Chapter 18: Epilogue
We keep moving forward, opening new doors, and doing new things, because we're curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.
- Walt Disney
Marina's Diary 27th of May 2017
Today will be the first time traveling to another country, which would be Berlin, the capital of Germany. This would be where Laura and I would be meeting James for the first, which we promised him we would try and visit him specially for his birthday.
Words cannot describe how excited I am. I have this rumbling sensation in my bowels, and I feel really energetic, and have the urge to smile and keep on smiling.
I share the experience with Laura as we wait at the airport, ready to board our plane. I sit in a window seat and watch the plane move, which intensifies my nerves and makes me want to throw up in fear. I squeeze Laura's hand for comfort as the plane moves incredibly fast, and eventually takes off.
When the plane was up in the air, I look outside the window and the world below got smaller and smaller, and I felt what it was like to fly. I enjoyed seeing a great wide view of the area, and see how everything moving or inanimate looked so small.
When we were up in the clouds, I started to feel my ears go funny, it felt like little bubbles were popping in my ear. It did feel amusing to have this feeling inside my ears, but it started to hurt, and that was when Laura gave me a sweet to stem the popping and aching.
As much as I admit I enjoyed the beautiful blue sky and fluffy clouds, I will admit that after a while it got boring, so there was a choice of films Laura and I could watch to pass the time.
Laura and I eventually arrived in Berlin, as we descended from the sky when the night darkened, and lights in the cabin flicked on. When the plane descended through the clouds, I could see tiny lights strewn out from below. It looked really beautiful, kind of like stars in the sky. The only difference was I could see a variety of color. The plane slowly reached the ground, and I begun to identify some of the landmarks that I knew from pictures of Berlin. I was already getting into the holiday spirit, and couldn't wait to get off the plane and explore the lively and colorful city with Laura.
Laura and I boarded a taxi, and we were surprised that the taxi driver spoke really good English. It was amusing to see Laura trying to communicate to the taxi driver in German, as she tried to read passages from a phrasebook she held in her hand. On the way, the driver gave us useful tourist information about Berlin, and a bit about the city culture. All these little details that the driver shared with us, aroused that feeling in my stomach. I didn't know how much of the excitement I could take.
The driver drove us to our hotel, which was the Berlin Marriott Hotel near Potsdamer Platz and the Brandenburg Gate. The hotel lobby was huge, with such an inviting atmosphere, with leather seating and polished wooden furniture. There were balconies that towered above us, as we looked up to see how high it reached, and how many rooms there were on the floors.
Once we checked in and were shown our room, we were astonished with how big and grand the room was. We had a kingsize bed, widescreen TV, mini bar and an ensuite bathroom furnished with shower and a Jacuzzi.
Since we were a little too exhausted to go out and explore the city, we decided to make ourselves comfy in our luxurious hotel room, and order room service.
After Laura and Marina had dined on room service with an excessive amount of ice cream for dessert, Laura decided to call her mum on FaceTime and let her know that her and Marina made it to Berlin safe.
„Everything is okay mum, we had quite a pleasant flight." ensured Laura smiling at her mum.
„That's great greenbean, I wish I was there in Berlin with you two," beamed Caroline.
„Well we didn't get much chance to explore the city. It's a little late at night, and we are feeling a little jet-lag," said Laura.
„Oh dear, well you two will be fine after a while… I'm really looking forward to having you back for Marina's birthday," smiled Caroline, sounding excited.
„Of course, just hope there will be no delays, and the weather will be good when we return… are the reservations confirmed?" asked Laura.
„They sure are, I think it's going to be such a turn out," anticipated Caroline.
„I bet it is, I just hope Marina will be able to handle it…" said Laura, as she was interrupted by Marina sneaking up behind her and tickling her ear with her hair, „Marina we do that in bed under the covers."
„Hi Marina," greeted Caroline, looking exulted to see her on camera.
„Hi Caroline," greeted Marina back, sounding just as jubilant and waving at the camera.
Marina then whispered into Laura's ear, which made Laura react with delight and friskiness. „After the call, we'll jump in the Jacuzzi okay?" offered Laura with a seductive smile on her face, as she tapped Marina's nose, which made her smile and back away from the camera.
„Anyway I think I should go. Marina's getting all excited, she might not be able to control herself much longer," announced Laura, taking glimpses at Marina looking impatient to try the Jacuzzi.
