Hello everyone sorry for not updating for a while, I went to SDCC and didn't have my laptop. And this laptop is new so I'm still learning how it works. Thank you or the support and reviews. Sorry for any grammar errors in this chapter. Hope you enjoy,
Hours later,
I woke up with pain pulsing out from my arm, I felt like I was having a bad hangover. I slowly opened my eyes and looked down at my arm to see a white bandage covering it.
"Oh yeah I got shot" I remembered, "Where the hell am I?"
I sat up on the bed I was on and realized it was my bed, at Stark Tower. I noticed my black SHIELD pants and shirt changed into a dark green silk shirt and black tights. I put my hand on my injured arm in a fist and felt something sticky. I looked at it to see it was covered in blood. At first I thought it was my blood, but I remembered I put that hand on Phil's chest to stop the bleeding, Thor falling out of the helicarrier in the glass cell. I opened my mouth to scream but no sound came out, my throat clenched up and I couldn't breathe. Finally my cries escaped into long screams of agony and when they did I felt like a balloon with no air and I fell onto my bed.
As I rolled onto my side I heard something move in my pocket. I pulled it out and saw it was the necklace Phil gave me. I brushed the blue gem with my finger and it started to glow. Before I could open it I heard footsteps and I quickly hid the locket under my pillow. The door opened and Loki walked in,
"I've come to check on your arm" He walked in and I noticed he didn't have his spear with him "one of my men stitched it, but I've found some healing stones."
He closed the door behind him and walked to the bed, as he got closer I scooted back to keep distance between us. He opened a bag in his hands and pulled out a healing stone.
"I wasn't lying" He said "I need to see that arm"
"I can heal it myself" I said "just give me the stone and I'll be fine"
"You can't use your magic, now you can keep those messy stitches or let me heal it so it'll be like you never got shot in the first place."
I turned my head away from him, he sighed and started walking to the door. I really wanted to get these stitches out, but that means I would have to spend another minute with Loki.
"Fine" I said when he reached the door "but make it quick"
He walked to the bed and sat on the edge I sat on the bed next to him but had my back to him. He unwrapped the bandage and he started taking the stitches out, he took a stone out and crushed it. When it was over I looked up at his eyes, I swore they were a different color, but I pushed it out of my mind. He still held my hand gently in his and with his other he put it on the spot in my arm where the bullet hole was.
"There, now it won't hurt anymore." He had a small smile on his face while I just glared at him while trying to control my anger. "Are you hungry?"
"No, but I'll be a lot better when you leave." I said pushing myself to the opposite side of the bed
"I was trying to be nice"
"Nice, oh yeah cause when you try to be nice you kill two of my friends, kidnap me, and get one of your men to shoot me!" I yelled
"I didn't order him to do that!" He yelled back "I didn't want you to get hurt!"
"So you kill Phil and Thor, brainwash Clint, and make the helicarrier fall from the sky with my dad still inside!" I screamed in anger
"Kida I didn't want you to get involved" He got out of the bed and walked to me
"Stop acting like you care!"
"BUT I DO CARE!" He screamed "Do you think I wanted to leave you years ago?! I wanted to stay but couldn't!"
"What happened? Did you remember that we apparently were friends when we were kids? That you knew about my parents, and kept it from me?" I said "Or realized you completely lied to me about who you were? Say you care about me all you want but I will never believe you. Now get out,"
He stepped back and turned around away from me, instead of fighting with me he just walked out without saying another word. In anger I grabbed a vase and threw it against the wall. I opened my curtains and looked out at the busy city. I walked around and realized my door was unlocked. I walked out to see the hallway was empty. My stomach growled for food and I quietly walked to the kitchen. There I opened the fridge to see barely any food in it, I sighed and closed the door.
"I thought you weren't hungry" I jumped and turned around to see Loki
"I am," I said "but I don't want any food from you."
"Why's that?" Suddenly an apple appeared in his hands and he threw it up before taking a big bite from it.
"Because I don't trust you, how could I know if the food doesn't have a drug in it or something." I said as he stood up and walked towards me. The only thing separating us was the granite counter.
"Why would I drug you? I have no reason"
"But you're psychotic you don't need reasons for your actions."
He walked around the counter and pulled out an empty plate, he put it down in front of me. He stood close behind me leaving me trapped in the corner between the counters. There was a green light on the plate and when it disappeared there were a cooked steak, vegetables, and a piece of bread. The smell it my nose making my mouth water, Loki put a fork and knife down in front of me. I could feel his breath on my neck.
"Eat up, today is going to be a big day," He whispered into my ear
I turned around but he disappeared in green light, I turned back and I couldn't fight my hunger anymore. I sat down at the table and ate, the steak was perfect and cooked just the way I liked it. When I got too full I put my fork down, but I didn't let go of my knife. Instead I hid it under my thigh, the door opened and I heard footsteps walk towards me. I felt two large hands on my shoulders, Loki put his head next to mine and I turned away from him.
"How are you feeling now?" He asked
"I'm fine" I reached down and grabbed the knife,
I stood up and turned around as the knife slashed threw the air, Loki leaned back and dodged the blade. I continued trying to get him using all the anger I had. In one swift movement he grabbed my wrist and twisted my arm behind my back until I dropped the knife.
"Let me go!" I demanded
"You're attempts to kill me won't work" He let go and turned me around to face him, one hand around my waist keeping me close and the other held my face to keep me looking up to him. "That's not good behavior for a future queen."
"I'll never be your queen" I growled, "I'd rather die"
"Don't push me darling" He hissed tightening his grip, as he looked down his eyes moved from my eyes to my lips. Then a man barged in,
"Sir," he said
"What?" Loki snapped
"Tony Stark is coming" I smiled
"Take Kida to her room, and make sure she stays there."
He let me go and threw me to the man, I kicked and screamed until I was thrown into the room. I got up and ran to the door, he slammed it shut in front of me and locked it. I slammed my fists and screamed at the top of my lungs cursing Loki's name with any word I could think of. I hit the door until there was a dent in the wood. The door opened and the man slammed the end of his gun to my cheek I fell back onto my bed.
"Shut up and stay quiet, dumb whore." He hissed
He walked out and locked the door, my cheek was numb and I looked up to see a bruise forming. Then I remembered the locket, I reached under my pillow and pulled it out. I examined the locket in my hands. The glow from the blue gem was gone, so I found the latch and opened it. When I did gold light shot out blinding me for a moment. I dropped it onto my bed and covered my eyes, when I opened them the gold light took the form of a person and when the light died down it revealed a woman. The same one from my dreams wearing a light blue dress with her hair flowing down her back.
"Hello Kida" She said smiling
"Mom"
Chapter Song
I can see the writing on the wall
I can't ignore this war
At the eh-end of it all
Who am I living for?
-Who Am I Living For? By Katy Perry
