil.

„Oh we had difficulties trying to cook breakfast, I think we used a little too much oil and it caught fire," disclosed Laura.

Caroline shook her head and tutted, „Can't leave you in the kitchen can I to cook yourself breakfast."

Laura raised her eyebrows with a guilty expression, knowing that she along with Marina could have set the kitchen on fire. She did dish up the vegetarian sausages, which looked a little burnt and wouldn't provide much flavor.

When Laura and Marina sat with Caroline at the table, she saw the barely appetizing, meager breakfast. „Look girls, how about I cook us some brunch a little later?" offered Caroline, which made Laura and Marina smile with delight, both nodding.

„Can we help too?" asked Marina, „You don't have to trust us around the stove, it's just we want to help too and cook you breakfast."

„Oh Marina, you're too sweet to me, you're embarrassing me," flattered Caroline, „Of course, just eat what you've got on your plate, and we'll put on brunch after I recover from this hangover."


Marina's Diary 1st of January 2017

Laura was right about New Year. Just like Christmas, it was another enchanting and mesmerizing occasion, which I had fun celebrating with Laura and her mum. We would stand outside with our winter clothes, and watch the fireworks that lit and bedecked the night sky in various bright colors. We would drink champagne and kiss each other a Happy New Year, which was a tradition I was unaware of.

Laura told me that New Year is not always about a new year, but also about starting all over again, having new anticipations and making resolutions. My anticipations for the new year were to hopefully still be with Laura, and accompany her on many adventures and new experiences. My resolutions however were to become a stronger person for Laura, and not rely on her to take care of me. She's done so much to help me come out of my shell, and believe in myself, now it's time to make her believe that she's better than who she thinks she is. Laura isn't only better than the friends who she's close to, but she's too good for the world, and I would guide and protect her from those that would harm and take advantage of her.

Strange that it's coming from someone vulnerable like me, but now that I have my angel who is also my princess, I will be the fighter and lover she needs. We are two vulnerable beings, but together we are strong, and we can overcome any obstacle that comes our way. Our love is strong, our love is pure, our togetherness and belonging will remain inseparable. We are together as one, we are strong as one, we are one; we are a love that will echo in eternity.

One thing that has been reoccurring more than often is the dreams I've been having recently. Mainly my dreams would depict a lonely character (supposedly me) running through a desolate forest, and being subjected to supernatural disturbances and premonitions, which I always tried to decipher.

The main difference with my reoccurring dreams, was the setting, and how the whole scenario was played in my dream sequence. The trees didn't look like any trees in California, in fact they looked more European, Eastern European. Unlike in my previous dreams I have experienced, there were people who I would see in the distance. Together they were in groups, and seemed very fraternal as if they were like a family or something. They didn't wear any modern clothes, but instead they wore rags, dresses, tunics and other garments. The way they dressed and how most of the males had long scruffy beards, did make me assume they were Vikings, but later on I would find out who these people really were. These people were my ancestors, an almost forgotten race, these people were the Prussians. Not the Germans who took their land, converted them and gave them their language, but the Prussians who once had their own land, language and religion.


Project Werther Love Is The Energy, Which Motivates And Inspires Us

One thing Marina never liked me doing, was waking up and realizing that I'm not by her side, because in the mornings I would go jogging. As much as I hated to disappoint her, and loved waking up with my lover by my side, I talked her into joining me for my routine jogs.

Marina was never the physical type as far as I knew, so I thought that another way to make her feel good about herself, was to get her active and physical. She was quite lean, mainly because of her reluctance to take in much calories, or enjoy the delicious foods you can treat yourself to once in a while; and still be in good athletic shape.

Our first jog together consisted of quick short jogs, as I knew that Marina wouldn't be able to match the same stamina as me. She did show signs of stiffness and exhaustion after jogging with me for five minutes, but as each day went by having our jogging sessions together, did she gain more stamina and flexibility.

Eventually Marina was able to increase speed, and keep up with the same pace as me. Unlike before, when at the end of the jog she was sweating all over her face, and was gasping for breath; she expressed enjoyment and even challenged me to a race. Our jogs together became more fun and exuberant, we would play-fight when we took our breaks, and we treated ourselves to a hot shower and a hearty breakfast.

