Hello! I did it, finally. Its here hurray! =) Thanks for waiting patiently.
Naruto does not belong to me, If it did the ending would be so different. Ugh Naruto ended you guys, what am I gonna do now =(?
Anyway here it is...
Not far away from where the former student and sensei were was Yamato. He had run after Kakashi, worried. The white nin had barely any rest and yet he had used all his strengths to run back.
Without paying much attention to Kakashi's direction he had ran after him, just to land on Sakura's window sill. He hadn't noticed where he was until he heard her speak. Her voice was cracked, letting out sorrow in each word.
She had said his name and with that it seemed difficult to move. With his back against the wall he stayed listening.
Soon he would decide if it was worth to stay.
Kakashi listened closely as she gripped his hands. It wasn't a strong grip per-say, but they invoked a need for support.
"Yamato really had nothing to do with how I am now. He did everything that was on his hands, but the...the mission wasn't..as easy as we had hoped."
Her eyes stared at Kakashi's, making sure he wouldn't interrupt her for whatever was next.
When she could see that he was settled she began again, "Our mission was to get the daughter of a very wealthy man, Hashito Kimoto. He lives in... I guess Yamato told you already."
Kakashi nodded in response.
Sakura went through her mind on where to begin now that he knew the beginning. She gave a loud sigh. She, in truth, wanted to stall. She didn't want to rush into such a delicate conversation
"I guess you know that it was my first time...with Yamato." She hoped that this didn't bother him, but somehow she knew it did. "I honestly didn't want to...you know...not with him. I had always hoped for the right guy, but I should have known better. When he had asked me I was appalled; I couldn't look at him at his request, but at night it had struck me. I was going to be a sex object the next day. It wasn't going to be gentle or anyway I wanted it to be. I didn't want that, so I went to Yamato."
She stopped and had to part her eyes away from him for a minute as red color appeared on her cheeks.
"It was-good, for my first time. He had done everything I had always hoped for and more. I was grateful to him for giving me the option. "
Internally Kakashi cringed, but didn't dare show it.
"When he had me again I felt the difference, -but," she had added that word in quickly, facing him once again, "I knew why he had done it. I knew he wouldn't have hurt me intentionally. It had hurt, but I knew it was detrimental for the mission."
"After he had left I tried to compose myself and ..." She locked her lips as if she were scared that someone would hear her. She didn't say another word for several minutes and when she did she had closed her eyes.
As she spoke her mind traveled to those dark memories, reliving them over and over again.
She had stopped her whimpering sounds and began to dry her eyes. She was pretty sure that the light make up she had put on was ruined, but it didn't bother her.
Composing herself she began to fix her clothes and hair. As she was finishing someone knocked at the same door Yamato had left. She hadn't given any permission for anyone to come in, but the person behind the door did not bother for a response.
Sakura turned to the intruder seeing that it was Kaito, Jiro's right hand man. Kaito was much taller than her measuring to at least six feet. He was a built man with a slender body. His face features were not out of the ordinary to be called gorgeous, but he wasn't ugly. His most outstanding feature was his blue hair. It could resemble the sky, but was a bit darker.
With a small bow he said hello to her. She did the same.
"You will leave with the maids that Master Jiro will send you and follow all of their instructions afterward." His order were simple. Sakura nodded but felt something malicious coming from him.
He left her alone again with a smirk on his face as if great news were given to him. The maids came soon after and escorted her to another room.
This room was much smaller than the other she had been in, but had held the three maids who had taken her and herself. It had no other furniture except for a small round table near the far end of the wall with a mirror beside it. On either side of the walls were open closets hangers with multiple clothes.
The maids undressed her to which Sakura tried to stop, but failed. They had taken everything off of her including her undergarments. Sakura, embarrassed, tried to hide herself with her hands, but the maids wouldn't take it. One maid with short black hair held a white bra with red lines embroidering the edges on her right hand. The bra was made of a silk that could easily be seen through. On her left she held a matching underwear (more like thong, Sakura thought) with the same see through silk.
She wasn't asked if she liked it or if she would have preferred anything else. The maids just dressed her as if they had done it a thousand times before. Sakura should have felt relief to have something on, but even with the her new undergarments she felt exposed. Thankfully one of the maids had brought a bright red kimono with a big white flower decorated on it.
The kimono itself was rather short, reaching higher than her thigh. The kimono also did very little to hide her breast. Sakura was certain that if she crouched down everything would be exposed.
As her attire was pushed on to her another maid, with brown silky hair, had entered the room with a medium sized box. One of the three maids had taken it form the brown haired lady and opened it. Inside it held various eyeshadow colors, lipsticks, blush, and eyeliners.
