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Guess who is back from being in a writer's block in like a month? Yup, it's me. I finally finished writing this chapter and I think six or seven chapters left. I hope there are still people reading this. By not updating in like, a month, I swear this chapter is kind of great and A REALLY LONG ONE, above nine thousand words and twenty five pages.
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Chapter 6
As Friday night came, Lexa is practically freaking out and all over her room trying to get ready. In the next morning she needed to be in the Griffin's household and she's still not packed. When Clarke invited her for a sleepover or it could be called as a night out, whatever. She's been literally nervous, but it's just Clarke, for god sake.
Anya is no help at all, her friend keeps teasing her about sleeping with Clarke beside her and yes, Anya still teases Lexa about her spending the night last weekend with the blonde. All Lexa could do was smile, blushed, laugh and angry, in a good way. She can't also blame Raven and Octavia for also teasing her about t when Clarke wasn't around in some times.
She sometimes wonders if her feelings towards Clarke were that too obvious. Anya knew about it, but Raven and Octavia? Probably sensed some vibes of it, but Lexa will never know. Feelings, yes, Lexa finally sucked t up and admitted to herself that she likes Clarke. But she is a Woods, her mind doesn't work that much with positive.
Like right now, she's in her room and tossing clothes over her back when she felt it's not appropriate to bring tomorrow.
"Anya!" Lexa called out for her friend as she put more clothes in her backpack.
"What Lexa?" Lexa looked at Anya and frowned. Her friend is just standing there, arm crossed and not helping her at all.
"Help me, what the fuck?" Lexa stated as she huffed in annoyance to her friend. "Never mind, I'm almost done." Lexa rolled her eyes.
"Didn't know your mouth could be dirty at times and please don't roll your eyes at me again." Anya chuckled because Lexa only curse when she's either nervous or angry and maybe in some other times that she didn't want someone to know. She still didn't move an inch.
"Didn't know you could be a jerk." Lexa retorted as she shows Anya two sweatpants, a grey and a black one. "Which one?" Lexa raised her brows.
"Don't call me a jerk again and just bring the two please." Anya said as Lexa put the sweatpants in her bag and closed the closet. "Why the hell there's a mountain of clothes on your bed and why the hell the drawers of your cabinet are all open." Anya pointed at the closed one cabinet. "Well that was closed."
Lexa stood up as she zipped up her bag, finally she's finished packing her stuffs after hours. "Remember Clarke invited me to her house." Lexa said as a matter of fact. She set aside her bag on the corner of her nightstand. She walked towards her bed and gathered her clothes to put it back where it belongs.
"I do remember and it's just for two days." Anya said and she finally did something good, she helped Lexa to put back her clothes in the drawers.
"Two long days Anya!" Lexa clenched her jaw and looked at her friend.
Anya shut the drawers closed and look at Lexa. She never seen Lexa this nervous before except the time when she was fifteen and the brunette told her she likes girls. Of course, Anya always knew it. That was also the time when she outed herself to Lexa. They both accepted their one selves and their friendship become stronger than ever.
No feelings attached, they both have different taste in women and they just see each other as friends that have a sister bond. Sometimes they argue about silly things like, who's hotter of some of their favorite actresses, then eventually they will come into realization that both of their bets were all hot. They aren't just geeks, they also had a great childhood.
"Lexa look at me." Anya told her friend, but Lexa won't meet her eyes. "I swear to god Woods, if you won't look at me right now, I will smack you."
That made Lexa whipped her head and looked at Anya directly in the eyes, real fast.
Anya stepped forward and reached out for Lexa's hand. She took it with her own. "Who's Clarke for you?"
"Wha-" Lexa has that confusion in her eyes as she was cut off by Anya.
"Just answer it." Anya squeezed Lexa's hand with reassurance.
"She's a wonderful person who deserves nothing but the best from this world. This may sounds like the creepiest thing ever, but I will do anything for her." Lexa shrugged and Anya knows she is telling the truth.
"See, nothing to worry about. You're just going to Clarke's house for two days only, Lexa. So, I suggest you should stop freaking out right now and get some sleep." Anya lets go of Lexa's hand and patted her friend's shoulder.
Lexa's eyes fluttered into softness. Before she could reply anything, she throws her arms around Anya. Lexa buried her face on Anya's neck and mumbles. "Thank you Anya, so much. Even you're a jerk sometimes."
Anya was taken aback but eventually relaxed by Lexa's presence as she felt a smirk. When they're in this kind of situation, they just joke about it, but it's different because Anya knows Lexa needs her. She hugged her friend back. "Okay, this is weird as everyone can feel. But you're welcome Lexa and you have a point by me being a jerk sometimes." She said with a smile on her face and Lexa nodded on her shoulder but didn't moved. "If in three seconds you won't break this hug. I will smack you for real this time." Anya chuckled as Lexa broke the hug immediately.
"I'm trying to be a nice friend here." Lexa rolled her eyes and flopped down on her bed.
"I can tell. Say hi to Clarke for me, okay?"
"I will and seriously, thanks again Anya." Lexa gave her a smile and she returned tit.
Lexa watched as Anya slipped out of her room as the door was closing, it creaks a little. She could see the side of Anya's face peeking out.
"Maybe if you could just think about it, tell Clarke about your feelings Lexa because it's distracting. But you know it's not my place, I just want you to face your happiness and I can see that with Clarke, you deserve it. Have a goodnight."