Another activity that I engage myself with is dancing, and that is a hobby that Marina has expressively shown an interest for. I'm guessing it's because of the private lap dance I gave her before Christmas, which might have begun her interest in dancing. Or maybe it's when we listened to „Invisible Touch" together, did we dance together and enjoyed ourselves, which could have sparked Marina's taste for music and enthusiasm to dance.

I would become Marina's mentor, and taught her some of the dance moves I know, and how to move accordingly to the beat. With the energy she accumulated, she could really move her feet, arms and whole body with phenomenal intensity and spirit; I couldn't be more proud or astonished to see my girl dance so energetically and zealously. She would even get creative and create some dance moves I would never have thought of, since most dance moves I learnt were from watching professionals and famous pop-stars.

Not only did dancing inspire Marina to be more active, but also get more into cosmetics. She would adorn her appearance with make up when we did our dance sessions together. I would assume this was to make her facial expressions more noticeable, or just to make herself look more glamorous.

Marina even admitted to me she's been in contact with her beauty consultant Sabrina, who she met at a beauty salon I recommended to her and who did her makeover. Sabrina ardently responded to Marina's request for her advice and provided tips on cosmetics, and how to achieve the desired image. She was even impressed by Marina's creativity, and how she envisioned her image to look like.

Marina would pitch Sabrina her visual ideas in small sketches, and together they worked closely like business partners, and executed their ideas. Marina would even request Sabrina to do my image, which I humbly accepted.

Marina became somewhat of a theatre director, she had all the ideas in her head and executed them through presentation and demonstration. Every song that we danced to, she would read the lyrics and listen to the tunes, which would give her the idea how to choreograph the dance, and convey the emotions and rhythm. She would even create a narrative to the structure as if she was trying to keep the dance lively and energetic, but also have symbolic meaning.

Subsequently we became keen on the idea of becoming a dance duet, and making music videos. Since I had a friend who was into filmmaking, he was enthralled about the idea of shooting some music videos with Marina and I. He even was ecstatically impressed with my chemistry with Marina, and how skillful our dance moves were.


Laura's Diary 10th of January 2017

With a couple of music videos uploaded onto social media, Marina and I begun to draw attention, we would get requests to perform at venues. Marina was personally skeptical about the idea of performing for an audience, because the offer was so soon, and would have been a big opportunity to miss. In order to not lose my dance partner, I proposed the idea of doing a slow song for our first venue, which she willingly accepted. The song I chose was „All The Things She Said" by t.A.T.u, which was a slow song and would be easy to rehearse.

Our venue was at a local nightclub, which was packed with rhapsodic and highly anticipated people, who knew the concept of our performance and were cheering with high expectations. Marina and I were dressed in school girl outfits, wearing white shirts, short mini skirts and high heels. I wore my hair straight and had colored my lips in bright red, and Marina wore her hair fluffy and also had her lips colored the same as mine.

Marina was already shivering from nerves, so I told her to breath in and out to calm her. With my fingernails stroking against Marina's heart-shaped face, she raised a smile and seemed brave and determined to go through with the performance.

When the announcer's voice boomed in the microphone, I held Marina's hand firmly, feeling just as nervous as she did. My heart was beating so loud I could hear it throbbing in my chest, and I looked at Marina, whose lips were sealed firmly and she gulped.

When the announcer announced our names, we walked out to a thundering applause from the audience who whistled and screamed. As the applause died down and there was a short moment of silence, the music started to play, and we knew this was it. There was no turning back now, the audience were people who paid money to see us, and we did not want to let them down.

Our performance commenced by standing aside from each other, I would stand looking at Marina who acted (well convincingly) like the nervous timid girl she initially was. I would be the one approaching her, and she would make short glimpses at me before throwing her eyes back on the floor, and squeezing her own hands. It seemed that her nerves were being used to her advantage to stay in character, and gain sympathy from the audience. We did begin physical contact, which was loving and coaxing, and then I would take her hand and lead her to another spot on the stage.

