Hello all you freaks and weirdos who read this XD I'm Moni co-writer and I know that me and MY baby have been receiving comments that aren't really nice so my words to you are don't like don't read and for the sake of my sanity, try to be nicer about what you say because we both have worked hard on this even when going through tough situations. Anyway, congrats to those who requested romitri you got it have fun reading we don't own and there is a hint of smut in this so be careful. My beautiful baby wrote this chapter enjoy!
Amor Prohibido.
Chapter 10.
RPOV.
In spite of everything, I still wanted to be around Dimitri. Oh, I knew he and everyone else probably thought otherwise judging from the fact that I'd just about turned into a bitch where he was concerned, but the truth was, I was jealous. Jealous and angry and confused and a whole lot of other things that I couldn't put into words.
And it wasn't like I didn't want to talk about all the things I was feeling, It was just that I simply didn't know how to. Dimitri knew me better than even I knew me however, and I knew if I even gave him a hint about what was going on he would want to talk. And that scared me. So whenever I saw him, I projected everything I was feeling and turned it into anger, anger which wasn't even directed at him. It was directed at our situation and my mother for intervening and at Adrian for telling her.
Dimitri's wanting to help restore May took the emotional tidal wave stirring around inside me up to another level. I knew there was nothing going on between them. I knew if there was something going on and he thought he could help he would find a way to. That was just how Dimitri was. It was one of the reasons why I loved him so much, but seeing as how I wanted him and was being forced to pretend like I didn't, his being nice to her and believing in her took on a whole new meaning in my mind.
Sighing softly, I got out of bed and started getting ready for training. I was already awake and had been for hours, what was the point in lying around here anymore when I needed to meet Dimitri for training? I knew what the point was. It was me trying to put off the inevitable. It was me trying to pretend like I didn't want to see him even though our one on one practice sessions had become almost sacred to me even if all we did these days was fight.
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When I walked into the gym, it was to find Dimitri already there, never mind that it was a little early. He was sprawled on the mats, a book in his hands, no doubt one of those beloved western novels of his. He looked up as I entered, and even though I said nothing, he ignored my silence probably use to it by now and flashed me a smile.
"Morning," He said. "You hungry?"
"Sure," I said nonchalantly. It was all I could muster both because my heart was still doing summersaults in my chest because of that smile and because honestly when was I not hungry?
"Then come with me." He led me to the back of the gym and I could tell that he wanted to take my hand. He resisted though, and I didn't know whether to feel disappointed or not. He made me sit down and brought out a box of what I realized were doughnuts.
"Are those glazed?" I asked, unable to resist staring. Hell, I think my mouth might have even been watering a little.
"Of course they are," Dimitri said and duh, I realized. He had every right to say that because as stated earlier, Dimitri knew me quite well. Surely he knew what my doughnut preferences were. Oh what the hell? Why was I overthinking? I grabbed the box out of his hands and started to eat.
"Want some hot chocolate?" Dimitri asked chuckling.
"Yes." I said forgetting I wasn't supposed to like him for the moment. Or at least pretend that I didn't like him. And really when he was smiling at me like that, I was kind of powerless to resist that charm. It was kind of one of the things that had drawn me to him in the first place, but as I looked at him now, I knew he wasn't playing up that charm. That smile was genuine and it made my heart flip because it had been a while since I'd seen it.
"Thanks," I said blushing a little and looking down. He nodded and went off to make my drink like only he could and I couldn't help but watch as he moved any more than I could keep the grin off my face. When he came back hot chocolate and coffee in hand and chuckled at the chocolate I was sure was on my face, I rolled my eyes making him laugh.
"What?" He asked sitting down a smile still on his face.
"Nothing," I said and ate in silence while Dimitri sipped his coffee for a bit before I blurted out something that probably should've occurred to me sooner. "Why are you doing this?" I knew there was suspicion in my voice, but I couldn't really help it.
"Because I want to feed you?" He said smiling. But then that smile faded. "And because we need to talk, Roza."
"Great." I put down my hot cocoa and tensed up a little. I guess I knew this was coming, but I had been trying to avoid this very thing.
"No more yelling. No more angry outbursts." Dimitri said when it became clear I wasn't going to say anything. He looked into my eyes and I was done for. "Just a conversation where you be real and tell me what's going on. Because I refuse to believe what you said yesterday."
I flinched, feeling myself starting to shut down. What I said yesterday. I think my mom was right. Of course I hadn't meant it, but I knew it would shut him up. Now, I felt like an asshole, especially when he was looking at me with those dark, dark eyes and not saying anything because he knew pushing me wasn't going to get him anywhere. I looked away kind of wanting to cry.
And then, he was kissing me. He cupped my face in his hands and kissed me softly. I stiffened a bit, more from surprise than anything else, but then I was melting into it and kissing him back. Where Dimitri's kiss had been soft, mine was hard as I kissed him back.
His arms wounded around me pulling me close and I practically lost all sense of coherent thought. All I knew in that moment was him, his lips against my own, and his arms holding me tight. I wrapped my legs around him as he growled. That growl shattered whatever was left of my already lacking self-control, and I grounded against him. Dimitri swore and kissed my neck serving to rile me up further. A low moan broke past my lips as I grounded harder. Dimitri hissed and stopped and I nearly whined.
"Wait love." He said. I growled lowly then blinked a couple of times trying to bring the world back into focus before cursing loudly. I figured he was going to lecture me on how this could never happen again, but seeing as how he kept his arms around me, maybe I was wrong.
"Talk to me." He said playing with my hair. "Can you really tell me you don't want this?" I opened my mouth to say yes but closed it because I really wanted this. I wanted him and I wanted him now.
"Can you really tell me you're ready to let us go, Roza?" He asked but I simply just couldn't think. I shivered and moaned a little, that accent of his doing strange things to my body.
"I want you," I whispered staring at his lips.
"Not here baby girl," He said and I growled.
"Now Dimitri." I said. I'd been denied of this for too long. I just couldn't take it anymore. I didn't think he was going to do anything, after all, he was Dimitri, but he chuckled and cupped me through my clothes. There was no stopping the loud moan that broke from my lips. He rubbed my clit gently and I gasped, bucking against his hand when the door suddenly opened and my mother of all people entered.
Heyyy! Roza Here, well there you go guys, you wanted Romitri, and we gave you Romitri! But now Janine's in the picture so where do they go from here? We'd love to hear your thoughts, but in the words of my baby, be nicer with what you say please and thank you. I already know that I have amazing readers, and you guys know I've never let you down before! I know the plot is different and the characters might be a little ooc but we're only just getting started!
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