Rumspringa

Damnit, Jessica… How the hell did you get yourself into this situation?! All alone with Nick Miller, locked in a wine cellar. The Nick Miller that you are secretly still in love with, the Nick Miller that has a girlfriend… The Nick Miller that you have to fight with yourself day and night to not just jump at any given moment. If only Schmidt hadn't backed out at the last second, she wouldn't be in this predicament. Ugh! Damnit, Schmidt!

She could tell he felt horrible. He kept looking over at her from across the room, willing her to just meet his eyes. To let him know that she didn't completely hate him for possibly ruining her first day as Principal. She wouldn't, no... she couldn't look at him. Him and his dumb, sweet, brown eyes are the reason she's currently sitting on a barrel, locked in a cellar a mere 8 hours before her first official day as principal.

She saw him stand up out of the corner of her eye, he started walking towards her, but she still refused to look at him. She was already living in misery with the man she loved and his perfect girlfriend. She would not let him worm his way into her professional life too. It was the one thing in her life that she had control over. It was her escape from the hell that was currently her own home. She knew it was mostly her fault, fighting for Reagan to move into the loft, but all she had ever wanted for Nick, her best friend, the love of her life, was to be happy. Even if it wasn't with her. So rather than being the jealous ex, she decided to be the best best friend she could be to him. It had backfired horrendously. Having to see them together everyday, hearing them in the throes of passion from across the hall, and then of course having to help them navigate their mountain of relationship problems because neither of them could convey a feeling to save their life… it was torture. She had never regretted anything more.

She heard Nick making his way over to her, pulling a barrel over so he could sit directly in front of her. "Jess…" He said softly, taking both of her hands in his, she pulled away so quickly that it made Nick flinch. "Don't touch me, Nick. I'm mad at you." Not only was she mad at him, but she knew the moment she gave in and looked up into his eyes, let him touch her… it would be her undoing. She would forgive him in seconds. She heard him exhale loudly.

"Look Jess, I'm sorry okay? I was just trying to help. I just can't stand seeing you like this. I mean, you sewed two extra sleeves onto your principal blazer without even realizing it! You needed to de-stress and I just wanted to help you."

He was using that soft, sweet voice that made her insides twist into knots. Her face almost hurt from trying to contain her smirk. Yeah, she did go a little crazy when she was stressed out. He knew that better than anyone.

"What I'm trying to say is… You always help me, Jess, and we both know, I need a lot of help." He decided to try his luck once more, taking her hands in his, this time she didn't pull away but she still refused to look up at him. "I know we've only known each other for 6 years, Jess, but I honestly have no idea how I got through life before I met you. You push me to do things I never thought I could. You help me through all of my problems, hell you even helped me through my last relationship and even though it didn't work out, it never would've lasted as long as it did without you. You helped me write my novel, because even though you weren't there in New Orleans with me, every time I thought about giving up, I could hear your voice in my head telling me that I could do this and that you believed in me."

As soon as she heard the words last relationship and didn't work out her head shot up. "Wait, you and Reagan…" Nick dropped her hands and ran his hands down his face, sighing loudly. "Yeah, I broke up with her about 2 weeks ago, after my first reading. She didn't even finish my book, Jess. She started, got about 2 chapters in and stopped. When I finally asked her about it, she said it was childish, just like my bedroom, just like… me. I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, Jess. I just felt like I failed you. You did so much to help us that I wanted to make it work, I did, but… she's just not what I want. She's not… who I want."

Jess just stared at him in confusion. Not who I want? What does that mean? "Nick, I'm so sorry. I know you lov…" Not able to finish that sentence, she changed course. "I know you really cared about her." Nick gave her a look that made her heart thunder in her chest. She knew she was going down a dangerous road here, but she had to know. "So, what do you want then, Nick? Who do you want…?" Nick gave her a smirk that melted her heart into a puddle of goo as he scooted closer to her, taking her small hands in his, he looked her directly in the eyes and spoke from the heart.

