More Than Just A Fluffer

"Blech! Nope, never thought about it once!"

"Don't say "Blech!" I'm not disgusting, it's not unheard of!"

Nick can't help but let his eyes roam across her body. Damnit, why does she insist on wearing those tiny little shorts?! She looks absolutely gorgeous standing here in front of him, chest heaving, her big blue eyes are huge and filled with anger.

Her tight little black shorts that show off her pale smooth legs and come dangerously close to showing off the cheeks of her perfect ass, the little red shirt with the cute collar that is just the right kind of tight that make it extremely difficult to keep his eyes off of her breasts, her whole outfit is just so Jess.

He has thought about it, he totally has. But he definitely can't tell her that.

"I AM NOT saying you're disgusting at all, Jess. I'm just saying that I've never thought of you like... that."

"Whatever, Nick! I've thought about it, I'll admit it!"

Nick cannot believe what he's hearing. She's seriously thought about sex… with me?

"Yeah? When was this?!"

"Just once!"

Nick listens carefully as Jess proceeds to tell the story of him at the bar, making Cashews talk to each other and then breaking down in tears.

"Really? That's what does it for you?!"

Jess doesn't say anything, just stands there, all big blue eyes and shiny hair that probably smells like, what Nick would assume heaven smells like, arms crossed right under her breasts, tapping her foot like she's waiting for him to say something. He just stands there staring at her until she huffs and lets her arms fall back down to her sides in defeat.

"Really, Nick? You've NEVER thought about me like that? Not even once? Not even after that time you saw me naked? Or the deep lunge incident?"

He looks deeply into her giant blue eyes, she looks angry and a little hurt. Don't cave Miller, Don't cave… Don't fucking…

"Okay, fine… I've thought about it!"

The smile that erupts across Jess's face makes him feel in equal parts angry, aroused and a little dizzy.

"HAH! I knew it!"

"Jess, c'mon! It's not my fault! I mean look at the clothes you wear, the short little dresses and skirts, that little towel you walk around in after you get out of the shower smelling all fruity with your wet hair! I mean seriously, can those even be considered shorts?! They're TINY!" He yelled, pointing at her current outfit. "I'M A MAN JESSICA!"

"So, you're saying you've thought about it MORE than once?"

Nick's eyes widen and his heart feels like it's about to beat out of his chest. Damnit!

"That's not… Ugh, Don't make this weird Jess!"

She smirks at him before walking up to him and stepping up on her tiptoes to whisper in his ear.

"It's okay, Nick… I've thought about it more than once too."

Nick's eyes feel like they're literally going to pop out of his head and he feels a shiver run down his spine, he has so many questions but before he can speak she walks out of her bedroom and he hears the front door close a few seconds later.

It's been Two Hours and Twenty Four minutes since Jess walked out of the loft after admitting that she had thought about him, sexually, more than once. That thought excites him and makes him feel sick at the same time. Excited because, well… How can it not be exciting to find out that the woman that you've been fantasizing about for over a year has also thought about you. Sick because, she has Sam… The rich handsome doctor. Sick, because even if she didn't, she would probably never even consider anything like that happening between them.

He's broken from his thoughts when he hears the front door to the loft opening and then closing, he hears Jess walk into her room and close the door, most likely getting ready for a late night rendezvous with Dr. Sam. Just the thought of her with him makes his heart sink into his stomach.

See, the thing is… With Jess, his feelings go way beyond sexual attraction. Sure, she's obviously gorgeous but she's also his best friend. No one has ever understood or accepted him the way that she has. He doesn't have to pretend to be someone else when he's with her and he's never had that with any woman, ever.

He's never actually admitted it, not even to himself, but deep down he knows. He fell in love with Jess the moment she walked through the door. She's turned his whole world upside down and he wouldn't change it for anything, but he knew that although she had admitted to thinking of him in a sexual way, that nothing more could ever happen between them because they're friends, roommates… He would never do anything to risk losing her, even if that meant having to watch her date other men until she eventually fell in love with one of them.

He sits up in his bed and rubs his hands over his face in frustration, suddenly he hears his phone vibrate from it's spot on his bedside table. He picks it up and looks at the text message, it's Jess.

"Hey Nick, could you come over to my room for second? I need your opinion about something… xo"

Sighing loudly, he starts to type out his response. After finally accepting his true feelings for Jess not even 5 minutes ago, he can't stand the thought of her asking him for advice on what he assumes will be about Dr. Sam.

"What is it Jess? I'm tired and I was just about to hit the hay."