And the door is finally closed.
That night, Lexa couldn't even think properly. Anya's words kept ringing through her mind. She do want to tell Clarke about her feelings, but how could she tell Clarke about her being the anonymous. She never regretted being the commander because she really do want to be in Clarke's side when she needed company. She just didn't expected that she'll be friends with her.
It's scary because they just been friends for a couple of months. She keeps asking herself, how she already developed some feelings towards the blonde. Probably because it's Clarke, one of her great friend, simple as that. Being close with Clarke really triggers some good feelings in Lexa.
A long debate in her mind was held, until exhaustion took over her body. She can't predict what will going to happen tomorrow, but she knows she will become one of the decision makers of the outcome. If she plays it safe, she'll shut up. If she plays it hard, she needs to tell Clarke. It's their lives right?
Saturday
In Saturday morning, Lexa found herself driving her car to the Griffin's household. She gripped the steering wheel and gritted her teeth. It's just two days nothing to worry about Woods, Lexa thought to herself. As her eyes caught a glimpse of the Griffin's house, Lexa knows there's no turning back anymore, this is it.
Lexa parked in front of their yard as she kills the engine of her car and reached for her backpack. Lexa exited her car and shake her nerves, breathe in, breathe out. A chuckle left her mouth and that made herself looked like a crazy person. She hanged her pack on her shoulder and tugged her hoodie close to her body. Lexa put her hands in her pocket and walked towards the door.
She knows she and Clarke are just going to hang out. She hopes her outfit is not that much. Skin tight jeans, her white sneakers, a gray v neck, flannel on top of it and a hoodie on top of her flannel, too gay? It's not that over, but Anya says she's just trying to impress Clarke that's why she dressed that much and that was her cue to leave their apartment.
Lexa clicked the doorbell and she heard some noises in the inside, she guessed Abby is in there. Anticipation is killing her real good and the door finally opened, revealing a bright smiling blonde with those piercing blue eyes looking directly at Lexa, in her pjs.
"Seriously?" She smirked.
"What? I'm in my house…" Clarke looked at Lexa up and down, that made Lexa to duck her head low. "You're pretty much dressed yourself." Clarke shook her head and chuckled.
"Can you blame me?"
"No, if you're trying to impress me." Clarke gave her a wink and Lexa felt her blood runs through her cheeks because Anya was right. She do just want to impress Clarke.
Thankfully, before Clarke could see her flushed face. Abby just saved her.
"Clarke, let Lexa in!" Abby shouted from the inside.
That made Clarke looked at the inside of the house instead of her.
"Alright you, come in." Clarke stepped on the side and Lexa went in. In the brunette's surprised as Clarke closed the door behind her. She almost stumbles again. Her body stiffened when she realized Clarke threw her arms around her neck. A hug, that made Lexa feel things. She hopes Clarke won't feel her fast heartbeats. Lexa relaxed in Clarke's body pressed on hers and she couldn't help but caressed the blonde's back. Clarke nuzzled on Lexa's neck and that Lexa shivered. Her heartbeats became more out of control, she just can't help it.
"Your heart is racing Lex."
"Hmmm." She just hummed because she couldn't deny it if Clarke's ear pressed on her chest.
"Why is that Lexa?" Clarke smiled when she felt her friend's heart raced once again. For Clarke, it's actually amazing to know that it's her effect to Lexa.
"Because you're Clarke Griffin."
"That sums it all."
"I wouldn't say any other else." Lexa shrugged and she felt Clarke nodded on her.
No any other words were exchanged. They just kept their posture. No one dared to move because they'll miss the contact of each other.
Lexa felt like she's floating in the air at the moment and that is just the weirdest thing ever. She just can't deny her feelings towards Clarke anymore because of this, hell, she knows she like Clarke since she saw her in the park. Lexa still thinks Finn is so stupid breaking up with her. Then being friends with Clarke for months, knowing some bits of her life and vice versa. When the dance and Anya happened, that just put it all together. Yes, Anya happened, when she talked to her about it. Lexa couldn't blame her because they practically known each other since the beginning, basically since their childhood. She cares about Clarke, more than a friend do towards their normal friends, it's more 'want it to be more than friends' care.
In Clarke's perspective point of view, she couldn't deny the tingling feelings she's possessing to Lexa. It could be bad and could be the one she wanted. The feelings that she never felt towards other people that she's ever been with, well that made only Finn. Lexa could really make her feel like she's 'in love' could she even fell that towards a friend? It's not that bad to feel the longing thing she ever wanted in her life. Clarke being with Lexa's presence, that's the greatest thing that Clarke could have ever imagined. Clarke never regretted giving Lexa kisses on her cheeks or nuzzled her face on her neck and when the one time she kissed Lexa on the corner of her lips. If the result she gets were shivered and then being relaxed by her touches, that's all she wanted.
Clarke felt Lexa jumped slightly, being startled from a flash of something and immediately detangled herself from Lexa's body because they're been in that position for a little longer than expected. Clarke blushed and looked at the floor, not wanting to meet the brunette's gaze at the moment.
"Awe, look at you two looking adorable." Abby said with admiration as she can't contain herself from smiling looking at the snapped photo she took on her phone. Clarke looked at her mother with disbelieve and she feels embarrassed right now. "Lexa, come here honey. Look at Clarke on your shoulder." Lexa went beside Abby and looked at the photo. She couldn't argue with that, they really looked so cute.
