Re:zero doesn't belong to me

Hahahahaha, well hello guys it's been a little while, if you want to know why I'm laughing is because of your reviews of the last chapter. Lmfao. I understand that the chapter was a little too graphic for some of you, however what really made me laugh was the fact that some people stopped following the story hahahahah I guess it was too much for them.

'kaizzi' thank you for your many many reviews in both 'please understand me' and 'gotta go back' I'm glad that you like both stories that much.

'tetsuki' I'm sorry but it is what it is lol don't worry a few lemons should make you feel better lol.

'MasterOfSoul' I see that you are really into the story hahahaha trust me it wasn't easy to write the chapter thinking as Betelgeuse. Btw thank you for the support in my school stuff I really appreciate.

There was a 'guest' who said that the chapter even made him or her vomit lol yeah yeah it was hard to read. Thank for the review

There was another 'guest' a couple of chapters back who predicted a few things. Out everything your predicted only 2 are right but I can assure you that they are not the ones you want. You will see.

'hazard1122' it really is.

'RemxEmilia' so when go back to read the story again just for fun you just going to skip chapter 34? lol

'reviewerR524' don't worry there is not going to be something as gory for a while, so it will be fine.

'I sure did' I really like your review and don't worry you didn't offended me in anyway, it was a very sick chapter so I was waiting for reviews like that, also i wanted to tell you that I'm not that great, remember that English is not my first language so I always make mistakes and misspelling every now and then without realizing it, and for some reason people still manage to read and enjoy my story, so I believe that you can do it just like I did. When I first started writing this story I didn't even expect it to be in the top 50s but look at it now. FIRST PLACE IN REVIEWS IN ALL RE:ZERO CATEGORIES. I'm so proud of that and also really happy that you guys like it so much, so I thank you and everyone that is reading this story and I hope that you continue reading and really feel satisfied with the ending which is still months from now lol. Thanks a lot.

Well I'm sorry if I made some people sick with the last chapter but I'm also glad that you are really into characters, I wasn't sure I really caused that sense of attachment with my story so is good to know that I'm doing something right

With all that said here is the new chapter, enjoy!.


"mmmhh ….mhhhh… .mjjjjj…..mhhhh" was Rem happily humming while brushing her hair in the bathroom.

While she was brushing her hair, Rem was looking at herself in the mirror as she was just wearing her underwear. Rem smiled at herself, proud of what she was looking at. Rem wasn't much for vanity but what Subaru had been doing with her was making her proud of herself and her body. Subaru was making her feel confidence of herself and also making her feel sexy. For a whole month, Subaru had been touching her, feeling her, and loving her every day and night, and the night before wasn't an exception.

Rem was feeling attractive while she was looking at herself in the mirror but in the middle of checking herself out and trying some sexy poses that she was planning on using on her beloved later, a thought came through her mind.

She had been making love with Subaru practically everyday for a month now, even during that week that her period kicked in they didn't stop.

"shouldn't Rem be pregnant by now?" thought Rem while brushing her hair. "well, if I was I would know already" Rem then put a hand on her belly and smiled "it should be any day now" she said in a sweet low tone.

Rem really wanted to have a baby, his baby, she wanted the family he told her about he saw in their future.

Rem wanted to make that family with Subaru so badly that she had been making sure that Subaru would let out his seed inside of her each and every time they make love.

Rem then looked at herself in the mirror and smiled as she continued brushing her hair, picturing how wonderful it will be when she finally gets to brush her children's hair.

Rem smiled at the wonderful thought but suddenly…

(LOUD GASP)

Rem heard a loud gasp coming from the room, she quickly put the brush down and went to the room, but got surprised and confused of what she saw.

Subaru was breathing heavily looking forward staring into the empty but what got Rem really confused was the fact that Subaru was touching and grabbing his chest as if he was looking for something, as if he was supposed to have something in his front of him.

"Subaru-kun?..." said Rem worried as she slowly walked towards him.

