i was getting ready for me and lizzie's date
i couldn't believe that it was happening she had been me dream girl for pretty much forever
i heard a knock at my door
why was lizzie here so early she was never early
i quickly put on my panda hat and opened the door ...
"lauren ? why are you here ?".
lauren ( laurenzside )my ex girlfriend was there standing right there in front of my eyes her purple ombre hair shining in the sun .
we broke up after she cheated on me with my friend joey ( JOEYGRACEFFA )
"oli i'm so sorry , i made a mistake " she had a pure American accent
did she want me back ?
what about lizzie?
"i just can't do this right now lauren , i have a guest coming round " she looked like she had been crying
"oli please i...i.. i still love you " i just stared at her , she smiled and slowly and started to bite her lip
"lauren , i can't right now "
she started to cry . we sat down on my sofa . she put her head on my shoulder
i looked at her and she looked at me .
she leaned in and then we were kissing
i opened my eyes and saw lizzie at the window. i pulled away
" lauren this was a mistake , we are not back together . now please leave "
a tear roled down her cheek
"ok ." and she left
oh god what have i done ? lizzie now probably hates me !
she must think that i was using her
i have messed up my friendship with lauren and lizzie!
what is wrong with me ?!?!
