i miss oli so much

everyday without him is torture

why did i have to fall for him so hard

but i had to go and ruin everything with joey . tears filled my eyes , i had to do something

i am gonna go round to his house to win him back. I went to his house and he looked like he was in love . i knocked on his door and wondered if i had done the right thing coming here .

he opened the door i wanted to kiss him i missed him so bad.

"Lauren why are you her"

he told me that he had a guest coming

i started to cry

we sat on his sofa

we looked into each others eyes

i kissed him

i realised how much i missed him

he pulled away

and he told me to leave.

i cried on the way to my car and i saw lizzie crying

he was waiting for lizzie