The maid carefully did her makeup, using light colors to match her pink hair and skin tone. Her lips were painted a vibrant red color and the mascara made her emerald eyes pop out more.
When the maids had nodded in her approval they all left, leaving Sakura alone again. The konichi waited unsure of what to do now. Her uncertainty left, however, when another maid came inside. Unlike the other maids this one was much older. Her brown hair was held up high in a bun with an elegant kimono. Her age was noticeable from the other maids, but the way she held herself made her look strong and confident.
"Please follow me to your room." Her voice had startled her. The other maids had not said a word to her and she had assumed she wouldn't either.
Sakura followed her slowly behind watching her movements. It wasn't because she felt any threat from her, but the way she walked, perfectly straight with a swish of her hips. They weren't overly exaggerated that it could be seen from a mile away, but they were noticeable enough that made her walking elegant.
"My name is Setsu. I will be helping you in anything you need." She didn't turn to look at Sakura as she spoke.
Sakura said nothing in return. When they arrived to a red door the Setsu took out keys that were hidden inside her sleeves. Sakura, by the her orders, walked in the room first. The room was much larger than any of the others and unlike the other ones only had one thing. A large bed in the middle with red sheets.
"This will be the room you will be staying in with your customer." Sakura said nothing and kept looking at the furniture in front of her.
"Behave yourself," Setsu said, "this way you won't get hurt. "
Sakura's head flashed to the maid next to her. Setsu still did not look at her but could see how her demeanor showed some type of worry.
"Stay here and wait. He will be here in a minute. " With that said Setsu left leaving Sakura alone standing there.
Once again she was left alone in a new room. She looked around for anything else she could see other than the bed, but there was nothing. Her eyes focused on the object that would be used very soon.
She closed her eyes and slowly inhaled and exhaled. It was happening. Being alone in the other rooms had not left her in a sign of panic. Now, so close to something she had been slowly dreading, the absence of someone was terrorizing her.
She tried keeping even breaths, but the steps that were heard slowly pacing the halls outside the room made her breathing increase. She tried to focus on something else, anything that would keep her mind of what would very soon occur.
I can do this, she chanted to herself. I am a strong konichi. I am the Hokage's apprentice. I can do this.
The doorknob made the usual cling sound when someone held it. To Sakura the turning of the doorknob was a painfully slow one. Her breathing stopped and she went still. Her whole body stilled as if thinking that if she didn't make noise or move she would somehow disappear. The newcomer was unexpected.
The man before her wore an opened red robe, showing his flat toned stomach, and his black pants. His hair gave Sakura everything she needed to know on who the man before her was.
Kaito looked at her with his dark eyes, scanning her body as if it were food. His smile was predatory as he walked the distance between him and her.
"I knew you would have looked good with that." Were his first words.
She said nothing, waiting for him to give some explanation. His smile grew to show his full white teeth. "You look lovely when your confused. Let's see if when can get more reactions on your face. "
Kaito stopped right in front of her. Bending slightly down, he put his hands under her chin to tilt her head up and lock his lips with hers. His kiss was a sloppy one, nothing like the one she had experienced with Yamato. His tongue licked her closed lips, wanting for her to open, but she didn't. She might have been scared, but she wouldn't give in easily.
He pulled away seeming annoyed, but not discouraged. His lips moved down to her neck and went down her cleavage. The man's other hand was not left out as he went under her kimono and bra.
Sakura had felt his touch as soon as a breeze had reached her now exposed breasts. She gasped and in that moment Kaito returned to her lips sticking his tongue in with hers. He plopped her down the bed continuing his intrusion on the girl below him. He was becoming hot, but he wanted to have some fun before sticking himself into her.
The rosette, wanting to get away, tried to push the man of her, but she couldn't. He weighed much more than she could handle without her chakra. With that failing she pulled his hair as hard as she could in the hopes that he would pull away, but it only seemed to excite him more.
His kiss lasted little as he went quickly to suckle her breasts and move his hands to more productive places. His hands reached their destination, but had trouble entering as her legs were closed firmly together. He tried to pull one leg away, but they would quickly shut again. With no other option he left her breast alone and spread her legs with both his hands which had taken less effort.
He was satisfied at what he saw. Her pussy was nice and wet and held a tempting smell to it. His head lay in between her thighs sucking them as he reached her pussy.
Sakura wouldn't let him though. She dropped hit after hit over his head with all the force she could muster. The strength she had gathered didn't last long. Kaito had stopped his movements and moved up to face the one hurting him. He gave her a small smirk, but his eyes showed that he wasn't pleased. With one hit he would have made her learn her lesson, but he didn't stop at one.