"Well, Jessica… the woman that I want calls me on my bullshit. She's always honest with me even when she knows it will hurt my feelings, but can makes me feel better with just her beautiful smile. She accepts me for who I am, flaws and all. She's sweet, sexy and confident. She's nerdy and awkward in a way that turns me on like nothing else on earth. She's smart and funny and she has this giant heart that's part compass and part flashlight and she is just the greatest person I have ever met."

Jess was speechless. His eyes were too intense, she had to look away. Is he talking about me? No, he couldn't be. Get yourself together, Day! She felt her heart speed up as Nick leaned in closer to her, so close she could feel his breath on her face. He tucked her hair behind her ear and pulled back just slightly, placing his hand under her chin to bring her eyes back up to meet his. Jess's heart was doing somersaults in her chest as he began to speak again.

"She wears these blindingly bright little dresses and tiny little skirts that drive me crazy. She wears a lot of tights, which I don't really understand because she has these great legs that I love looking at, but the tights are pretty fun to pull off so that's something." Jess couldn't help but chuckle at that. Stupid, sweet Nick Miller. He cupped her chin and ran his thumb across her plump bottom lip, leaning in a little closer. She could feel his breath across her lips as hers hitched in her throat, not missing his soft, knowing smile. He knew how much he affected her. "She has the most beautiful blue eyes I have ever seen. Her hair is super silky and curly and it smells really nice. She has this beautiful porcelain skin that is really soft and a cute little button nose that does weird things to my heart. And her lips… god, Jess." he leaned in closer, lips almost touching. "They are just the most kissable lips I have ever seen."

Their kiss started sweet and slow, so familiar yet so new. Jess whimpered as Nick gently pulled her into his lap, deepening the kiss. His big hands running along her back, taking in all of her curves, their tongues slowly tangling together. Heaven. Jess tried to think of a time when a kiss had ever felt this perfect and as she was brought back to their first kiss, a fire ignited inside of her and there was only one person that could extinguish that fire. She buried one hand in his soft, short hair, tugging gently as her other hand found it's way to the scruff on his beautiful face that she had spent months trying resist.

His lips worked their way down to her neck as she clung to him for dear life, wanting him as close as possible, the distance of the past 3 years making her heart ache in her chest. "God, Nick. You have no idea how much I've missed you." Nick lifted his head from where it was buried in her neck, arms wrapped tightly around her waist.

"Believe me, Jessica, I do. I never thought it was possible to miss someone that you see every day, but man was I wrong. I need you to know, Jess. I am ready. I want this with you and I don't just mean… this." Nick looked down at the giant bulge in his pants that was pressing against her center. " I mean, I'm ready for the rest of my life, with you. You're my best friend and I love you more than I've ever loved anyone and that has never changed. You are my future, Jessica Day. I want this and everything that comes along with it. Marriage, the house, the kids...I want it all and I want it with you." Nick had a smile to match her own as he reached up to wipe the tears of joy from her cheeks.

"I love you too, Nicholas… So much." Jess crashed her lips against his, not waiting for permission as she pried his lips open with her tongue. They kissed deeply and passionately. Jess felt as though Nick was going to devour her and there was nothing she wanted more. Jess ran her hands up his chest over his shirt, reaching the top button, she toyed with it for a moment before unfastening it and moving on to the next. Once his shirt was hanging open, Jess pulled away from the kiss, pulling back slightly so she could take in the sight of his bare chest. Still covered in that sexy layer of hair that she loved, but much more toned than she remembered. She placed her hands on his collarbone and moved down, slowly running her hands down the length of him, eyes following her hands until she felt the rumble of a deep groan rising from his chest. She looked up into his eyes and smiled. "Someone has been working out." She winked at him, making him blush. "Yeah, I had a pretty lonely summer. When I wasn't writing, I worked out…" Jess bit her lip, letting her eyes roam. "Hey, no complaints here."

