Re:zero doesn't belong to me.
Wow it is so freaking hard to write while going to class and stuff. Well this is the end of the past 3 cliffhangers. Lol enjoy.
"HOW DARE YOU!?" yelled Rem at the sister that just betrayed her trust
Ram was staring at Rem with her eyes wide open unable to give her an answer.
"how dare you pretend to be me and try to sleep with 'MY' fiancé!?" said Rem glaring at her big sister
"he told you?" asked Ram with a hand on her cheek
"you're well aware that he tells me everything. Now tell why did you do it?"
ram looked down, very ashamed of what she did last night.
Rem then hit the table making everything on it shake "look at me when I'm talking to you!" Rem ordered
Ram looked up now glaring at Rem because of the way Rem was talking at her "YES!. I tried to sleep with Barusu"
Rem opened her eyes wide when she heard Ram actually admitting it.
"and you want to know 'WHY' I did it?... because I got tired of you always bragging about him"
"bragging?" asked Rem confused
"yeah that's right, bragging about how perfect and happy you are with him all the time. 'nee-sama, nee-sama Subaru-sama threats me so good, nee-sama, nee-sama Subaru-sama wants to be with me forever, nee-sama, nee-sama Subaru-sama is sooooo good in bed, nee-sama, nee-sama Subaru-'KUN' proposed and gave me this beautiful ring" said Ram imitating Rem while glaring at her
Rem was surprised because she didn't know that her sister felt this way about her relationship with Subaru "I thought you were happy for me"
"I was at first but then the more you talked about him the more I kept thinking of what should had happened"
"of that should had happened?"
Ram then glared into her sister's eyes making sure she listened to what she was about to say "Basuru should had chosen me instead of you"
Ram's words resonated in Rem's ears like a huge eco in a cave.
Ram saw Rem shock face and smiled "that's right, he should had chosen me. I was the head maid of Roswal mansion which clearly means that I'm better than yo….."
*slap*
With tears in her eyes Rem slapped Ram again but this time it was to make her stop talking "how can you say that?"
"I know what I'm saying…" she then put her hand on her cheek "just like I know that if it was Emilia-sama the one who tried to sleep with Basuru you wouldn't do anything about it"
Rem got surprised that she mentioned Emilia in their conversation
"yeah, that's right, I know about that too, do you think I hadn't noticed the way she looks at him, that's why I know that if she would had done it you wouldn't do anything about it because you know you can't put a hand on her"
"YOU'RE WRONG!" yelled Rem
"in which part?"
"you want to know why I am hitting you and why I wouldn't do it to Emilia-sama"
"why?" asked Ram glaring at Rem
"because I would had expected that from her, NOT FROM MY OWN SISTER" yelled Rem with tears coming out of her eyes
Ram opened her eyes wide watching her sister cry.
"I admired you ….i wanted to be like you…..i trusted you more than anyone else in the world, if I have anyone to tell my hopes and dreams that was you…" more tears kept coming out "I loved you…."
Ram could only stare at her sister while she watched their relation be destroyed in front her own eyes
"and when I found someone special, I wanted you to know about it … I wanted you to be proud of me, to be happy for me!…. " Rem started to wipe her tears as they were falling " I got engaged and I wanted you to be the first one to know about it"
Ram hearts was beating so hard that she thought that her chest was going to explode, but then she saw how Rem wiped her tears for the last time and then saw how Rem gave her a look, a look so full of hate and rage that she thought Rem was going to try to kill her right there where she was, but what she said next, for Ram was worse than the very death.
"I hate you Ram….."
Ram felt like her heart just stopped upon hearing those words coming out of the one person she treasured the most. Time froze for Ram in an infinite moment where the only thing she could see and hear was her worst nightmare. Her little sister hating her. one second felt like a life time, two seconds like an eternity. Time didn't move again for Ram until Rem moved again.
Rem turned around and started walking away while Ram just stood there like statue. Tears started falling from Ram's face, tears that felt like blood because on that moment she could feel like her own soul was crying in regret.
A hour later, Subaru was starting to wake up, he sat up and started thinking what was it that happened to him. But then he remembered. He remembered Rem's rage and how she was going to go out and look for Ram.
