Thank you for your positive response towards this probie. Read ahead the next mail.

Tony proceeded to the next mail. It was dated 21st April 2014.

To: tonydinozzoncis

Subject: Missing you a lot with my hormones running wild

Dear Tony,

Missing you sooooooo much. Hope you are well and moving on with your life.

I've been pregnant for almost 5 months. Hmn I felt the baby's first kick yesterday. I was eating oranges when it happened. May be the baby likes oranges. God, for the for time in months I felt so happy. It's a killjoy, Tony. Wish you had been here to share this great moment.

Meanwhile I can't sleep well at night, the baby moves so much. The baby juggles everything I eat. My morning sickness lasts so long that I remain tired the whole day. All these things plus the hormones running CRAZY are sometimes driving me crazy. I sometimes fall asleep standing. Sometimes I find myself crying hard while eating. Those are the times I really wished you were there with me. Maybe you could cheer me up with one of the classic Dinozzo joke or a movie reference. Talking about movies, I watched It's a Wonderful Life this Christmas with our baby. We enjoyed it a lot.

Remember when we were undercover as married assassins. You were trying to picture me pregnant; well my belly is round like a balloon. The doctor asked if I preferred to know the gender of the baby. I refused at once, didn't the contract killer tell us Believe me that's the best way. My wild guess is that it's a boy, the way its kicking me right now. I can't wait for the baby to come out.

With lots of love,

Ziva

Tony again tries to picture the ever-fit ninja with a baby bump, maybe with even chubby cheeks, like he did when they were undercover. The same question arises again in Tony's mind. Why didn't Ziva send the mail? If only she did. Tony had every right to see Ziva round with his child, help her with her pregnancy and tease her endlessly.

Tali's first kick. Tony sure missed something wonderful. What would Tony had done if he were there when Tali first kicked and Ziva moaned in pleasurable pain? Kissed the bump once and then kissed ziva so passionately that she would have become oblivious of the pain.

He smiles. Ziva. How much he loves her. He doesn't need wild hormones to miss her sooooooo much.

Reviews please. I need your guidance to improve. Love Tiva