Nick grabbed her hips and stood up. He ran his hands along her hips, sliding up her sides, lightly teasing the sides of her breasts. He brought his hands up, slowly pushing her black sweater off of her shoulders. He removed his own shirt completely and wrapped his arms around her once more. He buried his face in her neck, slowly running his tongue from her collarbone up to her earlobe. "My turn…" Nick whispered in her ear, making her shiver. His hands reached the zipper at the top of her dress, pulling it down slowly. As he reached the end, Jess stepped away from his embrace, gently pushing on his shoulders so he was sat on the barrel behind him once more.

Stepping out of her flats, she reached up under her dress to remove her tights. Watching Nick watch her. She turned away from him, but continued to look at him over her shoulder, pulling down one side of her dress, only exposing the clasp and one brightly colored strap of her favorite blue bra. Placing her free hand on her stomach to hold the dress up, she turned her head, looking at him over her other shoulder, she pulled down the other sleeve. She smirked at the incredibly aroused expression on his face as she slowly revealed her body to him. Biting her lip, she pushed her dress down over her hips, watching his mouth fall open in awe when he saw her tiny blue thong splitting the cheeks of her smooth, firm bottom.

Nick shot up, his hands quickly undoing his belt while simultaneously kicking off his shoes and socks. He pushed his pants to floor revealing his tight black boxer briefs. Jess felt herself blush as she took him in. Oh my, Nick Miller… I had almost forgotten. Nick took a step forward and spun Jess around to face him. Her gasp of surprise cut off by his lips crashing against hers, his big, soft hands running up and down her bare back, stopping at the clasp of her bra, flicking it open with impeccable speed. She let her bra fall down her arms to the floor, whimpering into his mouth as she pressed her bare chest against his, she wrapped her arms around his neck, loving the feel of his hairy chest against her hardened nipples.

Nick ran his hands up and down her back once more before hooking his thumbs under the elastic of her thong, pushing it the floor. He grabbed her ass and lifted her into his arms, her legs instantly wrapping around his waist. He broke the kiss, breathing heavily. Jess felt a shiver run down her spine as she looked into his dark eyes and saw the look of determination and undeniable arousal in them. He spun around and marched towards the barrel that he had just been sitting on not long ago, setting Jess gently on top of it.

Jess looked up at him and knew that he needed a moment to let it sink in that this was really happening again because she felt the exact same way. But seeing this devastatingly sexy and strong man standing in front of her, his huge erection threatening to bust through the material of his boxer briefs, well… it didn't last long. She needed him. Now. she pulled him towards her by the elastic of his underwear, wrapping her legs tightly around him and rubbing herself against his manhood, knowing she was leaving a wet spot but not caring at all. She buried her hands in his hair and began kissing and biting his chest, working her way up to his neck. Loving the way his fingers tensed up around her hips and the noises he was making, my god… she needed him inside of her.

Jess let her hands travel down his bare chest, attempting to push his underwear down once she reached them, but Nick stopped her. Grabbing her hands, he shook his head. "Nick, wha…" he shut her up by placing a soft kiss upon her surprised pout and dropped to his knees. "Oh…" Is all Jess got out before he buried his head between her legs, his expert tongue swirling while his soft lips sucked and kissed her in a way that made her head spin. She buried one hand in his hair, roughly tugging as the other gripped the side of the barrel she was sitting on. "Oh, Nick! Yes! Uh!" He hummed against her and she was gone, bucking her hips against his face as she screamed his name.

As she came down from her high, Nick rose up from the floor, a look of pure satisfaction on his face as he swiped his hand across his mouth, the action making Jess heat up again instantly. She grabbed the back of his head with her right hand and finally pushed his underwear to the floor with her left. "Come here." She whispered in his ear, biting his earlobe. She took hold of him, bringing him close enough to feel the heat radiating from her center. She ran the tip along her folds, letting him feel how wet she was for him. He whimpered in her ear before kissing his way down to her breasts. Taking a hardened nipple in his mouth, gently licking and sucking before moving the other. "Nick, please. I need you." He replaced her hand with his own, finally guiding himself into her.

