Chapter 4
Christian's POV
I didn't get much sleep last night, how I wish it's my nightmares that kept me up but alas. I growl I look at my alarm clock and just past 5 I only have 2hours before I go and meets my friends today we're all going to hiking then we'll be back tomorrow, it's going to be a long and miserable weekend of my life, 'suck it up Grey' I snort myself yeah right. I get up and went to the bathroom to take a shower then I went to my office and do a little work cause we are not allowed to use our phone for the hiking. When I look at the clock it says 6:30, I walk back into my room and change into my hiking gear and gather my hiking bag I meet up with Taylor by the elevator we head down to the garage.
We arrive at Elliott's place and almost everyone is already there the only couples that not there yet are Brian and Ana.
"Morning Christian" Kate greet me I go and greet her
"You Christian look like you are having a rough day" Jack say chuckle
"I sure do have a rough night" I say jokingly cause I really do have one, I sigh
"Has anyone called Brian yet?" James ask checking his watch
"Yes but Ana is the one who answered and she say they are on they are on their way" Jack say
Just like that we saw Brian pulling up and getting out of the car helping Ana to step out of the car, fuck Ana look so sexy in her hiking clothes she in shorts short and hiking shoes. yep it's going to be a long hiking trip.
"Sorry guys we're late" Brian says to us apologetically
"What took you two so long I called you like an hour ago" Jack say, and Ana blush furiously we all groan knowing the reason why they are late.
"You just can't get enough each other, and here I thought Eliot and I fuck like rabbits but you two are worse" Kate comments and we all laugh sure they did, 'argh'.
"KATE!" Ana scolded her friend blushing even more Kate just laughed at her, Ana and I catch each other's eye I smile at her though I'm pretty sure that it doesn't reach my eyes. She smiles back shyly at me.
"Alright let's move" Brian says and we get back to our own cars and drive away to MT. Ellen it's just outside of Seattle.
We arrived at the hiking place, we all gather our things and we begin our hiking. the sight in front of me is so uncomfortable, Brian and Ana are walking ahead of us they either holding hands, kissing or laughing they are the perfect example of a happy couple.
"Hey we're all here too you know" Elliot say smiling at them
"Sorry, I just can't keep my hands to myself" Brian say happily
"Elliot leave them alone" Kate say rolling her eyes at Eliot
"Ana do you remember when we we're in high school?" Kate asks looking at Ana with a devilish grin.
"uhm, Kate how's the wedding plans so far" Ana say changing the subject quickly, 'oh someone trying to stop the tell tale'
"Oh no Steele, you know Brian we once join ray to go on with his army buddies ray is Ana dad and Ana didn't tell me that we are going on a hunting trip, I was shock to learn Ana knows how to use a fucking gun let alone know how to fucking aim, and she has a quite good aim. Gosh she almost gave me a heart attack" Kate say with grimacing expressions Brian look at Ana in disbelief, well we all are and Ana just shrugs her shoulder just like it's nothing. I imagine Ana in hunting gears with a rifle it's so hot and also fucking dangerous.
"So Brian beware don't you dare piss Ana off" Kate threatened Brian, we all laugh on the stupid look on Brian's face
"Hey don't listen to her, but it's not just guns I can handle I can also use a knife pretty well, so you better watch it" Ana say with a smirk looking at Brian's crotch and Brian's hand immediately goes in his Dick looking at Ana frightfully we all laugh hard.
"Goddess I know you love this so I know you would never do that to me" Brian says with a smug grin at Ana pointing at his dick.
"No... But I do love you" Ana say winking at Brian..
"What you don't love my dick? Come on, you were screaming like there's no tomorrow only hours ago" Brian fire back and we groan
"BRIAN!" Ana is blushing bright red.
"Dude we didn't need to know that" Eliot say shaking his head.
"Sorry guys" Brian says and put his arm around Ana shoulders and we all continue to hike.
Finally we arrived at the camping site and built our tent.
The girls are busy preparing our food its lunch time and we all hungry from a long walk.
"Guys let's eat food's ready" Mia announced
"Thank god" we say in unison
Ana's POV
After we finish eating our lunch we decide for a swim in a lake, we change into our swim suits and I see the look in Brian's eyes 'oh no'
"Goddess are you trying kill me or you want me to fuck you under the water?" Brian hiss in a whisper
"Brian I don't know what you're talking about" I say innocently and walk past him.
