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I walked into the house and saw Finn sitting in the living room. I was not surprised to see him there already. Dad had met me at the airport and told me he hit him, and that Paul was probably sending him home. I had flown to Orlando and went to Waffle House with Dad for old times, and then driven home. He was looking down and finally met my gaze as he stood up.

"I guess... we should talk." he said and I shook my head.

"Sure...whatever." I said and he sighed.

"Kayla..." he was saying, but I cut him off again.

"What, Finn? I haven't seen you in over a week, you haven't returned any of my messages, and I'm pretty sure I got how you feel. You have made it pretty fucking clear that you are done." I said and he ran a hand over his face.

"Fine, then what do you want me to do?" he asked me in a frustrated tone.

"I don't give a flying fuck what you do because what I want and what you want aren't the same." I snapped back and he punched the wall in frustration as a huge hole formed in the drywall.

"Just leave, Finn." I whispered once he looked at me and I shook my head as I turned to walk into the kitchen.

"I want this fixed, Kayla." he said and I was getting frustrated. I walked over to the fridge and grabbed an ice pack; I already saw it swelling.

"I do too, but you aren't exactly doing anything to help this situation. We should have just got an annulment when we figured out our drunk mistake." I said and he sat on the counter as I threw him an ice pack. He caught it in shock, but pressed it to the back to his hand.

"Just tell me how you feel... please." I begged him as I sat on the opposite counter.

"I am scared." he finally said and it took me by surprise when he said that because that was the last thing I expected.

"So... that gives you an excuse to just disappear like you did the first time? Did you cheat this time too?" I asked him and he sighed.

"No, Kayla, I didn't cheat..." he said and I ran a hand over my stomach. I wanted to believe him, but I had to do what is best for me and my child. I wanted him to be in the baby's life, but not if he didn't want to be.

"I didn't... I didn't know what to do." he said and I nodded.

"So where were you?" I asked him and he sighed.

"I was in the hotel on the beach down the road." he admitted and I felt my heart ache. He was so close, but so far away.

"I don't think that you want to be with me, Finn. I don't think that you want anything to do with this child. I don't think you think of anyone but yourself." I said and he shook his head as he walked over to where I was sitting. He threw the ice pack in the sink and looked at me.

"Kayla, you scare me, this scares me, and I have no idea what to do. I want to be with you, but I don't want to hurt you." he said and I sighed.

"How will you hurt me?" I asked me as he leaned his forehead against mine.

"I won't be good enough." he whispered and I shook my head.

"Finn, I just want you. I want you to want to be here." I said as I felt tears well up in my eyes.

"You don't." he said and I sighed.

"Finn, I do. I stayed in this marriage because I thought it was worth it. I stayed because I said a vow, but most importantly... I stayed because I love you." I said and he looked up at me with tears shinning in his blue eyes.

"I do love you, Kayla." he whispered and I pressed my lips to his. I was so mad at him, I was hurt by him, but I did love him.

"Can you please just stop overthinking all of this?" I asked him and he chuckled as I wiped some tears from his cheeks.

"But, I need to know if you really do want to stay around for this baby?" I asked him and he took my hands.

"I already told my parents... I have no choice." he said and then smirked. I rolled my eyes and shook my head at him.

"Be serious." I said and he gave me a chaste kiss.

"Yes, I really do. I can't lie. I was shocked... I never actually thought that we might really have a kid. I am scared that I won't be good enough, know what to do, or not be around enough." he admitted and he nodded.

"We can deal with all of those one at a time." I said and he ran his hand over my stomach.

"I am sorry." he said and kissed my stomach.

"I'm sorry to you too." he said and I smiled as he talked to the baby. He stood up and pulled me to him. He pressed his lips to mine and while I knew that he had hurt me... it wasn't the end.

"I do feel terribly that I hurt you. I never meant to hurt you, and I'm sorry that I let my own emotions hurt you." he said and I nodded.

"We do need to talk about some thing else." I said and he raised his eyebrows.

"I would like to talk about how much you turned me doing my entrance in my outfit." he said in a husky voice and I smirked.

"We can, but not yet. I signed on to be a trainer at the performance center." I said and he nodded.

"I had heard rumors... I think that's great if that's what you want to do, but no wrestling with baby." he said and I nodded.

"I agree." I said and he gave a small smile. He kissed me and pulled me off the counter into his arms. He started towards the bedroom and deposited me on the bed. I put my hand on his chest and pushed him off. He looked at me confused and sat next to me.

"Finn, you hurt me... and I am not feeling that right now." I admitted and he nodded.

"I understand. Can I at least hold you while we watch a movie?" he asked me and I nodded. I was happy to be in his arms, but I was worried that it wouldn't feel 100% genuine again.


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