Bellamy P.O.V

Where the Hell is that stupid phone, it's been going off all freaking morning non-stop can't they take a hint that I'm busy, I look over at Clarke who's sleeping soundly on her stomach quietly snoring, sometimes I think I'm over my head, what's going to happen when and if Lexa finds out about Clarke, don't get me wrong I love Lexa but the sparks not there anymore like when we started dating we were young and everything we did was exciting and there was so much passion & love, we dated for 2 years our junior and senior year of high school and then she went off to New York to start her fashion line and long distance relationships absolutely suck and we lost contact & then a year or two later she came back to visit her family and boom we started right were we left off and we were in love and thought why not get married we want to spend the rest of our lives together and being married for 2 and a half years is hard the first couple of months was great but then the traveling started and we distanced are self from each other & then I met Clarke she's Beautiful and exhilarating and she's like a drug & I'm addicted to her, the first couple of dates I didn't expect anything to happen between us and the more I learned about her the more I wanted to know and I kept coming back and now I'm totally in love with Clarke Griffin, I decide to check my phone and no surprise there, their all from Lexa shit!, she's going to chew my ass out when I get home or maybe kick it, I have about 15 text messages and 6 missed calls.

From Lexa 11:57 Pm

Babe where are you? It's almost 12 am.

From Lexa 12:34 Am

Your still not home I tried calling Nate he didn't answer are you okay? Call or Text me NOW

From Lexa 12:53 Am

You better not be drunk off your ass or in some hospital hurt from doing something stupid.

From Lexa 1:30 Am

You're being a complete asshole it's my first night home in almost two weeks and you're not here, when you get home the couch is going to be your best friend.

They keep going on and on like gosh she only asked once if I was okay I could be dead all she's knows and she's worried about me being drunk, I didn't mean to over sleep but wow last night wore me out hell even Clarkes still asleep and she's usually up at 8 o'clock and now it's a quarter past eleven thanks heaven it's a Thursday and I don't have any classes today. After about 10 minutes of watching my princess sleep I get up to find my clothes all over Clarke's apartment that she shares with Raven a sophomore, I go to make Clarke some late breakfast and as I walk out her room Raven's sitting on the couch watching some show called The 100 and she looks up at me with wide eyes.

"Who the hell are you and what are you doing in my apartment in your boxers?"

"Shit sorry I'm Bellamy, Bellamy Blake I suppose Clarke didn't mention me?"

"Obviously not you're the married one, right?"

"Wait she told you that?"

"Of course, …. No your tan line on your left index finger did and your sister told me"

"You know Octavia, my little sister Octavia?"

"Duh you're very slow for a person majoring in business and yes I know her I work part time at the garage her boyfriend owns"

"She has a boyfriend?"

"Oh, crap I guess the cats out of the bag on that one and that's a conversation for you and her, what I really want to know is why you're here?"

"I um…. My apartment's waters broken so Clarke said I could come over here and take a shower."

"That's the reason why you're here really? Because your hairs not wet and since I've been here I haven't heard the shower run …. Hold up wait a minute your Clarke's mystery man but you're married I didn't think Clarke would go for a married man."

"Shh Raven lower your voice and my marriage is very complicated right now and can you please not mention this to Octavia right now or anyone please?"

"And why would I do that you're obviously just screwing Clarke over"

"I am not I love her"

"You love her really, like you love your wife, what's going to happen when your wife finds out she's going to blame Clarke not you and label her as a man stealing whore, I care about Clarke too much to let that happen so figure out your relationship with both your wife and Clarke. You should go now your wives probably worried about you."

"I will and I'll just go find my clothes, Nice meeting you I guess"


I hurry back into Clarke's bedroom to find her still asleep, I walk over to her side of the bed and bent over & gave her a kiss on her forehead she slowly opens her eyes.

"Bell where are you going?"

"Well good morning sleepy head I have to head home"

"Of course, are we still going out tomorrow?"

"Um. I don't know we might have to take a rain check"

"Are you serious you promised we would go to that new Art Gallery up the street."

"I know I promised you but Lexa just got home yesterday and I took off to see you and she's really upset."

"What are we doing Bellamy, you're married and I'm the other woman and you keep going back in forth between your Wife & I, and I feel terrible about myself because what kind of person am I to become between husband and Wife, and here I am dreaming or fantasizing that you'd actually leave your wife for me like come on Clarke I need to grow up, so please just go Bellamy I can't do this anymore."

"Clarke what are you saying?"

"I'm saying I'm done I love you with everything I have but I can't do this anymore."

She grabbed my face and kissed me with so much passion that it hurt and I just stood there shocked and heart broken.

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