"Can you send me that photo Abby?" Lexa grinned as she saw Clarke shook her head, but a smile plastered in the blonde's face.
"Tell me if you two are finish admiring around a photo. I'll be here, eating, join me if you want Lexa." Clarke gave her mother a playful side glare and she silently went to her chair to eat.
"She's not mad at me right? My own daughter didn't invite me to eat and I was the one, mostly, who prepared it." Abby chuckled playfully.
"I assure you, Clarke is not mad. She's just probably embarrassed. But I got to really say this, thank you for snapping the moment Abby."
"I'm definitely going to print it and give each of you a copy." Abby gave Lexa a wink.
"That would be great." She smiled.
"Let me have your phone. I'll send it to you, for much longer admiration." It's Lexa's time to feel her cheeks burning up. Lexa reached out for her phone and gave it to Abby. "You and Clarke are so silly, easy to play on. Put your pack on the couch and join us in the dining room." Abby said and Lexa nodded.
Clarke Griffin is really is the daughter of Abby Griffin, Lexa thought. She did as what she was told, and then she went to the ding room. She was greeted by a blushing Clarke and smiling like a goof Abby. Mumbles were still kept on going and Lexa was just standing there watching the two griffins. How can they not notice her though? Then, until she can't take it anymore, she cleared her throat. That made Clarke looked her and flashed her infamous smile.
"How long are you been standing there?" Abby asked.
"Not too long actually, I uh, let you both b-"
"Don't mind my mom Lexa, come sit here." Clarke gestured the chair beside her and Lexa nodded.
"See, that's my point." Abby shook her head and chuckled.
"Shut up mom."
"So what are you guys talking about? Anything interesting?" Lexa asked and raised her brow.
"No."
"Yes."
Both of the Griffins said at the same times and that made both of them look at each other. Guess who said what.
"Well, I'll be all ears with that Abby." Lexa said as she put some bacon and egg on her plate.
"Oh god, please take me." Clarke mumbled.
"I didn't carried you for nine months and raised you for eighteen years to be back with God, Clarke." Abby looked at her daughter pretending to be offended.
"Why does life hates me so much?" Clarke looked at Lexa. She just can't with her over dramatic mother right now.
"It doesn't hate you. I think it really adores you so much and want it to make you happy." Lexa said without that much of thinking and she realized what she just said. "Was that weird?"
"It's not, trust me." Abby shook her head and gave Lexa a smile.
Those words really made Clarke smile. It's so sweet of Lexa stating something like that.
"So I was telling Clarke of how adorable you two are in the photo…" Abby started.
"Well, good morning to you Clarke Griffin." Clarke said to herself.
She didn't noticed Lexa leaned on her shoulder, but still keep listening to Abby about Clarke arguing about her snapping the photo.
"Good morning gorgeous and the photo is really cute though." Lexa pulled away and eat her breakfast, didn't bother to wait for Clarke to reply.
clexaclexaclexaclexaclexaclexa
After the threesome is finished with their breakfast, some teasing round rounded the table by the three of them. Of course, Clarke got some embarrassing stories of Lexa and Abby too. Like when one time Lexa kept laughing about something Raven said and she literally spluttered the water she's drinking to them, gross. Then for Abby, when Clarke was six years old, Clarke screamed because of the show she was watching in the tv. Abby panicked and got out of the restroom to check on her daughter, in a towel and damped hair with shampoo.
When they were done, Abby bid her farewell to the both of them because she has to go in the hospital, work as usual. She made sure she left a wink at her daughter and she told them to enjoy the weekends.
Clarke and Lexa stood side by side, as they both watched Abby slipped out of the house, gathering her things on the couch. They both waved and sighed when Abby is finally gone. Lexa and Clarke both turned to face each other at the same, grinning, mostly Lexa.
"So what's the plan?" Lexa asked.
"What's in your mind?"
"I didn't invited myself in your house Clarke."
"You're an ass."
"You love it."
"I do, Anya agrees."
"She doesn't like my ass, you do."
"I hate you."
"You love me."
"God, why are you like this?" Clarke rolled her eyes and chuckled.
"Okay, I'm sorry. For real though, what's your plan?" Lexa asked and smiled.
"Movies?"
"Boring."
"Hey! You agreed to this." Clarke huffed and playfully smacked Lexa's shoulder.
"Yeah, I did. But it's eleven in the morning Clarke." Lexa ruffled Clarke's hair and look at the blonde from the bottom to the top. Lexa smirked and shook her head.
"What now?" Clarke asked when she noticed Lexa eyeing her.
"Probably, you should take a bath first. You are still in your pjs." Lexa shrugged and laughed.
That sound can make Clarke smile. It's her favorite sound ever. She can't help but slip a smile on her features and nodded.
"Okay, I will." Clarke said and this time, she's the one who looked at Lexa.
"Good and why are you looking me like that?"
"You're overdressed Lexa." Clarke giggled and Lexa chuckled.
"Alright I'll change."
"Okay."
They just stood there and look at each other. She looks so beautiful, Lexa thought even it's Clarke's night outfit. Good thing because Clarke can't read minds, if she said that out loud. Lexa would probably die in embarrassment. The truth is, Clarke is always beautiful, anything she wears, she always looks so good.