His phone lights up in his hand as she responds, he can't help but smile a little as he reads it.

"At 11pm, Miller? I'm not buying it. Please just come over here, I need you…"

Defeated, Nick stands up and heads towards his door, opening it and heading across the hallway to her door. All she ever has to say is that she needs him and he'll be there. He's knocks quietly and hears her padding towards her door before opening it a crack. She looks up at him all wide eyed and smiles brightly.God, those eyes. She steps aside and lets him in, closing the door behind him.

He shuts his eyes tightly and breathes in deeply before speaking, not able to face her just yet, he keeps his back turned towards her.

"What is it Jess?"

"Well, if you would turn around I could show you."

He lets out a breath he didn't even realize he was holding and slowly turns towards her, his eyes widening as he takes her in. She's wearing an incredibly short black satin robe, the top hanging open just enough that he can see the curves of the tops of her breast, almost making his mouth water. As he lets his eyes go lower, he see's the straps of her garter belt running down her creamy thighs leading down to the lacey tops of her hold-up stockings.

"Jess, what…"

His eyes finally make their way back up to her face. She's wearing a little more makeup than usual, the black lining her eyes making them look impossibly bigger and bluer. Her perfect lips painted a shade of red that makes Nick's cock twitch in his pants. He feels his fingers twitch with the need to touch her. The self control this is taking to not pick her up and throw her down on her bed causing his muscles to tense up.

Nick can only stare as she bites her bottom lip and without breaking eye contact, she reaches up for the tie on her robe, untying it and sliding it off of her shoulders and as the robe drops to the floor so does Nick's jaw. Fuck!

He thought the robe was sexy, but it's nothing compared to what he's looking at now. She's wearing a black lacy bra with a modest push up. He lowers his gaze to the creamy skin of her flat tummy, the top of her garter belt starting right underneath her tiny belly button. God, she is perfect.

He gulps loudly as he takes in her panties. They match her bra perfectly, most likely a set, he can't see her behind but he's almost 100% sure that it's a thong, the thought makes his cock harden in his pants. He always made fun of her for her "Plywood Ass", but he knows she has a fantastic ass. I wish she would turn around so I could get a better look.

What is she doing to me? Why did she need my opinion about lingerie? Wouldn't Cece be the one to ask? Or Dr. Sam? Wait, Sam… She has Sam… Why the hell is she doing this to me?

Nick can almost hear as his heart breaks. He was so transfixed on the beautiful woman in front of him that he completely forget about the fact that she is spoken for. They may not be in a real relationship, but there is no way in hell that she would give Sam up for ol' Nick Miller.

"What do you think, Nick?"

Nick shakes his head and shuts his eyes tightly before running his hand over his face, he opens his eyes but keeps them firmly planted on the floor.

"I um… Yeah, it's really nice. I.. I think Dr. Sam will really like it. I'm um… Yeah, I'm gonna go to bed. 'Night Jess."

He turns away from her and heads towards the door but she's too fast for him and jumps in front of him, blocking his path. Her big blue eyes staring right through him and he can't look away.

"Why are you doing this to me, Jess?"

She takes a step closer to him and places her small hands on his chest, gently rubbing before sliding her hands up around his neck taking a step even closer so her body is pressed against his. She runs her right hand along his neck and slides it up to his cheek, rubbing his 3 day old stubble. Nick closes his eyes and presses his forehead to hers while wrapping his arms around her.

"You can't do this to me, Jess. It's hard enough for me to keep my hands off you."

He leans his head back as his eye pop open, Jess is looking up at him and smiling sweetly, making his heart swell.

"I broke things off with Sam. You see, Nick… I realized something today."

Nick clears his throat loudly, not quite believing what is happening right now. He leans in closer to her face, his lips so close to hers that he can feel her breath across his lips. He nudges her nose lightly with his own, not missing her soft smile from his tender actions.

"What did you realize, Jess?"

She pulls her head back so she can look him in the eyes and runs her fingers through his soft hair.

"I realized that the only thing I've ever wanted… The only thing I've ever needed has been standing here in front of me all along. I want you Nick, I can't fight it anymore and I don't want to."

Nick tightens his hold on her, hugging her as close to him as he can and buries his face in her hair. Hearing those words from her means everything. He pulls back and takes his hands up to cup her cheeks, her blue eyes are twinkling up at him and her smile is electric. He kisses her with everything he has before pulling back, the smile on his face making his cheeks ache.

"So you've finally succumbed to my manly charms, hey?"

