Chapter 19th In The Thrones of Despair
However Fox Mulder wasn't able to get a clear head. When ever there was just too much to think about. And it's always been this way with him. Ever since he's been a little boy. Along with the fact of losing his sister Samantha.
He would be tossing and turning from inside of his room. Though he probably can guess the Lone Gunmen were good and calm. If you can call it that...
Mulder was trying his best to relax. And not having taken off his clothes for the moment. While laying on down on top of his blankets from inside of his motel room. He's even kept on his black shoes. Mostly out of habit on his part. Over the years Dana Scully either as his partner/wife has tried to break him of that one particular habit.
Even though for now. He could barely draw a breath. What he really could use for this moment. His favorite desserts. Including his cookies as a snack to keep his mind active to the situation at hand. Or if possible watch a rerun on cable for either with the New York Knicks, Rangers or god forbid even a New York Nets game.
He's never been into the Nets having mostly to be a no-name team.
He shudders to think about them in the wake of having to wait these hours. There are other things he can do to stay busy. And right now with his wife in the late stages of pregnancy. It wouldn't be possible. Even if he tried...And right now his sexual hunger was just plain ferocious.
He'd to laugh for a brief moment. Since he was between a rock and a hard place with the term.
And he needed to provide the proof for when it came to the space-craft. No doubt everyone involved will know when to butt out of things like this. Or rather if he's able to find smaller version samples for his boss A.D. Skinner.
He was at one time. Just as bad as Dana Scully for when it came to his believing is seeing in front of his very nose. It took years to try to get it into Scully's head or rather actual proof. For where she was able to explain it to her superiors.
The very same for A.D. Skinner. And ever since that god awful evening. He truly believes! Along without the distraction of lies from all of the levels of government.