The Future

A/N: I started this story on Sept 10, 2013 and now 4 years and seven months later it has finally come to an end. Interestingly enough they are rebooting Roswell and it should be out by the end of this year or beginning of 2019. I am not for this reboot without the original cast furthering their story as well.

The conclusion of The Fall, the Return, the Present and the Future: Roswell – 14 years later.

There are days when everything seems wrong, when little things just irk you for no good reason. And then there are days like today when the whole world just sings to you from the minute you open your eyes in the morning, till the minute you shut them again at night, days when you actually enjoy cleaning…

I remember thinking this all those years ago and it still remains the same except that my world was pretty big before Kivar got into it, before he came and turned it upside down.

My life and my heart belong to one for so long that I think when desire and want came from another I didn't know how to handle it.

I blamed my powers a lot for the choices I have made lately but it's like I told Isabel I could see how her past life, Vilandra, could leave and betray her family.

That doesn't make it right by any means it just makes us human; to have darkness and longing for the things we cannot have. I knew I didn't want to lose my husband and the family that we had created; I had never thought that I could.

My hands were vibrating as I drive to where I know he would be; to where I'd hope he will be. I had followed the darkest parts of myself and that road to my awakening hurt the one I love most; I'd hurt Max.

But, now I pray as I turn off the highway exit, that he would at least listen to what I had to say. I hope beyond hope that his heart is still with me.

Take me back

I keep this thought in my mind as I park and look at my husband sitting on the hillside. This park has multiple red woods that remind him of Roswell, which reminds him of home. I climb out of the car, "I'm sorry, Max." He looks at me in a way that crushes my heart. I didn't mean the words that I said or the things that I did with Kivar. "It is true that I was under his spell; but, I want you to know that no matter how many times…I…never stopped thinking of you or loving you, Max."

Tears start to fall from my eyes and I want to move to him and take him into my arms; but, I don't, instead I stand there, hoping beyond hope that he sees that it is me. The real me, his wife and not the woman who has made him feel so…alone.

"I am sorry" he just continues to stare.

I turn and move back to the car. He doesn't want me anymore, obviously, after coming to this realization; I feel a hand on my shoulder turning me around.

"Liz, I love you, no matter what" he kisses me and I melt just like I had all those years ago.

"I love you too" I answer, I want to make sure that he knows.

It's February 20th. I'm Liz Parker-Evans, and lately I've been having these feelings, like I'm changing inside, and part of me doesn't want to change. Part of me always wants to be my mom's little girl. But the thing is, these feelings are strong...dangerous, undeniable. It's like I have no choice. It's like...chemical.

"I am not the same girl I was when you met me, Max" I said while turning to face him in our bed. "I am not even the same woman I was six months ago but that doesn't mean I have completely changed. I hope you know that."

"I know that, Liz" he raised his hand to cup my cheek. "I am not the same either. I want us to be better than who we were. I want things too; Liz but I want them with you and only you."

Placing my hand on my belly, I answer him, "and so do I." Max's hand joins mine on my belly and a vision over takes my eyes. I can see the feelings of our child and their hope for our family.

The future is one of extreme possibility and I hope that it will only continue to reveal itself to us.

FIN