Clarke felt her heart race as she look at Lexa's green orbs. It's like, she's being transferred into another dimension of earth. She could look at it for the rest of her life. The way it softens when Lexa looks at her is the best. She can feel that Lexa's looking through her soul, wanting access to be in her. If Clarke could, she would just lay on her bed and look at Lexa.
Clarke is broke from her stance by someone clearing their throat, Lexa. She shook her head realizing she froze up like that. She stepped backwards and she saw sadness in Lexa's eyes. She immediately regrets doing that, all she wants to do is reach out for her face and caressed it.
Lexa blinks for a few times and cleared her throat again. "Uhm, so where do I change?"
"Bathroom?"
"I thought you'll take a bath?"
"Oh, you can change in my room and when you're done come in the living room and look for a good movie." Clarke winked at Lexa, yup she's back again."
Lexa ducked her head and blushed. "Okay, I'll pick something."
Lexa went to get her bag on the couch. She's about to go upstairs in Clarke's room, but she stopped in front of Clarke. She leaned on the blonde's side and whispers on her ear. "Go take a bath now and come join me on the couch, okay?" Lexa left a light kiss on Clarke's cheeks. She just walked away, like nothing happened, leaving an agape blonde standing and watching her. Yes, Clarke do loves her ass.
"Lexa!"
Clarke just heard laughter and no reply. She smiled and touched the cheek where Lexa kissed her. She felt herself smiling and the tingling feelings in her towards Lexa that she couldn't deny is overwhelming at the moment. Her mother is so right about her, she really do like Lexa.
clexaclexaclexaclexaclexaclexa
After getting a bath, drying hair, and changing their clothes. Clarke and Lexa found their selves on the couch, cuddling, on each other's arms in sweatpants and oversized shirt for Clarke that Lexa finds cute. As usual for Lexa, she's wearing her gray shirt. Clarke's hair in a messy bun and Lexa's are down. They have popcorn on the side and a playing movie on the screen.
In the moment, Clarke just finished from screaming and she's still burying her face on Lexa's neck.
"Pause it Lexa." Clarke said sternly on Lexa's neck.
"What?"
"Pause the fucking movie, Woods." Clarke demanded still not looking the screen.
"I'll pause it." Lexa reached out for the remote as she grips on Clarke's shirt because it's making her work hard if someone is buried deep on your neck. Finally, she got it. "Here I am, pausing the movie." Lexa said sarcastically as she clicked the pause button.
When Clarke knew that it's safe to get out from her hiding spot, she detangled herself from Lexa and shook her head.
"What?" Lexa asked innocently.
"Oh you know why Lexa." Clarke crossed her arms still giving a burning looks to the brunette across her.
"Uhm, I actually don't know." Lexa said taking away her gaze from Clarke.
"Oh, now that just justified my thoughts."
"What thought?" Lexa asked as she reached out for the popcorn, but Clarke is faster. She snatched it from Lexa. "Hey!" Lexa whined.
"Hey!" Clarke mocked.
"I do not speak like that."
"You did that on purpose!"
"What did I do on purpose?"
"The movie."
"I did not."
"It's a horror movie Lexa!"
"Yes it is." Lexa tried not laugh looking at Clarke's face, but failed miserably.
"Oh my god! I can't believe you." Clarke huffed in annoyance and sat back on the couch.
"You should have seen your face when you're screaming." Lexa giggled and Clarke couldn't help but smile hearing that sound, but immediately hide it.
"I hate you."
"No, you don't." Lexa scoot over towards Clarke and what she did not expected was the blonde to whipped her head towards her directions. Their faces were inches away, good thing she stopped because if she didn't, no doubt her lips would have touched Clarke's. Lexa's eyes felt the moment and wanting to tell her herself no to look at Clarke's lips, but she can't. She looked at those pink lips, trying to memorize every details of it, those beautiful lips that she could capture with her own. But no, this is Clarke, her friend. Lexa broke her gaze from Clarke's lips and it went to her blue eyes. It's probably the worst idea because it's piercing through her own green orbs. She clenched jaw still not looking away from Clarke. Lexa doesn't know how to break the gaze, if Clarke is also looking at her with softness in those ocean blue eyes.
"Yes, I do not." Clarke whispered as she reached out for Lexa's arm.
"You love me." Lexa said and in an instant she licked her lips and she swore, Clarke's eyes followed that movement.
"Let's continue watching this movie that you chose purposely to cuddle with me." Clarke replied as she looked through those green orbs piercing through her own eyes. She knows that Lexa did this on purpose and she couldn't deny that she didn't liked it, because she loves cuddling with Lexa. Clarke let out a smile and it was returned to her. She settled herself on Lexa's shoulder once again as she was earlier. Clarke looked up to Lexa and nodded signaling her to play the movie.
"The movie is almost finish Clarke, just bury your head on my neck if you're scared again, okay?" Lexa got a confirmation and continued speaking. "I'll be here with you, just remember that and yes, I chose that purposely. I love cuddling with you." Lexa tucked a lock of hair of Clarke on her ear and she settled her arm on Clarke's waist.
"I know Lexa." Clarke said and suddenly gave Lexa a peck on her jawline. Then she settled back on Lexa's chest. Clarke felt Lexa shivered by that, she just smiled to herself and she just grips on Lexa's waist.