Subaru flinched when he heard her voice and slowly turned his head. Subaru looked at Rem approaching him, but the moment he saw her, tears started coming out of his eyes.

Subaru covered his face with his hands and started crying, he didn't want Rem to see him like that, but he couldn't hold it in.

"Subaru!?..." said Rem aloud quickly rushing towards him, Rem hugged Subaru as soonest she sat next to him to try to calm him down, however, the moment his touched him something got in her nose, something that surprised her and made her open her eyes wide.

Subaru reeked of the witch of jealousy, her smell was all over Subaru which only could mean one thing.

"I ….. I can't….. I can't do this anymore" said Subaru between his cries.

Rem hugged him tighter "calm down Subaru…. please" said Rem as she slowly uncovered his face and made him look at her "you saw something didn't you? something is about to happen again in the future, right?" asked Rem looking in to his eyes

Subaru looked at Rem in the eyes, the same eyes that to him just a moment ago went lifeless after her life and future were literally rip out of her. Subaru looked away from Rem the guilt and shame of how he wasn't strong enough to protect her made him think that he wasn't worthy to even look at her.

Rem noticed that shame in his eyes as he looked away, it was almost as if he was afraid to tell her, which leaded Rem to think only one thing.

Rem put both hands on his face and made him looked at her again "Rem is going ….to die, isn't she?" said Rem nervously.

Subaru slowly wrapped his arms around Rem and put his face on her chest "I won't allow that" he said as he felt how the tears were coming back.

Rem hugged Subaru's head and started caressing his hair and let him cry on her chest "sshhh shhh is okay " she said softly as she started to lie down with him "it is okay Subaru-kun" she softly said in his ear.

Subaru continued crying letting out all his sadness and frustration out.


Minutes later, Subaru calmed down as his felt that hand of his beloved playing with his hair.

"I'm sorry Rem… I never wanted you to see me like that" said Subaru as he looked up to her face

Rem put a hand on his cheek and gave him a small kiss on the lips "Rem is here to support you and care for you in everything you need my love"

"… I love you Rem" said Subaru before he gave her a passionate kiss

Subaru sat up next to Rem and help her sit up as well.

"are you going to tell me what is going to happen?" asked Rem

Subaru nodded "I saw two ways of how things could end up"

"two ways? You mean that you have seen your death twice already?" asked Rem worried.

Subaru nodded again "the second time I hid some stuff from you to protect you and Ram but I'm going to tell you everything time"

"to protect me and nee-sama from what" asked Rem confused

"listen and you will understand"

Rem nodded

Subaru took a big breath and sighed "today we are going to receive a letter from Ram saying that she, Roswal and Emilia are going to be in the capital very soon and that they would like to see us there"

Rem nodded "we are going to the capital?"

"yes, but listen up to what I'm going to tell you now because this is how things ended up the first time" Subaru looked down really not wanting to tell her what happened "the first day that we arrived to the capital apparently you told Ram about how we been loving each other during the night"

Rem blushed

"that made Ram jealous and made her want to know how did it feel like to be love by someone like me…. So that first night she made sure that you would sleep in another room so that she could sneak into my room and… pretend to be you" said Subaru a little embarrass

"nee-sama tried to sleep with you!?" said Rem aloud sounding a little angry.

"she tried but I noticed something was wrong when she kissed me so I stopped it right away"

"nee-sama tried to sleep with my fiancée?" asked Rem angrily

"in the first way yes, yes she did, I told you right away what happened the night before and that leaded to you and Ram to have a huge fight….. you told Ram that you hated her and that almost destroyed her"

Rem got surprised "did I really said that to nee-sama?"

Subaru nodded "you were really mad at her and in the heat of the moment you let out all your anger"

Rem looked down and started thinking of how angry she would be if her sister really tried to sleep with her beloved Subaru.

"Emilia, Roswal and Ram left that capital after a week, but since I didn't like seeing you and Ram fighting I forced you to apologize to Ram…. But.."