„Okay, love you greenbean," simpered Caroline.
„Love you too mum," responded Laura with a smile.
Laura ended the call, looked at Marina and they both rushed into the bathroom to have fun in the Jacuzzi.
Marina's Diary 28th of May 2017
Today is the day Laura and I will be meeting James for the first time ever, I'm so excited and so is Laura.
We had breakfast at the hotel, and we got dressed and adorned our appearances, making ourselves presentable. I was so nervous, I had butterflies in my stomach knowing I was going to be meeting this man, who Laura and I have been dying to finally meet, and we didn't know what kind of man he would turn out to be. We held our breath, held hands as we exited the room and made our way down to the lobby, where James would be waiting for us.
When we were down on the ground floor, we found a man, who was according to the description he gave us. He was sitting on one of the chairs in the lobby reading a book. He noticed us, as he turned his head and he lifted a delightful smile.
Judging on his appearance I assumed he was Italian, with his dark long hair, which he wore in a ponytail and done in a braid. He had thick eyebrows, which arched over his dark brown eyes. He had full lips, surrounded by neatly trimmed facial hair, and there were dark commissures at the side of his mouth when he smiled and approached us.
When he spoke, I assumed his accent to be British (he never did disclose his nationality to us). He did seem nervous, but also beaming at the same time.
We greeted him with a hug (enjoying the loving contact) and wished him happy birthday. After a short introduction and conversation, we headed out of the hotel to explore the city he was eager to show us.
Our first destination was Checkpoint Charlie, which he recommended we visit first, because it would be crowded with tourists if we arrived too late. We got an opportunity to have a photo taken of us and the two men who dressed as US border guards, which was another reason he recommended we arrived early.
Afterwards we went to see the Berlin Wall (what was left of it), Tiergarten, Brandenburg gate, Unter den Linden, Museum Island and we got a boat ride down the River Spree. I do have to say the way James gave us history lessons, as we visited these destinations were conveyed with such enthusiasm. His sentences were lengthy and loquacious, he even stuttered a little.
After the boat ride we settled down and had lunch in an outdoor cafe near Alexander Platz. During our lunch time at the cafe, it occurred to us that James did not have regular social interactions with other people, we did feel sorry for him, and asked him if he had any close friends in Berlin. He did tell us that he has a few friends, who he visits regularly, but he claimed he was busy most of the time and was really shy.
James did serve as our interpreter, as Laura would try and speak German to the waiter when she ordered. She would show pride when she was able to order something without switching to her mother tongue. I have to say what amused me about the coffee served in Berlin, was how my coffee was served with a little ice cream at the side of the mug, which I found really novelty; but sort of cute.
It thrilled me to know that James is also a fan of Genesis, which he revealed is his favorite band after Pink Floyd. He did admit he preferred Peter Gabriel's era of Genesis, but liked Phil Collins' era too.
James did receive a call in the middle of our conversation, which he claimed was from his mum, who called to wish him happy birthday. He did speak to his mother in English, and that's when my suspicion was confirmed that his first language is English, and he's probably of British nationality. It pleased me to know that he does have family, who may not live in the same country as him, but they still keep in contact with him.
One question I did ask James, which I thought he would be reluctant to answer, was if he had a girlfriend. He told me that he's only had one serious relationship, which lasted only for six months, and he hasn't been in a relationship for over 10 years. He even told me he intentionally avoided relationships, because he wanted to move to Germany. He said he was open for a relationship, but wasn't in a hurry.
After lunch, we did part ways, but promised to meet later to have dinner at the Fernsehturm (Television Tower). Laura and I had a rest at the hotel, then got dressed, and ready to meet James at the Fernsehturm. We dressed more elegantly and more suited for a restaurant, as we took a taxi to Alexander Platz (location of the Fernsehturm) fearing that the subway would be too cramped and stuffy.
We met James in front of the Alexanderplatz train station, which was close to the tower, and saw him patiently waiting for our arrival. He was looking neat and presentable, with casual smart clothes wearing a long sleeve red shirt, and tight black smart trousers.
We entered the Fernsehturm, and waited in the waiting room before going up the lift. Once we we reached the top, we found ourselves in a room with a lot of visitors, who were looking outside the sloped windows. I took the opportunity to look outside the window, and caught a magnificent view of the city, where the city looked just as lively and enchanting. There were scopes provided to get a closer look at the city below, and there were inscriptions about the history of Berlin, which could be read below the railing.