For the duration of our performance, Marina would look at me in the eyes and would let me lead her on the stage. She wouldn't make much movement, and would act like the nervous one, who was being approached by someone who wants to seduce her.

We did tease the audience, making them believe we were going to kiss, but we delayed that moment in our dance routine. Near the middle of the song, when the instrumental part played, the audience clapped and cheered for us to kiss. Giving into the audience's demand, we kissed in front of the large audience, who cheered loudly and whistled. It seemed that before then, the audience (the male members) were just fixing their eyes on how skimpy and provocative we were dressed, and were eagerly awaiting us to kiss. Marina has kissed in front of a small audience, but this was a big audience live in the flesh, and not on social media.

We did then proceed to unbutton each other's shirts and reveal our black laced bras, which provoked a member of the audience to give an ear piercing whistle. I would place tender kisses on Marina's collarbone and on her neck as she unbuttoned my shirt. I raised my leg with my knee bent for Marina to run her hand up my leg and into my skirt as her lips met mine. My lips would also kiss other parts of Marina's face, and she would put on a smiley zealous face, relishing in the touch of my lips on her face.

There was a limit to how much skin we would expose. It was against the club's policy to perform nude acts, so we only bared our bellies and cleavage to the audience. We finished our performance by joining hands and strutting with our backs turned at the audience.

When the song ended and the audience loudly applauded and whistled their praise for our performance, we were facing the audience hugging together. Marina stroked my belly, which made my stomach muscles twitch and widened my smile. For the audience we gave each other a kiss, the applauding got louder and the whistling intensified.

The announcer stepped in and broke us apart by giving us a short interview. I was the one who did most of the talking. When the announcer asked Marina a question, her shyness reemerged and she answered the questions very concisely and jittery. The main big question the announcer asked us if we were a couple, and I answered with a purr and soft voice that we are, which earned us another applause from the audience.

The announcer turned his attention to the audience, and requested them to give us another round of applause. The audience obediently and fervently applauded, as this moment of ovation brought Marina to tears and I hugged her tight. We walked off stage into our own space where I praised her for her performance and how brave she was.

Marina could not control herself from pacing up and down backstage, feeling really proud of herself to have performed in front of a large audience and receive positive feedback.

Worried that Marina was about to lose her sanity and almost faint, I grabbed her face as she laughed hysterically with her face bestrewn with tears. I commanded her to take deep breaths and when she did she was calm, but she was still trembling from the pressure. As a last ditch effort, I gave Marina a single gentle kiss to console her and relieve her from all tension. I sat her down and stayed with her until the manager arrives to give us our paycheck.

After we got dressed and were about to take our leave, the manager offered us another opportunity to perform at the club with the promise of a higher fee. We were also approached by a smartly dressed, presentable talent agent, who gave us his business card and asked us to contact him. There was a lot that would follow after that night regarding our career as a dance duet, but that's another story. For the rest of the night, Marina and I celebrated the rest of the night at a fancy restaurant, where we dined well and reflected on our performance; contemplating our future career.


Marina's Diary 12th of January 2017

This year is promising, promising than I ever expected, still in a love-filled relationship with another hobby we both engage in. My new hobby and passion for dancing has taken ahold of me, and has enhanced my appetite for life, and the strong bond between Laura and I.

It seemed that nothing would draw us apart, as long as we do what we have to do to keep the fun going in our daily life, and to continuously support each through hard times. Even though we both lost our virginity to each other, and I got to explore my sexual curiosity in Laura's naked body, I became aware that I could lust for other women.

It all begun when I realized that I am a lesbian, and only a woman can satisfy my sexual desires. This lead me to buy pornography, lesbian pornography, which would have no male porn-stars performing for the camera. Nothing but women, naked, supple, voluptuous, big-breasted and big-bottomed women, who engaged in self stimulation, threesomes and orgies. I loved how they moaned and orgasmed with pleasure, and indulged themselves with each other's nakedness and sex organs.

