Hermione noticed J and the discomfort at the mention of his father. 'Maybe he has a similar story like Severus' relationship with his father. Oh Merlin i hope not , I don't wish that fate on anyone' especially her dear Husband, when he opened up about his past childhood, Hermione almost broke down in tears. Which she was reminded not show him pitty about his past, because it made him the man he is today'
"It's quite alright J you do not have to answer that"
"But mom"
"Victoria please, need i remind you about your father" She has told her most of snape's father. Her grandfather 'That explains why he's so angry most of the time'
"Its okay J you really don't have to say anything" Victoria says to J as she attempts to put a hand on his shoulder, which he noticeable flinches away from.
"Thankyou you ladies" J says with a smirk 'He was quite the bastard,his Father, I remember well'
With that Snape enters through the fireplace staring at the scene before him
"And what pray tell? is going on her"Snape says almost glaring in J's direction
"Daddy! I've missed you" little lucy runs up to her father,He gladly pick up his daughter in his arms and hugs her, walking to is wife to kiss her that he is home.
"J has no mommy" lucy says not skipping a beat, the whole room suddenly grew an awkward silence. No one thought she was paying any attention.
"Can i speak with you in the next room Severus" Snape followed his wife and set his daughter down in her room. Then together walked to the living room.
"What was all that about" Snape asks his wife. Hermione explained everything that happened.
Back in the "library"
"Im so sorry"
"Its okay Victoria, I know your parents want to get to know me considering i am a stranger staying in their home"
"Soo about the question?" victoria says trying to look innocent, 'That im sure shes probably far from'
"Persistent bunch"
"Come on don't dodge the question, they're probably in there deciding to kick you out cause they no nothing about you"she joked, But J knew this was a possibility. He wonder how long he would be able to stay here being a certainly didn't want to be out in the streets again especially because he has came so far. But he doesn't know exactly know how to tell Snape. 'He has such a perfect family, hes doesnt need me to ruin it for him, after all he has done for me, i can't do that to him, i can't tell him who i am yet. I must wait for the perfect time and place'
"Earth to J" He was staring emotionless at the floor
"Sorry?"
"What happened it looked like you were staring off in space"
"I apologize, i was merely thinking , i must come clean to you all, even if it means getting kicked out" 'I really hope it doesn't come to that'
They then walked to the living room, Snape and Hermione had just finished putting Lucy down for a nap in her room.
"Good i would like to have a word if you boy" Severus say to J as he sat in an armchair .
J looking annoyed at the remark of 'Boy' 'maybe they deserve to know half my past, it would certainly help ease their mind about me , well it might hurt me a little'
" I have to tell you all, although i appreciate you letting me stay here , i have to tell you all something"they all stared at each other and waited for J to glaring at him
"I was recently….released from Azkaban"J waited for the family to react, Snape almost lunged for him thinking he's next words were he was sent to spy on his family and try to kill him.J spoke before snape could hurt him.'
"I've been imprisoned since i was 15, i was released a week before your family took me, i didn't say anything because i was afraid you would change your mind about showing me kindness, i made the mistake of telling a friendly restaurant owner and he stopped giving me scraps from the evening"J stayed quiet starting at the ground wait to hear the words 'GET OUT'. a few whispers but then Snape broke the silence
"Why were you imprisoned" He asked with a hit of anger but a plea from his wife persuading him to hear his story out first. J looked shocked but hesitantly answered to question
"I was living on the streets at 11 after my father passed and after few years of begging for food I couldn't take it anymore and started stealing,... most of the time i got away but one night i was careless and got caught, the store owner seen me and drawed his wand, i wrestled it away from him but it went off and stuck his wife, she hit the wall hard hitting her head tons of blood all over the wall and floor" J stopped a second and remembering that unfortunate night. Then he continued. "The show owner stop and called out to his wife, i took the chance and grabbed the wand hitting him with the only spell i knew , the wand backfired and broke in two but the spell still hit and killed him. The backfire is what caused a gash on my face , as you can see and my hand badly hurt"J motioned to his face "I ran from the scene, but someone seen me and alerted the authorities, They found me and charged me with both murders . I was to rot there, but i was released because the new ministry of magic was checking Azkaban's cells availabilities for the arrival of all the Death Eaters after the second war. They found me in an unmarked cell, They couldn't find any record of me, They looked for a few years probably forgetting about me altogether, but i'm not sure i don't have a real conception of time being in there , I knew there was no record of me because they didn't make one when i was sentenced . I have no name on record nor do I even know it. My mother died at my birth and my father.. Never called me any name only 'Boy' he always said i was unwanted birth, that no one even new about me and would never know" J tried to not look in anyone's direction but simply at the floor, He waited in silence for quite some he was meet with a hand on his shoulder by Victoria that he then flinched away from. He hasn't use to human contact especially nonviolent touches.
