Holly couldn't stop laughing as she watched Jax get flustered as he tried to talk to Abel. What started out as something innocent turned very dirty and then kind of awkward when Abel had walked in on Holly and Jax having sex. When she was finally able to stop laughing, she picked Abel up and put him on her lap, looking at him as she held onto him.

"What mommy and daddy were doing was something that you'll experience when you're much much much much much much much much older called sex. It's a very special hug between two people."

"Why do I have to wait so long to do it?"

"Because there's a lot to this special hug that you have to know that would take way too long to explain."

It only took a few more minutes before she could get Abel to stop asking questions and go get some clothes on. She looked over at Jax with a huge smirk, watching him pull her in for a hug.

"I was thinking about it. Let's go take that vacation. Make it a family thing and take the kids. We'll go up to Disney."

"I know Abel would love that. But are you sure you can leave?"

"It'll be a few days before I can go anywhere. So I want you to pack our bags, book a hotel room for the 5 of us and take some time off work."

She smiled at him, cupping his face gently and pulling him in for a deep kiss, giggling into the kiss as he laid her onto her back, both of them picking up where they left off when Abel interrupted them.

Holly let agent Potter in when he knocked on the door, shutting the door behind him before going into the living room with him.

"What can I help you with, agent Potter?"

"I thought you should know, and I know you'll tell the club, Romeo Parada and Luis Torres have been found dead. Along with a few members of Lobo Sonora."

"Why would I need to know what happens to them? They're not my concern."

"They're not your concern anymore. Your mother's family have taken care of them for you."

"I don't know what you're talking about agent. You make me sound like some kind of double agent or something. I'm just an old lady and a mom."

She smirked at him, crossing her arms across her chest, looking at him. They both stared at each other for a minute before Potter looked away from her and down at the file in his hands.

"As for Eli Roosevelt, he's been fired and is currently being arraigned."

"Is his wife ok?"

"As ok as she can be in this situation."

"Am I right in assuming that you told her it was my fault?"
"Yes. I'd expect a call from her if I were you."

"So you've said what you came to say. I have mommy duties. I'm gonna ask you to leave."

"I didn't say everything I needed to. Eli is pressing charges against you for attacking him. I'm here to arrest you. Do you have someone to watch your children?"

She looked at him in shock, her mouth open slightly as she shook her head.

"I'd have to call someone."

"Call them. I'll wait."

She watched him sit down on the couch before calling Jax.

Holly sat in her cell, tapping her foot impatiently, waiting to be arraigned. Jax had called Rosen, but there wasn't anything Rosen could do just yet. So Holly would have to go to court to get the charges dropped. In a week. Which meant that, once again, her time with Jax would be postponed indefinitely. She looked over when she heard someone call her name, seeing Opie come over to her.

"Hey. Jax told us what happened. You ok?"

"Are the kids ok?"

"Yeah. Gemma has them at her place with Neeta and Jessica. Is there anything we can do to help?"

"No. The only way that I'll be able to go home is if Roosevelt drops the charges. And I doubt that's gonna happen anytime soon. I'm just worried about the kids and Jax."

"Jax is fine. Worried about you. The kids are fine too. Just focus on staying whole."

"Call Laroy? See if he knows anyone on the inside?"

"Where are they sending you?"

"Corona. California Institute for Women."

"I will. When do you go?"

"As soon as they're finished with the paperwork. Another few minutes."

"You'll be fine, Holly. Stay strong and trust no one unless you hear otherwise. Ok?"

"I will. Tell Jax I love him."

"I will."

Holly was on the bottom bunk in her cell, rooming with a friend of the Niners who was protecting Holly, reading a book she'd managed to get. The charges hadn't been dropped and the judge had ruled in Roosevelt's favor. So Holly was sentenced to 9 months in CIW. In the 3 months since she'd been there, she'd kept to herself and spent most of her time in her cell or in the cafeteria. Until it came time to visit, when she spent as much time as she could with Jax and the kids. Which was a bittersweet thing for her, since she'd missed more than she thought she would. Tommy was starting to talk now and Valentina was starting to walk.

"You doing ok down there? You're awfully quiet."

"Yeah. I'm just reading. Waiting for my family to get here."

"How're they doing?"

"Good. The kids are all so big now. I'm missing so much."

"That's never easy. But you'll make it through. Just wait out the next few months and then you can go free, boo."

She nodded quietly, looking at the book, just starting to get back into it when the guard came over.

"Let's go, Pavlov. Your family's here."

She nodded, putting the book down before going over to the door, following the guard out to the visiting room, running and jumping into Jax's arms, holding onto him tightly as happy tears dripped down her face, feeling him kiss her neck gently. She took in a deep breath, taking in the scent she missed so much. She kissed him softly and passionately for a minute before pulling away, bending down to pick up Abel, noticing the babies weren't there, looking back at Jax.

"Tommy's got a cold and Valentina has the chicken pox. Abel missed you really badly."

