Bastion's P.O.V
'Why did I have to say those things? I know that I'm probably right but still, I also knew that they would hurt Jesse. So why did I have to say it? Why?
'I just want to help him, but I don't think that helped him at all. I might have even made things worse. Sigh. Oh well, I'll apologize to him in the morning,'
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Jaden P.O.V
'Was he serious? Was he really serious?' I thought over and over again as I lay in my bed. 'I mean, I know he's nice; he seemed really, really nice, but still! Why would he want to help me? I don't understand. No one else has ever tried to help me, so why would he? He doesn't even know me!
'But, what if he does? Maybe he might really care.'
"You idiot! How could you fail such an easy test?! You're nothing but an idiot!"
"You have no talent, you should just give up. You're just wasting your time."
"Why do you even bother trying? You're nothing! You're not worth a single glance!"
"You should just drop dead. No one cares about you, no one has ever cared about you, and no one will ever care about you."
'No, it was just a lie. I'm a burden to every one that sees me. Jesse was just being nice.'
And with that thought I went to my nightstand, opened the drawer and polled out a bottle of some thing, I'm not really sure what, and then took the pills. There were about 6 or 7 in it, so I just took them all and cried myself to sleep, not really sure if I would wake up in the morning.