"Oh no, you are not getting away from me" Brian growls and grabs me and run towards the water
"Oh my god Brian put me down" I say laughing at him, until I feel the cold water.
When he finally put me down I splash him at his face and we fight each other in the water laughing at each other, when we cool down he embrace me and we just hold each other
"I love you so much Ana" Brian say lovingly
"And I love you too so much" I say leaning to kiss him he meet me half way and our lips connected we forgot that we are not alone, until someone clearing their throat.
"Oh come on guys get a room or should I say tent" Eliot say.
We pull apart from our kiss and look around us they are looking at us with amusement, and I see Christian sitting near his tent with a pain, sadness and some jealousy in his eyes I'm not sure, he look away from me and take a drink of his beer 'what was that'
The sun is starting to set, so we start the fire.
"Hey goddess I'm going to talk to Christian he seem something's troubling him" Brian say kissing my lips.
"Ok" I say and continue what I'm doing.
Christian's POV
I am fucking frustrated, mix with a hard on. When I saw Ana and Brian earlier I got so fucking jealous looking at them while Brian carrying Ana toward the water, Ana is begging to put her down they laughing at each other like they are the only people in here. I should look away from them but no I had to torture myself by watching them in the water laughing and splashing water at each other.
What I would give just to be in Brian's position right now.
"Hey Christian you ok?"Brian ask startling me, I didn't realize Brian walking in my direction
"Yeah just thinking you know" I say.
"Is everything ok Chris?" he ask again and I didn't know how to answer that question what can I say 'I want to be with your girlfriend' but I just can't say that to him it would ruin our friendship. So I just went with "yes everything is perfectly fine don't worry" I say and smiling at him.
"You know we all here we're your friends and that's what friends are for" Brian say looking at Ana
"She's beautiful isn't it" Brian says almost dreamingly and with a stupid smile on his face
"Yeah and you're so lucky to have her" I say trying to keep the hurt in my voice.
"Someday Chris you will meet the one for you" he say
"Maybe" I know I met the one but she's already taken but who knows right?
We eat dinner and gather around the fire we joke around and laugh, I keep stealing glances at Ana's direction and her head is resting in Brian shoulder. After an hour or so we decide to call it a night we retired in our own tents I stayed awake for a while thinking maybe I should try and have a relationship outside my playroom but how am I going to do that if I can't tolerate being touch. But with Ana I can imagine being touch by her; she is the only woman I imagine touching me without feeling panicked. I think I really need a good session with Flynn my psychiatrist maybe he can give an idea or insight to this frustrations, I eventually fell asleep hoping for wonderful things came to me.
Chapter 5
Christian's POV
The long weekend has finally ended and so did my sufferings, I just entered my foyer I immediately head in my room to my bathroom to freshen up and went to my playroom, I email my sub to be ready cause I really need a good fucking right now after I seeing Ana in that swim suit I had a constant hard on. I even think of jerking it off but I decide against it.
I see my sub and command her to stand up; I sit on my recliner chair and ask her to suck me off. she complies immediately and I imagine its Ana that is giving me heads. I know it's wrong but that's the only way I would get a release now a days. I feel my balls tingling and I know I'm close after a few suck on my cock I cum on the image of Ana. This is getting frustrating and I feel guilty for even just thinking of it 'I'm Sorry Brian'. After I tie up my sub and fuck her I sent her go do her own thing because it's Sunday I just really need some release. After she left I went to my home office and get some work done.
Brian's POV
Tonight I'm going to meet the parents of the love of my life, god I'm so fucking nervous I am one of the hard doms in the community and best lawyer of the Washington state and here I am sweaty fucking hell. 'Get a fucking grip Brian'. If I want to ask Ana to marry me then I have a just suck it up and man up. I wish they would like me I felt a hand grips my hand and I know it's Ana
"hey it's ok they are going to love you" Ana say with a sweet smile and reassurance, god looking at her right now giving me a hard on I'm so lucky to have her, a lot has change in my life since the night she walk on that door I'm immediately mesmerize by her beauty and I know I was a goner never in a million years did I think about being in love and going to settle down. But here I am preparing myself to ask her parent for her hand in marriage.