She sniffled softly, nodding as she sat down, holding onto Abel, rubbing his back gently as he showed her all of the pictures he'd drawn and colored for her, smiling as she kissed his head. She looked over at Jax, holding his hand.

"How are you doing, darlin'?"

"I'm physically whole, anyway. But it's nice to have protection and a friend. It makes things easier."

"Has anyone given you a hard time?"

"Nothing too bad. I've been keeping to myself as much as possible. The guards seem to like me because I get some extra privileges here and there."

"Good. You'll be out before you know it."

"I can't wait to come home. I miss our bed."

"It's waiting for you, babe. I promise to keep it warm for you."

She smiled sadly at him, kissing his hand.

"Have you heard from Rosen?"

"Yeah. He tried to get the ruling appealed, but lost that case."

"It's ok. It's only a few more months."

Jax sat in the living room with the kids, some stupid ass kid's show playing on the TV for the kids as his mind wandered. He needed to protect Holly from this shit. He knew that, even though the club was all she knew, she needed something that had nothing to do with the shit he'd brought into her life. She deserved it after everything she'd been through. It killed him to know that it was all because of him. She'd been raped because of the shit he did for the club. He wanted to think that he could get out of the club and start over with her and the kids somewhere, but it was becoming more and more apparent that that wouldn't ever happen. He was too far into the shit with the club and he couldn't get out. He had to be strong enough to end things. He looked over when the house phone rang, getting up to answer it, seeing Laroy's number on the screen.

"Laroy? What's going on?"

"I heard from Yolanda. Holly's got sent to the hospital. She got shanked in the yard. It's pretty bad, man."

"Shit. What hospital?"

He got the name of the hospital before calling him mom. He had to wait for her to get there before he could go, speeding off to Corona. Walking through the hospital, trying to find Holly's doctor, he was in agony. He'd been thinking about leaving her while she was being attacked. He went to the nurse's station to ask for the doctor that was assigned to Holly, looking over when he heard someone saying Holly's name.

"Yeah. She's my fiance. Is she ok?"

"She's in surgery right now. But it's not looking good. Whatever she was stabbed with punctured her lung along with causing a lot of damage to her abdomen, torso and arms. It looks like she tried to defend herself."

"Oh shit….How bad is the damage?"

"I don't know. I'm not the surgeon working on her. But I'll make sure someone comes to update you on your fiance's condition."

"Is there anyway she can be transferred to St. Thomas after her surgery?"

"She's a prisoner, sir. I'm not in charge of that. You'll have to ask her guards."

Jax nodded, letting the doctor go, calling Opie as he walked into the waiting room.

"Jax? It's pretty late. You ok, brother?"

"No I'm not. Holly got attacked at the prison. She's in surgery at the hospital in Corona. It's not looking good, Ope."

He sniffled as he teared up, covering his eyes with his hand as the tears started falling. He didn't care who heard or saw.

"What do you need, brother?"

"I need her out of the woods and then I need her out of Charming. I'm tired of seeing her get hurt because of me. The club. She deserves better than this life."

"She doesn't want out, Jax. She was trained by your mother to take care of all of us. She loves you too much to leave this life. She might not be a member but she has the member mentality. It's all she knows."

"She'll figure things out. I can't let her stay. I won't let her get killed because of me."

"You won't get her to leave. She loves you too much, brother. You know that."

"I know. But I need to do something. I won't let her get hurt again. I couldn't handle it."

Jax sighed deeply as he wiped his eyes as he walked into the waiting room, having gotten a call from Opie that most of the guys were there for support. He looked around at Tig, Opie, Juice, Chibs and Bobby, hugging them all in turn. He looked over at Ope when he asked about Holly.

"She's been out of surgery for a while now and she's still out. She's got a punctured lung and there's a bit of tissue damage."

"You doing ok, brother? You still having those thoughts?"

"Now more than ever. She was pregnant again. Baby didn't make it."

He looked over at Chibs.

"I need some air. You guys mind staying for a bit? Keeping an eye on her?"
"Of course, Jackie Boy. Go take a breath. She'll be just fine."

He nodded, clapping Chibs' shoulder as he walked out, going out to his bike, putting his helmet on before riding off, not knowing where he was going. But he ended up at Cara Cara, walking inside. He ended up talking with some brunette who turned out to be a croweater. After the conversation turned to one of the girl's movies, Jax let her lead him to her dressing room, locking the door behind him before pulling her in for a deep kiss. He tried to force himself to think of anything but Holly, but as he pushed into the girl, Holly's face was all he could see. Her smile, her eyes. Just like it was when he was after Tara left Charming. The eater's moans transformed into Holly's in his ears. As guilty as he felt, he couldn't stop. Not even rolling the girl onto her stomach on the floor helped. Looking at her back, all he could think about was how Holly had just gotten his crow nearly over her entire back. She'd given him two gorgeous kids and had taken such great care of Abel and he was betraying that. But through his guilt, there was a small nugget of hope that despite this, she'd heal from the betrayal eventually and start over with someone who wouldn't get her killed.