They both chuckle and Jess swats at his chest. "Yeah, I guess I have… Now, do you want to get a better look at my new lingerie? I bought it just for you."

Nick steps back from her and lets his eyes roam all over her body freely, now that he knows he can. She winks at him and bites her bottom lip before turning away from him and slowly walking towards her bed, swaying her hips as she goes. It IS a thong. My god, that ass!

She turns back towards him and sits down on her bed, she leans back on her hands and her breasts point towards the ceiling. Nick can only stand and stare, he never in a million years thought that he would ever get to experience this side of Jess and it's even better than he could have dreamed.

"Now, Nicholas it seems you're a little overdressed. I think it's my turn to see what's hiding under those clothes."

Her voice comes out deep and breathy, just the sound of it gives Nick an instant hard-on. He can't help but feel nervous about getting naked in front of her, though. Her body is perfect and he's hairy and chubby.

"Alright, Jess. I feel it's only fair to warn you, though… You're not going to be very impressed."

She bites her lip and looks at the tent forming in his sweatpants, a mischievous smile spreads across her face.

"I'll be the judge of that. Now strip!"

Nick responds immediately, pulling off his grey t-shirt and throwing it on the floor before pushing his navy blue sweatpants to the floor leaving him standing in front of her in just his blue and yellow plaid boxers, his hard cock threatening to pop out of the opening in the the front of them. She's staring at his dick as she licks her lips before she locks eyes with him and smiles excitedly.

She stands up and walks towards him, her eyes firmly planted on his heaving chest, placing both hands on his chest and running her fingers through the hair there, Nick hears her groan and it sends a shiver down his spine. Oh thank god, she's not disgusted by me.

He places his hands on her hips and pulls her in a little closer as he feels her hands go lower, running her fingers along the skin right above his boxers before dipping her small fingers just under the waistband. She reaches her hands behind him and plunges into his boxers taking two handfuls of his asscheeks, pulling his groin against her center, this time causing him to groan, she looks up into his eyes and smiles.

"God, Nick you're so sexy. I love your body, you're strong and hairy and just so… manly. And this…" She says as she pushes his boxers to the floor and reaches her right hand around, gently grabbing his cock making him whimper, she pulls her head back a little to get a good look before locking eyes with him again. "Mmmm… It's so big and thick." She leans in closer to him, their lips now touching. "I can't wait to feel it inside me." She kisses him deeply as she slowly strokes him.

Nick moans deeply into her mouth before breaking the kiss and looking into her giant eyes. He smiles at her before sliding his hands down to her ass, squeezing gently and then lifting her up into his arms, making her gasp. He feels her wrap her legs around him and he presses himself against her warm center, making them both gently moan.

He walks over to her door and opens it, carrying her out into the living room, his eyes staying locked on hers until he reaches the couch. She looks around and he can see the confusion clearly across her face. He knows Winston and Schmidt will be out all night, so he's not worried about it. He should probably explain himself.

"Nick, what…?"

He sets her gently down on what has been deemed "his spot" on the couch and gets down on his knees in front of her, taking both of her hands in his. He smiles up at the confused look on her face, knowing exactly why. They were just in her bedroom, the perfect place for "sexy times" as she calls it, but the first time he takes her, he wants it to be in this spot. The very spot he was sitting when he first laid eyes on this stunningly beautiful, crazy, sweet and absolutely amazing woman in front of him. The very spot that he fell in love with her.

"Jess, there's something I need to tell you and I don't want to you freak out." She nods and squeezes his hands, giving him an adorable little smirk. "Do you remember the day you came to interview for your room?"

"Of course, Nick. I'll never forget that day."

"Me either." They smiled at each other, the memory running through their minds as if it just happened yesterday. "That's the day my whole world was turned upside down because of you. You confused the hell out of me but I also felt so drawn to you, I had never felt anything like that before and I couldn't understand it at first… Then when I finally did start to understand, It scared the shit out of me. You changed me Jess, You made me want to be better. You made me actually care about things."

He leaned up and kissed her gently on the lips before continuing. "This is where I was sitting that day, where you're sitting now. The day that I laid eyes on this crazy brunette with giant blue eyes and the biggest heart." He could see the tears forming in Jess's eyes and the gentle smile on her face made his heart do somersaults in his chest. "That was the day I fell in love you, Jess. Sitting in this very spot."