The louder they screamed, the more aroused I got, the lewd sexual comments they made during fornication; the more aroused I got, so aroused, I couldn't control it. I couldn't resist the urge to stimulate myself, and pretend I was the lucky one participating in that scene. Of course using my fingers to pleasure myself and visualize intercourse with another woman, was a covetous desire I was guilty about did find out, I don't think she would approve, if anything she would have been ashamed of me.

There is no doubt that watching porn was the ideal demonstration and learning material to prepare myself for my first time. Unlike sex education, which I did in school where I learnt about puberty and a proper understanding about sex. My first impression on sex traumatized me to a high degree, so much I could not gaze at the video documentary I was shown in class. I was okay reading about it in books, because it was less graphic and the images were hand-drawn, but in the documentary it was too much for someone of my age to endure. As soon as I discovered I was a lesbian and my sexual desire for Laura was developing, I would crack open the sexual education books, and study the female genitals.

Despite that my blood heats up and my body tingles for the flesh of another woman, I know that the feeling was lust and not love. The sensation I felt when it came to lust emanates from my gut, but when it came to love, that feeling emanates from somewhere higher up my body; my heart and throat. Not just in those specific locations, but Laura herself was everywhere in my body. It almost felt like I was in her body, and I happily dwelled within her, and I never wanted to leave and be separated from her.

„What are you doing there Marina?" emitted a loud voice that wasn't Laura's. Marina jumped with fright, it almost caused her to scribble a line in her diary, but luckily her pen was an inch above the page.

„Nothing, just writing," answered Marina, looking up to see Olivia standing before her who just got out of the shower. Her hair was still wet, and she had a towel wrapped around her body, and her bare shoulders glistened in the direct sunlight that shone through the window.

„May I sit down?" asked Olivia amicably, with her piercing blue eyes looking directly into Marina's.

„Sure," permitted Marina with an awkward frown, baffled why Olivia was less inclined to get dressed in her room before socializing.

„Thank you," replied Olivia, plopping herself on the couch and looking into the distance, unsure where to begin a conversation. „You know, Laura seems to be really happy with you, even more so than she was with Tyler," elucidated Olivia.

Marina in response closed her diary, not wanting to be rude by trying to ignore Olivia. „Yeah, I really did make her happy," agreed Marina, unsure how to extend her conversation from there.

„I loved the dance you did with Laura, you and Laura sure do know how to move your bodies," complimented Olivia with a gleaming smile.

„Thanks Olivia, I never knew dancing could be so much fun and also salutary," clarified Marina, trying to elongate the sentence and sound less cold towards Olivia.

„What's it like to be a lesbian?" asked Olivia, stretching her foot out, which was only a few inches from Marina.

„Obviously knowing you are into the female anatomy, but I have to admit, I'm scared about the intimidation and prejudice lesbians endure," expounded Marina.

„Yeah, I'm scared too," revealed Olivia, looking concerned as she looked down at the floor.

„What do you mean?" baffled Marina, looking confused at Olivia.

„Well I…" stuttered Olivia as she slid herself closer to Marina and confessed, „I think I'm a lesbian too." Marina did not know how to react towards this revelation, she just stared at Olivia's anxious, but flirtatious facial expression. She did place her finger on Marina's foot and stroked it, and continued to smile seductively, but Marina moved her foot away in fright. „Sorry sorry sorry, that was my fault, I came on too strong and it was wrong of me," apologized Olivia, distancing herself. She placed her hand on her hair and said, „Oh dear, my hair is still wet, I think I should dry off."

Olivia got on her feet, stripped off the towel around her body, exposing her naked body in front of Marina. This was the second naked female (excluding female porn stars) Marina has ever glanced at, and she could not deny that Olivia had a sexy fine looking body. This should deter Marina from fixing her eyes on this visage, but it didn't, she couldn't help but feast her eyes on the nakedness Olivia offered her to observe.