When it was time for dinner, we showed our VIP passes, which gave us permission to take the stairs and enter the posh and exquisite restaurant. We found our table and sat down, getting a good view outside the window while waiting for a server.
I got the feeling the place was slowly rotating, when I looked outside the window and saw the view was different. I even looked at the wall on my right and saw there was a counter and a man playing the piano.
The whole atmosphere and mood was setting in, and warmed up my heart, and I was smiling uncontrollably. We were eventually approached by a server and handed the menus, which were conveniently written in English.
Laura once again used her basic German skills to place her order, which the waiter understood and smiled at how articulate her pronunciation was. It did occur to me that James preferred not to announce to the waiter it was his birthday, mainly because he didn't want the attention, which I understood being the private person he was.
The food was expensive, but well worth its asking price, and we dined on our well cooked and prepared meals.
After dinner, we checked out and made our way to Schönefeld airport, where James escorted us. He gave me my birthday present, which was gift wrapped in red paper. I thanked him for the thoughtful gift, as I embraced and kissed him and Laura did the same, before both Laura and I boarded the plane to San José, California.
Marina's Diary 29th of May 2017
After a good night's sleep on the flight back to California, we woke up finding ourselves in San José. We had Caroline pick us up at the airport, where she embraced me and wished me happy birthday.
Laura and I did take the time to visit my foster parents (David and Courtney Mills), who I don't see much of, mainly because they do overtime with their work just to make a living. Our visit was short, but welcoming, as we knew that they were about to get ready for work.
Laura left me at my dorm to prepare myself for my birthday dinner, where I chose to wear a long silk crimson dress with a black pattern. I tied my hair in a braid, wore spike earrings and a stainless steel pendant around my neck (which James got me for my birthday). Laura would come and collect me, and I saw she wore the same black dress she wore for her birthday last year.
Laura and I travelled to the same restaurant where Laura had her birthday dinner (the one I wasn't invited to), which had the same nostalgic vibe to it. It almost felt like I was going back in time, where Laura decided to invite me to her birthday dinner, except I knew that it was my birthday. This was where I would be the center of attention.
Together Laura and I walked up the stairs, as she held my hand tight. My heart was pounding and my appetite for dinner was diminishing. I knew that the guests who I invited to the party were expecting me, and ready to greet me upon my arrival. I invited all of Laura's friends, even her mother and her ex Tyler, who claimed he was over Laura; and was willing to come to my birthday party. I even invited Olivia's new boyfriend Jeremy, who made advances on Olivia with his comical and eccentric personality. He could do many impressions, one of them being Donald Duck and he could do various British accents, since he's half British. I also invited Tyler's new girlfriend Melissa, who was surprised, but also flattered to know that I sent her an invitation.
I also invited Caroline's new boyfriend "Salim", who has recently moved in with her. Over the weeks when their relationship went official, him and I became close and more bonding. I still wonder if there is a connection between us, as we both have jet-black hair and a resembling smile. He did one time gaze into my eyes and noticed how familiar I was to him, he said to me that I reminded him of someone, and I wondered who that someone was.
Laura encouraged me to walk into the restaurant where I would be cordially greeted with a thundering applause. I froze on the spot, gasped, laughed and cried feeling so loved, I could collapse to the floor or shy away in embarrassment. Instead, I wiped the tears of joy from eyes and covered my ebullient smile with my hand.
Each guest approached me to embrace me and wish me happy birthday. Even Jeremy and Melissa, who I didn't know well, but showed their appreciation and gratitude for an invitation. Jeremy complimented me how beautiful I look, and shared with me a joke which made me laugh. Melissa was quite shy when she approached me, she too was astonished by my beauty and that I was the same height as her. She threw her arms around me, and pressed herself into me, confirming how gentle and fragile she is. Her beauty overwhelmed me too, as I gave into my urge to kiss both of her cheeks.
Salim greeted me with the touching of shoulders and a kiss on each cheek, which is traditionally an Arabic greeting, as I assumed he was Arabic, Persian or some other Middle Eastern ethnicity.
We started the evening by taking selfies, we even asked a waiter to take a photo of all of us, then we uploaded them on Facebook.
The dinner party was lively and boisterous, which didn't seem to bother the other customers, who were just having dinner. They knew it was a birthday dinner, so they were being tolerant of the loud and rambunctiousness activity going on.
