A/N: I only own the OC.
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I glared at Finn as he made yet another joke. We were at our third therapy session and we had barely made any progress.
"Kayla, what do you want to say?" The therapist asked me as I looked at Finn.
"I just wish you would take this seriously." I mumbled as I felt tears well up again. I knew that I would leave this session close to bawling again.
"Are you taking this session seriously?" The therapist asked him and he sighed.
"Kayla, why don't you get some air for a second and let me talk to Finn." He said and I didn't need to be told twice as I got up and left the room. I let my hand rest of my now very large baby bump, and prayed he would work harder on this.
Finn POV
I watched as Kayla left and the therapist looked at me. I had been trying to take this seriously, but it was so hard.
"Why don't you just divorce her?" He asked me and it took me by surprise. I wasn't expecting that from a therapist... they always wanted shit to work.
"Excuse me?" I asked him and he put his notepad on the table next to us.
"You aren't trying, and won't take this seriously. You can still see the child, so just divorce her." He said and I shook my head .
"No." I said and he nodded.
"Why not? You like to torment her?" He asked me.
"No." I said as my anger rose in me. I didn't want to do this, because he didn't know a damn thing. He had no idea how much I loved her.
"You cheated on her for the entire extent of the relationship... you don't care for her feelings." He said and I shook my head as I felt my face turn red and clinched my fist. He had no clue what he was talking about or how much I loved her.
"You left her the first time you all dated. I have no reason to believe that you love her. You are holding her hostage in a relationship that she is trying to make work, but you can't even give her the time of day." He said and I had enough. I stood up and glared at him.
"You have no fucking clue what you are talking about. I love her with everything in me. I cheated on her because I was scared. She fucking scares me. I will never be good enough for her or my child! I am the one who suggested we get married because I wasn't that drunk. I couldn't stand that she was pining over that fuck head Elias, who was too stupid to notice her. I wanted to make her happy. I wanted a second chance... I wanted my happiness back because it was always in her." I rambled to him.
"So you do love her?" He asked me
"You are damn right I do! I always have. The day she left me was the worst. I told her I went to Cathy's, but I didn't. I didn't know what had happened to those photos... I didn't know what else to say. I went and stayed in a hotel down the road from her friend. I stalked my fucking wife to make sure that she was alright. I may not have made her my world when I meant to, but she is!" I roared at him as I heard the door click shut. I spun around to see Kayla standing there looking at me with wide eyes.
"You followed me?" She asked me and I sighed.
"Yes, I wasn't sure what else to do. I love you, Kayak and I know I have fucked up... God, I have fucked up. I don't know how I keep getting chances to make it up to you, but I promise that I won't fuck it up again." I said and she had tears pooling in her eyes.
Kayla Pov
I had come back in on Finn admitting what he really wanted. I was shocked to hearall this from him.
"I will do whatever... quit wrestling, wear a tracking device, anything... Kayla." He said and I nodded. I didn't know what I wanted other than a real start for us.
"Kayla, what do you want?" The therapist finally asked me as I kept my eyes on Finn. I had never seen him look so desperate.
"I want us to have a real start... and I mean a real start. No more cheating, no lies, and just us." I finally said and he nodded.
"Finn, can you do this?" The therapist asked him.
"I promise I can... please let me show you." He begged in a defeated and desperate tone. I nodded and prayed he meant it this time. I needed him to for me and the baby.
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