Olivia scrubbed her hair with the towel, and looked over her shoulder to see Marina with staring bulging eyes. „Are you looking at me?" asked Olivia with a stern expression, but then altered her expression to appear more friendly. „It's okay, you can look at me naked, I mean... we're both female aren't we?" asked Olivia. Marina didn't reply, instead she nodded with her lips sealed, preventing any verbal form of communication emitting from those lips of hers. „Good," retorted Olivia as she flicked out the towel on the sofa and sat on it, holding a bottle of body oil in her hand. She screwed off the plastic top, and poured some oil into her cupped palm, rubbed her hands together and smeared the oil down her arms. She took another handful of oil, rubbed it in her hands but this time, rubbed it over her naked breasts and onto her belly.

Marina watched Olivia apply oil all over her body, which made her nakedness more sexually alluring with how the sunlight reflected on the surface of her skin. Marina could not deny her incitement to glue her eyes on Olivia's lustrous oiled skin, and how pliable her skin looked as she massaged her skin with firm pressure.

„Mmm this feels good, warm greasy oil… all over my body… on my skin… make it nice and smooth, and slippery," teased Olivia with a giggle at the end. „Come on Marina, I know you like this… this turns you on doesn't it?" tantalized Olivia, continuing to rub more oil into her skin.

„Liv, stop… please, this isn't right," disapproved Marina passively, still having her eyes on Olivia.

„Why isn't it? I know Laura's your girlfriend, but I'm sure she wouldn't mind us having a bit of fun," tempted Olivia smiling, hoping to entice Marina.

„I'm with Laura, I will not be unfaithful to her, I'm sorry Liv; I don't want to hurt your feelings," declined Marina, almost attempted to get off the sofa and flee into Laura's room, hoping Olivia wouldn't follow, but unfortunately her lustfulness adhered her to the couch. Olivia went to further limits to please Marina.

„That's okay, don't feel sorry… just want to show you something," whispered Olivia seductively, slowly spreading her legs out for Marina, showing her vulva. Marina wanted to move her head away, but she couldn't, feeling powerless when her eyes caught a glimpse of Olivia's genitals. This lecherous spectacle caused something to crawl up Marina's throat and stare into another woman's vagina. „Do you like what you see Marina?" asked Olivia, moaning pleasurably as she moved her hands over her breasts, down her belly, and slowly near her vulva.

„Liv, please stop," pleaded Marina, almost giving in to temptation.

Olivia raised a finger up to her lips as if she was trying to signal Marina to be silent. She brought her finger slowly down and over the vaginal lips. She slowly stroked her vagina with her finger, but would then use two fingers to stimulate and open her vagina. Both those fingers would move in circular emotion as Olivia begun to orgasm and close her eyes.

„Oh Marina, this is so good… I'm so turned on, I need you Marina, come and pleasure me," orgasmed Olivia.

Marina's mouth started to water, slowly feeling her body inclining forward like a magnet about to kiss metal. She watched Olivia slip her fingers in herself, which made her orgasm more intensely, and this act of self-stimulation almost broke the resistance to give in to such temptation. Resiliently, Marina observed but did not give into the seduction Olivia was trying to win her over with.

Olivia climaxed as she breathed in an out with her eyes still closed, and with a smile on her face. She giggled before she removed her fingers from her vagina, sat up, and looked at Marina. Mischievously, she held her fingers that she used to pleasure herself in front of Marina, who froze stiff; just looking at the wet tacky looking fingers.

„Come on Marina, I know you want to," pressed Olivia, „I need you to lick my fingers, nice and clean."

Olivia held her two fingers parallel to Marina's mouth, which resulted in Marina separating her lips and poking her tongue out. Seeing Marina's tongue slowly protrude out made Olivia smirk maliciously.

„That's it Marina, come here, taste it; then afterwards, I'll treat you to more," tempted Olivia, baring her straight pearl-white teeth.

Before Marina's tongue could touch Olivia's fingers, the main door emitted the click of a lock, and the door opened. Olivia panicked and quickly tied the towel around her body, while Marina almost bit her tongue when she yanked it back into her mouth.

Olivia got off the sofa and gave Marina a mean look, she whispered loudly with a sneering look, „Your loss." Then she raced to the kitchen to get a pair of clean panties out of the tumble dryer, this was so she could cover up anything suspicious that happened, and she would get away with it.

