21. – RATED M

Alex was standing outside on her rooms balcony having a cigarette when she heard the faint knock on her door. She decided to ignore it. She does not have the energy for another run in with Piper. She wants to have her smoke, go to sleep and tackle the problem in the morning.

The blond obviously had other ideas as Alex hears another faint knock on the door and then in a soft voice "Alex". Alex still does not answer the blond but walk to the balcony door leaning against the frame as the blond walks further into the room. "Alex I'm sorry." The brunette turns around and walks back out onto the balcony "Can we please just talk" Piper pleads thinking Alex is turning her back on her again but actually she just stepped outside to put out her cigarette and when she turns around Piper is standing right behind her on the balcony.

"I'm sorry I swore at you" Alex apologizes and Piper takes this as her que to continue with what she came here for.

"You're right you know. What happened down there, you're right. I want that. I'm just so scared Alex. I don't want anyone to get hurt and I tried fighting it. Since New York I felt it but I didn't know what to do with it. I've got a son to think about. I don't want to hurt Larry but more than that I don't want to hurt you…. Or me." Alex tried to interrupt but Piper shushed her. "Let me finish okay." Alex nods so Piper continues "I was completely caught off guard by all of this and I refused to admit it to myself and then Riley shows up out of the blue and it feels like my heart has been ripped out of my chest. You just left me there. Just like that" Piper snaps her fingers "without even looking back. So you still love her don't you?" Alex tries to speak again but Piper continues "Rhetorical question. I don't want to know the answer to that right now. So basically what I am trying to say is that, yes Alex, I am in love with you and it took for Riley to pitch up for me to completely admit it to myself and I am sorry that my timing sucks completely but I just wanted you to know so no matter what happens you don't ever go away here not knowing how I feel about you."

Alex takes a step closer to Piper and gently wipes the tear which escaped down the blonds cheek away. She leaves her hand there. "Can I talk now?" She asks and Piper nods so she continues "You're right, I do love Riley. She was my first big love and my only broken heart ever but I am not in love with her anymore. I realized that today. I was thinking about you all day. Yes I was having fun with Riley and we were messing around but I didn't think it would matter because I thought you would never come around. I knew how you felt about me. I also knew you were scared so I thought I had to let it go. Let you go. I still don't know what any of this means but at least we are a step closer now."

Alex pulls Piper into a hug. After a while the blond whispers into her ear "I'm sorry Alex"

Alex pulls out of the hug. The blond puts her arms around Alex's waist while Alex places a hand on each of Pipers cheeks. "Sorry for what?" She whispers

"Sorry that I have been scared." Piper whispers back.

"Scared of what?" Alex asks again their lips so close together now Piper can taste Alex's breath on her lips as she speaks.

"Scared that if I do this I will never be able to let you go?" Came the reply

"Then don't."

And that is the last words spoken between the two before Alex this time very gently backs Piper up against the wall and bring their lips together. So softly it can hardly be called a kiss. Its more of feather light touches of their lips. Piper wraps her arms around Alex's neck pulling her lips closer into a more firm yet still gentle kiss. Their lips dancing together in perfect sync. Their mouths simultaneously open a bit still no tongue but Piper has never tasted anything so sweet. She has never been kissed like this before. She needs more. She is aching for more. Her ears are buzzing and she if feeling dizzy. She pulls Alex as close as she can get. Piper is now squashed between Alex and the wall but still it feels like the taller girl is just not close enough. Piper needs her to be closer. She needs Alex to pin her against the wall a bit harder because her legs won't hold her any longer. She thought that this is as good as it gets. It cant get any better than this. She cant feel any more than what she is feeling right now but then Alex proceeds to push her tongue into Pipers mouth so slowly. It catches the blond completely off and she lets out a moan exactly when her leg completely gives up on her but Alex has got her. She's not letting her go. She pulls the blond away from the wall and wraps her arms tightly around Pipers small frame. Piper eventually manages to compose herself again, or at least as much as she possibly can at the moment and enters her tongue into Alex's mouth. The brunette lets out a moan of her own this time. There is no battle for dominance. The pace is slow, filled with passion in perfect sync as if they have done it a million times before. Maybe they have in their dreams or in a previously life because no two people understand each other's needs or rhythm or pace so well the first time around. It's perfect, everything about it is perfect until, to their displeasure, they have to break for air. Both of them know exactly what the other one is feeling. Neither of them want this to end. Neither of them want to lose the contact and because they understand each other so well Alex immediately moves her lips down to Pipers neck. The blond throws her head back to allow more space but her subconscious is telling her that this is just not enough. Without her realizing it and with no way to stop it she shocks both herself and Alex to a complete hold.

"Alex, make love to me." She whispers.

Alex in utter shock pulls back still holding the blond around the waist, she makes eye contact with Piper. 'This needs eye contact' she thinks to herself "What?"

The blond understands the shock in Alex's voice. She shocked herself, but it didn't take her long to come to the conclusion that even though it came out without her even thinking about it, it is what she wants. "I want you to make love to me Alex." The blond repeats herself.

Alex being Alex she would jump at the opportunity. She would not even have confirmed if she heard correctly. They would have been in bed already but this is Piper and Piper is different. Piper in her books is fragile. Piper in her books needs to be handle with care and respect so she confirms again. "Are you sure? I mean we can take things as slow as you want Pipes. We don't even know what this is yet."

Piper does not immediately offer a verbal response but instead she reaches behind her back taking one of Alex's hands and pulling her into the bedroom. She closes the balcony door and curtains before she turns to the still shocked brunette. "I think I have taken things slow enough until now and we can figure out what this is tomorrow." As soon as the last word leaves her lips she is kissing Alex again.