It pleased me to see Olivia so happy, sitting next to her boyfriend and holding his hand. I did notice the vertical scar on her arm, which was from her failed suicide attempt, and had healed well over the months. I even seen Jeremy whisper into her ear, which made her laugh and nudge him derisively. Tyler didn't seem disturbed knowing that Laura was there, as it seemed he was happy, knowing that I was with Laura and he was happy with his new relationship.
The food pretty much had the same quality like at the Fernsehturm in Berlin, very well cooked and well garnished. It's no wonder why Laura chose this restaurant, good food and good service, and a wonderful flamboyant scenery with a view of the ocean outside.
After the main course, the cake was brought out, which had lit candles on top with a witch figurine on top. Obviously this was to add humor to my former association with witchcraft. I struggled to get air into my lungs, as the cake was placed in front of me. I was overwhelmed with flattery. It took me two draws of breath to blow out all the candles and receive applause.
We had cake along with a glass of wine, where I would be honored and revered with testimonies from my guests. The testimonies made me feel so loved and respected, and convinced me that my life really does matter. It was kind of the like the final scene of „It's a Wonderful Life" where Jimmy Stewart realizes how much of a life changing impact he made on everyone who knew him. From that moment on, I smiled amorously and proudly about the people who I made happy, and also made me happy. Although they initially ignored me and wanted nothing to do with me, they were now praising me for the person I was and who I became. When it's their birthday, I would prepare to give them a testimony with how they effected and impacted my life. For now, it was my birthday, and I would allow them to give me all the love and appreciation they could bestow me as the friends I knew were mine.
„Is everything okay Tyler?" asked Marina, looking at him standing alone outside the entrance of the restaurant, „Where's Melissa?"
Tyler turned to see Marina with Laura and Caroline and answered, „She's in the bathroom, I think she drank too much fluid."
„Oh okay, are you okay getting back safe?" asked Marina.
„Yeah all is good. Thank you for inviting me to your party, it was really nice of you," thanked Tyler gratefully.
„My pleasure Tyler, have a safe journey home with Melissa," responded Marina.
„Thank you, have a safe journey too," smiled Tyler, as Marina smiled too. They hugged and parted ways. Marina walked back to Laura and Laura approached Tyler.
„Tyler… I just wanted to let you know that... I'm happy you're with Melissa," revealed Laura openly.
„Thank you Laura, I'm happy you are happy, and that Marina is happy with you," acknowledged Tyler.
„Well good luck Tyler with your medical studies. I hope you graduate and have a bright future," wished Laura.
„Thank you Laura, good luck getting your psychology degree," responded Tyler. After a pause and an exchange of smiles, Tyler took out his phone, opened up Laura's profile and requested, „Could you do me one little favor?"
„Sure Tyler, what is it?" asked Laura with alacrity.
Tyler pressed on the drop down menu, where the „unfriend" option was displayed and asked, „Could you unfriend me please?"
Laura took the phone from Tyler, saw the „unfriend" option and wondered, „Tyler are you sure? You don't have to do this."
„Please Laura, don't take it personal. What we had as a couple was a beautiful thing, but it's time to move on and get on with our lives," asserted Tyler.
„We can still be friends," objected Laura with a frown.
„We are friends, we are friends at heart and in memory. We don't need to flaunt our friendship on social media to prove it. I'm with Melissa now. We both have a future together, but as for us, we're going separate ways. We are doing ourselves a favor by focusing on our careers and not the friendship that we must work hard to maintain," lectured Tyler.
Laura dropped her frown and smiled, understanding Tyler's point of view. „You're right Tyler," conceded Laura, „We will always be friends, but it's time to look to future, and not dwell in the past." Laura clicked on the „unfriend" option and was officially off Tyler's friends list. Laura and Tyler took time to let it settle in, before they smiled at each other and warmly hugged, feeling sentimental and knowing this was goodbye.
Tyler watched Laura take her leave with Marina and Caroline, while Melissa grabbed hold of Tyler's arm and leant her head against his shoulder.
„How about a beach walk?" proposed Melissa.
„You know what, I was thinking the same thing," accepted Tyler, smiling with relief and optimism.
Melissa and Tyler went on a beach walk, where it was still dark, but there was dim light to guide them. Melissa got a call, and Tyler suggested she takes it, which she agreed to and distanced herself to take the call.
