A/N ARE YOU READY FOR SOME EXTREME TORTURE? My poetry is crap, but I decided to get this out of the way because I was getting so disturbed that I had to write it.

It's just a tiny drabble, I don't think I'll be able to portray how Mei would think. Since I've finally read the manga, I'm trying to find an essence in writing Mei's thoughts.

Get eye-drops ready.(Takes place right before Mei decides to be an idiot and leave poor, poor Yuzu...)

P.S I'm so frucking sorry about not updating for so long! I've just been a lazy piece of crap.


"Who am I?"

That's a thought that pops into my head.

It pops up constantly.

Everytime I feel your soft lips on mine.

The rush I feel through my veins.

It's so irrational, yet I can't stop it.

It won't leave me.

"What do I do?"

Another thought.

"How do I say it?"

Damn it.

How do I tell you?!

Those simple words.

I can't say them.

Am I hurt that bad?

I can't even get them out!

These thoughts that constantly run in my head.

Everytime I look into your eyes.

God, your eyes.

Those big, puppy-like eyes.

What did I do to deserve your love?

Each and everytime...

You're filled with love.

And I know I'm powerless.

Powerless against your words.

Your lips, hair, eyes.

And just you in general.

Which is why I have to leave.

That, and because we'd never work.

I'm a coward.

A stupid coward that runs from her problems.

"I'm sorry..."


A/N ... Sorry?