The smile on her face could've lit up the darkest of nights. Nick reached up and wiped the tears of joy from her cheeks, smiling at her before kissing her gently once more. As Jess broke the kiss, she stands up slowly taking his hands in hers before spinning him around and pushing on his shoulders so he is now sitting in his spot. Nick can only watch in complete awe as Jess brings herself down on his lap and straddles him.

She stares into his eyes for what feels like hours before reaching behind her back to reveal her perfect petite rounds breasts to him. Nick hungrily takes in the sight as he lets his hands slowly run up her smooth thighs and up to her hips, letting his long fingers graze the smooth bare skin of her ass, traveling higher he takes in the silky material of her garter belt before reaching the bare skin of her torso, gently caressing as he gets closer to his goal.

He has been watching his hands travel along her perfect body the entire time, still not believing that he actually gets to live in this moment, but as his hands reach her breasts, he locks eyes with her and watches as she sucks her bottom lip between her teeth, whimpering at his actions.

He feels his cock twitch between her legs and knows that she must feel it too, judging by the moan that escapes her throat before she attacks his mouth with her own and grinds down on him, slowly rotating her hips in tiny circles. He feels her tongue gently lick his bottom lip and happily opens his mouth to her, the taste of her sweet little tongue making him groan loudly into her mouth as he continues to gently massage her breasts.

She breaks the kiss with a pop and slowly rises to her feet, they lock eyes and she gives him a wicked smile before taking her bottom lip between her teeth again, gently biting down. God, does she even know how fucking sexy that is? She keeps her eyes on his as she lifts her left leg onto the coffee table, she unhooks the straps of her garter belt from her hold-up stocking, slowly rolling it down her leg, peeling it off and dropping it to the floor before repeating her actions with the right side.

She turns her back towards him but still watches him over her shoulder as she bends over slightly and pulls down her lacey thong. Nick eyes feel like they are going pop out of his head as he takes in her perfect creamy ass and the sight of her bare, glistening pussy lips as she bends over further to pull her panties off completely.

He looks back up at her face as she turns towards him, she's breathing heavily, her lips are red and swollen, her eyes are darker than nick has ever seen them before, her chocolate curls a little messier than usual. The sight of her standing in front of him, offering herself to him is almost too much. He's not sure if he wants to laugh, cry or scream from the top of a mountain. Probably all three.

"God, Jessica… You're gorgeous."

She blushes adorably before placing her thumbs under the waistband of her garter belt, sliding it to the floor and then there she is. The most beautiful woman he has ever seen standing completely naked right in front of him. He smiles up at her and then places his hands on her hips, pulling her back down on top of him. "Come here" he whispers and he feels her shiver in his arms as she lowers herself back down onto his lap.

She grabs hold of his erection that is standing proudly upright between their bodies as she leans in to kiss and suck her way up his neck until she reaches his ear, gently biting his earlobe making him buck his hips towards her. She pulls back and looks deeply into his dark eyes before whispering the words he had so longed to hear. He will never forget anything about this moment, this perfect, perfect moment.

"I love you too, Nick." She gives him a full watt Jessica Day smile before lowering herself onto him, both of them almost sobbing in pleasure. The feel of being so fully connected for the first time ever, makes Nick's heart feel like it's going to beat out of his chest. They keep eye contact as she slowly starts to move up and down on him, the feeling more perfect than anything he has ever experienced.

He places his hands on her hips, fingers splayed across her ass, not forcing her movements, just resting them there, taking in the feel of her incredibly soft skin as she rides him slowly and sweetly. "Oh, Nick. I.. I've never felt anything like this before… UH! You feel so perfect inside me." He smiles at her and kisses her deeply as his hands come to rest on her breasts, rubbing his thumbs across her hardened nipples making her whimper into his mouth.

He feels her movements speed up and normally he would be all for some fast, rough sex, but tonight, their first night , he wants to take his time. Never taking his lips away from hers, he places his hands on the small of her back, shifting so he can lay her down on the couch, he thrusts into her with achingly slow movements, feeling her body tremble as she feels every inch of him sliding in and out of her. He finally breaks the kiss and locks eyes with her, bringing his right hand up to cup her cheek.

"Slower, I want you all night Jessica. I've wanted this for so long, no need to rush anything now." He stops his slow movements as he feels her cup both of his cheeks in her tiny hands, before smiling up at him. "You can have me for as long as you want, Nick. And I don't just mean tonight." She lifts her head to kiss him sweetly on the lips, before reaching down and grabbing his ass with both hands. "Now… Take me, Nicholas. You're not the only one who has wanted this for a long time." They smile at each other before Nick finally starts to move again, this time thrusting a little harder.