While Tyler was in his own private space with his girlfriend not far from him, he took out the conch that he had in his pocket. This was the last thing that connected him to Laura, and he vowed to get rid of it when the time came to let Laura go.
Seeing Laura again didn't stir up any past romantic feelings for her, or give him a pang, which would confirm that he still isn't over her. The sight of Laura no longer bothered him, he wasn't resentful towards her and he just saw her as any other girl he encountered in his life.
Reflecting on his reunion with Laura while holding the conch firmly in his hand, he looked down and stared at what brought him and Laura together. Tyler smiled and whispered, „Goodbye Laura." He threw the conch into the air and watched it splash into the water. From that moment on, he was completely free of Laura and could finally get on with his life.
Melissa ended her call, as Tyler walked happily towards her, took her hand and they continued their beach walk together.
Project Werther: Werther Finds Peace
They do say, „Time heals all wounds" which it does, just because you are sad doesn't mean you wont be happy again, and because you are happy doesn't mean it will last forever. Our own psychology is shaped by the type of upbringing we had, and what experiences we've lived through. Just because I've studied psychology and am knowledgeable in the subject, doesn't mean I have the answers or the perfect solution to get over heartbreak, but I've lived long enough to know how it feels.
People who have suffered from heartbreak would be desperate to be relieved of the pain, but that desperation is a problem also. They should know that it will hurt as long as it has to. Not every single day will they cerebrating on the pain, they will have moments where they feel fresh and they can focus on other matters.
Like my subject Marina, who I have been monitoring and assessing her behavioral pattern. How she reacts to new experiences, and if she can overcome her initial psychological problems. I have contributed into helping her learn social skills and getting her to mix with other people, which has been a success and a highlight of this project.
However, there were times when past troubles came back to haunt her, which she couldn't help but mourn about them. Any other person would say, „Get over it", but that's not always the case when they are not the ones suffering. I learnt that it's normal and completely healthy to express your emotions and convey them, rather than bottle them up inside and feign a fake persona in front of your peers.
Unfortunately it can be very hard to divulge to those who want to help you, because you are afraid they might think of you differently, and your reputation with them might be tarnished. There should be no pressuring into getting that person to talk, it must be at the right time when they are comfortable and confident to reveal their problems.
Marina has been through hell and living a dark secret, but she valiantly and determinedly fought through it, and found peace. Now that she has found happiness and purpose, I have made her aware that there will be difficult times, which require patience and effort. I've even told her that people will let her down sometimes, even those who she trusted. There are some that will never be worth her patience or time, and she must not let those people consume her life.
I will be there, as a loyal companion to guide her and support her, and I'm sure there'll be times when I need her to guide and support me.
We are all human at the end of the day, who require the help and support from others from time to time. There is just so much you can learn from another person, just by communicating and learning about their past experiences, which can inspire us to become a stronger person. I learned from Marina, and got a different perspective and insight about myself. I realized when I didn't invite Marina to my birthday party on the basis I didn't know her well, did I feel guilty and selfish for my decision and course of action. From there on, I realized that we are all a little selfish, and that is something we mustn't be condemned or condemn ourselves for. I was just someone who wanted to help her, but my own indulgence for pleasure and accomplishment clouded my better judgement, which could have averted the pain I unintentionally caused her. I only wanted her to understand, that I didn't mean to hurt her, and that I had my own reasons for doing what I did. In the end, Marina forgave me and I forgave her, and we both pursued a friendship; and in time, we became soul mates.
The story which this project is based on „The Sorrows of Young Werther" goes to show that Werther was just like anyone who was tragically destroyed by love. Love is a wonderful fuzzy feeling, but is also a very dangerous and self destructive feeling, should the odds not be in their favor.
Werther never asked for this feeling, nor was he actively looking for love, he just fell in love with a beautiful and fervent woman named "Lotte" (AKA Charlotte), who he knew was already betrothed to another man. This didn't stop Werther's growing feelings for Lotte, which became obsession and eventually escalated into madness. The pain of never being able to have Lotte's love, drove him to take his own life.
We do question Werther for being persistent in trying to win Lotte's heart, and causing problems in her relationship with her fiancee. Even though we're not suppose to condone Werther's actions and behavior, we are however suppose to understand his feelings, and why he was motivated to do what he did. We may even question Lotte for being responsible for Werther's death, by being over-friendly, or even misleading him along the path of their acquaintanceship.