"but what? I didn't want to apologize or something?" asked Rem

"no is wasn't that... the thing is that in our way to Roswal's mansion we got attacked" Subaru then suddenly got really serious "by the white whale"

Rem opened her eyes wide "by the whale!?"

"yes and it is very obvious how that ended up" said Subaru trying to forget how he and Rem were eaten by the whale and died in its stomach

Rem noticed the pain and sorrow in Subaru's voice and put a hand on his cheek "it is okay Subaru-kun, Rem is here now" she said with a smile

Subaru smiled a little and kiss Rem's hand making her blush "well that was the first time I saw our first death"

"what happened in the second time?"

"the second time I woke up here just like now, I immediately looked for you in the bathroom, I could barely contain the joy of knowing that you were alive" said Subaru holding Rem's hand making her smile

"what did you tell me then?" asked Rem

"I told you everything that happened in that other life…. Except that part of you and Ram fight" said Subaru a little uncomfortable that he had to hide something from her.

"what!? But why?" asked Rem surprised

"because I wanted to prevent you and Ram from fighting again. I knew what was going to happened once we arrived at the capital, Ram planned to separate us for the night so that she could sneak into my room and pretend to be you, but I stopped her plan without you or her realizing it by telling you to sneak into my room"

Rem smiled "very smart my love"

Subaru smiled "thank you….. " Subaru then blushed a little "also that night was very special for us"

"what do you mean?" asked Rem curiously

"that first night in the capital we had….. a very lovely night" said Subaru embarrass

Rem blushed upon realizing what he meant "oh… I see…. what happened after that?"

"well… I stopped Ram's plan and by doing so I changed the future a little" said Subaru blushing

"how much did it changed?"

"too much if you ask me"

"oh!? What happened?"

"well, since Ram couldn't have her way with me, she….. kind of told you herself that she wanted to try it with me" said Subaru blushing

Rem blushed "oh… how did I react to that?"

"that's the part that I really didn't understand, you didn't just allow me to have sex with Ram….. you kind of force me to do it"

"REM DID WHAT!?" yelled Rem with her face all red.

Subaru got a little stun by her yell "keep it down a little I'm right in front of you"

"I-I'm sorry….. but how can this be? Why would I let that happen?" asked Rem a little embarrass

"for what Ram told me, she said that she wanted to know how did it feel like to be with someone like me because of how happy I make you, she wanted to know how it was like to be touch and love by someone that could make her sister happy."

Rem then got thoughtful and looked down with a serious look on her face.

"is something wrong Rem?" asked Subaru worried.

"I ….. I think I know why the future me let that happened now, if nee-sama would tell me something like that I think I would have let her have you for one night"

Subaru then blushed and looked away "if it was one time I think it would have been okay"

"what do you mean?"

"after you made me do that with Ram, apparently you and Ram agreed to share me"

"to share you?" asked Rem confused

"let's just said that I had a blue demon as my fiancée and a pink demon as my lover after that night" said Subaru with a little blush on his face.

"oh…..ooohhh " said Rem surprised and then smiled "that's sounds like something that I would do with nee-sama"

"what? Really?" asked Subaru surprised

Rem nodded "knowing how good you are at it I bet that nee-sama wasn't satisfied with only doing it one time"

Subaru looked at Rem and then sighed "so that's what happened then"

"what happened after that?" asked Rem

"well…. Mmmhh right!, you, Ram and I kept our relationship a secret and after that a week went by, since that time I knew when the white whale was going to appear we left with Emilia, Roswal and Ram back to Roswal's mansion so that we could avoid it,…but something happened when we arrived at the mansion"

"what happened?"

Subaru then held both of Rem's hands and looked at her in the eyes very serious "Rem, please tell me something"

Rem noticed how serious he was and got worried "what is it Subaru-kun?"

"Rem…. Are you pregnant?"

Rem's face went all red "wha-what no!... I mean …..not like I don't want to be….."