Laura hung up her denim jacket, walked into the lounge and saw Marina sitting on the couch and would sit on the couch too. „Hey babe," greeted Laura as she kissed Marina longly on the lips, „What have you been up to?"

„Nothing much, just been writing my diary," responded Marina with a forced smile, also trying to cover up what had happened.

„Well just thought I'd let you know that Gus is coming round tonight, he's going to cook us something special," informed Laura.

„That's great, I would like to work with him, maybe I can learn some cooking skills," reacted Marina, trying to take her mind off the act of almost cheating on Laura.

„Good one Marina, so proud of you for making new friends," beamed Laura so proudly she again kissed Marina again.

Olivia walked back in the lounge and saw Laura and Marina kiss, caress and touch hands so tenderly. Not wanting to say anything, she just stared at the couple with scorn. There was no denying that she was suffering from a streak of envy, hunching that Marina was more important to Laura than she was. She was also bitter about still remaining single, and that Laura wasn't spending much time with her. In the early days before Laura met Marina, she was able to control Laura and rely on her for company, or look up to her as a role model; hoping to accomplish what Laura accomplished.

Laura and Marina parted their lips, then Laura looked at Olivia and greeted, „ Hey Liv, what's up?"

„Hey Laura, all good thank you, did you say Gus is coming round later?" asked Olivia feigning interest.

„Sure is," answered Laura ardently.

„Good, because I sure do like his cooking," acted Olivia.

„Don't you want to get dressed Olivia? Marina and I are about to go out shopping to get the ingredients, and we need another pair of arms," asked Laura.

„Sure that would be great, I'll be back shortly," said Olivia, feeling relieved of jealousy, and feeling like she belonged to Laura again as she strutted to her room contently.

Laura smiled watching Olivia walk to her bedroom happily (hinted she sort of let Olivia down by not spending much time with her), as she turned to see Laura looking expressionless as if she saw a ghost. „Marina what's the matter babe?" worried Laura taking her hands.

„Oh nothing, well… Liv confessed to me that she was a little upset that she's been lonely, and feels neglected," lied Marina, hinting that Olivia was jealous of her.

„Marina that is so sweet and considerate of you to think of Olivia. I've been feeling bad too, which is why I think we as a group should hang out more often," suggested Laura.

„That sounds perfect, if you ask me," opined Marina.

Laura raised her hand to stroke Marina on the head and extolled, „You have such a big heart Marina." She pulled Marina towards her and they kissed to pass the time until Olivia was ready to go out grocery shopping. Somewhere in the middle of the making out, Marina slid her hand up Laura's shirt feeling the lust that almost broke her when Olivia made a sexual advance on her.


After a big nourishing dinner that Gustav cooked with skill and passion, everyone that attended the meal was exhausted. This was a mix of an intake of alcohol and frisky socializing, which enlivened and exulted their evening together so much, it drained them.

Marina would stay round and sleep in Laura's bed by her side, and feeling relaxed as if she could fall asleep at any moment. She was unaware that she had fallen asleep before Laura climbed into bed and turned off the light.

Marina dreamt about when Olivia attempted to seduce her by flaunting herself naked. This did make the situation and approach uncomfortable, but so tempting at the same time. The only difference this time was that a naked Olivia would crawl towards Marina, and corner her on the other side of the couch. Olivia used her arms to bar Marina from escaping who lay flat on her back, and looking nervously at Olivia.

With Olivia's face close to Marina's, Olivia smiled mischievously and dropped her lips onto Marina's, smothering her with furious lustful kisses. The weight of Olivia's head pinned Marina's head onto the couch, and hindered her from moving and breaking free. Not only was the force of Olivia's body on top of her that prevented Marina from breaking free, but also the sensuality and the fact that Marina's will to resist temptation had broken. Now she allowed herself to be kissed by Olivia, who she did admit was attractive in a very intimidating way.

„There, that wasn't so bad was it?" soothed Olivia, looking directly into Marina's eyes. Marina would willingly throw her arms on Olivia's velvety back and pull her in to kiss her. Olivia would stupefy in response and whisper seductively, „That's more like it Marina."

