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Bella awoke to the sound of the shower running, it was 7 am, time to get ready to head back home. Dread washed over her body as she thought about facing the others when they got back to Forks. She pushed the bad feelings away and slid out of bed and made her way to the bathroom. As soon as she entered she saw Carlisle's naked, toned body through the glass shower screen, already feeling the familiar wet feeling between her legs. She slowly stepped into the shower and wrapped her arms around his waist, planting soft kisses on his chest. Carlisle let out a soft sigh as her hands roamed over his body, soon finding their way down to his already throbbing erection. He felt her fingers close around him, slowly moving up and down. He rested the back of his head against the shower wall and watched her face through hooded eyes. She picked up the pace as she pumped his cock harder, leaving him hissing and gasping uncontrollably with every movement, she smiled teasingly up at him, she knew she had him.

"Bella stop" he groaned when he felt he couldn't hold back anymore. He grabbed her by the shoulders and pushed her hard against the cold shower wall, trapping her with his body. His lips hungrily were on hers, as he let his hands roam over her body down between her legs. He kissed his way up and down the side of her neck, nibbling as he made his way down to her breasts. She thrust her fingers into his hair and pulled him closer to her aching body, arching against him trying to pull herself even closer. His lips made there way back up her neck, nipping softly as he went. He started to teasingly rub her clit but stopped as he felt her orgasm rising. She groaned in frustration at the loss of the sweet sensation but after a few seconds, his thumb was moving against her clit again as he continued to finger her until his thumb stopped rubbing her clit again for the second time, just before she could reach her climax.

"Carlisle...please...don't tease.." she growled as she wrapped her arms around his neck tighter

"Mine" he growled in her ear as he quickly lifted her legs and wrapped them around his waist, before slamming his cock deep into her. After a few hard thrusts, he felt her tense around his cock before crying out his name as she came around him. Carlisle started thrusting faster, the sounds of her back hitting the wall with every thrust echoed around the room. She pulled his head closer and kissed him deeply as their tongues fought for dominance as they met each other thrust for thrust. He felt her hands on his back as her nails dug into his skin ripping a guttural moan from him, he loved this side of her. Her legs pulling him in deeper, she arched back as she threw her head back in ecstasy. She was close to the edge again as her muscles clenched around his cock, causing them both to come at the same time moaning and panting the others name. They stayed together like that for a few moments as they both came down from there high.

"God your so beautiful Bella" he moaned as he kissed her lips softly.

"You make me feel beautiful" she murmured softly. Carlisle smiled and held her tightly.

"Come on beautiful we need to hit the road" he breathed softly as he walked them both out of the shower and wrapped Bella up in a towel tightly, before wrapping himself with one. They both moved around the apartment in silence as they got dressed and got ready to check out. Bella settled on a pair of dark wash skinny jeans, a black t-shirt paired with a black biker leather jacket. Carlisle settled on a pair of black denim jeans with a denim look button up shirt. Bella smiled as she looked over at Carlisle, he still looked young like the day before but he still carried that older charm.

"Damn Dr. Cullen you look good when you wear something besides a suite" she murmured as she wrapped her arms around his neck kissing him softly.

"Well I still have an image to uphold my dear but I do dress down on occasion" he chuckled softly as he kissed her deeper.

"Don't get me wrong I lovee you in a suite, but you look so carefree like this" she stated as she ran her hands over his chest softly.

They made there way out of the suite and headed down to the concierge as they checked out and awaited the valet. Carlisle's car pulled up out the front shortly after checking out, they made there way outside and into the car. They drove off in silence as Bella took in the view around them, she snuggled into the seat more as she twisted to face the passenger's window. Carlisle looked over sadly at Bella, he knew there was nothing he could say that could calm her nerves about returning home, he reached over and took her hand and squeezed softly, she turned and smiled softly at him before looking back out the window.

For the first hour and a half, they drove in comfortable silence until Bella turned around and faced Carlisle.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to ruin the last few hours together" she whispered softly, Carlisle smiled and kissed her hand softly.

"Bella do you regret anything".

"Nooo please, please don't think I do, Carlisle this weekend certainly didn't go the way I ever imagined, but god I am so thankful for the way it did".

"Bella, I promised that I would give you the weekend to decide what you wanted this...us to be... but I need you to know something, I love you, Bella, I have for a while, I don't expect you to love me back, but I just needed you to know that this weekend means so much to me" he stated softly. Bella smiled and kissed his hand softly and snuggled up to his side.

"Carlisle, I love you too, the moment I slept with you I knew, I was just so scared to admit it because I know how hard this is going to be, but Carlisle I don't care, all I know is I want you and I want to see what we can be" she stated happily as a tear rolled down her face, she kissed him softly and held him closer as they drove closer towards home.

The hours passed by as they filled the rest of there time with small chatter and laughter until finally, they crossed the welcome to Forks sign. Carlisle squeezed her hand softly as they drove up the long winding driveway to the Cullen house. Carlisle parked the car out the front and walked around to open Bella's car door, helping her out of the car. He held her hand tightly as they walked over to the house slowly. Bella looked over to the forest surrounding the house just as the rest of the Cullen's appeared out of the woods, laughing and mucking around as they neared the house.

Carlisle smiled over at Bella and held her hand tighter,

"You ready," he asked softly.

"Ready" she stated as she stood tall and smiled softly at him, squeezing his hand tighter as they walked over to the others, who were now standing on the front porch. Alice smiled happily at them, sending Bella a smirk as she ran over to her and held her tight.

"I told you I always saw you becoming one of us" Alice chuckled happily.

THE END!

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