Jess let out a yelp of pleasure as she felt him fill her so fully. Nick brought his hand up to her cheek and looked deeply into her eyes. "I love you, Jessica." Jess felt tears burn her eyes, the love and tenderness in his eyes was almost too much. Her heart felt like it was going to burst. She pulled his lips to hers and kissed him softly. "I love you too, Nick." Jess had never really felt comfortable with eye contact during sex, but as Nick started to move inside of her, slowly sliding in and out, his gaze never faltering… she wouldn't have it any other way. It was intense and beautiful.

As things became more intense and they both grew closer to their release, Jess found it harder and harder to keep her eyes open, so she pulled him to her, wanting him to be as close to her as possible. Nick buried his head in her chest as she hugged him tightly against her. His thrusts became quicker and Jess couldn't help but dig her nails into his skin. "God, Jess… I'm close. You feel so good, sweetheart." he panted against her neck. "Uh! Nick… I.. I…" They wrapped their arms tightly around each other, trembling as they met their release together. Both of them crying out in complete ecstasy.

Nick kissed his way up her neck, tasting her sweet, sweat soaked skin. He reached her lips and kissed her deeply while slowly pulling himself out of her, both of them softly whining at the loss of contact. But still, Jess had never felt closer to him. She placed her hands on his cheeks, losing herself completely in this amazing, perfect moment. Throwing her whole self into their kiss. Nick placed his hands over hers as he pulled away from the kiss, his smile threatening to split his face in two.

"Well… That was really fun."

Jess chuckled sweetly, taking one hand off his cheek and swatting playfully at his chest. "Yeah, it was." Nick gave her one last peck and stepped away, helping her down from the barrel she had been sitting on. Once she was standing on her feet in front of him, he pulled her tightly into his chest and kissed the top of her head. "I meant everything I said, Jess. I'm ready for forever with you. I'm all in." She smiled brightly up at him and brought her hand up to rub his scruffy cheek, feeling the adorable dimple hidden underneath as he smiled back at her. "Me too, Nick. I love you, you're it for me. I'm all in!" they both chuckled and kissed once more before getting dressed.

"So, I know we were a bit distracted there and this was by far the best Rumspringa I've ever experienced, but Jess… How the hell are we gonna get out of here? I can't let you miss your first day as Principal. I won't…" Just then they heard a door open and an all too familiar voice yelling at who he assumed was an employee at Solvang.

"Excuse me, SIR! But my best friend could be lying dead somewhere from alcohol poisoning and I will NOT rest until I find him. He is very fragile, like a delicate flower and there is far too much alcohol around here. Get your grubby little hands off of me!"

"We're down here Schmidt!"

Schmidt ran towards the door, practically throwing it off the hinges as he flung it open. He pulled Nick into his arms, going for one of his big, wet fredo-kisses which Nick was able to dodge.

"I was worried sick about you Nicholas! I waited up for you for hours and when you didn't come home, I… wait a minute… What… Happened here? The smell of filth and lust is all over this room!"

Nick wrapped his arm around Jess's waist and pulled her into his side, both of them wearing matching grins. "Well… Schmidt, my man. Jess and I are…" Before he could even finish, they both found themselves in the middle of one of Schmidt's bone crushing hugs.

"FINALLY! I've been watching you two idiots dance around each other for the past 6 years! Mazel!"

Schmidt released them from his death grip " Now, let's get out of this disgusting place!" he yelled, walked quickly towards the door. Nick looked down at Jess and took her hand in his.

"Let's go home, Principal Day." She smiled up at him and squeezed his hand.

"We are totally gonna do it in your office."

"Nick!"

"Or… Not."

She chuckled sweetly before dragging him along behind her.

"Yeah, we totally are."

Nick started to fist pump with his free hand.

"Yeah, I'm totally gonna do it with the Principal!"

They both laughed as they made their way to Schmidt's car, looking forward to their future, together.