With Piper initiating the kiss this time around Alex takes it as a confirmation that the blond is indeed sure. So she breaks the kiss one last time to close the bedroom door which Piper left open when she came in.

She walks back over to the blond and wraps one arm around her waist from behind. With her free hand she removes Pipers hair from her neck and starts kissing her softly. The blond takes a deep breath as she throws her head back and lets out a small moan. She once again takes this as her que to go ahead so she slides her hands under Pipers tank top gently running her hands up and down her stomach. Up to just under the blonds small breasts and back down to where her fingers just enters under the waist band of the blonds shorts and then back up again, all the while still kissing her neck, biting down softly and then soothing it out with her tongue. The blond aches for more contact so she grabs Alex by the wrists and pulls her hands from under her shirt. She places her hands over Alex's pushing Alex's hands up to cup her breasts and applies some pressure. Alex knows exactly what the blonds wants so she spins her around. When their eyes meet she sees the confirmation in Pipers eyes and grabs the hem of her tank top. Pipers arms automatically shoots up and Alex proceeds to lift the top over her head. Alex immediately falls in love with the blonds small yet beautiful breasts. She runs her fingers over the blonds breast so softly she can see goosebumps forming all over Pipers body in a second. Alex leans in to kiss her again but the blond leans back. When Alex looks at her with a questioning look Piper simply takes the taller girls shirt and start lifting it over her head. Alex approves and lifts her arms. As soon as the shirt hits the floor they bring their lips back together again into a full blown kiss. Alex starts walking Piper backwards until the back of her knees hits the bed. Simultaneously they go down onto the bed never breaking the kiss. Piper lies flat on her back with Alex half next to her half on top of her.

The brunette breaks away from Pipers lips kissing her down the neck and down to her collarbone. She proceeds to the valley between the blonds breasts running her tongue down the area and then moves over to her right breast. As soon as she takes the nipple into her mouth the blond lets out a loud moan which motivates the brunette even more. She runs her tongue over the nipple a couple of times before she closes her lips around it and sucks on it lightly. She nibbles on it lightly with her teeth before running her tongue over it again all the while her one hand is taking care of the other breast. Pipers breasts is obviously one of her spots as she lets out a couple of approving moans, head thrown back and her hands in Alex's hair. Alex gives the same amount of attention to the other breast with her mouth before she starts moving down the blonds body even further. She pays some attention to the blonds abdomen before she looks up at Piper for approval to remove her shorts. The blond slightly lifts her hips understanding exactly what it is Alex is asking.

Alex removes the blonds short and underwear all at the same time. She cant help but stop for a moment to admire the blonds beautiful body. They kiss once more while Piper removes Alex's bra. She pulls away from the kiss to look at Alex as she runs her hands over the breasts. Alex can see the blonds eyes become darker so she starts kissing her way down the blonds body again. She runs her hand up and down Pipers inner thigh painfully slow. Every time the hand is near her core she pushes down for some contact but Alex is to clever for her. Eventually Alex decides that she has teased the blond enough so she lowers herself all the way down to between Pipers legs. She first kisses the blonds right thigh and then the left. She looks back up at the blond once more for confirmation before she finally licks where Piper wanted her most. She licks one long lick up Pipers slit. The blond is dripping with wetness. Alex continues to circle her tongue around the blonds clit, sucking, liking up and down, pushing her tongue into the blond as far as she can. Piper is squirming. She grabs the bed sheets and screams out in ecstasy as her orgasm rips though her body. Alex continues her ministrations until the blond orgasm came to an end. She gives one last lick and starts kissing her way back up the blonds body. Piper grabs her on both sides of her face and pulls her down into an urgent kiss. Alex without warning enters two fingers into Piper pumping at a slow pace. The blond lets out another lustful moan and Alex speeds up her actions. It does not take long for Pipers second orgasm to come around. Alex feels Pipers walls closing around her fingers just as Piper grabs Alex's hand holding it still. Alex demands for Piper to look at her while her orgasm rips through her body and it is the most beautiful thing Alex has ever seen.

After Piper caught her breath again it was her turn to return the favour. Even though she did not have a clue what she was doing it was Piper and Piper is confident. Much to Alex's surprise the blond was great and you would never have guessed that it was her first time. After Alex's two orgasms she rewarded Piper with another one and then the blond was done.

"Al, please I cant anymore. My stomach muscles are begging me to stop." The blond moans and Alex bursts out in laughter.

"You should work out more." Alex says as she falls onto her back next to Piper.

Piper turns on her side facing Alex and popping herself up a bit so she can look at her. "only if you are my personal trainer." She says lowering her head down kissing Alex.

"Don't start something you cant finish Pipes." Alex says with a raised eyebrow as she breaks the kiss.

Piper throws her right leg and arm over Alex while laying her head on Alex's chest. They lie like this in perfect silence for some time while Alex strokes Pipers hair.

"Would you like something to drink?" Piper breaks the silence

Alex asks for a glass of water. The blond kisses her softly once more before she gets up puts her clothes back on and leaves the room. Alex cant get the smile of her face. She also gets up to go to the bathroom and puts on a t-shirt and shorts to sleep in.

When Piper came back they talked some more, kissed some more and cuddled in each others arms until they finally fell asleep.

Hi All

Firstly I apologise. I know I promised you this update last week, but I struggled to write it. I wanted it to be perfect. I am not at all happy with the chapter but I couldn't leave you hanging for another week. That would be unfair.

I think it is was the ending of Wentworth season 4 that totally f*cked me up. I am still crying.

I only read through this once so I apologise for any mistakes.

Thank you for all the reviews on the previous chapter. I appreciate all of them.

Until Next Time

M XXX