From now onwards it will be a point of view story.

Lucy Pov

My mind was running 100 miles per hour as I absorb all the information in this book. The history of my magic and all these spells, the secrets, all the possibilities of a celestial mage to be as strong as a wizard saint, it was mind baffling.

What made this book even more important was the knowledge of the keys aside celestial spirits, the weapons that celestial mages had, the sheer power of one attack.

I wanted to be strong and i new this was my chance to become better and not be an embarrassment.

Maybe i will finally be capable of Laxus's notice.

I snap the book shut and take off the glasses and hand both of them back to Ali-Chan. She had such a positive energy around her it had me in a trance-like state.

"We will be getting off at the next station and from there i will teleport us to Phoenix Mountains. It is away from the guild and I know just the place we will be staying at." She smiled at me and I felt warm in my chest. It has only been a minute but she already was becoming a friend.

Loki softly smiled at me and kissed my forehead as a brotherly affection before disappearing.

As soon as he was gone the blue translucent screen disappeared and Ali-chan sighed and looked out of the window.

"You know... you should understand that i cant help you if you be so hard on yourself. You are not weak Lucy, you are a very strong mage, your magic just needs to be pushed in the right direction." She looked at me with those eyes and i gulped.

I could not help but feel the way I did. All my life was told I was weak, that I needed others to help me. It also did not help that even after unlocking my second origin I am this useless. I could not score a single point for the guild, I caused the war between Future Rouge, if not directly then indirectly.

I felt my emotions build up and look out of the window watching the scenery pass by.

It was because of me that Phantom Lord attacked our guild, it was because of me that my team held back so many time in missions. I was the weak dumb blonde of fairy tail. A weakling between them.

Usually, these things don't get to me but right now as the distance between me and the guild increases i feel that they would be better without me. Of course, I have done my share for the guild, but compared to the others it was nothing. The guild was filled with strong mage's and was the most powerful in Fiore and i was just out of place, an ex-mistress of a grand estate who was born to please the eyes of rich men and expand her fathers business.

Before i knew the train started slowing down before entering the station and both Ali-chan and i got up and got off the train into the small town. We didn't waste any time before walking towards the forest and i walked behind her still musing.

She stopped as soon as we were away from sight and took my hand in hers and without a word, i feel my vision go white for a second before i open them and find myself in a clearing surrounded by mountains. A small cabin near a body of water and the rest of the area surrounded by dark forests. I look at Ali-chan who raised her hand and i watch fascinated as the wind around us swirled and formed a globe like structure around the clearing and form like a protective barrier. She gracefully turns around, her eyes glowing a serene blue as she points her finger towards the small body of water and a gasp made way before i could register it as the clearing changed its entire look. The water body was now a raised waterfall, The ground was uneven in some areas plain in some.

She looks at me and smiles. "Okay, so this is where we are going to be for the next 4 months. Right now it is 12:30, freshen up a little and we will start right away. Our day will be divided into a very tight schedule for the next few months, okay? We will be training physically, mentally and of course, i will be teaching you your new potential magic." She walks in front of me towards the cabin and i follow behind like a lost puppy.

She opens the door and let me walks in first, letting me look around the little house. It had a simple living room and kitchen plus dining table. there were two bedrooms at the end of the hall and a small fireplace. I walk into the smaller one, not wanting to be more of a burden on her. A small smile mad way on my lips as i see my luggage already there. Oh Virgo.

I gather that the waterfall was going to be the bathing area since there was no bathroom around here.

I take a small hand towel with me since i was not that messy. Ali-chan sat outside in the clearing and smiles looking at me, making me smile back. She was like Mira, so warm and sweet, or like Evergreen. Dipping the end of the towel in the cold water i wipe my face and sigh, feeling my shoulders slump.

Here i was again, Lucy Heartfelia running from her problems. Well, not running exactly. This time running to fix them. I feel her presence beside me and look at her trying to smile.

"You don't have to pretend anymore, you should let your anger out Lucy. Over centuries i have learned not to hold the past so close to my heart. You think you are weak, you know what i think? I think that you are so strong. How else would you stand after every hit you received from Gajeel during Phantom Lord, I think you are kind-hearted and selfless. How else would you turn someone else's spirit against them and be so ready to give up your life for them? I think that you are the most beautiful person inside out because everyone at the guild loves you." My throat clogs with every word she said because to me it meant so much. Nobody said things like this to me. It made me feel so happy that she was watching over me all this time.

"What do we do first Ali-chan?" I look at her with new determination, every single cell in my body ready for the new change.

I promise myself today that i will do everything in my power to improve my self for my family.