"Good that you know." Lexa settled her feet on the table and resume the movie. She couldn't even focus on the movie they're watching. Even the main male character holding a girl for his dear life, outside of a window and was about to get stabbed by a pointed tree, if the curtain he's holding will get snapped. Yup, she couldn't too because she's not even feeling the blonde jump a little.
Minutes have passed, Clarke spoke up.
"Lexa?"
"Hmm?"
"You said earlier that I love you."
Lexa is confuse where Clarke is going with this one but it's making her nervous. Those words are just can make someone flutter and now, she's feeling it.
"I did."
"I do love you, because you're my friend." And I think it's more than that, Clarke thought.
Hearing those words coming out from Clarke, even she just meant it as a friend is not just that for Lexa. It means everything to her because it's Clarke, but at the same time it saddens her. She knew her feelings are valid and she just hope that, maybe, in the future, Clarke would reciprocate it back.
"Me too." You have no idea how much, Lexa thought.
"I know." Clarke said and just cuddled further on Lexa's body.
Lexa smiled to herself when she felt Clarke gripped on her tight and it was that kind of moment she would die for. Good thing Lexa agreed to this weekend night out and she couldn't even say no to, none other than, Clarke Griffin.
The woman beside her right now, cuddled up with her, legs sprawled on her own, and arm around her. These kinds of innocent moments that she love. It makes her heart race and she knows Clarke could hear it because her head is resting on her chest. Lexa wouldn't careless because she wants Clarke to know what effect she could do to her. She wouldn't deny her feelings, probably just scared of it. She'll try to keep it down after the blonde said she love her as a friend, but she can feel there's something more of it, she hopes.
Lexa definitely want to explore that. There's no indefinite in love, right?
They both just lost in each other thoughts and really didn't even focused on the movie anymore. Lexa knows Clarke's in the same state as she is because she can't even feel Clarke jumped a little in any remaining scenes of the movie. She just held the blonde on her arms until the credits rolled.
Lexa and Clarke watched the credits for a moment, until Lexa felt Clarke loosen her grip on her shirt.
"Second movie?" Clarke asked.
"Sure, should I pick another?" Lexa smirked knowing Clarke won't let her pick because of her first choice.
"No way Woods, this time you'll just sit your beautiful ass on the couch with me watching a romantic comedy movie. That movie you made us watched is boring."
"Boring?"
"Yes."
"Tell that to yourself when you keep screaming." Lexa chuckled.
"Whatever." Clarke rolled her eyes and Lexa just shook her head. Clarke got up from the couch and leaned on in front of Lexa. She grinned when she felt Lexa's eyes went somewhere. "Like what you see?"
"Yeah sure, your face is kind of nice." Lexa awkwardly moved back further on the couch, but Clarke is not making an easy one on her.
"Kind of nice?" Clarke made a playful offensive face, which her mouth turned to 'o' shape and you couldn't deny the greatness of her acting skills. "I thought you were looking somewhere else."
"I'm not." She defended.
"Sure thing hot stuff." Clarke grinned.
"You're beautiful babe." Lexa just said that and she couldn't believe herself.
"Babe?"
"I-"
"I liked it." Clarke winked at her and pinched her nose. She went to pick a movie and felt herself giggling.
"Please tell me the movie you picked is not boring."
"Imagine me and you, a boring movie?" Clarke turned around and showed the casing of the movie to Lexa. "You should please tell me that you already watched this movie."
Lexa ignored her gaze from Clarke's.
"Oh my god! I cannot believe your gay ass."
"Earlier you said my ass is beautiful and now you're telling my ass is gay. I don't know if I should be offended by that." Lexa shrugged. She knows Clarke means nothing by that because she knows the blonde is bi and proud. Oh well, they really got along. She just really liked these kinds of moments, where they just teased around and be their selves. Not minding school works, yup, not minding those things. She doesn`t even care at the moment, just be with Clarke, that is all.
"Then your beautiful gay ass is out of its fucking mind by not watching this movie."
"I just don't hav-"
"Don't you dare tell me you don't have any time to watch it. Send Anya a text right now, I bet she already watched that."
"Okay babe." Lexa rolled her eyes and reached out for her phone and starts to type a message asking Anya if she knew that movie.
"I'll get used to that pet name."
"You should."
Clarke hummed in agreement and played the movie on the screen. She came back on the couch and settles herself on Lexa's body once again.
"I love cuddling with you, as I said earlier."
"I know, me too." A smile spread on her features and she leaned on Clarke's head. She felt her phone buzzed and read the text from Anya.
Anya: That movie is classic Lexa! I can't believe you don't know that and I'm glad that Clarke suggested to you. Yes and yes, I know you don't know that and Clarke suggested it. Enjoy your weekend with Clarke, tell her will ya?
Lexa: Shut up.
Lexa huffed in annoyance and put aside her phone.
"She does know, doesn't she?"
"Shut up."
Clarke giggled and Lexa just smiled.
They just lay there on the couch as the movie starts with a woman staring at an alarm clock ringing.
"How's your alarm clock, Clarke?" Lexa asked and let out a small chuckle.
"What, why?" Clarke asked confusedly.
"I-" Lexa just realized Clarke told the commander about her throwing the alarm clock and not her, oh shit. "I just thought your alarm clock might be broken, time at a time because you're Clarke. Not a morning person, remember?"
"It was and my mom bought me another one."
"You threw it." Lexa said and that's not even a question, seems like she knows.