"how do you know that you are not?" asked Subaru still serious

"because….." she said with her face still blushing "when a demon girl gets pregnant the symptoms start appearing after a week of conception" she said in a embarrass tone

"after a week?..." Subaru then thought about how Rem got sick a week almost exactly after they arrived at the capital. Subaru open his eyes wide "ooohh I see now" "that first night that we made love in the capital"

"why do you ask about that Subaru-kun" asked Rem while blushing

"Rem, after we arrived at Roswal's mansion you got sick, Roswal immediately examined you and he figured out that you…. were pregnant"

On that moment Rem's eyes started to sparkle with excitement "we are going to be parents!" she said aloud "yes, yes, yes, yes, finally, we are going to start making our future family" thought Rem aloud in her head.

Rem mind that started to dive into the image that was the family that she wanted for so long, she started picturing what she was going to do as soonest the first baby was born, Rem already wanted to start buying clothes, and baby toys. Rem was picturing all of this because from her perspective Subaru probably had a long vision like the last time they already had a family.

Rem was so excited that she didn't expected that her excitement was going to be crushed along with her dreams a minute late.

"no…." simply said Subaru in a cold tone while looking down.

"eh?..." said Rem confused

"no we are not going to be parents…. Because ….. the moment we got excited with the big news, I had to see die right before my eyes" said Subaru with pain in his voice.

"what?..." said Rem in shock while feeling how the warmth from the excitement that she was feeling a moment ago was being replace by the cold breeze of pure fear and sadness

"we were attack by the cult, you and I got hurt and at the end we got captured by them" tears started falling out of Subaru's face "their leader….. the archbishop, he wanted to know why do I have this smell on me … the smell of the witch, I begged him not to hurt you because of the baby ….. but that just made him do the unthinkable"

Rem opened her eyes wide as she started feeling the tears coming out of her eyes

"I had to see him torture you….." more tear started coming out "I can still hear them Rem… I can still hear your screams as he ripped out our future out of you. I can't go through that again"

Subaru then looked up and what he saw destroyed him.

"Rem….Rem is going to die?... what happened with our future?….. what happened with the family you saw for us?" asked Rem in tears

Subaru then held her hand tighter "after he did that to you, I was still trapped in their hideout, I heard the cries of the whale. It doesn't matter what I do the whale is still going to Roswal's land" Subaru then looked down "I see now that the only reason why we had a happy family and a great life was because we stepped back out of all this"

Rem wiped her tears but they were still falling "what do you mean by that?"

"I mean that if we stay here we can stay alive… but at the cost of everyone we know and love dying"

Rem opened her eyes wide "no, we have to do something about it, we can't just sit down and watch them die."

"I don't know what do Rem, I had already seen the whale kill you, Roswal fought against it and even with all his power he still lost a arm and a leg"

"then let's get the help from more people let's get an army to fight against the whale and the cult" said Rem

"an army? How are we suppose to get a ar….." subaru then stopped in mid sentence "…..my…..an amy" Subaru then got thoughtful "yeah, yeah, that's it" said Subaru sounding a little exited

"you have an idea?" asked Rem

"I think I do. In the capital, I went with Emilia to a ruler candidate meeting, there they asked me to fight the old dude name Whilhem Van Astrea,

"YOU FOUGHT AGAINST WHILHEM THE DEMON SWORD!?" yelled Rem

"yes, he is the grandfather of Reinhard, I lost because he was way too strong for me, but apparently he said that I had the potential to become even stronger than him and because of that the other ruler candidates wanted me"

Rem frowned "they wanted you? Rem knows that all the other ruler candidates are also girls" said Rem quite upset.

"by their side, I meant by their side" said Subaru calming her down "but that's now the case, the thing is that one of them said that if I go with her she could even give me an army"

"what was her name?"

"I think it was Crush something"

"Crush-sama is a very respectable candidate with a lot of influence in the military force of the kingdom"

"wow really?" said Subaru surprised and then smiled "then that's it Rem, if I prove my skills again then she would probably offer me that again"

"we can kill the whale, destroy the cult and save everyone" said Rem with a smile

"yes!" said Subaru with excitement

On that moment there was a knock on their door.

