A/N ARE YOU READY FOR SOME EXTREME TORTURE? My poetry is crap, but I decided to get this out of the way because I was getting so disturbed that I had to write it.
It's just a tiny drabble, I don't think I'll be able to portray how Mei would think. Since I've finally read the manga, I'm trying to find an essence in writing Mei's thoughts.
Get eye-drops ready.(Takes place right before Mei decides to be an idiot and leave poor, poor Yuzu...)
P.S I'm so frucking sorry about not updating for so long! I've just been a lazy piece of crap.
"Who am I?"
That's a thought that pops into my head.
It pops up constantly.
Everytime I feel your soft lips on mine.
The rush I feel through my veins.
It's so irrational, yet I can't stop it.
It won't leave me.
"What do I do?"
Another thought.
"How do I say it?"
Damn it.
How do I tell you?!
Those simple words.
I can't say them.
Am I hurt that bad?
I can't even get them out!
These thoughts that constantly run in my head.
Everytime I look into your eyes.
God, your eyes.
Those big, puppy-like eyes.
What did I do to deserve your love?
Each and everytime...
You're filled with love.
And I know I'm powerless.
Powerless against your words.
Your lips, hair, eyes.
And just you in general.
Which is why I have to leave.
That, and because we'd never work.
I'm a coward.
A stupid coward that runs from her problems.
"I'm sorry..."
A/N ... Sorry?