He watches intently as Jess's mouth falls open in pleasure and squeezes her eyes shut tightly, before he kisses down her neck, nipping and gently biting, the breathy moans coming from her doing serious things to his self control. He reaches her breasts and takes a nipple into his mouth, sucking and biting watching as her back arches up towards him. He feels her fingers lace through his hair, pulling just enough for it to be pleasurable.

He feels dangerously close to his end and decides to change things up a bit, he removes his throbbing erection from her core and kisses the rest of way down her body until he reaches her pussy. He looks up to see her looking down at him, keeping his eyes locked with hers, he lowers his mouth to her and licks up the entire length making her entire body tense up in pleasure. He reaches her clit and gently licks, stopping every once in awhile to suck it into his mouth, making her scream out to him.

"Oh my god, Nick! Don't stop, don't eeevvverrr stop! Mmmm, right there, oh fuck!"

He feels her entire body shake with her orgasm, but he doesn't give her time to come down fully before he pulls her up onto his hard cock again, pumping up into her. Her whole body continues to shake as she starts riding him, hard. Her head is thrown back in pure ecstasy as he grabs roughly at her breasts. He wants to keep his eyes open, really he does, but this feels so fucking amazing that he can't help but squeeze them shut.

"Fuck, Jess! I'm so close… You're gonna make me come, sweetheart. Oh my… FUCK!"

He grabs her hips and pulls her down onto him as he releases himself inside of her. Suddenly he feels Jess's body tense again and he wraps his arms around her tightly as she comes. "Niiiiiiick!" She screams his name as her walls tighten and pulse around him. He feels her lay her head down on his shoulder, trying to catch her breath as he gently rubs his hands up and down her spine, soothing her.

She lifts her head from his shoulder and flashes him a satisfied smile. "Wow… I have never had an orgasm like that before. That was amazing, Nick." He couldn't help the cocky smile that spread across his face. She just chuckled and placed a kiss on his lips then his shoulder before laying her head back down. "Normally I would smack the smug smile off your face, Nicholas… But, I'll give you this one."

They both laughed heartily, making them both realize that Nick was still very much inside of her. Nick slowly pulled himself out of her, but continued to hold her naked body tightly in his arms. He buried his face in her hair, feeling tears prick his eyes. He had honestly never been happier in his entire life, it wasn't just the amazing sex talking, he finally had the woman of his dreams right where she belonged and he was never letting go.

He felt jess lift her head from his shoulders before placing her hands on his face, bringing his eyes up to her, the concerned look on her face making Nick's heart go crazy in his chest. "Are you okay, Nick? Was it not good for you?! Oh, god… I'm the worst.." Nick couldn't help but chuckle at the way her eyes widened in panic, only Jess. He placed his hands on her cheeks and placed a soft kiss on her lips, smiling up at her.

"Jess, relax. You were amazing, fantastic, the best sex I've ever had and I mean that from the bottom of my heart." She blushed brightly as a shy smile spread across her face. "I'm just so happy, Jess. You have no idea how much I've wanted this, dreamt about this… I just… I love you so much and this means everything to me Jess, everything." His voice cracked with the emotion he was feeling. Jess leaned down and kissed him with everything she had.

"I love you too, Nick. You have me, all of me. You've had me for a while, I was just too stupid to see it, but now that I do... You're stuck with me, Miller."

They smiled at each other before kissing wildly, on course for round two until the sound of the front door broke them out of their loving bubble. They both swung their heads towards the door to see a horrified Schmidt standing in the doorway.

"WHAT IS THIS TREACHERY?!"

Nick and Jess locked wide eyes as Nick reached behind him, taking the blanket from the back of the couch before wrapping it around the naked woman in his arms, he picked her up and moved as quickly as he could towards his bedroom to escape the wrath of his best friend, slamming the door shut and locking it before dropping Jess onto his bed and climbing in next to her, both of them giggling uncontrollably. Schmidt was still banging on the door as their laughter died down and as Nick leaned in to kiss Jess, he stopped right before his destination as he heard Schmidt's words through his door.

"Major rule breakage, Ni-ck! But.. I finally got to see your penis and I've got to say Nick, I am impressed!" Nick was about to get up and punch Schmidt in face until he looked down at the woman beneath him. "It IS really impressive, Nick." He smiles at her before taking her mouth with his own, ignoring Schmidt as he continues to talk outside the door.

**Ask and you shall receive! Next chapter will be Nick and Jess trying anal sex for the first time!**