"How'd you know that?" Clarke eyes her curiously, something's definitely up.
"I guessed." Lexa shrugged. She clenched her jaw and focused on the movie. "Let's watch this movie, shall we?" Please say yes Clarke, just dropped the subject, Lexa thought to herself. She hates herself by coming up with a subject that she knows as the commander and not Lexa.
The scene on the screen is a florist putting up some flowers in the car. Oh, she's the florist in the bride's wedding, Lexa thought. As the movie played it really intrigued her because she thought it's a female love female movie, but the other one is getting married.
Clarke is still looking at her and the blonde just sighed. She settled back on Lexa. Clarke knows something is up? And it actually made her confuse because when she threw her clock it's like months ago and the commander and her mother only knows about it. She knows Lexa might or might not hiding something, but this time, she just want to watch this movie with her.
"Just a heads up, don't get angry with Rachel."
Lexa let out a sighed by Clarke dropping it. "The bride?"
"Yes."
"I can't believe you just dropped a spoiler."
"I did not." Clarke defended.
"You did because I might hate her." Lexa stated obviously.
"You'll like her, I swear."
"Just shut up."
"I might think, you became friends with me because you just want to say shut up many times to me." Clarke said.
"At least it's not 'shut the fuck up' yes?" Lexa smirked because she knows she's right.
"Point taken." Clarke shrugged and snuggled further on Lexa.
As the movie keeps going, the two girls' eyes met in the church, Luce helping Rachel to get her ring that went in the drinks, Rachel went in Luce's flower shop and invited Luce for a dinner in their house. Rachel and Heck buying an expensive couch, Rachel's husband knowing Luce is a lesbian. His best friend doesn't have a go with Luce, Rachel and Luce in the rooftop a romantic scene, Luce with her friend meeting Heck and Rachel in the market, and many other scenes including Rachel being confused to her feelings towards Luce.
Until the scene in the school of Rachel's little sister. They sat beside each other while watching H presents her project about space, while the lights are turned off.
"Lexa?" Clarke whispered.
"Hmm?"
"Can I ask you a question?"
"You just did." Lexa said not taking away her eyes on the screen.
Clarke nudged Lexa a little. "You're an ass."
"Shoot your question then." Lexa caressed Clarke's shoulder.
Clarke don't know how to think if Lexa keeps doing that, it just can make her feel comfortable, but it stopped. She sighed and looked at the screen, when Rachel and Luce's hands brushed with one another. Clarke thinks it's the perfect timing.
"Do you ever just felt something towards someone you can't understand but it felt really right?" Clarke asked as she felt Lexa's heartbeat raced, she doesn't know why. But the sound of her heart is just soothing.
"I sure did. Do you mean, you felt that to someone you like?"
"Something like that, I guess." Yes Lexa I feel that to someone I like, Clarke thought.
Clarke felt Lexa leaned on a little when she saw Rachel and Luce is about to kiss around some of the children in the room, but Clarke knew already what happened in that. When the light turns on in the room and Lexa realized it's just Rachel's fantasies towards Luce. Clarke heard Lexa huffed and settled back on the couch.
"She likes Luce, obviously, but she's fucking married. I can't believe this." Lexa groaned.
"You're such a dork, just watch it."
"You know Clarke, if you really feel that to someone. You should go for it because you don't know, someone might came first in their lives. You will always know if the person is the right one if you feel comfortable, the love and you know, kind of thinking having a life with them. That kind of doesn't made sense with your question, but I think that fits with it." Lexa groaned louder when Rachel and Luce are speaking, but then told Rachel that she got to go.
Clarke tries to suck in Lexa's words because she's right. The only thing she's thinking is, what about the commander, but Clarke still hasn't seen her. BUT it just felt right talking with the anonymous, just like with Lexa. And then the other is, Lexa is already in front of her, well beside her, should she even go for it? Now, she hates saying she love Lexa as a friend.
It may or may not right to feel that way already, but she can't blame herself for it. She probably will explore it more because as she thought earlier, she knows Lexa feels it too. If by the flirts and their position right at the moment doesn't say it all, she doesn't know what it is then.
"Thank you."
"No problem at all. But if you don't mind asking, do you like someone at the moment?"
"Kind of."
"I'm offended."
"Why?" Clarke furrowed her brows.
"I thought you like me." Lexa shrugged and continue to watch the movie, but in the inside she really do wants to know, that maybe she has a chance to Clarke.
"Maybe." That's Clarke's answer and she felt flutters in her body. Clarke didn't say yes nor a no, but it's a maybe. What does that mean?
"Maybe?"
"I guess it's better in your head." Clarke suddenly kissed her cheeks. She froze up and then felt the arm around her tighten.
"You're killing me." Real good Clarke and I don't know what to feel by that, Lexa thought.
"Watch the movie, you dork."
"Right." She replied, but Clarke kissed her and she knows the blonde always do that. But the kissed a minute ago, she felt something weird. Oh god, Anya's right she should tell her, but she can't.
Then some scenes came on the movie, it was when the two of them went to a football game, screaming 'you're a wanker number nine' and just the two of them dancing. Then when they were walking, Rachel's asking about what's the meaning of lilies, but Luce keep ignoring it, but gives in and told her that it means 'I dare you to love me' and she told the other that it's her birthday. The next thing happened was Rachel almost kissed Luce, but she stopped.