Subaru quickly got off from the bed and went out looking for any of the twins because he knew that there was going to be trouble with the both of them. Subaru was walking from hallway to hallway until he thought of going to the kitchen.
Subaru was walking towards the kitchen when suddenly he could here like someone was crying, as soonest he heard that he started running. When he finally arrived the only person that he found there was the pink haired twin crying her eyes out on the kitchen table.
"Ram?..." said Subaru walking towards her.
Ram quickly raised her head to look who said her name. Subaru could tell that she had been crying for a while because of her blood shot red eyes and the marks on her left cheek was telling him that what he was trying to prevent earlier already happened.
Ram got up from her sit and ran toward Subaru "BASURU!.." she shouted while burying her face into his chest.
Subaru hugged her and tried to calm her down "Ram what happened? Did Rem do this to you?"
Ram looked up with tears in her eyes "Basuru… I messed up….. i said stuff that I shouldn't had to Rem….. I made the problem even worse and now Rem…..hates me"
"what happened?"
Ram then told him about her discussion with Rem except for the part when she said that she should had been the one picked by him.
"I understand now, I know what do" said subaru as he tried to leave.
Ram pulled his shirt and looked at him in the eyed "what…..what are you going to do?" she said still crying.
Subaru smiled and started petting her head "I going to talk to her, for now go to your room and rest, no one should see you like this. Okay"
Ram wiped her tears and nodded. Subaru smiled before leaving the kitchen to go find Rem.
Minutes later Subaru found Rem sitting in the garden with her hand covering her face clearly crying. Subaru got close to her but she was so deep in her sadness that she didn't even noticed him when his stood in from of her. Subaru kneeled down in front of her and took her hands off her face so she could see him. Rem screamed his name as threw herself at him crying her eyes out in his chest.
Subaru took Rem's hand and guided her to his room, he sat down in the middle of the bed with the head board behind him, Rem lied down between his legs and rested her head in one of his thigh while pulling his shirt to her face.
Subaru started caressing her head while she was still crying "do you want to talk about it?" asked Subaru
"what did she told you?... I can smell her on you so I know you saw her first" said Rem while wiping her tears.
Subaru then told her everything Ram said to him, Rem heard his version of the story and knew that Ram cut one part of it so she decided not to tell him either.
"Rem, you broke her heart you know, you said something she never wanted to hear from you"
"are you defending her!?" said Rem in angry tone "after what she did?"
"I'm not defending anyone, I just don't want you two fighting anymore"
"so what? Do you want me to pretend that nothing happened? SHE JUST TRIED TO SLEEP WITH MY FIANCE!, how can I forget that?"
"I'm not saying that what she did was right, but…."
"she deserves my hate after what she did" Rem interrupted him
"yeah but…do you hate her?"
"of course i…."
Subaru then held her hand tight stopping what she was about to say "I mean truly hate her?"
For a moment Rem stayed in silence feeling Subaru's fingers go through her hair.
"you know I can never hate her … I'm just very mad at her for what she did"
"and you should be, that's a normal reaction to what happened"
"….. do you want me to forget what happened?" she said while wiping her tears
"I want you to forgive your sister for a mistake she did"
"but how can I do that?"
"let me ask you something. Do you think that I can forgive someone that tried to kill me?"
"what? Of course not, that unforgivable"
Subaru smiled "but I did"
Rem looked up totally surprised "did someone tried to kill you!?"
Subaru smiled and pointed at her "you tried to kill. You tried to kill me many times and you know what I did? I forgave you the second after you did, EVERY TIME you did"
Rem blushed out of embarrassment because she never gave it to much thought, she was going to marry a guy she tried to kill many times. Rem rested her head again on his thigh
"I'm sorry….." she said in a sad tone
Subaru smiled "it is okay I forgave you a long time ago" he said while caressing her head.
They stayed in silence for a while but Subaru still had one question that he needed to ask her.
"are you going to forgive your sister?"
"…. I need time"
"it is okay I understand" said Subaru with a smile on his face.