"I know goddess but its Senator Raymond Steele we're talking about here" god I know his father is an ex special force in the army and a badass.
"You'll be fine it's just my dad not the senator" Ana say giggling she really likes to torture me.
"ok I'll do my best" I say sighing here goes nothing we finally arrived at Ana's childhood home it's has a calm and welcoming feeling, It help relax a little bit as I open Ana's door and help her out I see Ana's parents are opening the door to greet us.
"Annie my baby girl" her mom says embracing Ana and kissing her cheek. Ana's father is looking at me intensely.
"Annie how's my baby girl" Mr. Steele say with a wide smile kissing Ana forehead
"Mom, dad I miss you so much" Ana say
"Mom, dad I want you to meet Brian Lincoln my boyfriend" Ana introduce me
"Good evening Mr. and Mrs. Steele it's pleasure to meet the both of you" I say shaking their hands but Mr. Steele has a death grip on my hand while we shake hands. 'Ouch'.
"So you're the man who swept off the feet of my baby girl eh" Mr. Steele says with a hard voice and cold. maybe I am a badass dominant but now I would like to be a sub.
After the introduction we head inside the house and wow it's so beautiful, warm and homey. I see various photos some hanging on the walls some are in a picture frame. It's mostly a family photo and vacation photos, Christmas and lots of photos of Ana when she's just a toddler to growing up. Even in at a very young age she the beautiful girl I have ever met.
Dinner is served and we eat but I'm still nervous wreck.
"So Brian what do you do for living?" Mr. Steele ask
"Sir I am a defense lawyer" I say proudly
"Come Brian" Mr. Steele says getting up.
"Yes sir" I say with confidence but nervous as hell
"Dad" Ana say in a warning tone
"Don't worry Annie" Mr. Steele say
We walk in his home office he went straight to his mini bar and pour a scotch
"Have a seat Brian" and I comply gulping, god it's worse than to stand in court room Mr. Steele hand me a scotch.
"So tell me Brian what you think of my daughter" Mr. Steele asks and sit down in front of me eyeing me
"Well…"I clear my throat and try again
"Sir she's the most beautiful, caring lovable woman I ever met and I love your daughter very much sir" I say in confidence and convention looking straight in the eye of Mr. Steele
"you're a lawyer I know your good at lying how can you convince me that you do really love my daughter and not using her" ouch so much accusations.
"Mr. Steele sir with all due respect I don't fucking care if she's your daughter I had meet many woman in my life and Ana is not the only daughter of a power man I ever met but from the moment I met Ana I know she's different from all of them, I see she's an honest woman and even if she's just a daughter of a janitor I don't fucking care" I have raise my voice cause I'm getting piss off by saying I'm just using Ana.
"Mr. Steele I love her so much I rather be die if she's not here with me" I say softly.
I see Mr. Steele turn up the corner of his mouth, 'it's a good sign right?'
"Well Brian...that's all I want to know" for the first time since I walk in this house I feel at ease
"Thank you sir" I say and take a sipping of my scotch I need this for my nerve.
"Call me Ray" Mr. Steele said smiling.
"Sir... Ray I... I know I'm pushing my luck here but I want to ask your blessing for your daughter hand in marriage I'm planning to marrying your daughter sir" I say and hold my breath the smile on ray face fade away and now looking at me with intense... please say yes...
"Son you really do love my daughter huh" ray ask.
"Yes Ray and I want her to be my wife" I answer
"well son as long as my daughter is happy and you take care of her I'm giving you my blessing but the moment my daughter shred a single tear you're dead are we clear?" yes! I want to shout and fist pump
"Yes sir... Ray I will make her happy for the rest of her life" I say and we shake hands
"son welcome to the family" we exit his office and head to the living room I see my beautiful goddess with worry in her eyes I just smile at her, now I'm going to plan my wedding proposal.
"Is everything ok?" Ana ask
"Everything is great we're ok see I'm still in one piece and alive" I joke
We all had a good time Ana's parents are great people it's like normal family and a Senator
We said goodbye and promise to visit them and head to airport Christian is genuinely let me use his company jet.
We finally got home at midnight and Ana has fallen asleep so I carried her to our room take off her heels and cover her, I change and lay beside her thank god everything is great, now I have the blessings to ask her it's time to plan the proposal. I fell asleep with a smile on my face.