Almost unconscious he laid her there as he finished what he had begun. Sakura felt it all like a lifeless doll, not able to fight or stop him. He was nothing like Yamato. His touches were rough and the pleasure she had experienced was not there anymore. All she felt was pain. She swore to herself that this would be the last time this man would ever touch her.
When he was done she felt some type of relief, but it was only a small instant. There was no way how to explain how he knew, but he did. And it terrified her even more.
He took away a part of the seal that had contained her chakra. "Heal yourself," Kaito said. Sakura turned to him shocked. He shouldn't have known she held chakra at all.
At her expression Kaito laughed. "Did you think I wouldn't know. It takes more than just a small seal to hide to me that your a ninja."
He grabbed his robe and put it over himself. He walked to the door and turned on the doorknob, but before opening it, he left her with words she would never forget.
"When you get to your...'Master', tell him what a wonderful time you had. See you soon." His laughter was demonic as he left her in that room, alone once again.
He had known all along. Her mission was already thrown out the window.
Not once did Sakura open her eyes. Even as she shuttered and relived the memories in her mind. Kakashi saw the terror it had inflicted on her just by retelling the events. Now he understood so much more.
He had obscured himself with the idea that Yamato had been the only man she would encounter. Kakashi had just assumed that it was the main and only cause of her peculiar behavior. He had forgotten to add all the other possible factors that could and most possible would happen in a mission. Before anything he was a ninja, but yet he had forgotten everything that came with being one.
His hands opened and closed, wanting to hit something so badly. Frustration took over him. He could no longer inflict all her pain towards Yamato. There was someone else and this person did more pain than he could ever have imagined to her.
"I'm sorry...I shouldn't have made you.."
"It's fine'" Her voice came out low. "I should have taken this off my chest for a while now. I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. " She gave him an apologizing smile.
Through all she went through she was still so innocent. Even through all the pain she wasn't corrupted.
"Sakura," he gulped, " how many times were you with that man?"
She stared down at her fingers and fiddled with them. "Almost every night."
Almost every night!? Kakashi could feel his heart shattering from within. "What else did he do to you?"
No words came out of her. Her attention was on her fingers only.
"Sakura." His voice was dire.
She stopped her fiddling. It took just seconds later for her to speak again. "He was ruthless. He did whatever he wanted whenever he wanted. There were nights that I didn't see him and that terrified me. I had no idea whether he would come later or not come at all. It seemed like he enjoyed my fear."
Her emerald eyes captured his unsimilar ones. "I was trapped. I couldn't do anything. I was back to being helpless again. Kakashi I didn't want that. I didn't want to be so, so...weak, but I was!" Her cries held frustration towards herself.
Kakashi knew that that wasn't true. Sakura had been stronger than any person he had ever met in her situation. "You can't blame yourself."
She glared at him. A glare that he had never seen before. "How can I not! Before I was never able to help Naruto and I wasn't strong enough to stop Sasuke from leaving. This time...," Her loud voice now diminished, "This time, I couldn't protect myself. How pathetic am I. "
She hid her face in her hands. She wasn't able to control herself. She knew her weakness, she had always known it was there. After her training with Tsunade she had thought that she would never feel such desperation at not being able to do something. This had made her realize that maybe things hadn't changed. Maybe she was still the same weak little girl she was years ago. That scarred her.
Kakashi laid her on his lap. His hand ran up and down her back to sooth her. "One thing I've learned," he began saying in her ear, "is that not every mission is the same. No matter how strong someone is there will be something out there that will tear you down. You can't let this get in the way."
She heard him and knew he was right, but that didn't mean she could follow it that easily. No matter how much time passed she could not forget what that man had done to her. It was so much deeper than any wound she held from any battle. This one was engraved with in her forever.
Her hands clenched his shirt. Kakashi could only imagine what she was going through, but he wouldn't just sit there and watch. Now that she had opened up to him he could actually help her.
His hands wrapped around her carefully. "Let me help you."
Her face was hidden in his chest. He could faintly hear her smuggled "How?"
He, himself, wasn't sure, but he would find a way. "I'll think of something. "
That's it. Tell me what you feel about. Kaito will show up more in the story because he is a big part of Sakura's problem. Next chapter more Yamato also. Again I would like to comment on Naruto...It ended...it feels weird saying that. After 15 years it ended. I don't like that it ended...does this bother anyone else? Does it bother anyone that on the Manga status it says completed, meaning that its over? Maybe its just me...
On a happier note, I'll try to get the next chapter up soon!
-Zero =D