"I apologize but how do we know this isn't a story made up for us to feel sympathy for you"
"Severus!"Hermione shouted at him
"No, Mrs. Snape your husband is quite right"J then prepared his mind and only allowed Snape to see those memories, of Azkaban and his abusive father.
"I permit you to use Legilimency on me, to disprove any doubt you might have about me"Snap looks to his wife as to ask for permission. At this j smiled a bit .
"Very well" And with at Snape dove into J minds seeing everything to true, The death of the shopkeepers, his abusive father very much like snape's own this made him shudder at the memory , watching J's drunken father scream at a young helpless boy 'That he was good -for-nothing boy' said he was the cause of his mother's death that he was a murder and will always be one. He watched as the young J took all the Verbal and physical abuse of this so called father that was always drinking. He witnessed up until he was 10 and started smiling when his father yelled and threw things as J laughed, which angered him even further causes him to attack J. at 11 He ran from his father when he moved to strike J and in his drunken state fell down a flight of stairs with his son. J survived with only few cuts and buries while he did not. Snape say the fear in his eyes but also happiness that he was finally then saw another memory of the court that sentenced J only using a number has his name, with the juge not even looking at the boy before his sentencing him to life in Azkaban without a second thought. Another memory seeing J stripped and beaten to the floor in his cell by guards every blow auseing deep gashes and blood. This happening every often in his time in Azkaban til release. Snape had enough and withdrew. J held the chair and braced himself from reliving those terrible memories. But passes out from the pain.
J wakes up on a bed in Victoria's room
J looks around noticing where he is and sees Victoria seating in a chair next to her bed
"Funny how i keep waking up in here, you aren't goin hit me again are you ?" J said with a smirk
"Not yet" Victoria calls out to her parents "He's Wake!"
Hermione is the first one to walk in followed by her husband
" We Greatly apologizes, don't we Severus" she looks to her husband.
"Yes, greatly" he said with look of defeat " We believe everything you had told us and offer you to stay in our house till you find a more adequate place to stay , for my intrusion and having you relive those memories" Snape then walk out the room
"That's the best i can get out of him he's really stubborn and feels he did nothing wrong"Hermione tells J loud enough for snape to hear. "If we knew we would have done that to you , but my husband and I were only trying to keep our family safe"
"I completely understand Mrs. Snape, i had no problem letting your husband see my memories, he did nothing wrong , they just took a little more out of me then i thought" J said smiling trying to be friendly.
"At any case we apologize and Victoria has also agreed to let you sleep in her room for the time being"
"Thats rather nice"looking to Victoria "Are you sure cause im fine sleeping on the couch"
"It's no problem really, my parents are going configure a bed in the study so i'll be fine"
"I see"
After configuring their daughter a bed. They said their good nights, But Victoria couldn't sleep. After over hearing what her father saw she couldn't imagine anyone going through then makes her way to her room stopping at the closed door slowly opening it peer inside.
"Are you awake" she whispers
"As if i ever sleep"J whispers back mocking her. 'With memories like that i don't think i would either' she thought to herself
"Would you like some company"
"Would your parents mind" J asked if one raised eyebrow
"Well your not a stranger now" Victoria shyly smiled
"Very true, practically one of the family now" he laughed low. Victoria shut the door slowly trying to not make noise
"Very funny"
"I thought so"
"But you think everything is funny"
"Not true, I don't find….."J tried to think "Nope im wrong "Victoria laughed low
"Oooo beautiful laugh" J says trying to be sarcastic but doesn't come off as such. Instead Victoria blushed a bit.