"I really can't believe Rachel, Oh god." Lexa face palmed.
"She has a husband Lexa, just wait for it."
"If I were her, I'll go for it because she knows she felt something that she never felt towards someone else."
"Same." Clarke agreed.
"See, you agree with me too." Lexa pointed out.
"Okay, shut the fuck up now."
"Alright." She immediately obliged and Clarke chuckled. "Don't get used to it Griffin."
"I'm already used to it and so as you."
Lexa just groaned and giggled a little. That is just the cutest, Clarke thought.
They both continue to watch the movie then what really surprised Lexa is when Rachel tries something with Heck, but nothing happened with them. Then when it's morning Rachel went to Luce's flower shop, she told Luce she can't do whatever was happening to them. She didn't even let the other speak and just walked out, but then she suddenly came back and she kissed Luce.
"I knew she likes her!" Lexa exclaimed, full of joy because they finally kissed.
"Wait for it." Clarke knows the next thing will sadden Lexa.
"Why?" Lexa asked then Heck's voice just came ringing through the movie. "Okay, are they gonna get caught?"
Luce came out of the back room and went to talk to Heck and he thinks something's up with Rachel and he doesn't know what it is. He is also afraid to ask because what if there is. Of course, Rachel went away and Luce followed her. They talked, Luce do want her, but Rachel chose his husband. They just part ways.
"Did she really just do that?" Lexa asked unbelievably.
"She did and you're such a really dork watching a movie. You're a live reviewer." Clarke laughed on her chest and she's glad she's the source of that happiness.
"I just can't believe this, glad you made us watch it." Lexa nuzzled her nose on top of Clarke's head.
"I'm happy you liked it."
"The cuddle sums it all, but Rachel is really getting into my nerves."
Clarke didn't replied and continues watching, but a real smile spread on her.
The movie is almost at the end because Cooper went to Luce and told her she's a slut, that just fucking too far. Rachel's birthday came, Heck let Rachel go because he wants to be the cause of her happiness and that means, Rachel being with someone else. Rachel and her parents went to Luce, but they were too late. Instead of giving up they followed Luce, until Rachel and Luce saw each other on top of some cars. They both knew, they can do it, they kissed in the middle of the road. That's the end of it.
"Now, that's what I call ending, Rachel and Luce being together. Coop having a child, and a future love for Heck. I think that's awesome and I should have watched it sooner." Lexa turned to Clarke who's looking at her.
"You think Rachel did the right thing?" Clarke asked.
"She did, you know that. After all, Heck's a great man. Their own lives seems happy, that is all matters."
"Third movie?"
"What is it now huh?"
"I don't know, just random. I just want to be close to you." Clarke said looking directly at Lexa's eyes and it again, softens.
"Well okay then." Lexa crooked a smile and it was returned.
Clarke played another movie and it's true she just want to be close to Lexa. She didn't even care about the movie. She just laid there, Lexa's body really felt nice and amazing. She didn't even realize in the middle of the movie she fell asleep.
Lexa felt Clarke's gripped on her shirt slightly loosen and she knows the blonde fell asleep. Clarke thought she might lose her if she won't tighten her grip, but she's wrong because Lexa will go nowhere. She'll always be there for Clarke. She leaned on and kissed Clarke's temple and much securing the blonde on her body.
Now, she got to do is finish this really random movie. Just an hour left Lexa, you'll able to wake Clarke up, Lexa thought.
Lexa threw a blanket over them and watched the crappy movie.
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When Lexa opened her eyes once again, she doesn't know what happened, but fuck she fell asleep. She looks at the screen and it's black. Lexa knows she fell asleep because the movie was boring.
She looked at her side and Clarke is still sleeping, that's a good thing. She reached out for her phone and checked out the time, it reads 9:53pm, well it's late. She was about to wake Clarke up, but she saw the blonde's holding the remote, she might have woken up earlier and turned off the screen. But why didn't she wake up Lexa and just went back sleeping, anyways, it's Clarke. Lexa loves her presence.
Lexa got the remote from Clarke's hand settled it aside. She looks at Clarke sleeping beside her. She remembered when Clarke was looking at her while she was asleep one time. It was cute because Clarkes caressed her cheeks and Lexa doesn't know what just happened, but she also did it. Her free hand just flawlessly runs through Clarke's cheeks and she stopped. Lexa felt herself smiling just giving Clarke small touches.
This happened like to everyone, a loosen lock of Clarke's hair was on her face. Lexa tucked it behind her ear and her arm around Clarke just drew circles on the blonde's skin.
"Lex…" Clarke begun, but her eyes are still closed.
"You awake?" Lexa whispered.
"Hmmm… felt your touches, feels nice." Clarke said and Lexa saw Clarke's mouth twitches into a small smile. Clarke looks so peaceful and beautiful, Lexa knows it.
"We should go upstairs so we could sleep well."
"What does that 'we' mean?"
"As in, both of us."
"Good, because I wanna sleep with you again, you feel comfortable." Clarke giggles.
"You're a dork." Lexa ruffled Clarke's hair.
Clarke opened her eyes and green orbs looking directly on her. So beautiful, she thought.
"Come up now the. I really want to sleep well." Clarke put aside the blanket on them and stood up.
"Alright." Lexa chuckled at the blonde's movements.
Clarke told Lexa to turn off the lights and she got a glass of water. They both went upstairs, to Clarke's room.