After an hour of crying and sad moaning, Rem fell asleep on Subaru's lap while he was consoling her. Subaru was caressing her head while watching her sleep feeling both happy and sad for her. happy because she looked cute and adorable in her sleep while she was clinging on his shirt and sad because her pretty eyes were irritated for crying so much. While Subaru was making her as comfortable as possible, he heard the door of his room open very slowly.
When he looked to see who it was he noticed Emilia entering quietly in the room.
"Subaru?" said Emilia eyeing Rem with her head on his lap.
Subaru just smiled and put a finger across his lips letting her know that Rem was asleep and she need it to be quiet.
Emilia nodded "what happened?" she asked in a low voice.
"I can't get into details but she kind of had a big fight with her sister"
Emilia got surprised but then she thought that that must be why she hadn't see Ram all day either.
"is she okay" asked Emilia
"yes, she will be fine, my Rem is a strong girl" he said with a smile while stroking Rem's hair
Emilia stared at Rem and noticed that her eyes looked like she been crying a lot, but what really caught her attention was the position that Rem was, because she was between his leg holding his shirt tight clinging into him.
"she must really like you to attach herself to you like that" said Emilia while blushing.
Subaru smiled "Rem is very important to me, we been taking care of each other for a while now, so I guess we grew a lot closer"
Emilia surprised to hear him say that "how…how important is she to you?" asked Emilia nervously really wanting to hear his answer.
"Rem is pretty much family to me" he said with a smiled on his face and then he looked at Emilia "not much different than how I see you, Roswal, Ram, Beatrice and Puck. I consider you all part of my family"
Emilia's face got all red and then she looked away in embarrassment "don't say stuff so embarrassing just like that"
"hehehehe you are pretty cute when you are embarrassed too"
Emilia's face got even redder and then tried to change the subject "anyway. Are you going to see us for dinner?"
"I don't think so, I rather stay here and take care of her until she wakes up"
"oh… okay. Well I guess I'll see you tomorrow then" said Emilia a little sad
Subaru smiled "see you tomorrow Emilia-tan"
Emilia just smiled Right before she turned around and walked out the door.
Minutes later after Emilia exited the room Rem began to wake. When she opened her eyes the first thing she noticed was the warm feeling of Subaru's hand on her head, at that moment Rem looked up and saw Subaru smiling at her.
"hello sleeping beauty" said Subaru
Rem smiled a little before moving up to sit on Subaru's lap and give him a passionate kiss.
"how are you feeling?" asked Subaru blushing after the kiss.
"very much relax thanks to you" said Rem smiling at him.
"good to know that I was of some help"
"you will always be useful to me, my love" said Rem in a seductive tone "in many, many ways"
Subaru's face suddenly got all red, which made Rem to giggled very cutely.
"well…. Is getting kind of late, do you want to go and rest in your own roo…"
"NO!" said Rem aloud with a serious face "if Rem learned something from last night is that Rem shouldn't sleep far from you ever again" she said very determined to stay.
"I can't win when you get like this, and is not like I could sleep much without you either last night"
Rem smiled right before she started undressing herself. Subaru started doing the same until the both of them were in the underwear. They got under the sheets and cuddle up together.
Rem buried her face in Subaru's bare chest feeling the warmth of his body and let out a peaceful sigh "mmmmhhhh Rem don't think she can sleep without you ever again"
"hehehe me neither"
Subaru and Rem entwined their legs and cuddled up closer before wishing goodnight to each other and falling to sleep
Do to the amount of work that I was dropped this week, I will not be able to work on 'please understand me'. One of my teacher just drop a 6 months project animation so you can have an idea of how busy I will be from now on. However, if some of you noticed, I took down my other stories, that's because I'm fixing the 'gotta go back' to normal writing and fixing the broken English that was there. So starting next week I will be posting a fixed chapters EVERY Friday starting from 'the forgotten prediction' that my friend 'Redlikeroses7' fixed for me. This doesn't mean that I'm forgetting about 'please understand me' is just I will just have less time to work on it, so that means that one random Friday you might be getting the next chapter for 'please understand me' instead of a fixed chapter. Well see you next week guys, thank you
