Passing out sucks! however waking up from passing out is even more horrendous ,nothing like going to sleep, nothing like waking up it's eerie the not being able to remember what happened especially waking up in a strange new place that you definitely were not in Which is where I find myself now, I vaguely recall being wet and in terrible pain now waking up I'm dry and my neck doesn't hurt I'm curious why my neck not hurting registers with me? you don't normally think about something when it doesn't hurt, slowly I become aware, first aware that I'm on a hard surface and is quite, next nothing really hurts, on the contrary i feel it's not as quiet as I thought it was when I first woke up I can hear this weird pounding. I hear something next to me and it scares me, my eyes fly open and out of the corner of my eye I see something move in my peripheral and I don't know what it / I move to get up away from what ever it is, and find I'm already in the far corner of the room... far away from where I was, and whatever was moving which it turns out is Jacob.
" Jacob what's going on" even as I asked memories flood back Jumping. Red hair. Victoria... pain. OH GOD She bit me!wait my heart is still beating though, what "Jake I know I saw her she bit me. and...and you.. you grab me out of the water.. what"Jacob started coming towards me very slowly more so than normal why? "everything's okay Victoria... yes Victoria did bite you and I'm sorry i did not get to you in time. My plan worked sort of though not exactly in the way I didn't ended. the reason your heart is still beating ...is because you're not a full vampire, I gave you some of my blood to try to,... well counteract, the leeches bite and well now your part wolf too."
I just stared at him looking at him like he's crazy because he has to be crazy "Jake is that even possible? how could you believe tha... how could I be both? At a loss for words and at the risk of babbling incessantly because of it I wait for his explanation. " apparently it is Bell's when that bloodsucker bit you the pack chased her off and I carried you to shore. when you started screaming I wasn't entirely sure what to do, I had the idea that if our blood can't be changed we'll, I hoped that maybe... if I gave you some of it, my blood that is it might counteract the Venom, but I guess I didn't factor in your human blood, I'm not sure because when I gave you some of my blood you passed out and some how, you change form"
Holly crap I don't remember that it seems like a very big Monumental thing that I should probably remember, oh God what are they going to do now they're probably all scared of me. I look a scared sadness must have showed on my face because he continued in a hurry. "Sam and I are going to see if we can let you into the pack, it's not ideal but hopefully we can look out for you and... I don't know, this is all very new no one is entirely sure what to do, but I'm not going to let any one hurt you." his words penetrate in my mind he's not afraid he still cares, what he said made me so happy the thought that I might not be alone they're not going to kill me but wait. "I'd be happy to join the pack but how did you know that I'm part vampire? Also if I really am, aren't the others going to be a little bit... not happy... to let me you know.. be part of your pack"? Despite my dis organized Awakening I knew I was a difrent I just knew I felt more aware of myself stronger more in control than I ever have. but that doesn't explain how he knew i was a vampire. " it's weird you look.. like you but different... good,well you've always look good to me, but now you look more... Well more. plus you feel different you're not warm like we are you don't radiate heat like we do" I wasn't sure how to take that, as a compliment or... well definitely not an insult but I wasn't in the mood to analyze my feelings right now or his for tat matter.
" okay but again I ask why would they want me in the pack don't you hate vampires"
Just as I finished asking the question Sam walks in

"you're not exactly a vampire now are you" he asks.