Subaru smiled "that's probably the messenger with Ram's letter"

Rem smiled "I'm going to get it right now" said Rem getting up from the bed but then felt how Subaru pull her hand

"like hell you are" said Subaru in an angry tone.

Rem got surprised because she rarely see him upset "but why?"

"because I'm the only man who is allow to see you like that" said Subaru pointing at her

Rem looked at herself and then realized that she was still on underwear "nooooo!" yelled Rem as she run into the bathroom "YOU GO AND GET IT!" she yelled from the bathroom

Subaru smiled and put on something quick to go and get the letter.


After each of them took a shower, Rem started reading Ram's letter while Subaru was packing. Rem asked him why he was packing so much water to which he only respond "trust me you won't regret it"

Shortly after they left Rem knew why he put so much water in the carriage. The same two days of heat that Subaru was more than tired to go through passed by making them super sweating by the time they arrived at the capital.

Rem was about to tell Subaru that she didn't want to show up so sweaty and sticking, but right before she could even say it, Subaru had already taking that carriage to the same bath house the stopped in the previous loop.

Subaru and Rem took a nice bath and got all cleaned up before going to the mansion where Emilia, Ram and Roswal where staying at. As soonest they were got ready they went straight to the mansion.

On the way there, Rem asked Subaru if they should find an inn but Subaru smiled and told her that she asked him the same thing in his previous life and then told her that won't be necessary because Emilia and Ram will asked them to stay in the mansion. Rem smiled and nodded at him.

When they arrived at the mansion Subaru got a little surprised because apparently they had arrived a little sooner than they normally did in the previous loops, this time when they arrived Subaru saw Emilia and Ram talking right on front of the main door but only that this time he noticed that Emilia was just about to put the hood that can hide her identity.

Right before Emilia could put her hood on this saw Subaru and Rem walking toward them. Emilia quickly Ran towards Subaru and gave him a big strong hugged.

"I missed you so much!" she said aloud in a tone full of joy

"eh…hehe… I missed you too Emilia-tan" said Subaru nervously because Rem was right next to him

Rem frowned a little and looked away by saying 'hmph' and then walked away towards Ram

"hi nee-sama" said that with a little smiled, she didn't know how to react to what she knew it could happen later that day.

"hi Rem" said Ram happily giving her little sister a hugged

"there's so much that I want to tell you" said Rem

"and I want to hear everything"

Emilia heard the twins talking and wanted to take the opportunity to have Subaru for herself.

"Subaru why don't you let Rem catch up with Ram while you and I take a walk around the city to also catch up" said Emilia

"sounds good but before anything there is something that I want to talk about with all of you" said Subaru smiling

Rem gave him a curious look because she didn't know what he was talking about.

"what is it?" asked Emilia.

Subaru smiled " let's go inside and you will see"

They all looked at him curiously and follow him inside the mansion, on their way to the dining room Rem go close to Subaru and whispered.

"what is going on Subaru-kun" asked Rem whispering

"I have an idea that could help us with some troubles" Subaru whispered back

"what is it?"

"just stay close to me and you will see"

Rem wasn't satisfied with that answer but followed him anyway.

Once in the dining room, Roswal came in when he heard that Subaru and Rem had arrived and sat down after saying hi to the both of them

"well now that you brought us here what is it that you wanted to tell us?" asked Roswal

Subaru grabbed Rem's hand and walked to the center of the table where everyone could see them. Rem was confused as to what he was doing or what he was going to say.

Subaru was trying to come up with an idea that doesn't bring so many troubles to him and Rem, but since he didn't have too much time to think he just went with the much logical solution.

Subaru held Rem's hand and looked forward "everyone, I just wanted to tell you the big news that Rem and I are getting marry" said Subaru with a big smile showing the ring on Rem hand


Well the quarter is almost over and I'm extra busy, but I think that I'm going to be able to write more often next quarter because the classes that I'm taking don't demand as much as the ones I'm taking right now.

Well with that said thank you for reading, I hope you enjoy the chapter and see you next time, byeee.