Clarke stumbled on the bed and Lexa shook her head while her arms are crossed.
"My bed is fluffy, you can't blame me."
"Okay babe, I'm just gonna go to the bathroom. Kay?"
"The bed feels nice and awesome, don't make it wait." Clarke winked.
"Sure I won't." Definitely Lexa wouldn't make it wait, then she exited the room.
Clarke sighed and reached out for her phone beside Lexa's on the night stand. The time reads 10:26pm, she knows the commander is still not asleep at this time, maybe? She just felt needed to text the anonymous even she knows Clarke's have a night out.
Clarke: Hey, I know you thought I won't text you today, but I just felt needed to do it. I hope your day was good, because mine is really great. I'm going to sleep now and you're probably is too. Goodnight then. X
Sent
Clarke settled on her bed, but then suddenly she heard a pop sound came from Lexa's backpack, but her phone is on the nightstand.
She immediately sat up once again and thing deeply. Is it just a coincidence when she sent a text to the commander and a pop sound came from Lexa's bag?
Clarke shook her head, it can't be, because if it is Lexa she'll know and Lexa will tell her about it, probably.
It's not Lexa, she can't be it, but there was one time when Lexa defended the commander. Can she really be it? Clarke thought.
Sure did Lexa defended the anonymous that time and if she is it how come she does it? Lexa's phone on the nightstand, a popping sound in the bag, does she have two phones? It can be, once again Clarke shook her head.
Is Lexa the commander?
Is Lexa and the anonymous are one?
Clarke doesn't even know!
Then the door opened revealing Lexa smiling at her.
"What's up?"
"Lexa."
"What?"
"Do you have two phones?" Clarke just asked immediately and didn't even think of it. She just need to know.
"Why would you asked that?" Lexa swallowed the lump in her throat, good thing she's good at hiding things. Why even Clarke did asked something like that?
"Nothing, it just, a sound came from your bag." Clarke eyes Lexa suspiciously, but hiding it with her normal gaze.
"It's probably nothing."
"You're probably right."
"Shall we go get some sleep?" Lexa went to the other side of the bed and hopped on it.
"Yeah, just gonna go and take a quick stop in the bathroom first."
"Make it quick."
"I will." She put her phone back on the table and went to exit the room.
Lexa sighed in relief, what if Clarke suspected something? She doesn't even know if the blonde would be angry with her when she finally tells her that she and the commander is one.
Lexa thinks Clarke will hate her and won't want to see her again. She doesn't want that to happen.
Anya's plan just really gone down now, she can't tell Clarke what she felt, probably next time. She knows she'll do it, just not tonight or tomorrow or the other week. She can feel it's near though.
She just remembered she needs to silent her phone because Clarke might do something. Lexa thinks Clarke knows something's up. She reached out for her bag.
But
The door opened and Clarke went in.
Shit, Lexa cursed in her head. She settled back her bag where it was.
"What were you doing?" Clarke asked while she pulled her hair down and Lexa likes.
"When your hair is down, you look really beautiful." Lexa said the truth and also trying to get out from Clarke's question.
Clarke raised her brow, Lexa just ignored her question.
She went on her bed and face Lexa.
"I know and you too, your eyes just stand out."
"Want to cuddle?" Lexa offers.
"I sure do Woods." Clarke immediately made herself comfortable beside Lexa's body.
"You feel really nice."
"As you are too."
"Did you have fun today Lex?" Clarke had been thinking about the day if Lexa enjoyed their first day, of what? Dating? No, it's just a night out.
"Yup, I did. Thank you for inviting me this weekend."
"I told you, I wanna thank you for saving me from that asshole." Clarke cringed thinking about what have happened in the campus.
"Nice nickname for him."
"It fits him." Clarke shrugged.
"But seriously Clarke, I'd do anything for you, even if I need to beat the crap out of him every time he thinks you still want him."
"That's sweet, it really is. But I don't want to talk about him. Can we just sleep?" Clarke asked and she felt Lexa nodded.
"Have a goodnight sleep then Clarke." Lexa said and caressed her shoulder. Slowly, she closed her eyes, she really is tired too. She needs some sleep.
"Goodnight Lexa." Clarke also closed her eyes and turned off the lamp on the nightstand.
One thing Lexa didn't know is Clarke just closed her eyes.
Clarke listened to Lexa's heartbeats for a while as it slowed down, knowing the brunette is sleeping. She slowly kind of loosen her grip on Lexa.
She reached out for her phone once again and typed out another text messaged.
Clarke: Sure you are really sleeping. Goodnight stranger.
Sent
She then heard the popping sound once again from Lexa's backpack. That just really is not a coincidence.
Maybe?
What was even Lexa doing with her bag earlier, but it's her bag though she can do whatever she wants.
But why it keeps popping when Clarke's sending a message to the commander.
She groaned silently and put her phone back on the table. Clarke settled back beside Lexa.
She looked up at the brunette's beautiful and peaceful face, how someone can hate her.
Are you the commander? Clarke thought at last. She felt the exhaustion in her. She's going to call it a night, a great night.
Clarke is getting suspicious and Lexa just turned down Anya's plan. Y'all wait for the remaining chapters.
Was the POV is too much? I made it both, but it kinda went well, I guess. Let me know if I should get it back for a one POV.
I just love clexa so much that is why it's all like that. I hope this chapter really paid off.
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