The way I see it, Werther wasn't bad for wanting Lotte, and Lotte wasn't bad for just wanting to maintain a friendship with Werther, who she admired and valued as a friend. When it comes down to it, both Werther and Lotte were victims of circumstance, and neither should be condemned.
Marina is portrayed as my Werther in my case study and I'm portrayed as her Lotte. It was my duty and mission to help this Werther find happiness, and an appetite for life again. I would help her understand her true potential, and purpose for being in this arduous and convoluted world. I am proud to say I have accomplished in taking my Werther under my wing, and brought out the best in her. In other words, I gave the story a happy ending.
I will end this project by saying, „You only live once, cherish it and use all the time you are given to live your life to the fullest. Because it will eventually come to an end, when you have to leave this world." If I must add one thing, it would be, „Love may have both a positive and negative impact, but you should embrace the feeling, for the fervor and ardor it brings you."
Marina's Diary 6th of June 2017
Laura's project, Project Werther, has been nominated for the annual award ceremony. We both attended the ceremony, and held hands when the nominations were announced for best case study. When the announcer on the stage pulled out the card out of the envelope, our hearts beat rapidly.
The winner was announced and the winner was Laura, which struck Laura and I like a bolt of lightning, and I was elated for my girlfriend's accomplishment. Before Laura stood up, we kissed and she took the stage to give her victory speech.
Laura walked on stage and collected her award, then proceeded to talk into the microphone. She was in tears and was lost for words when she tried to convey her emotions, and improvise a speech on the spot. After she allayed her crying and let the shock of winning soak in, she begun to speak to the audience and share her feelings about winning the award.
Laura had her eyes mostly fixed on me, as I smiled to encourage and embolden her. I was convinced she wouldn't have been able to muster the courage or handle the pressure without my presence.
I would receive a honorable mention for being the main inspiration for her writing the project, and that she couldn't have done it without me. I felt like I could cry again, but remained speechless and thankful for the acknowledgment my lover gave me.
When the award ceremony was over, and the attendees were outside having a conversation with one another. I just sat on my own on a bench while Laura was talking with someone, who I assumed was a professional in the field of psychology. I watched my girlfriend receive a contact card and a departing handshake, as she turned her attention to me. She walked up to me contently with that heartwarming smile I always had the pleasure of viewing, with her lips stretching wide into a sheen, and her cheeks protruded with a twinkle in her eyes. She offered me her hand, which I fervently took and stood up. We kissed for celebration, and reflected on the tension we both shared before the winner was announced. Once we were done kissing and talking about the victory I shared with Laura, I was ready to walk with her holding my hand.
I didn't know where Laura was taking me, as she didn't say what our plans were after the award ceremony. To be honest, I did not want to know, I wanted it to be a surprise.
As I walked holding Laura's gentle soft, slender hand, I pondered about what the future holds for us as a couple. I smiled at the thought of all the wonderful things that were to come, and what I had planned for our future.
I can't wait for our first anniversary, it's got to be better than Valentine's Day and my birthday combined. How I was going to achieve that, I did not know, but I should think of something in time.
I was even thinking about the possibility of getting married, maybe get married in Masuria, Poland, which should be a real fairytale of a place to have a wedding. Maybe Laura and I should have children together, maybe two girls. Together we would prove ourselves to be loving mothers, who will give our children a magical childhood, and a prosperous future as adults. This little daydream exhilarated me so much, I lost track of time and the realization I was still walking with my hand in Laura's.
Maybe it's more appropriate to think how this day will end, maybe we will go out to dinner with Caroline to celebrate Laura's victory, and the promising and ambiguous career that will follow. We'll end the day by doing what we love the most, getting dressed in our night clothes, climb into bed and snuggle together with such vehemency and passion for our warmth and intimacy. We will kiss each other goodnight and get our beauty sleep, then we will wake up to a new day.
Whatever the future brings us, is full of surprises and goals we hope to achieve. The endless kisses we will have, the amount of fun we'll have, and the chance to grow old together and leave the world; knowing we lived a happy life together.
Which direction do we go from here? That is a question that only I myself can answer. That direction is forward, not backwards, otherwise we'll go nowhere but backwards, back into the hell we escaped. Just forward, upwards and onwards as the loving couple we are, Laura and Marina. Always and forever we live our life together as „Laurina".
The End