"Hey are you alright , have a fever maybe" J says as he sits up in bed not wearing a shirt. She could see a lot of his scars large ones going across his whole chest in a few spots,also his many tattoos perhaps an attempt to cover the scars that rid body she thought. but she mostly notices his well toned muscles as he sat up his arms flexed and abs . Victoria blushed a deeper red staring at him.J covered up almost ashamed.
"I'm sorry"J says as he looks away. Victoria moves to sit at the side of the bed. She reaches out to touch his chest.J flinches at the touch but doesn't move away. He turns to look back at her watching her hand as she pulls down the blanket. He closes his eyes as she touches his bare traces his muscles, Victoria feels him tense with every touch over a scar.
"Its okay, i won't hurt you" she reassures him.
"That's not what i'm afraid of" Victoria then straddles him putting both hands on his chest.
"What are you afraid of" She says almost seductively
"W-what are you doin" J says nervously. 'I've never had a women do this to me' Victoria leans down to kiss his neck, he glubs as she does this.
"Are you Nervous J"
"I-I.. never.."Victoria stops and stares at him
"Are you a virgin J"she asks him
"Of course not, Are you"J responds offended. Victoria turns a deep shade of red
"So what if i am ?"
"Are you seriously?,because i'm pretty sure a Virgin does not act as you are now"
"Well-well i'm sure a non virgin doesn't act like you are now"
" Ive had sex, just… not like this, why are you touching me so much" Victoria didn't notice till now the large hard bulge beneath her. She moved and J took a breath in.
"You seem to like it"she says as she moves against the bulge causing him to grab her waist to stop looks at him and he quick moves his hands.
"Im sorry i didn't mean to"J says looking away nervously as if waiting for something to grabs he's hands putting them back.
"You can touch me"J looks at her confused
"What do you want me to do?"
"Anything you want to do with your hands , Why are you acting as if you never touched a women. If you just said you had sex…..Are you sure you're not a virgin?" She eyes him suspiciously.J looks directly in her eyes.
"I wasn't allowed to"
"What do you mean you weren't…"She figured it out and quicking got off him and looked away."Im so sorry i didn't know"
"It's alright, i probably should have mentioned it, i'm sorry" J looks away 'She's disgusted with me'
"Why are you apologizing i'm the one that.."J interrupted her
"I know you are probably disgusted with me but, um i kind of have a problem here" J motions to his hard on "If you wanted to help me out?" he had a shy smirk. Victoria turns more red her face burning.
"Im not disgusted of you , what on earth made you think that?"
"The way you quickly got away from me"
"For your information i find you very .. i got off you because i um didn't want you to think i was …" Victoria tried to find the right words.".. taking advantage of you in that way"
"Oh" J didn't think of it that way 'No women has cared before, why now' he looked at her unsure what to say know. Victoria broke the silence move toward J again but grabbing the blanket away exposing his large still every hard bulge in his boxers. J watched her mesmerized. Moving to take his cock out of his boxers stopping before asking if it's alright. J nodded in agreement he couldn't talk as he watched her pull his cock out. Victoria never did what she was about to do before, after all she was still a virgin ,and earlier she just moved without thinking. She began feeling his hard cock with her hand he was bigger than she thought, slowly stroking him watching his every reaction to her movements. He was mostly quite holding in his noises. 'This woman is going to kill me' J thought as she finally put him into her mouth sucking hard unsure what to do, she felt herself accidentally using her teeth grazing them on his cock, she stopped waiting for him to pull away but she looked up at him and he looked as if he enjoyed it. Victoria tested this and did it again a little harder he responded with a thrust into her mouth deeper than she could take and she gagged on his cock causing him to cum straight into her mouth. She involuntarily swallowed.J laid there on his back out of breath starting to fall asleep.
"Well that's one way to fall asleep"he yawned, Victoria put him back in his boxers and covered him up . she wanted to lay in bed with him but thought against it. It was very late by now and everyone will get up soon. She headed off to the study and laid in bed feeling how terribly wet she was.
