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I walked into the office building that my doctor was in, and I coudln't help but feel a little sad. I had always wanted a baby, and a happy marriage... at least I had one of them. I walked into the office and stopped. Finn was in the waiting room. He stood up and smiled as he kissed my cheek. He looked horrible. He looked tired with dark circles under his eyes.

"I wanted to be here for this." he whispered and I raised an eyebrow at him.

"We will talk later, but please don't push me away... that is my child." he quietly pleaded as he kissed my cheek. I said nothing as I walked past him and checked in a the desk. The woman was very nice, and kept talking to Finn about the baby.

"I do believe that my wife can answer these questions far better than I can." he finally said and she looked from him to me. I was fully aware that I was smirking at that response as she became all uptight about the questioning now. We finally finished and sat down. I couldn't believe that Finn was here. He had tried to text, but I hadn't responded to him. We were waiting when I felt him take my hand, but I moved it away from his as he sighed.

"Kayla..." he was saying when they called my name.

"Not now... I haven't actually decided if I want you here or not." I said as we stood up. The nurse was nice as she took us back. They checked my vitals. I had gained weight, which they assured me was a good thing, and got ready to see the baby. We were left in the room while we waited for the nurse. I wasn't sure that I wanted to be in the room with him right now.

"You look beautiful pregnant." he said and I scoffed at him. He sighed and looked down.

"I am sorry, Kayla." he said and I shook my head.

"No, you don't get to apologize here." I snapped at him as there was a small knock on the door. The doctor came in smiling as she started to get ready to show me the baby. Finn was beside me as he took my hand and we watched as the baby came on the screen. I was amazed at seeing our baby, and Finn was smiling. She was showing us the baby from different angles.

"Well, you want to know what you are having?" she asked us and I looked over at Finn.

"It's up to you." he said and kissed my forehead. I looked at the doctor and nodded.

"Yes, please." I said and she smiled.

"You are having a little boy." she said and I saw Finn's smile get bigger. She gave us pictures, I got the gel wiped off me, and we made another appointment. We walked out of the office and I looked at him.

"Can we please talk?" he asked me and I sighed.

"Finn..." I was saying, but he cut me off.

"Please, Kayla... I can't lie to you, but I can talk to you." he pleaded and I saw tears in his eyes.

"At least talk to me, and if you really don't have it in you to go on with me then that's fine, but please." he begged and I knew that I should at least give him that. I had written that note upset, but I meant some of it.

"Fine, follow me home." I said and he pursed his lips.

"I Ubered here and I was dropped off here to be with you." he admitted and I nodded. I held out my keys and he gave a small smile as he took them. He opened the door for me and we drove home in silence.

We got there, and his car was in the garage as we walked inside. The house looked immaculate. I wondered if he had actually stayed there the last few days.

"I have been cleaning." he said and I nodded as he got me a bottle of water. I walked over and looked out. I had missed the ocean since I had been staying at Nia's.

"I have missed you." he whispered and I jumped because I didn't realize that he was already behind me. I looked at him and gave a small nod. I slipped past him and sat down. He sat next to me and looked at me.

"I don't have much to say, Finn. You have continually hurt me." I whispered and he nodded.

"I know, and I don't deserve you... I never have. I have been a horrible person. I had everything I wanted, but I couldn't give up something stupid." he admitted and I watched him. He was very conflicted with himself.

"Why?" I asked him and he looked up surprised.

"Why did you continue this behind my back, Finn? You were the one who wanted to stay married. You wanted to... you pushed for this. I have heard that you were the pining over me when we broke up, but why did you stay with her behind my back?" I asked him and he sighed.

"Because I am an ass... I was shocked that we got married and she was something familiar. I wanted to break it off so many times, but she held something over me." he said and I nodded.

"What did she hold over you?" I asked him and he looked uncomfortable.

"Pictures." he admitted and I raised an eyebrow.

"What pictures?" I asked him and he looked like he was going to be sick. He was visibly shaking while talking about this.

"She found our pictures from the first time we were together... from that night." he said and I nodded. We had gotten very drunk one night and taken lost of drunk, naked pictures while we were having sex. I stood up and walked into my bedroom. I grabbed an envelope and threw it at Finn before I sat down. He opened it and looked at me in surprise.

"You have them?" he asked me and I nodded.

"Cathy brought them to me when I came to RAW. I have always had them. She found them and thought you were going to blackmail me with them one day... and girl code happened so I have them." I said and he hung his head.

"I don't know what to do any more, Finn. You have never been honest, and I don't know why you would start now." I said. I really had no idea what to do. I knew what I wanted, but I didn't know what else I could handle.


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