A/N: More sadness ahead.
P.S: Every thing in italic for this chapter will be Jaden's thoughts.
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'why didn't they care about me? What did I do wrong?'
"Bastion, he's not breathing normal!"
"What's wrong?"
"His breath is too shallow! I think we're losing him!"
'It's not fair. What did I do wrong? I did my best, why wasn't that good enough? I did all my home work, even though it wasn't always correct, I still tried! I didn't interrupt teachers in classes or you when you were busy, which was most of the time.'
"Bastion, we need to hurry!"
"I'm hurrying! I'm hurrying!"
'I tried out for sports and played to the best of my abilities. I got hurt a lot, but I didn't make a fuss no matter how much it hurt!'
"Jaden, hold on,"
'I tried to be good, I really did! Mommy what did I do wrong? I tried to be just like big brother, so why didn't you love me too? The only thing I didn't do then was the drugs, but I do them now, is that what you wanted? I bet it is.
'You would have been happier if I'd taken them then and died before him. Then he'd have seen the error of his ways, and he'd have stopped before it was too late. Then you'd all be one big happy family. I'm sorry I ruined that. I'm sorry mommy,'
"Jaden,"
"We're here!"
"We need to hurry! I don't think he's going to last much longer!"
'But mommy, I did try to stop him. I tried to help; doesn't that count for any thing? No, I guess it doesn't, because you still lost your baby boy. But mommy, what was wrong with me?'
"We need help!" Bastion yelled as he barged through the hospital doors. Nurses and doctors hurried to the scene, knowing that some thing was wrong.
"What's wrong?"
"What's going on?"
"He over dosed!" Bastion yelled.
"Please help him!" Jesse begged with teary eyes.
'Was I not cute enough? Or smart enough? What was it? What was wrong with me? What made me so unlovable?
"Jaden, hang on! Just hang on!"
'But mommy, wasn't I your baby boy too? Aren't mothers supposed to love all their children, not just one?'
"Just hold on Jaden! Please!"
'Mommy, I tried to help him, I really did! I didn't want him to die! He was the most important person in my life! He was the one that watched out for me, he was the one that took care of me all those times you were at work! He taught me so much!
'He was the one who helped me with my home work and that taught me how to ride a bike! He sighed permission slips in your place! He drove me to team practices and gave me advice! He was my hero! I didn't want him to die!'
"Jaden,"
'Couldn't you see I was hurting too? Couldn't you see the effect it had on me? Not just the event, but your words?
"JUST DROP DEAD!"
'Did you really want me to drop dead? Did I really mean that little to you? Did you really hate me that much, you wanted me to die? Well, it looks like you'll get your wish.
'I did every thing I could to make you proud, so please don't regret your wish, it would only be an insult to my memory. Because Mommy, now I'm dieing for you.'
"We're losing him!"
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A/N: I hope you guys liked this chapter.