They both then proceeded to caress, kiss and touch their bodies, trying to find their erogenous zones, which would induce carnal pleasure. They would even practice different positions, which Marina knew from porno films, and had never experimented with Laura. These positions were more fetish and salacious, which fulfilled Marina's lustful desires and fantasies.

In the middle of fornication, Laura would walk in and looked surprised, but not angry with what she just saw. Instead, she looked amused and intrigued to join in, which both Olivia and Marina invited her to join. Laura swiftly stripped off her clothes and jumped in to take part in a threesome. Marina didn't feel jealous when she saw Laura and Olivia kissing, instead, it turned her on. It prompted her to self stimulate herself while she watched Laura and Olivia make out. Olivia would then boss Marina and order her to stimulate them and not herself as Marina obediently did so.

When their fornication concluded, and they just huddled and made out with each other, Marina immediately woke up and was in shock from what she dreamt about. She was sweating profusely, and she realized she was sitting on a wet patch. She looked to the side to see Laura lying sideways facing her, still asleep and undisturbed.

Marina slowly got herself out of bed, and secluded herself in the bathroom to reflect on her dream. She was obviously aroused from the threesome she dreamt about with Laura and Olivia, but at the same time really ashamed, ashamed to know that she lusts over other women. It was likely that if Laura had not interfered, then it would be more likely that Marina would give in to Olivia's seductive charm. This possibility troubled Marina deeply, and caused her to feel paranoid and feel resentment towards herself. She wanted to remain faithful to Laura, and she swore to herself in the mirror that she would never betray Laura, but that however was a question of another sexual advance or opportunity to avoid detection.

Marina clenched her fists, bit her bottom lip with her top-teeth, and glared into the mirror with scorn. „Get it together Marina, you're with Laura, you want no other girl; Laura is enough for you," growled Marina.

While glaring in the mirror for a long period of time, Marina was reminded of an old childhood habit, which involved her association with witchcraft. One of her old practices in witchcraft was scrying, which involved one person gazing into a mirror, or any object that emits reflection. Once the practitioner looks into the mirror, they stare at their own reflection and try to communicate to the other side, receive visions or just to exorcise bad thoughts.

On this occasion, instead of using a mirror to see her own reflection and inspect her appearance (like most people do), Marina used it for scrying.

It was at this moment of scrying was Marina perceiving her demons (or demon) that haunted her through childhood, but also tried to understand and coexist with them. When she did get together with Laura was she able to escape them, but with this psychological issue about dealing with lust, did it expose a weak point to intrude its way back into her subconscious.

Marina was determined to pull herself away from the mirror, and avert getting back into her old habit, but she was suspended in her own reflection to move a single muscle. Seeing her old self and disregarding what she really saw with her eyes. She was looking at the very demon that tainted her mind and soul. This demon would bring out the insecure and angry side of her, which would cause death and destruction, which was something she wanted to avoid.

Marina would not let the demon charm her into doing what she no longer felt it was necessary to do, Laura accepted her and so did other people who she distrusted at first. „Go away, you're not needed here. Laura is the one I need, not you, Laura gives me love, what do you give me? Nothing but pain and misery. You will not take me, you will not take from me and I will not let you take Laura. She's mine, all mine, no one can have her; not even you. If you come near me, I will kill you, I will eradicate you; and you'll be nothing but an oblivion. I need love not hate, I need help not harm, I need Laura and she needs me. I've known you, I've relied on you, but I don't need you anymore; it's time to say goodbye forever, goodbye past and hello future," asserted Marina, pulling herself away from the mirror and marching back to the bedroom, hoping Laura didn't wake up and noticed Marina wasn't by her side.

Marina snuck into Laura's bedroom to see her still sleeping on her side. She saw Laura had her arm out with her palm open. She stroked Laura's soft palm, and looked at her beautiful sleeping face.

„Sweet dreams Laura," whispered Marina lovingly, closing her eyes and trying to sleep.

To be continued...