MY BF's GF

Chapter 9

*C POV*

It's been a week since the fatal accident. Today is Brian's funeral and burial, Ana is still in a coma, but the doctor is planning to reduce her medication in the hopes she will wake from her coma soon. Her father went back to Washington for a Senate meeting, her mother didn't stop crying and praying for her to wake up.

As for me, I feel torn. I lost my best friend and a brother, I still remember when I met Brian in Harvard. He was this cool guy, he's the one who drag my ass to a BDSM club because he observed that I didn't like to be touched, how ironic. But he was the first guy I felt comfortable with, then we met Jack and James and since then we were always hanging out.

I still can't believe that he's gone. I shed a tear for both of them. I can't believe this is happening, neither of them deserved this.

Taylor drives me to church for the funeral and all our friends are already there, Mr and Mrs Lincoln are a mess – they've lost their son, and Samantha, Brian's older sister, is there as well. I haven't seen her in years, not since she got married. I greet them and walk to my seat, Jack and James greet me and the ceremony starts and we give our speeches and move to the cemetery to say our final goodbyes and go home.

I decide to stop by the hospital. I knock at the door before opening it, and see Carla reading a book in a chair next to Ana's hospital bed.

"Good afternoon Carla" I greet her

"Oh hey there Christian, how was the funeral?" Carla asks closing her book.

"It went as well as could be expected" I said sadly.

"I wanted to go, but I was scared to leave Ana alone" Carla said looking at her daughter, tears building in her eyes. I look over at Ana she look so small and fragile her bruises are fade

"it's ok I know Brian's parents understand. How is she, any changes?" I ask hoping for some good news.

"Nothing has changed; it seems like she just doesn't want to wake up" Carla finally lets her tears go.

"they were happy, they just got engaged a few weeks and now this" I say gesturing my hand to the ring on Ana's finger.

"I know, this is the first time I've seen her so happy, he is the first boyfriend she introduced us to and I've never see my daughter so in love and happy and now I'm afraid when she does wake up and ask for Brian…" I know how she feels; I'm scared too that she will break down at the news. I just nod my head.

Carla's phone starts to ring.

"Christian do mind if I take this outside? it's important " Carla ask

"Of course I will be here until you get back" Carla says a quick thank you and is out the door. I take a seat beside Ana's bed and take a hold of her hand.

"Please Ana, wake up. You need to wake up, your parents need you. I need you" I whisper kissing her hand.

I'd do anything for her to just wake up even if it means I just stand by the corner and forget all my feelings for her. I already lost my best friend and I would be devastated if Ana gave up as well. Maybe it's wrong of me to think this right now but I love her, and I can't lose her I want her to wake up, I will be her just to know she's alive I will be fine by that even if there's zero chance for her to look at me the way I look at her so be it. All I want is for her to be alive that's all.

"Christian dear" I'm startled by my mom.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you honey. here" she's handing me a handkerchief, I didn't realize I was crying.

"Thanks mom" I give her a sad smile as I take the handkerchief from her.

"You're in love with her aren't you Christian? " I stand, shocked at my mother's words. How did she know?

"I can see it in your eyes sweetheart, I know you" mom says, sadness in her eyes. I just look back at Ana .

"Yes mom I love her, I've been in love with her for a while" I said looking back up at my mother I know it's stupid of me but I don't care.

"Christian you know when Ana decides to wake up everything will change, she will change and you will get hurt even more" I know it's true.

"I know mom, but I don't care. I just want her to be alive, I can take the pain I know it's stupid of me and foolish" what else I can do I did try to stop feeling this way, to not look at her way but I can't it seems like I was drawn towards her.

"it's not stupid or foolish, when you love someone you are willing to do anything for that person" mom said with love and adoration in her eyes.

"I'm sorry Christian I didn't mean to take so long – oh, hi Grace" Carla says walking back into the room.

"hello Carla I just came in to check on you and Ana" Mon says in her usual sweet tone.

"Any changes in my daughter? " Carla ask hopefully.

"I'm sorry but nothing has changed" mom answer sadness in her voice

"oh... I really miss my daughter, do you think she will wake up" Carla ask as she caresses Ana's face, and I can see the longing and broken look her mother has in her eyes.

"she will, just be patient Carla and keep having faith" mom says rubbing Carla's back while she silently crying...

After a few minutes I decided to go home. I said my goodbye to my mom and Carla and head out.

I rest my head against the car seat as Taylor drives us home, I can't believe this is happening. Just a few weeks ago everything was fine and now this shit has happened. At least the fucking drunk driver in that truck has been thrown into prison. Good riddance I say.

I get home and drink my ass off crying for the loss of my friend and Ana, I know that even if she survives this she will feel like a part of her has died. This hurts to fucking much. I look up to ceiling and pray, please Brian don't take Ana away with you.

I pass out on my office couch drunk and numb to the pain I feel.

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